{"id":21139,"date":"2016-07-26T01:00:38","date_gmt":"2016-07-25T21:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21139"},"modified":"2016-07-26T15:05:37","modified_gmt":"2016-07-26T11:05:37","slug":"rahil%c9%99-dovran-x%c9%99yallarim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21139","title":{"rendered":"Rahil\u0259 D\u00d6VRAN.”X\u0259yallar\u0131m”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"rahileanam\"<\/a><\/p>\n

\u015eair\u0259-jurnalist-publisist
\nAz\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc,
\n\u201cQ\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d media m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131,<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131
\nqapadaca\u011fam,
\nQaranl\u0131q t\u0259nha bir ota\u011fa.
\nQoymayaca\u011fam m\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r,
\ngah arana,gah da da\u011fa.
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259 qoyaca\u011fam qada\u011fa.
\nDey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m:-yet\u0259r art\u0131q,
\nm\u0259ni rahat qoysunlar.
\nGec\u0259si-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc olmayan,
\n\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f x\u0259st\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131m\u0131.
\nc\u0259llad kimi az soysunlar.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 onda rahat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259m,
\nrahat yazam,rahat yaradam.
\nyaxamdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259ksin
\nnisgilim,d\u0259rdim,qadam.
\nBa\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n isladaraq,
\nx\u0259yallar\u0131m bir-birini,
\nvaraqlas\u0131n varaq-varaq.
\nXatir\u0259l\u0259r b\u0259hs\u0259 girsin,
\n\u0259lli ya\u015fl\u0131 bir yadda\u015f\u0131 oyadaraq.
\nH\u0259min otaq m\u0259nsiz bel\u0259,
\nd\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259kdir m\u0259nl\u0259 dolu
\nbir d\u00fcnyaya.
\nH\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259nmi\u015f x\u0259yallar\u0131m,
\nqa\u011fay\u0131t\u0259k ba\u015f vuracaq
\ngah d\u0259niz\u0259,gah da \u00e7aya.
\nBu ota\u011fa topla\u015facaq g\u00f6r\u00fcn-
\nkiml\u0259r?…
\na\u00e7\u0131lacaq \u00e7oxlu sirl\u0259r,
\nq\u0131r\u0131lacaq ne\u00e7\u0259 illik tilsiml\u0259r.
\nU\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m,cavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m,uzaq ke\u00e7mi\u015f,
\nne\u00e7\u0259 \u015firin,ne\u00e7\u0259 ac\u0131
\nanlar,g\u00fcnl\u0259r,aylar,ill\u0259r,
\nSanki bunlar yoxmu\u015f,he\u00e7mi\u015f.
\nBir d\u0259 ,h\u0259yata ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259n,
\nn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r arzum.
\nSevdikl\u0259rim t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n
\ntapdanm\u0131\u015f haqq\u0131m,
\nbas\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim,duzum.
\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fmazlar x\u0259yallar\u0131m yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259,
\nQoy \u00f6zl\u0259ri m\u0259nsiz qals\u0131n,
\nba\u015f \u00e7\u0259ksinl\u0259r bir-birin\u0259,
\nqap\u0131lar\u0131n d\u00f6y\u0259-d\u00f6y\u0259.
\nIst\u0259rl\u0259rs\u0259, bir-birini s\u00f6y\u0259-s\u00f6y\u0259.
\nT\u0259ki m\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259ksinl\u0259r,
\nt\u0259nha qal\u0131m \u00f6z\u00fcm il\u0259.
\nXidm\u0259t edim Yaradana,
\nxidm\u0259t edim v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259,
\nq\u0259l\u0259miml\u0259,s\u00f6z\u00fcm il\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eair\u0259-jurnalist-publisist Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131l q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d media m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131, G\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131 qapadaca\u011fam, Qaranl\u0131q t\u0259nha bir ota\u011fa. Qoymayaca\u011fam m\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcnl\u0259r, gah arana,gah da da\u011fa. Xatir\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259 qoyaca\u011fam qada\u011fa. Dey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m:-yet\u0259r art\u0131q, m\u0259ni rahat qoysunlar. Gec\u0259si-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc olmayan, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f x\u0259st\u0259 can\u0131n\u0131m\u0131. c\u0259llad kimi az soysunlar. B\u0259lk\u0259 onda rahat d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259m, rahat yazam,rahat yaradam. yaxamdan \u0259l \u00e7\u0259ksin nisgilim,d\u0259rdim,qadam. Ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n isladaraq, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21139","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21139","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21139"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21139\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21143,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21139\/revisions\/21143"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}