{"id":20406,"date":"2016-06-24T15:00:15","date_gmt":"2016-06-24T11:00:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20406"},"modified":"2016-06-24T22:39:00","modified_gmt":"2016-06-24T18:39:00","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-biz-dey%c9%99-bilm%c9%99dik-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20406","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”Biz dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dik” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong> <\/p>\n

– G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n bir qucaq sevda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, indic\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar a\u00e7\u0131lacaq, o bir qucaq sevda k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n qorxmu\u015f gil\u0259narlar kimi ayaqlar\u0131m alt\u0131na s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259ns\u0259, bax, bunu ist\u0259mirdim. Onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f o bir qucaq sevdaya m\u00f6htac idim. Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdim…<\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox \u015fi\u015firdirs\u0259n, \u0259zizim. Bu, he\u00e7 d\u0259 s\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi romantik g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f olmay\u0131b ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259! M\u0259n he\u00e7 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn romantik olmas\u0131n\u0131 iddia etm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m. Sad\u0259c\u0259, o anlarda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc anlad\u0131ram. O, evli qad\u0131n… M\u0259ns\u0259, onun ke\u00e7mi\u015find\u0259n qalan sevgi dolu bir k\u00f6lg\u0259.<\/p>\n

-Anlatm\u0131rsan, anlatma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

-Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, amma dey\u0259s\u0259n, bizim s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz bir-birimiz\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lmir. \u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturub \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc guya rahatca s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur deyilik.-Cavan o\u011flan lik\u00f6r dolu q\u0259d\u0259hi birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

Onlar \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259ki m\u0259h\u015fur kafenin x\u00fcsusi h\u00fccr\u0259sind\u0259 oturmu\u015fdular. Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan hiyl\u0259g\u0259rlik t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n, b\u0259st\u0259boy, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 \u00e7alla\u015fm\u0131\u015f, ortaya\u015fl\u0131 bank i\u015f\u00e7isi v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya olan inam\u0131n\u0131 qoruyub saxlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ucaboy, s\u0131x qara sa\u00e7l\u0131, otuz ya\u015flar\u0131nda kompyuter m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisinin bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sinin s\u0259b\u0259bi d\u0259 sad\u0259 idi. G\u0259nc o\u011flan bank i\u015f\u00e7isinin qeyri-qanuni nikahdan olan o\u011flu idi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, bank i\u015f\u00e7isi o\u011fluna n\u0259 is\u0259 vacib s\u00f6z dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. S\u00f6hb\u0259ti o\u011flunun sevdiyi q\u0131zdan ba\u015flamaqla onun az da olsa k\u00f6vr\u0259kl\u0259\u015fdiyi an\u0131 tutmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Lakin g\u0259ncin \u00f6z sevdas\u0131n\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r romantik s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 dinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00f6z\u00fcn da\u011f olundu\u011fu yer\u0259 tez \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yi il\u0259 dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n

-Akif, o\u011ful bala, incim\u0259. M\u0259nim sevda ya\u015f\u0131m \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7ib. \u0130ndi m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m ancaq puldan as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O\u011flan \u0259lind\u0259 oynatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259hi masaya qoyub kinay\u0259li g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcnd\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Bilir\u0259m. S\u0259ni puldan ba\u015fqa n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr, bax, onu da bilir\u0259m. -Barmaqlar\u0131yla “iki” i\u015far\u0259si verib \u0259sn\u0259di.-Yuxum g\u0259lir, q\u0131sa k\u0259s, qalxaq.<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fayan t\u0259k bu “q\u0131sa k\u0259s” dem\u0259yindi. He\u00e7d\u0259n bu yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r ki! Buna da \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr!<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi \u0259ll\u0259rini qo\u015falay\u0131b salavat \u00e7evirdi. O\u011flan s\u0259sini ucaltd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Bu da n\u00f6vb\u0259ti deb\u00fct. Lik\u00f6r i\u00e7, salavat \u00e7evir! \u018fhs\u0259n, Bax\u0131\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llim!<\/p>\n

