{"id":10798,"date":"2014-12-30T09:30:17","date_gmt":"2014-12-30T05:30:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10798"},"modified":"2014-12-30T11:47:17","modified_gmt":"2014-12-30T07:47:17","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-sevimli-kuc%c9%99-supur%c9%99n-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=10798","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Sevimli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"sefa1-450x300\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-7535\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/sefa1-450x300.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Limana \u00e7atanda dayand\u0131. Yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Yad \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n g\u0259minin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259ri sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z evin\u0259, do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259k, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r sevin\u0259c\u0259k, bir t\u0259k o yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n utanacaqd\u0131. Bura g\u0259ldiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259r ax\u015fam yeni bir q\u0259rar verirdi. Daha o limana getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ged\u0259nin arxas\u0131nca baxmayacaq, v\u0259fas\u0131z yo\u00e7unu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Amma s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan durunca verdiyi q\u0259rar da d\u00fcn\u0259ni kimi arxada qal\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nOtuz \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn&#8230; d\u00fcz otuz \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, onsuzlu\u011fu ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 P\u0259rvin&#8230; h\u0259sr\u0259tin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259zirdi onu. \u018fn \u00e7ox da sonuncu g\u00fcn el\u0259 bu limana, onu \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259diyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u011f\u0131\u015flaya bilmirdi. He\u00e7 olmasa onu \u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ls\u0259ydi deyilm\u0259mi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 qalmazd\u0131. Dey\u0259rdi, a\u00e7ard\u0131, t\u00f6k\u0259rdi \u00fcr\u0259yinin dedikl\u0259rini. S\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi sevdiyini, sevilm\u0259k ist\u0259diyini. Amma g\u0259lm\u0259di.<br \/>\nAlt\u0131 il \u00f6nc\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Atalar\u0131 dost idi. H\u0259r ikisi \u00f6z u\u015faql\u0131q sevgil\u0259rini m\u0259kt\u0259b \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rinin arxas\u0131nda saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r ikisinin ayr\u0131l\u0131qda \u00f6z d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 vard\u0131. H\u0259r ikisi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu evlilik atalar\u0131n bir-birin\u0259, onlar\u0131n da atalar\u0131na verdiyi s\u00f6zd\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. Zaman \u00e7ox s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi amma. Iki il birg\u0259likd\u0259n sonra babalar n\u0259v\u0259 arzulad\u0131. H\u0259kiml\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdi, reseptl\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fdi, m\u00fcalic\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedil\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. N\u0259v\u0259li arzulardan ba\u015fqa h\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi. P\u0259rvin \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259&#8230; Bir d\u0259 anlad\u0131 ki, art\u0131q onsuzluqda dar\u0131x\u0131r&#8230; onunla a\u00e7\u0131lan s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259ri sevir, onunla add\u0131mlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yollar\u0131 uzatmaq ist\u0259yir. Bu ba\u015fqa duy\u011fu idi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn hiss etdikl\u0259rini ona s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Amma s\u00f6z tapm\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki bildiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u00f6zl\u0259r yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Zaman\u0131 durdurmaq, onunla birg\u0259 olan h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r an\u0131n\u0131 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Bir d\u0259 ana olmaq ist\u0259yirdi P\u0259rvin. Evliliyin alt\u0131nc\u0131 ilind\u0259, d\u00f6rd illik m\u00fcalic\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n sonra ax\u0131rki ana olma\u011f\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n arzulay\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r bir yuxudan oyanm\u0131\u015f kimi idi. Bu ill\u0259ri nec\u0259 d\u0259 hissis r\u0259ngsiz ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Indi is\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n h\u0259r bir r\u0259ngini \u00f6z evin\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131na hopdurma\u011fa can at\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 el\u0259 bu zaman h\u0259yat ona n\u0259l\u0259r haz\u0131rlay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nOtuz \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn bundan \u0259vv\u0259l yen\u0259 h\u0259kim\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Ax\u0131r bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi bulan\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r hiss edir, sad\u0259c\u0259 yatmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Anas\u0131 h\u0259kim\u0259 getm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rd\u00fc. H\u0259v\u0259ssiz a\u00e7\u0131b girdiyi qap\u0131dan \u00fcmidl\u0259rin qanad\u0131nda sanki p\u0259rvazlanaraq \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ana olacaqd\u0131&#8230; Ev\u0259 tez \u00e7atmaq, ona bu x\u0259b\u0259ri verm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdi . \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri girinc\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 axtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ilk g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc is\u0259 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki ka\u011f\u0131z