{"id":20849,"date":"2016-07-13T11:00:30","date_gmt":"2016-07-13T07:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20849"},"modified":"2016-07-13T15:10:16","modified_gmt":"2016-07-13T11:10:16","slug":"mayis%c9%99-%c9%99s%c9%99dullaqizi-bel%c9%99-boyudum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=20849","title":{"rendered":"Mayis\u0259 \u018fS\u018fDULLAQIZI.”Bel\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\n\u201c\u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru,
\n“Q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m” media m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ail\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f u\u015faq olmu\u015fuq. K\u0259ndd\u0259, \u018fmircanda (Xil\u0259) 4-5 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 ham\u0131 qohum-\u0259qr\u0259b\u0259 olub. N\u00f6y\u00fctl\u00fc, mazutlu g\u00f6l\u00fcn k\u0259nar\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yan\u011f\u0131n q\u0259zalar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. D\u0259qiq yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. Yeddinci sinfi bitirmi\u015fdim. Bu vaxtlar idi. Hava b\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u00fc idi. Ax\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc saat 5-6 rad\u0259l\u0259ri olard\u0131. Atam h\u0259l\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki a\u011faclar\u0131n s\u0259rinliyind\u0259 oturmu\u015fduq. X\u0259st\u0259 babam da, o vaxtk\u0131 d\u0259mir yayl\u0131 \u00e7arpay\u0131da, a\u00e7\u0131q havada, s\u0259rinlikd\u0259 uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. A\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131na, g\u0259zm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yin\u0259 baxmayaraq, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna kimi \u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259lik g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259di. Bird\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259diymiz qara, t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u00fc, b\u0259z\u0259n nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ng\u0259 \u00e7alan alov dill\u0259ri ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131. Qohum u\u015faqlar, qon\u015fular ham\u0131s\u0131 canlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, qa\u00e7d\u0131lar. T\u0259bii ki, bel\u0259 d\u0259 olmal\u0131 idi. D\u00fcz\u00fc, \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, babam d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, lap ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 burda buruq qaz\u0131blar (h\u0259tta bir mayak\u0131 su bat\u0131r\u0131b, amma, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259dir) sonra nec\u0259 olubsa, i\u015fi dayand\u0131r\u0131blar. Suraxan\u0131 neft m\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259 v\u0259 qon\u015fu k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259 tez-tez g\u00fccl\u00fc yan\u011f\u0131nlar olarm\u0131\u015f. \u00c7\u00fcnki, torpaq v\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc qara ya\u011fl\u0131 mazutla dolu olurdu. N\u0259 is\u0259….Alov q\u0131zm\u0131\u015f \u015fir kimi h\u00fccuma ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Ham\u0131 can\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131, \u018fmircan\u0131n d\u0259miryolu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131. Anam da 2 ya\u015fl\u0131 bac\u0131m\u0131, n\u0259n\u0259mi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, qon\u015fu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n atam\u0131n qoca xalas\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 ata-anas\u0131 i\u015fd\u0259 olan xala n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ham\u0131 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu arada m\u0259n geri qa\u00e7\u0131b, t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ind\u0259n se\u00e7ilm\u0259y\u0259n r\u0259hm\u0259tlik babam\u0131n k\u00f6yn\u0259yind\u0259n dart\u0131b, quca\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. (G\u0259z\u0259 bilmirdi) T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, babam\u0131 yar\u0131yacan m\u00f6hk\u0259m-m\u00f6hk\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam, gedir\u0259m, birc\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131 yerl\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr. Bird\u0259n q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alov dill\u0259ri m\u0259ni d\u0259, babam\u0131 da, c\u0259ngin\u0259 ald\u0131. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 torpaq yola y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131q. He\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmayaraq, tez aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b, yenid\u0259n babam\u0131 yar\u0131yacan quca\u011f\u0131ma al\u0131b, qara t\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7i il\u0259, 25-30 metr ir\u0259lil\u0259dim. El\u0259 bu vaxt\u0131 anama, bac\u0131-qarda\u015f\u0131ma, qohumlara rast g\u0259ldim. Dem\u0259, ham\u0131, el\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259yir, t\u00fcst\u00fcd\u0259n he\u00e7 k\u0259s, he\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirmi\u015f…Sonra, i\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra, h\u0259y\u0259t-baca yanandan sonra, Suraxan\u0131dan yan\u011f\u0131ns\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259r m\u00fcbar\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259ml\u0259ri il\u0259, t\u0259\u015frif buyurdular, onlar da ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 haz\u0131rl\u0131q ke\u00e7ib, sonra m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s su \u015flanklar\u0131n\u0131 yan\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f tu\u015flad\u0131lar. H\u0259min gec\u0259ni, qad\u0131nlar, u\u015faqlar B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259ki qohumlargild\u0259 qald\u0131q. Ki\u015fil\u0259r is\u0259, h\u0259y\u0259ti, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259ni sahmana salmaqla s\u0259h\u0259ri a\u00e7d\u0131lar….\u00c7ox yaddaqalan v\u0259 tarixi hadis\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00fczl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m, Allah qism\u0259t el\u0259s\u0259, kitab hal\u0131nda c\u0259ml\u0259\u015fm\u0259lidir…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar v\u0259 Jurnalistl\u0259r Birlikl\u0259rinin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201c\u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t v\u0259 t\u0259hsil\u201d q\u0259zetinin t\u0259sis\u00e7isi v\u0259 ba\u015f redaktoru, “Q\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m” media m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131 Ail\u0259d\u0259 be\u015f u\u015faq olmu\u015fuq. K\u0259ndd\u0259, \u018fmircanda (Xil\u0259) 4-5 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 ham\u0131 qohum-\u0259qr\u0259b\u0259 olub. N\u00f6y\u00fctl\u00fc, mazutlu g\u00f6l\u00fcn k\u0259nar\u0131nda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259, d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r yan\u011f\u0131n q\u0259zalar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. D\u0259qiq yad\u0131mdad\u0131r. Yeddinci sinfi bitirmi\u015fdim. Bu vaxtlar idi. Hava b\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u00fc idi. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-20849","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20849","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20849"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20849\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":20853,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20849\/revisions\/20853"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20849"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20849"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20849"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}