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M\u0259ni m\u0259\u015fhur adamlar dem\u0259k olar ki, maraqland\u0131rm\u0131r. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259r insanlar\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f adamlar\u0131n he\u00e7 olmasa, \u0259lini s\u0131xmaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259ld\u0259n-ayaqdan getm\u0259si ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259lib. M\u0259n\u0259 hans\u0131sa r\u00fctb\u0259si v\u0259 ya xidm\u0259ti b\u00f6y\u00fck olan tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir adamla tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif ed\u0259nd\u0259, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, \u00fczrl\u00fc bir b\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131b bu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259hrum edim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 dostum Dyeqo Torre m\u0259ni Santa Anye il\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 imtina el\u0259dim. Amma bu d\u0259f\u0259 imtinam\u0131n s\u0259b\u0259bini s\u0259mimi \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 izah el\u0259dim: Santa Anye n\u0259inki b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairdir, \u00fcst\u0259lik romantik epoxan\u0131n son n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sidir. T\u0259bii ki mac\u0259ralar\u0131 il\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn (\u0259n az\u0131ndan \u0130spaniyada) \u0259fsan\u0259si say\u0131lan bir \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259tini \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn q\u00fcrub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rm\u0259k maraql\u0131 olard\u0131. Ancaq bildiyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 o \u00e7ox qocal\u0131b \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, h\u0259m d\u0259 x\u0259st\u0259 idi. G\u00fcman ki, yad adam\u0131n, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bir \u0259cn\u0259binin ziyar\u0259ti onu yorard\u0131.
\nKalisto de Santa Anye h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6rk\u0259mli \u015fair idi, B\u00f6y\u00fck M\u0259kt\u0259bin son t\u0259msil\u00e7isi say\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259min d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 art\u0131q bayronizmin h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq o, el\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259hz Bayron kimi ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131: ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015fq mac\u0259ralar\u0131n\u0131, qaynar h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ona ba\u015fgic\u0259ll\u0259ndirici \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t g\u0259tir\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259svir edirdi. O, vaxtil\u0259 he\u00e7 bir m\u00fcasirinin qazana bilm\u0259diyi m\u00f6vqed\u0259 olmu\u015fdu. Onun yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda m\u00fclahiz\u0259 y\u00fcr\u00fctm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m, t\u0259kc\u0259 onu dey\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m ki, \u015feirl\u0259rini ilk d\u0259f\u0259 23 ya\u015f\u0131mda oxuyanda v\u0259cd\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdim: m\u0259hz o ya\u015fda olan g\u0259nc o\u011flan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ala bil\u0259c\u0259k ehtiras, \u00f6tk\u0259mlik, c\u0259sar\u0259t dolu, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259yat e\u015fqini, r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyini \u0259ks edir\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259r idi. El\u0259 o vaxtdan q\u0259lbimi \u00e7ul\u011fayan bu s\u0259tirl\u0259r m\u0259nim al\u0259mimd\u0259 \u00f6z ah\u0259ngdar ritml\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u0259ncliyimin cazib\u0259dar xatir\u0259l\u0259rinin bir hiss\u0259sidir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu s\u0259tirl\u0259ri yenid\u0259n oxuyanda bir daha h\u0259min ill\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r, q\u0259lbim sanki bir qu\u015f t\u0259k \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. M\u0259nc\u0259, ispandilli \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 Kalisto de Santa Anyey\u0259 bel\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259 d\u00fcz edirl\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki bu d\u00f6vrl\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259r onun dill\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 cu\u015fa g\u0259lmi\u015f, m\u0259hz onunla poeziyaya bu q\u0259d\u0259r yax\u0131n olmu\u015fdular. Dostlar\u0131m yorulmadan onun ip\u0259-sapa yatmaz xasiyy\u0259tind\u0259n, alovlu nitql\u0259rind\u0259n (o, h\u0259m d\u0259 ictimai xadim idi), k\u0259skin haz\u0131rcavabl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, dikba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan v\u0259 sevgi mac\u0259ralar\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131lar. O, \u00fcsyankar, c\u0259sar\u0259tli idi, h\u0259tta qanunlara bel\u0259 meydan oxuyard\u0131. Amma h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 vazke\u00e7ilm\u0259z a\u015fiq idi. Ham\u0131 onun hans\u0131sa tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f aktrisan\u0131 v\u0259 ya m\u0259\u015fhur m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nnini