-M\u0259ni dolama, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck! Bayaqdan h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259mi bas\u0131ram, b\u0259lk\u0259, yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r ki, qar\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 atand\u0131. Amma yox, g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m! G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, anan s\u0259ni m\u0259n\u0259 olan nifr\u0259tind\u0259 nec\u0259 qaynad\u0131b bi\u015firib! Dur, r\u0259dd ol!<\/p>\n

Akif onun ba\u011f\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131ndan hal\u0131n\u0131 da pozmad\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rini \u00e7arpazlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ir\u0259li \u0259ydi:<\/p>\n

-\u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131z bitdis\u0259, bir kadr geriy\u0259 qay\u0131daq, Bax\u0131\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llim. M\u0259n\u0259 puldan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Ki\u015finin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki ifad\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin ah\u0259ngin\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq d\u0259yi\u015fdi. K\u0259nardan baxan bir r\u0259ssam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc Klod Monenin s\u0259rgisind\u0259 hiss ed\u0259rdi. Sanki g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n-d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 r\u0259smd\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdir\u0259n Monenin f\u0131r\u00e7as\u0131 Bax\u0131\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llimin aln\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131b \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sin\u0259d\u0259k x\u0259fif bir s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n

-Bax, q\u0131sa k\u0259sir\u0259m, m\u0259n\u0259 pul laz\u0131md\u0131. C\u0259mi be\u015fc\u0259 min dollar. Gedib maraqlanm\u0131\u015fam, banklar ancaq birc\u0259 \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259 kredit verir. G\u0259r\u0259k, ki\u00e7ik biznesin olsun.<\/p>\n

-Bilir\u0259m, devalvasiyadan b\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn kreditl\u0259r dollar olub.<\/p>\n

-H\u0259 d\u0259, yaman \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fib. Dollar da ki, bir g\u00fcn yuxudan durursan bir manat \u0259lli q\u0259pik, o biri g\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131rsan, iki manata bir add\u0131m qal\u0131b. N\u0259ys\u0259, eln\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n toy-bayramd\u0131. Ya\u015famal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Akif h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini atas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Bu \u0259ll\u0259rin h\u0259r bir h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti onda anla\u015f\u0131lmaz duy\u011fular oyad\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdi, hardasa bu \u0259ll\u0259rin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 uy\u011fun bir musiqi \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r, o musiqinin s\u0259dalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda da sevdiyi q\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259rinin sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259yib g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtc\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n? Sabah ne\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n Cavadxan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259ki banka? -N\u0259hay\u0259t, ki\u015fi \u0259ll\u0259rini masaya s\u00f6yk\u0259yib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini h\u0259rislikl\u0259 Akifin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dikdi.<\/p>\n

D\u00fczd\u00fc, Akif, onun son s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asm\u0131rd\u0131, amma atas\u0131 “ki\u00e7ik biznes laz\u0131md\u0131”-dey\u0259n kimi s\u00f6hb\u0259tin onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 “Kompyuter t\u0259miri v\u0259 proqram t\u0259minat\u0131” yaz\u0131lan birotaql\u0131 “ofisind\u0259n” getdiyini anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bax\u0131\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llim ondan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259si deyildi. Odur ki, raz\u0131la\u015fmaqdan ba\u015fqa \u00e7ar\u0259si yox idi.<\/p>\n

-Saat on \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259r \u0259limd\u0259 ordayam. Qalxa bil\u0259rik!<\/p>\n

Ki\u015fi \u015f\u0259stl\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259rin b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc on manatl\u0131q qoydu, \u0259liyl\u0259 ofisianta i\u015far\u0259 edib dedi:<\/p>\n

