{"id":2020,"date":"2013-04-25T04:29:18","date_gmt":"2013-04-25T04:29:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2020"},"modified":"2013-04-25T04:29:20","modified_gmt":"2013-04-25T04:29:20","slug":"kamran-seyxzamanli-m%c9%99qal%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2020","title":{"rendered":"Kamran \u015eEYXZAMANLI.M\u0259qal\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"<p> <a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/11850_489334304467786_1247359005_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/11850_489334304467786_1247359005_n.jpg\" alt=\"\" title=\"11850_489334304467786_1247359005_n\" width=\"160\" height=\"160\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1803\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259yat Tragikomediyad\u0131r!<\/p>\n<p>  D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lirs\u0259n.Yar\u0131 ac, yar\u0131 tox b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259n.B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb h\u0259r\u015feyi d\u0259rk etdiyin zaman f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131rsan  ki,  b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin dahisi deyils\u0259n  v\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rsan h\u0259rk\u0259s kimi s\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b ya\u015fama\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>  Son zamanlar m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259rin, g\u0259ncl\u0259rin intiharlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oluruq. \u0130nsan d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir. Allah ona buludlar\u0131n v\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda  ya\u015famaq h\u00fcququ verir. Burada s\u0259n ya\u015famal\u0131san yaxud bel\u0259 dey\u0259k, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259b tapmal\u0131san.Bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r Allah\u0131n onlara verdiyi bir fraqmentlik lakin ssenarisi a\u011f\u0131r olan h\u0259yatdan imtina edirl\u0259r. B\u0259li! B\u0259li! Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259rini \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcrl\u0259r sad\u0259c\u0259 imtina edirl\u0259r.B\u0259s bu imtinan\u0131n \u0259sas\u0131nda  n\u0259 dayan\u0131r? \u00c7oxlar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259sd ed\u0259rk\u0259n  h\u0259yatda bir m\u0259na tapmad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 h\u0259r\u015feyin m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011fu fikri il\u0259 d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015firl\u0259r. Guya dig\u0259r d\u00fcnyadan x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri varm\u0131\u015f kimi.Onlar\u0131n \u00fcmidl\u0259ri \u00f6lm\u00fcr, o insanlar \u00f6z \u00fcmidl\u0259rini ruhlar\u0131na hopdurub dig\u0259r d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcmidi il\u0259 h\u0259yatdan imtina edirl\u0259r.Onlar bir anl\u0131q depresiyada bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb bu q\u0259rar\u0131 verirl\u0259r.Sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq bir d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fmas\u0131na fikir vers\u0259l\u0259r, bu q\u0259rardan imtina ed\u0259rl\u0259r.\u0130nsan xisl\u0259ti el\u0259 yo\u011frulub ki, insan daim dar\u0131x\u0131r harasa getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir.Bel\u0259 dey\u0259k, i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 istirah\u0259t etm\u0259k, i\u015fsiz olanda is\u0259 i\u015f\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq kimi.B\u0259z\u0259n  d\u0259 el\u0259 olur ki, \u00e7oxlu insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 olursan amma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox yaln\u0131z v\u0259 t\u0259nha hiss edirs\u0259n. Bu yerd\u0259 Kafka deyir: -M\u0259nim yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlarla doludur.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259, dostum! O zaman \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.Aram\u0131zda qals\u0131n, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 dem\u0259, h\u0259yat\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. Ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r yaratmal\u0131y\u0131q.M\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259r qoymaly\u0131q v\u0259 o h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259rin ard\u0131nca qa\u00e7mal\u0131y\u0131q.H\u0259r h\u0259d\u0259fi vuruduqca yeni-yeni b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259rl\u0259 vuru\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131q&#8230;\u018fg\u0259r ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259b\u0259b uydura bilm\u0259s\u0259n o zaman \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n!!!<\/p>\n<p>\u018fg\u0259r s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sev\u0259 bilirs\u0259ns\u0259, dem\u0259li h\u0259l\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259mis\u0259n..H\u0259yat da bel\u0259dir.\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259n, daim yax\u015f\u0131 insan olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yollar axtar\u0131rsan. \u018fsas\u0259n ilk tap\u0131lan yol din olur &#8211; insan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu yola h\u0259sr edir. D\u00fcnyada \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 bir d\u00fcnya qurur.B\u0259z\u0259n olur bu yolda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tapa bilmir v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259yat\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131na at\u0131r.Burada is\u0259 kirl\u0259nm\u0259k, ac\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k, l\u0259k\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259k, x\u0259yan\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u0259k ehtimal\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr.Daha \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n sev\u0259 d\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n dostum, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u00fcr\u0259yin qalmay\u0131b.O \u00fcr\u0259k i\u015fl\u0259nib, sat\u0131l\u0131b, at\u0131l\u0131b&#8230;Ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yem\u0259lis\u0259n, \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259yib d\u0259rs dan\u0131\u015fmaq da buna b\u0259nz\u0259yir, el\u0259 deyilmi?! \u018fn maraql\u0131s\u0131 da odur ki, vahid u\u011fura aparan yol yoxdur.\u0130lk ba\u015fda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n yollar\u0131, m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131r\u0131q.O yol hans\u0131sa bir binan\u0131n layih\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ba\u011fland\u0131qda is\u0259 d\u00fcnyam\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r.Bir dindar\u0131n is\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 na\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr olma bala dem\u0259si q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yat s\u0259n\u0259 Tragikomik g\u0259lir&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q v\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr ki, sabah bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u00fcn\u0259nkind\u0259n daha yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq, bu \u00fcmidl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259lin foto\u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin\u0259 baxanda deyirik: &#8220;Aman Allah, nec\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt olmu\u015fam&#8221;. Halbuki indi d\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xts\u0259n amma bunu sabah bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, \u00e7\u00fcnki sabah bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz d\u00fcn\u0259n olacaq!<\/p>\n<p>..Bayaqdan h\u0259yat haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rimi yaz\u0131ram amma h\u0259l\u0259 tam bir qayda yaza bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m \u00e7\u00fcnki h\u0259yat Targikomediyad\u0131r. K\u0259d\u0259ri yazanda, sevincli anlar g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda canlan\u0131r. Dig\u0259r halda is\u0259 \u0259skin\u0259..<\/p>\n<p>                        S\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r yaradaq dostlar, Ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn! <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u0259yat Tragikomediyad\u0131r! D\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lirs\u0259n.Yar\u0131 ac, yar\u0131 tox b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrs\u0259n.B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb h\u0259r\u015feyi d\u0259rk etdiyin zaman f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131rsan ki, b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin dahisi deyils\u0259n v\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rsan h\u0259rk\u0259s kimi s\u0259n d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b ya\u015fama\u011fa. Son zamanlar m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259rin, g\u0259ncl\u0259rin intiharlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fahidi oluruq. \u0130nsan d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lir. Allah ona buludlar\u0131n v\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda ya\u015famaq h\u00fcququ verir. Burada s\u0259n ya\u015famal\u0131san yaxud bel\u0259 dey\u0259k, ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2020","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2020","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2020"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2020\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2023,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2020\/revisions\/2023"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2020"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2020"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2020"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}