ehtirasl\u0131 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevdiyini bilirdi. Ax\u0131 onun \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tini, iztirablar\u0131n\u0131, hidd\u0259tini t\u0259svir etdiyi o at\u0259\u015fin sonetl\u0259ri dill\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r idi! Onu da yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdik ki, Burbinl\u0259r s\u00fclal\u0259sinin v\u0259li\u0259hdliyin\u0259 namiz\u0259d olan g\u00f6z\u0259l ispan \u015fahzad\u0259si vaxtil\u0259 onun sevgi dolu yalvar\u0131\u015flar\u0131na m\u0259\u011flub olmu\u015f, q\u0259lbini bu \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n \u015fair\u0259 vermi\u015fdi. T\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, h\u0259rd\u0259mx\u0259yal \u015fair q\u0259lbi bu sevginin da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atanda b\u0259db\u0259xt qad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131rxd\u0131r\u0131b monast\u0131ra s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u0131 krallar\u0131 ta \u015fanl\u0131 \u0259cdadlar\u0131ndan bu yana m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259ng\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bel\u0259 olurdu: qad\u0131nlar monast\u0131ra \u00fcz tuturdu, \u00e7\u00fcnki kral\u0131n sevgilisi sonradan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n sevgilisi ola bilm\u0259zdi. M\u0259g\u0259r Kalisto se Santa Anye bu \u00f6l\u00fcml\u00fc krallardan \u0259skik idi?! Niy\u0259 onun da m\u0259\u015fuq\u0259si toxunulmaz olmamal\u0131yd\u0131?! Biz oxucular da h\u0259min \u015fahzad\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n bu romantik h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tini alq\u0131\u015flay\u0131r, \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 t\u0259rifl\u0259r ya\u011fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131q. Ax\u0131 bu add\u0131m bizim sevimli \u015fairimiz\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259tirir, onun l\u0259yaq\u0259tini uca tuturdu!..
\nAmma b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7oxdan ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi. Don Kalisto art\u0131q ona he\u00e7 bir yenilik, \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131q t\u0259klif etm\u0259y\u0259n d\u00fcnyaya nifr\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00f6z qab\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi: \u00e7oxdand\u0131 ki, do\u011fma \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri Esixd\u0259 t\u0259rki-d\u00fcnya ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Seviliya \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 iki h\u0259ft\u0259lik m\u0259zuniyy\u0259tim \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 Esix\u0259 d\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. He\u00e7 d\u0259 \u015fair\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 yox, sad\u0259c\u0259 olaraq, unudulmaz xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 oldu\u011fum bu g\u00f6z\u0259l \u018fnd\u0259l\u00fcs \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdim. Dostum Dyeqo Torre plan\u0131mdan x\u0259b\u0259r tutub \u015fairl\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi t\u0259klif etdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, don Kalisto az tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yeni n\u0259sil yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n h\u0259rd\u0259n onu ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259sin\u0259 icaz\u0259 verirdi v\u0259 onlarla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259nm\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 oxucular\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z b\u0259la\u011f\u0259tli nitqi il\u0259 co\u015fdurdu\u011fu kimi b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259minki alovu g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi.
\n\u2013 \u0130ndi o, nec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr? \u2013 soru\u015fdum.
\n\u2013 \u018fla, nec\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131.
\n\u2013 S\u0259nd\u0259 onun t\u0259z\u0259 \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri var?
\n\u2013 Olsayd\u0131 n\u0259 vard\u0131 ki! D\u00fcz 35 ildir ki, o, he\u00e7 k\u0259s\u0259 \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259y\u0259 icaz\u0259 vermir. \u0130st\u0259yir ki, yeni n\u0259sil onu el\u0259 g\u0259ncliyind\u0259ki kimi tan\u0131s\u0131n.
\nEtiraf edim ki, onun \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259tp\u0259r\u0259stlik eyham\u0131 m\u0259ni m\u00fct\u0259\u0259ssir etdi. Bilirdim ki, Santa Anye g\u0259ncliyind\u0259 \u00e7ox yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 olub. \u0130ndi is\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin heyranl\u0131q duydu\u011fu, h\u0259s\u0259d apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu yara\u015f\u0131q qum d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri kimi \u0259lind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcb getmi\u015fdi. Y\u0259qin, \u015fair g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki, g\u0259nclik \u00f6t\u00fcb, \u0259vv\u0259lki g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmay\u0131b, ac\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259, q\u00fcss\u0259yl\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259nl\u0259ri yada sal\u0131r.