-X\u0131rdas\u0131 laz\u0131m deyil!<\/p>\n

Ata-bala qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda el\u0259 mehribancas\u0131na sa\u011folla\u015fd\u0131lar ki, onlar\u0131 izl\u0259y\u0259n r\u0259ssam bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc SSR\u0130-nin beyn\u0259lmil\u0259l v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131 hesab ed\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n

Akif ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259d\u0259k b\u00fct\u00fcn yolboyu bayaq beynind\u0259 qurdu\u011fu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc: sevdiyi q\u0131z \u0259rinin sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259nib xo\u015fb\u0259xtc\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir. Bu ki\u00e7ik kadrdan bir add\u0131m ir\u0259li-geri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilmirdi. El\u0259 bilirdi ki, t\u0259kc\u0259 bu kadr onu h\u0259yata ba\u011flaya bil\u0259r, t\u0259kc\u0259 bu beynind\u0259 qurdu\u011fu bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259si ona h\u0259yat\u0131nda yeni bir c\u0131\u011f\u0131r se\u00e7ib ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 stimul ver\u0259c\u0259k. H\u0259l\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki xo\u015fb\u0259xt ifad\u0259! Akif bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 sevin\u0259 bilmirdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik d\u0259 o q\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc kimi “h\u0259yas\u0131z”d\u0131. H\u0259, “h\u0259-ya-s\u0131z”! \u00d6z \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131na uzananda da h\u0259l\u0259 “h\u0259yas\u0131z xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik” beyninin i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin yell\u0259nirdi. \u018flini at\u0131b beyninin i\u00e7ind\u0259ki bu yell\u0259nc\u0259yi dayand\u0131rmaq imkan\u0131 olsayd\u0131… Sad\u0259c\u0259 yatmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Yatmaq.<\/p>\n

-Akif, yatmam\u0131san ki? -Anas\u0131 h\u00fcznl\u00fc bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 onun a\u00e7\u0131q p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259 s\u00fczd\u00fcrd\u00fc. Bu bax\u0131\u015flar Akif\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q h\u00fczn\u0259 m\u0259z\u0259mm\u0259t d\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. -Bu p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni \u00f6rtm\u0259k, siyirm\u0259sini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k c\u0259mi iki d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u015fidi.-Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni ba\u011flad\u0131. Otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xha\u00e7\u0131xda is\u0259 laqeydc\u0259sin\u0259 dedi.-Sevilyadan m\u0259ktub var ev telefonunun yadda\u015f\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Akif \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 dondu. \u0130ll\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259l, Sevilya \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259zd\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ay \u00f6nc\u0259 ev telefonlar\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini ona vermi\u015fdi. H\u0259r ax\u015fam i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259linc\u0259 anas\u0131 laqeydc\u0259sin\u0259 eyni k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri deyirdi: “Sevilyadan m\u0259ktub var ev telefonunun yadda\u015f\u0131nda”. V\u0259 bir g\u00fcn Sevilya \u0259r\u0259 getdi. O g\u00fcnd\u0259n Akif bir daha ev telefonlar\u0131n\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini he\u00e7 bir q\u0131za, qad\u0131na verm\u0259di. Sevilyadan g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259ktublar\u0131 is\u0259 onun toyunun s\u0259h\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u00fc yadda\u015fdan t\u0259mizl\u0259mi\u015fdi. V\u0259 indi, anas\u0131 h\u0259min laqeyd ifad\u0259 il\u0259 h\u0259min s\u00f6zl\u0259ri demi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k ev telefonunu sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131, diktofonun d\u00fcym\u0259sini bas\u0131b stulda oturdu. Diktofondan g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s beynind\u0259ki yell\u0259nc\u0259yi dayand\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, onu h\u0259yata ba\u011flayaca\u011f\u0131na \u00fcmid etdiyi kadr\u0131 b\u0259d r\u0259ngl\u0259rl\u0259 boyama\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Akif… G\u00fcnah\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 s\u0259nd\u0259di, bilirs\u0259nmi? Bilir\u0259m ki, s\u0259simi e\u015fidib a\u011flayacaqsan. Nolar ki, a\u011fla. H\u0259tta, a\u011flayaq. G\u0259l bir yerd\u0259 a\u011flayaq. G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n da t\u0259kliyin\u0259 q\u0131ym\u0131ram. Unutmam\u0131san m\u0259ni. Bilirdim unudulmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131. \u018flimi s\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f uzatma\u011f\u0131m buna g\u00f6r\u0259ydi. S\u0259nin \u0259ll\u0259rim\u0259 sad\u0259c\u0259 bir bax\u0131\u015f g\u00f6nd\u0259rib getm\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l tabloydu. \u0130mza yerind\u0259 ad\u0131m vard\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 var. Akif, bilirs\u0259nmi?! Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015faya bil\u0259rdik. G\u00fcnl\u0259ri b\u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdik m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n: m\u0259nim \u00e7ay d\u0259ml\u0259m\u0259yim\u0259, fincanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n qo\u015fa duru\u015funa, g\u00fczg\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259ki dara\u011fa eyni anda \u0259l uzatma\u011f\u0131m\u0131za.Dala\u015fa bil\u0259rdik m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n: s\u0259n analitik verili\u015f\u0259, m\u0259n tarixi film\u0259 baxmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdim. Amma olmad\u0131. S\u0259nin c\u0259sar\u0259tsizliyin buna imkan verm\u0259di. \u0130ndi d\u0259 oturub h\u0259yas\u0131zcas\u0131na xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyinimi ya\u015fay\u0131rsan? Yox! Bilir\u0259m ki, yox! \u00c7\u00fcnki unudulmam\u0131\u015fam! Varam v\u0259 olaca\u011fam! Akif, biz bu d\u00fcnyada ham\u0131ya, h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 “h\u0259” dedik. “Ail\u0259miz”-dedik, “c\u0259miyy\u0259timiz”-dedik, “i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z”, “k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259lil\u0259rimiz”, “uzaq-yax\u0131n qohumlar\u0131m\u0131z”-dedik… T\u0259kl\u0259ndik, “m\u0259n”-dedik, “s\u0259n”-dedik, ancaq “biz”-dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dik. Biz dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dik…<\/p>\n

