{"id":21484,"date":"2016-08-05T21:00:34","date_gmt":"2016-08-05T17:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21484"},"modified":"2016-08-06T12:02:10","modified_gmt":"2016-08-06T08:02:10","slug":"gulnar-mahmud-cirkli-qablar-hekay%c9%99-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=21484","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar MAHMUD.”\u00c7irkli qablar” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bu ail\u0259d\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ham\u0131 bir oturub, bir qalxard\u0131lar. Saleh d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259rdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n gecikm\u0259l\u0259r olurdu. Lakin yen\u0259 d\u0259 oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r. Ara-s\u0131ra i\u015fd\u0259n sonra dostlariyla birlikd\u0259 olard\u0131.
\n \u2013 Bu g\u0259d\u0259 harda qald\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Bel\u0259 gec g\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259n bilinir ki, i\u015fi \u00e7ox olub \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala narahatl\u0131qla divardak\u0131 saata baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 bird\u0259n diksin\u0259r\u0259k bayaqdan g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dikdiyi \u0259lind\u0259ki telefonu sanki arxas\u0131nda gizl\u0259d\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f kimi k\u0259nara qoyub c\u0259ld dill\u0259ndi:
\n\u2013 Yox, ay ana! Saleh bayaq z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Dedi ki, i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b B\u0259hruzgil\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. Yem\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yin.
\n\u2013 Deyir\u0259m ax\u0131, bu u\u015faq niy\u0259 bel\u0259 gecikir? Yen\u0259 getdi avaralanma\u011fa \u2013 dey\u0259 G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n kobudla\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u0259ll\u0259rini dizl\u0259rin\u0259 dir\u0259yib k\u00f6k b\u0259d\u0259nini a\u011f\u0131r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 do\u011fru add\u0131mlamaq ist\u0259y\u0259rk\u0259n ayaq saxlay\u0131b geri boyland\u0131:
\n\u2013 S\u0259n d\u0259 az o telefonla oyna. At bir k\u0259nara, g\u0259l s\u00fcfr\u0259ni d\u00fcz\u0259lt! Atan da acd\u0131r \u2013 dey\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259nbeh etdi v\u0259 dilinin alt\u0131nda: “S\u0259simi \u00e7\u0131xartmasam el\u0259 ac-susuz oturarlar” \u2013 deyin\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 girdi. Bayaqk\u0131 s\u00fckutu pozan qab-qacaq s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra h\u0259r k\u0259s art\u0131q s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu.
\nYem\u0259kl\u0259rini bitirib b\u0259lk\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k dey\u0259, Salehi bir az da g\u00f6zl\u0259dil\u0259r.
\n \u2013 Taleh, yedin-i\u00e7din, bala? \u0130ndi d\u0259 qalx, get ota\u011f\u0131na d\u0259rsl\u0259rinl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ol! \u2013 dey\u0259 G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala sonbe\u015fik o\u011flunu ota\u011f\u0131na yollad\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t, h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si daralan G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxaraq q\u0131z\u0131na dedi:
\n \u2013 Dur, q\u0131z\u0131m, dur, qablar\u0131 yu, m\u0259tb\u0259xi s\u0259liq\u0259y\u0259 sal, sonra yat. Bax, s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 qab saxlama ha.
\n” He\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 ox\u015famad\u0131 da bu q\u0131z” \u2013 dey\u0259 anas\u0131 deyin\u0259r\u0259k divanda oturub toxudu\u011fu corab\u0131n mill\u0259rini \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131.
\n S\u0259nub\u0259r telefonunu cibin\u0259 qoyub qulaqc\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131na taxaraq aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. S\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259ki qablar\u0131 i\u00e7-i\u00e7\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 da\u015f\u0131d\u0131. S\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131ndan yenic\u0259 qalxaraq yem\u0259kd\u0259n t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s olmu\u015f \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t ki\u015fi d\u0259 televizorun pultunu \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb:
\n\u2013 X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rin vaxt\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k bir add\u0131ml\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan kresloya yayxanaraq pultun d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131.