par\u00e7as\u0131 idi. Oxuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259sini \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi art\u0131q o m\u0259ktubun&#8230;<br \/>\n\u201cP\u0259rvin, s\u0259ni sevir\u0259m&#8230; B\u00fct\u00fcn bu ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 s\u0259nin d\u0259 m\u0259ni sevm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. M\u0259ni bir ki\u015fi arzulaman\u0131 ist\u0259dim. M\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 atan\u0131n \u00f6z dostuna verdiyi s\u00f6z olaraq ya\u015famaq, yan\u0131nda olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Bel\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r, P\u0259rvin. S\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259nim kimi \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n arzulasayd\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259 bizim u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131z da olard\u0131. Amma ist\u0259m\u0259din. M\u0259ni sevm\u0259din \u00e7\u00fcnki. Gedir\u0259m. S\u0259nsiz ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131 bacarsam qay\u0131tmayacam. Saat \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259 limandak\u0131 sar\u0131 g\u0259mi il\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. Saat \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259. M\u0259ni niy\u0259 sevm\u0259din ki, P\u0259rvin?\u201d<br \/>\nSaat \u00fc\u00e7\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259mi\u015fdi onda. P\u0259rvin is\u0259 limana getm\u0259di. Onu yola salma\u011fa getm\u0259di. Ged\u0259 bilm\u0259di. V\u0259 bundan sonra da h\u0259r g\u00fcn ona bir m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131. Sevdiyin\u0259 and i\u00e7irdi o m\u0259ktublarda. Onsuz dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015faya bilm\u0259diyini yaz\u0131rd\u0131. Ana olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcjd\u0259sini d\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi P\u0259rvin o m\u0259ktublarda. Amma bu m\u0259ktublar\u0131 h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131nca k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atard\u0131, sonra is\u0259 limana g\u0259l\u0259r, sar\u0131 g\u0259mini g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 ox\u015fayar, sevdiyini apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cd\u00f6y\u0259r, s\u00f6y\u0259rdi\u201d. Yen\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6z tapmazd\u0131. Yen\u0259 dili susard\u0131. Otuz \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u0259 sevdiyin\u0259 otuz \u00fc\u00e7 m\u0259ktub yaz\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Oxunmayan m\u0259ktublar&#8230;<br \/>\nP\u0259rvin yen\u0259 limandan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Kims\u0259siz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin birin\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259r\u0259k i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flama ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yini bir az bo\u015fald\u0131b ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi sakitc\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b i\u015fiyl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful idi. Onun yan\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. I\u015f\u0259 bax, bu g\u00fcn qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flama\u011f\u0131 da unudub. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 yen\u0259 m\u0259ktub vard\u0131. Daha do\u011frusu, m\u0259ktublar&#8230; P\u0259rvin yerind\u0259c\u0259 donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O divanda oturub m\u0259ktublar\u0131 bir-bir oxuyur, gah g\u00fcl\u00fcr, gah a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Sevindiyi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu m\u0259ktublara o q\u0259d\u0259r dalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, P\u0259rvinin g\u0259li\u015fini bel\u0259 hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdi. P\u0259rvin bir add\u0131m da yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 inana bilmirdi. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki h\u0259r g\u00fcn ona yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ktublar idi. Sevgi dolu h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259 arzulu \u00fcr\u0259yin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131, \u00f6vlad m\u00fcjd\u0259si olan m\u0259ktublar. P\u0259rvin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259 boyland\u0131. Ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u0259n\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n s\u00fcp\u00fcrg\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k ona g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Limana \u00e7atanda dayand\u0131. Yen\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Yad \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n g\u0259minin b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259ri sahil\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xacaq, h\u0259r k\u0259s \u00f6z evin\u0259, do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na ged\u0259c\u0259k, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r sevin\u0259c\u0259k, bir t\u0259k o yen\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n utanacaqd\u0131. Bura g\u0259ldiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. H\u0259r ax\u015fam yeni bir q\u0259rar verirdi. Daha o limana getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, ged\u0259nin arxas\u0131nca baxmayacaq, v\u0259fas\u0131z yo\u00e7unu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Amma s\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan durunca verdiyi q\u0259rar da [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10798","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10798","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10798"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10798\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10800,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10798\/revisions\/10800"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10798"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10798"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10798"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}