Akif telefon aparat\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131nda stuldaca oturub a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 is\u0259 onun ki\u00e7ik biznesin\u0259 aid olan s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Akif, sabah saat doqquzda Atat\u00fcrk prospektind\u0259ki banka gedib s\u0259nin ad\u0131na pul g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Daha bu i\u015fi uzatmaq olmaz. S\u0259id\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin q\u0131z\u0131 Nigara ni\u015fan aparmaq, havalar soyumam\u0131\u015f toyu el\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn be\u015fc\u0259 min dollar pul laz\u0131md\u0131. Daha evl\u0259nm\u0259lis\u0259n, camaat n\u0259 dey\u0259r?!<\/p>\n

Akif ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r qald\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-H\u0259, ana. Camaat \u00e7ox s\u00f6z dey\u0259r… \u00c7oox… Ham\u0131 dey\u0259r, ham\u0131! T\u0259kc\u0259… T\u0259kc\u0259, biz dey\u0259 bilm\u0259dik… Biz…<\/p>\n

G\u0259nc\u0259<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 – G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n bir qucaq sevda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bilirdim ki, indic\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar a\u00e7\u0131lacaq, o bir qucaq sevda k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n qorxmu\u015f gil\u0259narlar kimi ayaqlar\u0131m alt\u0131na s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259k. M\u0259ns\u0259, bax, bunu ist\u0259mirdim. Onun g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u0259n as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f o bir qucaq sevdaya m\u00f6htac idim. Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yirdim… – \u00c7ox \u015fi\u015firdirs\u0259n, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20406","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20406","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20406"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20406\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20423,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20406\/revisions\/20423"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20406"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20406"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20406"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}