{"id":20404,"date":"2016-06-24T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2016-06-24T10:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20404"},"modified":"2016-06-24T22:38:50","modified_gmt":"2016-06-24T18:38:50","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-olu-dogulan-seir-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20404","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;\u00d6l\u00fc do\u011fulan \u015feir&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-17716\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/01\/1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n.jpg\" alt=\"1915291_748109358667106_2463672035380493579_n\" width=\"206\" height=\"209\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-17716\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurdu\u011fu planlar yaman \u00e7ox idi. T\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f yerind\u0259 aynalar\u0131 silm\u0259li, iki qap\u0131 o yandak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015f yerind\u0259  kitab r\u0259fl\u0259rini s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salmal\u0131, bazara gedib rayona g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f q\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir &#8220;t\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k&#8221; \u0259v\u0259lik almal\u0131, g\u00fcnorta ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b o\u011flu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259ng\u0259l bi\u015firm\u0259liydi. T\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Bu t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259nlik onun qan\u0131na hopmu\u015fdu, h\u0259yat t\u0259rzin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi. Yolda rast g\u0259ldiyi tan\u0131\u015flardan kims\u0259 t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259sliyin\u0259 irad tutanda birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259yl\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyin izah\u0131n\u0131 verirdi:<\/p>\n<p>-Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcr\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259, o y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259yat\u0131n bu ba\u015f\u0131ndan o ba\u015f\u0131na y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ovuclar\u0131nda ona uzad\u0131lan \u00f6m\u00fcr pay\u0131ndan h\u0259rd\u0259n birc\u0259 barmaq dad\u0131rd\u0131; bu &#8220;h\u0259rd\u0259n&#8221; adl\u0131 zaman\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131ndan ay\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 tel \u00fc\u00e7c\u0259 an \u00e7\u0259kirdi, bir \u015feir do\u011fulurdu \u00fcr\u0259k sanc\u0131s\u0131ndan. O sanc\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k vaxt\u0131 da f\u0259rqli \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fc-bi\u00e7id\u0259ydi; bir  il, be\u015f ay,  s\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn, birc\u0259 an. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u015feir do\u011fulan anda &#8220;\u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n sal\u0131b \u00e7ilikl\u0259m\u0259k&#8221; ist\u0259m\u0259di, y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcb  ki\u00e7ik dolab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki boz qeyd d\u0259ft\u0259rini a\u00e7d\u0131, d\u0259ft\u0259rin bir t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nmi\u015f q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb misralar\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131za \u0259man\u0259t etm\u0259k ist\u0259di. A\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259r\u0259qd\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: &#8220;H\u0259yat\u0131m anam\u0131n h\u0259r t\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f yeri tapanda sevinm\u0259siyl\u0259 ke\u00e7di. O sevinirdi&#8230;M\u0259ns\u0259, i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131m.&#8221;  O g\u00fcn \u015feiri \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fulmu\u015fdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f yerinin qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7ib \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131  yum\u015faq kresloya qoyanda fikrind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc:<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7antam m\u0259nd\u0259n urvatl\u0131d\u0131, gah \u00e7iynimd\u0259 nazlan\u0131r, gah kreslolarda xumarlan\u0131r. M\u0259nim bu kresloda oturma\u011fa da vaxt\u0131m \u00e7atm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Aynasil\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7\u0259ri ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ilk d\u0259y\u0259n d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f Nizami G\u0259nc\u0259vinin &#8220;Sirl\u0259r x\u0259zin\u0259si&#8221; kitab\u0131 oldu.  Qeyri-ixtiyari a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yildi, \u0259ll\u0259ri kitaba uzand\u0131. \u0130nc\u0259, a\u011f barmaqlar onun qabarl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259rini qabaqlad\u0131, kims\u0259 kitab\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Yaln\u0131z indi belini dik\u0259ldib ota\u011fa n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131.  \u0130ki g\u0259nc qad\u0131n \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturub kitab\u0131 araya qoymu\u015fdular. Biri kitab\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 oxuyurdu, o birisi is\u0259 doluxsunmu\u015f halda sanki \u00fcr\u0259k \u0259m\u0259liyyat\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f sevgilisini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi; onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bir hissin qal\u0131b-qalmama\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yeri\u015find\u0259n bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirmi\u015f kimi. Kitab\u0131 oxuyan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u0259minlikl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259nin bir sinif yolda\u015f\u0131n q\u0131z olub, o s\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259dib. Bir o\u011flan s\u0259ni sevirmi\u015f, ona \u00fcmid verib, aldatm\u0131san. O o\u011flan\u0131n n\u0259fsi var s\u0259nd\u0259. Evd\u0259 ananla m\u00fcbahis\u0259niz tez-tez d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr adamlarla ba\u011fl\u0131, o deyir filank\u0259sl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma, s\u0259n bildiyini eliyirs\u0259n. X\u00fclas\u0259, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ol! Kitab bel\u0259 deyir.<\/p>\n<p>Daha burda dayanmaq ist\u0259m\u0259di. \u018fll\u0259ri, ayaqlar\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi,  onun n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 kitab b\u00f6htan at\u0131laraq g\u00fcnahs\u0131zca m\u0259hb\u0259s\u0259 sal\u0131nana b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Aynasil\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb c\u0259ld otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.  He\u00e7 iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ki, k\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015f yerinin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndayd\u0131, ordak\u0131  k\u00fcsk\u00fcn &#8220;Sirl\u0259r x\u0259zin\u0259si&#8221;nd\u0259n f\u0259rqli olaraq burdak\u0131 nazl\u0131, i\u015fv\u0259li kitablar\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallaya bilir, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 qucaqlay\u0131r,  \u00fcr\u0259yi ist\u0259diyini ev\u0259 apar\u0131b ax\u015famlar on-on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259 v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259y\u0259 bilirdi; oxuma\u011fa vaxt\u0131 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Burdak\u0131 i\u015fini d\u0259 bitirib bazar\u0131n yolunu tutdu. Ged\u0259-ged\u0259 d\u0259 f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259nirdi, q\u0131z\u0131na \u0259v\u0259lik alma\u011fa pulu vard\u0131. Havalar bir az soyuyan kimi, oktyabrdan ba\u015flayaraq ayda bir d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na \u0259v\u0259lik al\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 bazarda \u0259v\u0259lik satan tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n<p>-Q\u0131z\u0131n rayonda olur ax\u0131, orda bu \u0259v\u0259liyi \u00f6z\u00fc y\u0131\u011fa bilmirmi ki, s\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n al\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nc\u0259 sual ona q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcz deyirdi, lakin tezc\u0259 d\u0259 do\u011frulu\u011funa he\u00e7 bir  \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259si olmayan s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dilin\u0259 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n<p>-Q\u0131z\u0131m ist\u0259yir ki, \u0259v\u0259liyi ona anas\u0131 al\u0131b g\u00f6nd\u0259rsin!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi d\u0259 bir &#8220;t\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k&#8221; \u0259v\u0259likl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na bir \u00fcr\u0259k sevgi, bir n\u0259f\u0259s istilik, bir \u0259l qabar\u0131 halall\u0131q g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kdi, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi. Bird\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131na tan\u0131\u015f s\u0259s g\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n<p>-Deyir ki, n\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n? Deyir\u0259m ki, magistr oxuma\u011fa c\u0259hd el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, al\u0131nmay\u0131b. Deyir ki, \u00e7ox g\u00fclm\u0259! Deyir\u0259m ki, ingilis dilini m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m ha!!! Kiriyib getdi. Ha-ha-ha&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Duruxdu. Bu s\u0259s, bu intonasiya, h\u0259yas\u0131zcas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n \u015faqqanaqdan \u00fcrp\u0259ndi. D\u00f6n\u00fcb s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259mt\u0259 baxd\u0131, z\u0259nnind\u0259 yan\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.   \u0130ki \u0259liyl\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 e\u015f\u0259n, telefonu sa\u011f \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131 ill\u0259rdi ki, tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Lakin ill\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l bu q\u0131z onun n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 \u0259n saf, utancaq, g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 di\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n, yolun ortas\u0131nda s\u0259sini y\u00fcks\u0259ltm\u0259y\u0259n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 pal\u0131d\u0131, d\u0131rnaqlar\u0131 boyas\u0131z bir g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. Onda h\u0259l\u0259 komp\u00fcter kursuna oxuma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259r,  h\u0259yal\u0131-h\u0259yal\u0131 barmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 klaviaturaya toxundurar, kirpikl\u0259rini \u00fcrk\u0259k bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n p\u0259rd\u0259 kimi asard\u0131. Sonra bu q\u0131z\u0131 daha g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u00f6nc\u0259 h\u0259min kursun m\u00fc\u0259llimin\u0259 rast g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. M\u00fc\u0259llim kursun ba\u011fland\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, i\u015fsiz qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, i\u015f axtarsa da tapa bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir az d\u00f6vrandan, zamandan, h\u0259tta insanlar\u0131n yadla\u015fmas\u0131ndan da bir-birin\u0259 giley etdil\u0259r. S\u00f6zaras\u0131 yadda\u015f\u0131nda k\u00f6vr\u0259klik r\u0259mzi kimi qalan q\u0131z\u0131 da soru\u015fmu\u015fdu. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi ki, m\u00fc\u0259llim bu sual\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259n sonra boyu ki\u00e7ilmi\u015f, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u0259traf\u0131nda q\u0131r\u0131\u015f \u00e7oxalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u00fc\u0259llim t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf dolu s\u0259sl\u0259 dill\u0259nmi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n<p>-O yaz\u0131q da&#8230; Anas\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi, atas\u0131 ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 evl\u0259ndi, anal\u0131q da q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259r\u0259 sald\u0131. O tind\u0259-bu tind\u0259 i\u015f axtar\u0131r. G\u00f6rs\u0259n, tan\u0131mazsan&#8230; Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, g\u00f6rm\u0259 he\u00e7&#8230; G\u00f6rm\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Onda m\u00fc\u0259llimin dediyi bu s\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 fikir verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, \u0259ksin\u0259, o q\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdi. Bu g\u00fcn, bu an is\u0259 bir heyk\u0259lin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda donmu\u015f kimi ayaqlar\u0131 yer\u0259 m\u0131xlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Matd\u0131m-matd\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131n\u0131 e\u015f\u0259n q\u0131za bax\u0131rd\u0131; sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar, boyal\u0131 d\u0131rnaqlar, saxta, n\u0259yins\u0259  intiqam\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi sin\u0259par\u00e7alayan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, yuxar\u0131 qatlanm\u0131\u015f kirpikl\u0259r ona he\u00e7 d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f deyildi. T\u0259kc\u0259 o cingiltili s\u0259si tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. O s\u0259s d\u0259 ona \u00e7ox uzaqdan \u0259l sallay\u0131r, vida edirdi&#8230;Lap uzaqdan.. \u0130ll\u0259rin \u00f6m\u00fcr-\u00f6m\u00fcr y\u0131\u011faraq saxlanc etm\u0259y\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 xatir\u0259 faytonunun z\u0131nq\u0131rovlu atlar\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131ndan qalxan tozun i\u00e7ind\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259hay\u0259t, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r bazara t\u0259r\u0259f add\u0131mlad\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra bazar\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7atanda Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ovuclar\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcr pay\u0131ndan bir barmaq da dadm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;  <\/p>\n<p>G\u0259nc\u0259<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Bu g\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurdu\u011fu planlar yaman \u00e7ox idi. T\u0259z\u0259 i\u015f yerind\u0259 aynalar\u0131 silm\u0259li, iki qap\u0131 o yandak\u0131 k\u00f6hn\u0259 i\u015f yerind\u0259 kitab r\u0259fl\u0259rini s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 salmal\u0131, bazara gedib rayona g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f q\u0131z\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir &#8220;t\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k&#8221; \u0259v\u0259lik almal\u0131, g\u00fcnorta ev\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131b o\u011flu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259ng\u0259l bi\u015firm\u0259liydi. T\u0259l\u0259sirdi. 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