{"id":22551,"date":"2016-10-04T10:00:40","date_gmt":"2016-10-04T06:00:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22551"},"modified":"2016-10-04T17:22:30","modified_gmt":"2016-10-04T13:22:30","slug":"gulnar-mahmud-iri-gozl%c9%99r-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=22551","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclnar MAHMUD.&#8221;\u0130ri g\u00f6zl\u0259r&#8221; (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13884516_10209691884401300_1187644379_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13884516_10209691884401300_1187644379_n-177x300.jpg\" alt=\"13884516_10209691884401300_1187644379_n\" width=\"177\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-21420\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13884516_10209691884401300_1187644379_n-177x300.jpg 177w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/13884516_10209691884401300_1187644379_n.jpg 283w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 177px) 100vw, 177px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Ay Zibeyd\u0259 xala, deyir\u0259m qorxu qal\u0131be bu Asiman\u0131n can\u0131nda. H\u0259r gec\u0259 yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131l\u0131r. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 nec\u0259 qorxu ke\u00e7iribs\u0259, el\u0259 o vaxtdan he\u00e7 can\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r da. Deyir\u0259m b\u0259lk\u0259 bir \u00e7ilda\u011f\u00e7\u0131ya g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259k? \u2013 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalan Min\u0259xan\u0131m qaynanas\u0131ndan k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259di: \u2013 Amma he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m bunu ona nec\u0259 deyim, ora nec\u0259 apar\u0131m? B\u0259lk\u0259 s\u0259ni e\u015fid\u0259, ay Zibeyd\u0259 xala.<br \/>\n\u2013 Az fikir el\u0259m\u0259, getm\u0259zs\u0259, biz d\u0259 can\u0131yanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ilda\u011f\u00e7\u0131 G\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar\u0131q ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r \u2013 Zibeyd\u0259 arvad onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\nMin\u0259xan\u0131m bunu e\u015fitc\u0259k sevindi:<br \/>\n\u2013 G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259r? N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 olard\u0131, ay Zibeyd\u0259 xala.<br \/>\n\u2013 Dem\u0259k s\u0259n bel\u0259 el\u0259. Ax\u015fam Asiman ev\u0259 g\u0259lsin. S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 bir ona de, g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir. \u0130\u015fdi-\u015fay\u0259t raz\u0131la\u015fmasa, onnan sonra m\u0259n G\u00fcl\u0259ndamla dan\u0131\u015faram \u2013 deyib Zibeyd\u0259 arvad \u00f6z g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015fl\u0259rini verdi.<br \/>\n* * *<br \/>\n\u2013 Dediyimi bisirmis\u0259n, ay Min\u0259? \u2013ya\u015f \u0259lini d\u0259smala sil\u0259-sil\u0259 yem\u0259yin qoxusuna m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n Asiman arvad\u0131ndan soru\u015fdu.<br \/>\n\u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259.<br \/>\nMin\u0259xan\u0131m i\u015fi ke\u00e7sin dey\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259r \u00fczl\u0259 \u0259rini qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131b qaz\u0131n \u00fcstd\u0259 qaynayan d\u00fc\u015fb\u0259r\u0259ni k\u0259fkirl\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Asiman buxarlanan yem\u0259yin iysini d\u0259rin n\u0259f\u0259sl\u0259 i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi:<br \/>\n\u2013 H\u0259, onda g\u0259tir g\u0259l.<br \/>\nYem\u0259k tam haz\u0131r olduqdan sonra Min\u0259xan\u0131m bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259amlarla s\u00fcfr\u0259ni b\u0259z\u0259di. D\u00fc\u015fb\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u0259lav\u0259 \u0259rinin \u0259n \u00e7ox sevdiyi qutablar\u0131 da qaba d\u00fcz\u00fcb s\u00fcfr\u0259ni doldurdu. Asiman yem\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Min\u0259xan\u0131m da stulu \u00e7\u0259kib \u0259ri il\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi:<br \/>\n\u2013 H\u0259 nec\u0259dir?<br \/>\nAsiman bir qa\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fb\u0259r\u0259ni \u00fcfl\u0259yib a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu.<br \/>\n\u2013 Hmm&#8230; \u018fla! \u2013 deyib g\u00f6zucu onu maraqla izl\u0259y\u0259n arvad\u0131na baxd\u0131: \u2013 G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m s\u00f6zl\u00fc adama ox\u015fay\u0131rsan.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ay Asiman, deyir\u0259m m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyin istressd\u0259n sonra yaman qorxmusane. Gec\u0259l\u0259r yata da bilmirs\u0259n, yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131l\u0131rsan. B\u0259lk\u0259 bir \u00e7ilda\u011fa ged\u0259k, h\u0259, n\u0259 deyirs\u0259n?<br \/>\n\u2013 N\u0259 qorxu, ay q\u0131z? Gic-gic dan\u0131\u015fma. Onun-bunun yan\u0131nda da dey\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 biab\u0131r ed\u0259rs\u0259n m\u0259ni.