{"id":9944,"date":"2014-08-21T08:39:22","date_gmt":"2014-08-21T08:39:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9944"},"modified":"2014-08-21T08:42:00","modified_gmt":"2014-08-21T08:42:00","slug":"dogum-gununuz-mubar%c9%99k-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=9944","title":{"rendered":"Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcbar\u0259k!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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S\u0259bin\u0259 D\u0259niz (M\u0259mm\u0259dova S\u0259bin\u0259) 1989-cu ild avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n 21-d\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 26 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olub.2007-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib.2008-2012-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b.<\/p>\n

Universitet ill\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda yaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ap olunur. H\u0259m\u00e7inin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q etdiyi \u201c168 saat\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 ara\u015fd\u0131rma v\u0259 ba\u015fqa t\u00fcrl\u00fc yaz\u0131larla ard\u0131c\u0131l olaraq \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edir.
\n2012-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Prezidenti yan\u0131nda Qeyri-H\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t T\u0259\u015fkilatlar\u0131na D\u00f6vl\u0259t D\u0259st\u0259yi \u015euras\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirlil\u0259n v\u0259 D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u201dB\u00f6lg\u0259 yazarlar\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k\u201d layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cB\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\u201d kitab\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259rc olunaraq ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq Respublika s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 ictiamiyy\u0259tin n\u0259z\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yer alt\u0131ndan notlar<\/p>\n

Yerin alt\u0131\u2026 Havas\u0131zl\u0131q\u2026 Q\u0259rib\u0259 qoxu\u2026 \u0130nsan ax\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259, minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan, f\u0259rqli simalar, b\u0259nz\u0259rsiz talel\u0259r, b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n talel\u0259r\u2026 yad bax\u0131\u015flar, do\u011fma insanlar, tan\u0131mad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z, tan\u0131d\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131z v\u0259 ya tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z tan\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, yaral\u0131 q\u0259lbl\u0259r, \u00fcmid v\u0259 sualla dolu g\u00f6zl\u0259r, g\u00f6zl\u0259ntil\u0259r\u2026
\nHam\u0131s\u0131 bir arada. H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni qatar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 dolu\u015fub, t\u0259l\u0259sirl\u0259r\u2026Qatarlar dolub bo\u015fal\u0131r, el\u0259 insanlar\u0131n q\u0259lbl\u0259ri kimi, qatarlar t\u0259l\u0259sir, el\u0259 insanlar\u0131n \u00f6zl\u0259ri kimi\u2026 Yan\u0131mdan s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7\u0259n qatarlar \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcnl\u0259ri kimi, ayaq altda qalm\u0131\u015f, k\u00fcl\u0259k v\u0131y\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131ndan v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259ri \u00e7evril\u0259n, kitabab\u0259nz\u0259yir\u2026 Kimis\u0259 evin\u0259, kimis\u0259 arzusuna, kimis\u0259 m\u0259qs\u0259din\u0259, kimis\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 apar\u0131r bu qatralar. Dolub-bo\u015fald\u0131qca o t\u0259kc\u0259 insanlar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kmir, h\u0259m d\u0259, onlar\u0131n q\u0259lbl\u0259rinin, arzular\u0131n\u0131n, \u00fcmidl\u0259rinin v\u0259 g\u00fcnahlar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kir\u2026 Daha da i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 h\u0259r bir simada f\u0259rqli bir \u201cM\u018fN\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Bir az kinli, bir az soyuq, bir az il\u0131q, bir az do\u011fma, bir az yad, bir az y\u00fckl\u00fc\u2026 Kimisi \u0259lind\u0259 q\u0259zet \u2013 olmu\u015flar\u0131 v\u0259 olacaqlar\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259yir, kimisi musiqi dinl\u0259yir, kimisi yor\u011funluqdan yuxuya ke\u00e7ib, kimisi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, kimisi g\u00fcl\u00fcr, kimisi k\u0259d\u0259rli, kimisi qeyb\u0259t edir, kimi d\u0259 eyn\u0259yini g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ya da b\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u2026 Biri is\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259 v\u0259 c\u0131r\u0131q ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Kimisi d\u0259 qarn\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131xaraq acl\u0131qdan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259si gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.. Bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 is\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rind\u0259n qorxub, \u00f6z tox qarn\u0131n\u0131, cibini qabartm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6z haqq\u0131 olmayan bir xeyli pulu gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. B\u00fct\u00fcn bu ger\u00e7\u0259klikl\u0259ri is\u0259 Qatarlar gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r..Bu uzunsov qutularin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey ba\u015f verir.
\nDispet\u00e7erin s\u0259si g\u0259lir:
\n– 20 Yanvar staniyas\u0131.. N\u00f6vb\u0259ti stansiya Memar \u018fc\u0259mi!<\/p>\n