\n\u015eair\u0259 olan r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tim\u0259 baxmayaraq, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n imtina etdim; d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f olan o odlu-alovlu \u015feirl\u0259ri yenid\u0259n oxumaqla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nm\u0259k daha m\u00fcnasibdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 Esixin sakit, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 g\u0259zib-dola\u015fma\u011f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn tutdum. Ancaq g\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcn\u00fcn ax\u015fam\u0131 bu dahi insan\u0131n \u00f6z x\u0259tti il\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u0259v\u0259tnam\u0259ni alanda \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131m. Santa Anye yaz\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Dyeqo Torrenin m\u0259ktubundan m\u0259nim g\u0259li\u015fim bar\u0259d\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r tutub v\u0259 sabah saat 11-d\u0259 onu ziyar\u0259t etm\u0259yimd\u0259n m\u0259mnun olard\u0131. Ba\u015fqa yol yox idi \u2013 t\u0259yin olunan vaxtda onu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 getm\u0259liydim.
\nQald\u0131\u011f\u0131m mehmanxana \u0259sas meydanda yerl\u0259\u015firdi. G\u00f6z\u0259l bir bahar s\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259, g\u00fcmrah halda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Sa\u011fa-sola d\u00f6nm\u0259d\u0259n, d\u00fcz yolla \u015f\u0259h\u0259r boyu gedirdim. \u015e\u0259h\u0259r d\u0259 n\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r! El\u0259 bil sakinl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdan buran\u0131 t\u0259rk etmi\u015fdi. Dar, a\u011f r\u0259ngl\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015f k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r bombo\u015f idi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t qapqara geyinmi\u015f bir qad\u0131na rast g\u0259ldim, y\u0259qin ibad\u0259td\u0259n qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131. Esix \u2013 kils\u0259l\u0259r \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridir, burda hans\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 gets\u0259n, bir kils\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 soluxmu\u015f divarl\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f taxtapu\u015flar\u0131nda leyl\u0259kl\u0259rin yuva qurdu\u011fu kils\u0259l\u0259r, q\u00fcll\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6z ox\u015fay\u0131r.
\nYan\u0131mdan \u00f6t\u0259n uzunqulaq karvan\u0131na baxmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dayand\u0131m. Amma sol\u011fun-q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ullu ulaqlar\u0131n bell\u0259rind\u0259n a\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kis\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, torbalarda n\u0259l\u0259r da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259dim. Halbuki bir vaxtlar Esix \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri bel\u0259 kas\u0131b g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 deyildi, burada Yeni D\u00fcnyan\u0131n z\u0259nginl\u0259ri ya\u015fayard\u0131, a\u011f suvaql\u0131 evl\u0259rin darvazalar\u0131ndan n\u00fcfuzlu ail\u0259l\u0259rin s\u00fclal\u0259 gerbl\u0259ri as\u0131lard\u0131. \u015eimali v\u0259 C\u0259nubi Amerikada var-d\u00f6vl\u0259t toplam\u0131\u015f ispan tacirl\u0259r, avant\u00fcrisl\u0259r bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 can atard\u0131lar. El\u0259 don Kalisto da bel\u0259 evl\u0259rin birind\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259b\u0259k\u0259li darvazan\u0131n z\u0259ngini basanda, q\u00fcrurla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, dahi \u015fair m\u0259hz ad\u0131na yara\u015fan bel\u0259 bir evd\u0259 ya\u015famal\u0131d\u0131r. A\u011f\u0131r qap\u0131larda n\u0259s\u0259 q\u0259dimi \u0259z\u0259m\u0259t vard\u0131 v\u0259 o, m\u0259\u015fhur \u015fair haqq\u0131ndak\u0131 t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcml\u0259 h\u0259mah\u0259nglik yarad\u0131rd\u0131. Qap\u0131 z\u0259nginin evd\u0259 \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdiyini e\u015fitdim, amma he\u00e7 k\u0259s hay verm\u0259di. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 z\u0259ngi t\u0259krarlamal\u0131 oldum. N\u0259hay\u0259t, darvazaya \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131l basm\u0131\u015f qar\u0131 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2013 N\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131? \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdu.
\nOnun qara g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini itirm\u0259mi\u015fdi, amma sallaq, t\u00fckl\u00fc sif\u0259ti qa\u015fqabaql\u0131 idi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, y\u0259qin bu qar\u0131 \u015fairin qullu\u011funu tutur. M\u0259n ona \u00f6z vizit kart\u0131m\u0131 uzad\u0131b:
\n\u2013 Ev sahibi m\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, \u2013 dedim.