<br \/>\n\u2013 El\u0259 demir\u0259me, ay Asiman. Bir az h\u0259y\u0259canlanm\u0131san da y\u0259ni \u2013 Min\u0259xan\u0131m tez s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<br \/>\n\u2013 Ay Asiman, s\u0259n &#8230;<br \/>\n\u2013 Ay q\u0131z, sus, sus! Yen\u0259 ba\u015flama bo\u015f c\u0259f\u0259ngiyatlardan \u00f6tr\u00fc onun-bunun goruna and verm\u0259y\u0259.<br \/>\n\u2013 Asiman, bax getm\u0259s\u0259n, Zibeyd\u0259 xala \u00e7ilda\u011f\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bu ev\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ay q\u0131z, m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259nim asob\u0131 uvajeniyam var. Indi d\u0259 m\u0259hl\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda biab\u0131r el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirsiz m\u0259ni?<br \/>\nUzun \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evird\u0259n sonra Min\u0259xan\u0131m \u0259rini yola g\u0259tir\u0259 bilir.<br \/>\n* * *<br \/>\nOnlar Bak\u0131n\u0131n \u201cKubinka\u201d adlanan k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 girdil\u0259r. Yol k\u0259nar\u0131 boyunca d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n bir-iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li h\u0259y\u0259t evl\u0259ri, m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259r aras\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n ensiz yollar labirint kimi dola\u015f\u0131q oldu\u011fundan m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na soru\u015fmadan gedib \u00e7atmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 adamlar\u0131ndan \u00e7ildaq\u00e7\u0131 G\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u0131n \u00fcnvan\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra tinl\u0259rin birind\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fc yuxar\u0131 ara yol il\u0259 qalx\u0131b bir h\u0259y\u0259t evin\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131lar. Zibeyd\u0259 xala h\u0259y\u0259tin a\u00e7\u0131q qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 aralayaraq \u201cG\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u201d dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259ndi. G\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u0131n anas\u0131 olan ya\u015fl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b onlar\u0131 \u00e7ilda\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7ik ota\u011fa \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ke\u00e7in bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259yin, \u0259lind\u0259 i\u015fi var, indi g\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nDivarlar\u0131 hiss olunacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259d\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 \u0259h\u0259ngl\u0259nib a\u011fard\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, b\u0259zi yerl\u0259rinin \u0259h\u0259ngi h\u0259tta t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, boyas\u0131 qopmu\u015f taxta stullar, qap\u0131s\u0131z gir\u0259c\u0259y\u0259 as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f u\u00e7an h\u0259\u015f\u0259ratlardan qorunmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn cuna p\u0259rd\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t bu otaqda bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t oturduqdan sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259 qoyan \u00e7ilda\u011f\u00e7\u0131 xan\u0131m g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Bayaqdan bo\u015f divarlara baxaraq h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan Asiman gir\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n G\u00fcl\u0259ndama t\u0259r\u0259f d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<br \/>\nMaya kimi a\u011f \u00fcz\u00fc, al yana\u011f\u0131ndan boynuna do\u011fru d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n silsil\u0259 xallar\u0131, \u0259tli-canl\u0131 \u0259ndam\u0131, x\u00fcsusil\u0259 d\u0259 Iran xan\u0131mlar\u0131na m\u0259xsus iri qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 bu xan\u0131m g\u00f6z qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u0259ndam otaqdak\u0131larla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, salamla\u015f\u0131b, hal-\u0259hval tutandan sonra yanlar\u0131n\u0131 basa-basa ota\u011f\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 qoyulan naqilli elektrik sobas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Uz\u0259rin\u0259 qoyulmu\u015f g\u00f6y par\u00e7a b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fc, siqaret kimi ucu k\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259n \u00e7ubu\u011fun birini \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb c\u0259ld h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 Asiman\u0131n boynuna, qollar\u0131na, ayaqlar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Asiman \u0259traf\u0131na f\u0131rlanan G\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u0131n iri qara g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n \u0259tli-canl\u0131 \u0259ndam\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ucu il\u0259 o\u011frun-o\u011frun s\u00fczd\u00fckc\u0259, siqaret kimi b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f parcan\u0131n k\u00f6z\u0259r\u0259n ucu il\u0259 b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. Ona toxunan \u201cc\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m odu\u201d d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc \u201cc\u0259nn\u0259td\u0259\u201d hiss edilmirdi. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, g\u00f6z\u00fc qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Gul\u0259ndam\u0131n \u201cg\u00fcl \u0259ndam\u0131nda\u201d. H\u0259r h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tind\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n yambuzlar\u0131 diqq\u0259td\u0259n yay\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131. Asimanin o\u011frun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 da he\u00e7 G\u00fcl\u0259ndam\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131: \u201cHara bax\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n bu \u015forg\u00f6z?!\u201d B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ondan idi ki, \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f par\u00e7an\u0131n k\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ay\u0131ls\u0131n dey\u0259 yanan siqaret k\u00fclqab\u0131ya bas\u0131lan kimi onun b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 bas\u0131b s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n* * *<br \/>\nQap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xan kimi Min\u0259xan\u0131m \u00f6z al\u0259mind\u0259 olan Asiman\u0131n qolundan yap\u0131\u015f\u0131b silk\u0259l\u0259di:<br \/>\n\u2013 N\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcv\u00fc zill\u0259mi\u015fdin xalx\u0131n arvad\u0131na?<br \/>\nAsiman astag\u0259l t\u0259l\u0259ff\u00fcz\u00fc il\u0259 say\u0131qlad\u0131:<br \/>\n\u2013 G\u00f6rm\u0259din, nec\u0259 iri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri var idi?\u2013b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u00fc de\u015f\u0259n dirs\u0259yin z\u0259rb\u0259sind\u0259n bir anl\u0131q ayilib: \u2013 Anam-bac\u0131m olsun! M\u0259n n\u0259 deyir\u0259m ki?!<br \/>\nMin\u0259xan\u0131m p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131na q\u0131\u015fq\u0131raraq tez onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi:<br \/>\n\u2013 B\u0259sdir, h\u0259l\u0259 bir dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r da?<br \/>\nAsiman arvad\u0131 il\u0259 yol boyu deyi\u015f\u0259-bo\u011fu\u015fa ev\u0259 g\u0259lib \u00e7atd\u0131qdan biraz sonra ara sakitl\u0259\u015finc\u0259 ufuldaya-ufuldaya yataq ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kildi. Min\u0259xan\u0131m is\u0259 deyin\u0259r\u0259k qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ay s\u00fcfr\u0259si haz\u0131rlama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n Asiman\u0131n yan\u011f\u0131l\u0131 zar\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259lirdi: \u2013 Ay aman, yand\u0131\u0131\u0131\u0131m. Yaman g\u00f6yn\u0259dire, ay Min\u0259. Yand\u0131me, yand\u0131m.<br \/>\nDey\u0259s\u0259n o b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 k\u00f6zl\u0259n\u0259n yerl\u0259rin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yava\u015f-yava\u015f hiss edirdi.<br \/>\nYava\u015f-yava\u015f artan a\u011fr\u0131lar Asiman\u0131n nal\u0259sini \u201casimana\u201d qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u2013 M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 he\u00e7 bel\u0259 odlanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, ay Min\u0259\u0259\u0259. Oddad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nMin\u0259xan\u0131m is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f kimi divanda oturub t\u0259z\u0259 d\u0259ml\u0259diyi \u00e7aydan bir qurtum a\u011fz\u0131na alaraq televizorun pultunun d\u00fcym\u0259sini basd\u0131:<br \/>\n\u2013 S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox odlanacaqsan.<br \/>\nTelevizorun ekran\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qlanan kimi musiqi s\u0259si Asimanin ahu-zar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcst\u0259l\u0259di.<br \/>\nYand\u0131m ay Allah, iri-iri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nYand\u0131m ay Allah, iri-iri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u2013 Ay Zibeyd\u0259 xala, deyir\u0259m qorxu qal\u0131be bu Asiman\u0131n can\u0131nda. H\u0259r gec\u0259 yerind\u0259n dik at\u0131l\u0131r. M\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259 nec\u0259 qorxu ke\u00e7iribs\u0259, el\u0259 o vaxtdan he\u00e7 can\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r da. Deyir\u0259m b\u0259lk\u0259 bir \u00e7ilda\u011f\u00e7\u0131ya g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259k? \u2013 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131lmaz v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qalan Min\u0259xan\u0131m qaynanas\u0131ndan k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259di: \u2013 Amma he\u00e7 bilmir\u0259m bunu ona nec\u0259 deyim, ora nec\u0259 apar\u0131m? 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