\n Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di. S\u0259nub\u0259ri telefon qula\u011f\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdiyini v\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qablar\u0131n yuyulmam\u0131\u015f stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb:
\n\u2013 Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259n bayaqdan burda neynirs\u0259n? Bu qablar ortal\u0131qda h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox qalacaq \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k danlad\u0131.
\n\u2013 Ay maa, indi yuyacam daa. R\u0259fiq\u0259m s\u00f6z soru\u015furdu \u2013 deyib tez \u0259lind\u0259ki telefonu k\u0259nara qoyaraq qablar\u0131 yuma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nGec oldu\u011fundan art\u0131q ham\u0131n\u0131 yuxu bas\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259kdi dey\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s \u0259sn\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z ota\u011f\u0131na da\u011f\u0131l\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 is\u0259 qablar\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.
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\n Gec\u0259d\u0259n xeyli ke\u00e7mi\u015f \u00e7\u00f6l qap\u0131s\u0131 yava\u015fca a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Saleh s\u0259s el\u0259m\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq ehtiyatla ayag\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259ri atd\u0131. Sakitc\u0259 \u0259ynini soyunub, ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. T\u0259l\u0259sik \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 salma\u011f\u0131ndan ac oldu\u011fu ayd\u0131n idi. Qaranl\u0131qda \u0259lini divara s\u00fcrt\u00fcb m\u0259tb\u0259xin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ku\u00e7\u0259d\u0259ki yol k\u0259nar\u0131 f\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259rin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xi azca i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 dey\u0259 yand\u0131rma\u011fa ehtiyac duymad\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rini yuyub qazana \u0259lini uzatd\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 isti idi. Sevindi: “El\u0259c\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yini do\u011fra ye” \u2013 dey\u0259 sevin\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131. Dem\u0259k isitm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bir qa\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yem\u0259yin dad\u0131na baxd\u0131. Dilinin alt\u0131nda deyindi: “El\u0259 bil bir balaca \u015fit \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b”. \u00c7ox ac oldu\u011fundan qazan\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. \u0130\u00e7in\u0259 bir az duz t\u00f6k\u00fcb, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k do\u011frad\u0131. B\u0259h-b\u0259hl\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k do\u011frama\u011f\u0131na baxmayaraq h\u0259rd\u0259n bir az q\u0131r\u0131b yem\u0259yin k\u0259narlar\u0131ndak\u0131 ya\u011fa bat\u0131raraq l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yedi. “Hmm… Bu ba\u015fqa m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259. Bir az dada g\u0259ldi.” \u2013 deyib yem\u0259y\u0259 davam etdi. Yem\u0259k dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7ox bi\u015fmi\u015fdi. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259ki tik\u0259sind\u0259n m\u0259lum idi. Tik\u0259ni ax\u0131ra saxlamaq bir n\u00f6v ad\u0259ti idi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ax\u0131ra qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131nt\u0131r tik\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. \u018flini tik\u0259y\u0259 atd\u0131. El\u0259 bu vaxt yataq ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. Kims\u0259 ya qazan\u0131n taqq\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 durmu\u015fdu, ya da ayaqyoluna t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidildi. O “\u00e7\u0131nt\u0131r\u0131n” bir t\u0259r\u0259fini di\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 o biri t\u0259r\u0259fini \u0259li il\u0259 tutub dartd\u0131. El\u0259 dartd\u0131\u011f\u0131 anda tik\u0259nin c\u0131r\u0131ldama\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131rk\u0259n c\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bac\u0131s\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131 aralay\u0131b yar\u0131yuxulu halda g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131yaraq azca i\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n alaqaranl\u0131q m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. Qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259:
\n \u2013 Niy\u0259 bel\u0259 gec g\u0259lmis\u0259n? Bu n\u0259 vaxt\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259yidir? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\nSaleh \u0259s\u0259bi halda bac\u0131s\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc:
\n \u2013 S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 de g\u00f6r\u00fcm bu yem\u0259yi kim bi\u015firib? N\u0259 duzu var, n\u0259 dad\u0131. Ax\u015famdan s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00f6k\u00fcz kimi i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. Qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu ev\u0259 gedir. Bi\u015firdiyiniz yem\u0259y\u0259 bax. M\u0259n\u0259 saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z da bu \u00e7\u0131nt\u0131r \u2013 deyib \u0259lind\u0259ki “\u00e7\u0131nt\u0131r\u0131” helikopterin p\u0259rl\u0259ri kimi havada f\u0131rlatd\u0131 v\u0259 soru\u015fdu: \u2013 Bu \u0259ti kim al\u0131b? Bunun bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tutub dartsan d\u0259hlizin o ba\u015f\u0131na kimi uzanar.”