M\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259<\/p>\n

Saatlarla ona baxmaqdan doymuram. O, \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. F\u00fcs\u00fcnkard\u0131r, valehedicidir, sakitl\u0259\u015fdiricidir\u2026 Ona baxd\u0131qca m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, sanki o, ucsuz-bucaqs\u0131zd\u0131r, sonsuzdur\u2026 O, canl\u0131lara h\u0259m h\u0259yat verir, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259 bilir\u2026 O, d\u0259rdl\u0259ri dinl\u0259yir\u2026 \u018fn yax\u0131n sirda\u015f kimi milyonlar\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259kil\u0259ri bilir\u2026 H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lmayan sirl\u0259ri bilir\u2026
\nO, minl\u0259rl\u0259 sevginin, ehtiras\u0131n, \u0259hd-peyman\u0131n \u015fahidi olub\u2026 O, a\u015fiql\u0259rin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f m\u0259sk\u0259ni olub\u2026 F\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131, soyuq g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 co\u015fub-da\u015f\u0131b\u2026 H\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q y\u00fckl\u00fcym\u00fc\u015f kimi, sanki h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n yorulmu\u015f, bezmi\u015f kimi f\u0259ryad edib\u2026 B\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 inan\u0131lmaz sakitliyi olub\u2026 Bu sakitlik h\u0259m vahim\u0259li, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7\u0131c\u0131 olub. O, \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259rin \u015fahidi olub. Ya\u015f\u0131 bilinm\u0259y\u0259n bu varl\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 h\u00fczur verir\u2026
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259n pis an\u0131nda ona qa\u00e7\u0131r\u2026 \u00c7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 insanlar ona \u00fcz tuturlar\u2026 O, ham\u0131ya v\u0259fal\u0131 dost v\u0259 sadiq yolda\u015fd\u0131r. Bir \u00e7oxlar\u0131 onun g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lir\u2026 B\u0259zil\u0259rini b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevdiyind\u0259n o \u00f6z a\u011fu\u015funa alaraq sonsuza q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 saxlay\u0131r, buraxm\u0131r\u2026 \u00c7oxlar\u0131 ondan qorxur, h\u00fcrk\u00fcr, \u00e7\u0259kinir\u2026
\nBudur, indi m\u0259n onun h\u00fczurundayam \u2026Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 ona bax\u0131ram. M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u0259sl\u0259yir, m\u0259n is\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd ed\u0259r\u0259k, sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 seyr edir\u0259m. O, kimisin\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, kimisin\u0259 b\u0259db\u0259xtlik b\u0259x\u015f edib. Minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan\u0131n do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b. O g\u00fcnahkard\u0131rm\u0131?! Qatildirmi?! \u018fsla yox\u2026!
\nO, sevdikl\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. \u00d6z i\u00e7ind\u0259 milyardlarla canl\u0131ya h\u0259yat verir. Lakin, h\u0259r g\u00fcn minl\u0259rl\u0259 insan onu z\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k damla-damla \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr, m\u0259hv edir. Ona baxd\u0131qca h\u0259r damlas\u0131nda g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131, etiraflar, p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 deyilmi\u015f sevgi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, yor\u011funluq hiss edir\u0259m. B\u0259li, yor\u011funluq\u2026 O, art\u0131q a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlay\u0131r\u2026 H\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyadak\u0131 haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar\u0131, g\u00fcnahlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr, m\u0259zlumlar\u0131n ah\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fidib, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc s\u0259rt qayalara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r. \u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259 par\u00e7as\u0131 kimi \u00e7ilikl\u0259n\u0259n damlalar, \u0259trafa s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nir\u2026 Bu is\u0259 \u00f6z do\u011fmalar\u0131ndan v\u0259 sevdikl\u0259rind\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f insanlara b\u0259nz\u0259yir.
\nO da, insanlar kimi b\u0259z\u0259n gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026 B\u0259z\u0259n b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 gizlic\u0259, biz onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r. Lakin g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7in\u0259 ax\u0131d\u0131r, damlalara qar\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u2026
\nDili yoxdur f\u0259rz edirik, lakin h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fir, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir\u2026 O b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259sidir. Allah\u0131n biz\u0259 verdiyi bir l\u00fctf\u00fcd\u00fcr. G\u0259lin onu qoruyaq..!
\nBird\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131ma bir qad\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lir:
\n– D\u0259niz, D\u0259niz qa\u00e7ma y\u0131x\u0131larsan..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

S\u0259bin\u0259 D\u0259niz (M\u0259mm\u0259dova S\u0259bin\u0259) 1989-cu ild avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n 21-d\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 anadan olub.1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 26 sayl\u0131 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil olub.2007-ci ild\u0259 h\u0259min m\u0259kt\u0259bi bitirib.2008-2012-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Universitetinin filologiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sind\u0259 ali t\u0259hsil al\u0131b. Universitet ill\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015flayaraq d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda yaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ap olunur. H\u0259m\u00e7inin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q etdiyi \u201c168 saat\u201d q\u0259zetind\u0259 ara\u015fd\u0131rma v\u0259 ba\u015fqa t\u00fcrl\u00fc yaz\u0131larla ard\u0131c\u0131l olaraq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9944","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9944","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9944"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9944\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9948,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9944\/revisions\/9948"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9944"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9944"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9944"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}