\nBac\u0131s\u0131 bir onun \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011funa, bir d\u0259 qaba\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 qazana bax\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi:
\n\u2013 Bu ki… \u2013 n\u0259 is\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi ki, i\u015f-i\u015fd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib dey\u0259 qorxudan s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xartmad\u0131. El\u0259 bu an anas\u0131n\u0131n ona d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 dediyi s\u00f6zl\u0259r yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc: “Bu g\u00fcn, sabah birinin evin\u0259 g\u0259lin ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n ki, he\u00e7 qazan yumayacaqsan? Yoxsa qablar\u0131 yuyub, qazana su t\u00f6k\u00fcb saxlayacaqsan ki, yen\u0259 g\u0259lim m\u0259n yuyum? Yu, \u00f6yr\u0259n d\u0259.”
\nEl\u0259 bu d\u0259m Salehin s\u0259si onu fikird\u0259n ay\u0131ltd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Sual\u0131ma niy\u0259 cavab vermirs\u0259n? Bu n\u0259 tik\u0259dir saxlam\u0131s\u0131z?
\n\u2013 O? \u2013 dey\u0259 S\u0259nub\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131 halda soyuducuya yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b balaca qazan\u00e7an\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131 \u2013 S\u0259nin yem\u0259yin budur.
\n\u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim. B\u0259s bu n\u0259dir? \u2013 deyib \u0259lind\u0259kini bir daha havada yell\u0259di.
\n\u2013 O… O \u0259lind\u0259ki? “Kalqotkad\u0131r”. Onunla qab-qaca\u011f\u0131 yumaq daha rahatd\u0131r. Neyniyime…s\u00fcng\u0259r xarab olmu\u015fdu. M\u0259n d\u0259 atd\u0131m \u2013 bac\u0131s\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca Salehin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Bir \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu neylon coraba, bir d\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 qazan\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b \u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc v\u0259 sif\u0259tini tur\u015fudaraq dedi:
\n\u2013 Dayan, dayan. Bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, m\u0259n bayaqdan yediyim yaxant\u0131d\u0131r? V\u0259ziyy\u0259tin g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdiyini g\u00f6r\u0259n S\u0259nub\u0259r:
\n\u2013 Bilirs\u0259n, m\u0259nc\u0259 s\u0259n ev\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259ls\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r \u2013 deyib g\u00fcnahkar kimi boynunu b\u00fck\u0259r\u0259k divara q\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bu ail\u0259d\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na ham\u0131 bir oturub, bir qalxard\u0131lar. Saleh d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yem\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131nda g\u0259l\u0259rdi. H\u0259rd\u0259n gecikm\u0259l\u0259r olurdu. Lakin yen\u0259 d\u0259 oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdil\u0259r. Ara-s\u0131ra i\u015fd\u0259n sonra dostlariyla birlikd\u0259 olard\u0131. \u2013 Bu g\u0259d\u0259 harda qald\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Bel\u0259 gec g\u0259lm\u0259yind\u0259n bilinir ki, i\u015fi \u00e7ox olub \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k G\u00f6vh\u0259r xala narahatl\u0131qla divardak\u0131 saata baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 bird\u0259n diksin\u0259r\u0259k […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-21484","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21484","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21484"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21484\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21496,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21484\/revisions\/21496"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21484"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21484"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21484"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}