\nQar\u0131 d\u0259mir darvazan\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259ni i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259yimi xahi\u015f edib pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259 ev\u0259 qalxd\u0131. Q\u0131zmar g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin h\u0259rar\u0259tind\u0259n sonra h\u0259y\u0259tin k\u00f6lg\u0259li s\u0259rinliyi adam\u0131 xo\u015fhalland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259y\u0259t, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259 onun yerl\u0259\u015fdiyi k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 zad\u0259gansaya\u011f\u0131 idi, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k olard\u0131 ki, konkistadorlar\u0131n (Yeni D\u00fcnyan\u0131 \u2013 Amerikan\u0131 z\u0259bt ed\u0259nl\u0259r) h\u0259r hans\u0131 davam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tikilmi\u015fdi. Amma boya\u011f\u0131 solmu\u015fdu, da\u015f plit\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f, b\u0259zi yerl\u0259rd\u0259 suvaqlar ovulub t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ke\u00e7mi\u015f z\u0259ngin \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin h\u0259r yerind\u0259 indi yoxsulluq duyulurdu. Bilirdim ki, don Kalistonun da maddi imkans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var. Vaxt var idi pul ba\u015f\u0131ndan ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, ancaq o, bu g\u00f6yd\u0259nd\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 pullar\u0131n q\u0259drini bilmir, sa\u011fa-sola x\u0259rcl\u0259yirdi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar ehtiyac i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, amma bunu g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259yi \u015f\u0259nin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nH\u0259y\u0259tin ortas\u0131nda stol qoyulmu\u015fdu, \u0259traf\u0131nda yell\u0259n\u0259n h\u0259sir kreslolar vard\u0131. Stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki iki h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259nin q\u0259zetl\u0259rini x\u0259fif k\u00fcl\u0259k t\u0259rp\u0259dirdi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, qoca \u015fair il\u0131q yay ax\u015famlar\u0131nda burada oturub, arabir siqaretind\u0259n qullab vuraraq hans\u0131 x\u0259yallara qap\u0131l\u0131r?.. Ta\u011fl\u0131 ke\u00e7idin alt\u0131nda as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kobud ispan r\u0259sml\u0259ri t\u0259dric\u0259n t\u00fcndl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. K\u0259narlarda \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc toz basm\u0131\u015f q\u0259dimi, b\u0259zi yerl\u0259ri z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f siyirm\u0259li dolablar qoyulmu\u015fdu. Qap\u0131n\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda is\u0259 bir c\u00fct k\u00f6hn\u0259 tapan\u00e7a as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259rhal bu silahlar\u0131n vaxtil\u0259 don Kalistoya \u00e7oxsayl\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur duell\u0259rd\u0259 nec\u0259 xidm\u0259t etdiyini \u2013 g\u00f6z\u0259l r\u0259qqas\u0259 Pepa Montanyes (indi o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z y\u0259qin ki, di\u015fsiz qar\u0131ya \u00e7evrilib) u\u011frunda hersoq Dos Ermanosu nec\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259mnunluqla g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131rd\u0131m.
\n\u018ftrafdak\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259nim dumanl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirdiyim bir obraz idi v\u0259 m\u0259\u015fhur \u015fair-romantik\u0259 el\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki! Bu evin ruhu tamamil\u0259 m\u0259nim t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc z\u0259bt el\u0259mi\u015fdi… Bu zad\u0259gan yoxsullu\u011fu vaxtil\u0259 onun g\u0259ncliyinin cah-c\u0259lal\u0131n\u0131 el\u0259 indi d\u0259 m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l \u0259ks etdirirdi. Bu evd\u0259 d\u0259 konkistadorlar\u0131n \u00f6lm\u0259z ruhu duyulurdu v\u0259 bu c\u00fcr \u015f\u0259xsiyy\u0259t\u0259 m\u0259hz bel\u0259 bir evd\u0259 \u2013 yar\u0131ucuq zad\u0259gan evind\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurmaq yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nM\u0259n bura g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 tamamil\u0259 bigan\u0259 idim, h\u0259tta bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc yorucu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edib dar\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, amma t\u0259dric\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259can m\u0259ni a\u011fu\u015funa al\u0131rd\u0131. Bir siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b \u00e7\u0259kdim. M\u0259n d\u00fcz t\u0259yin edilmi\u015f saatda g\u0259lmi\u015fdim, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015fairin niy\u0259 l\u0259ngidiyind\u0259n \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u00fckut m\u0259ni q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 narahat etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bu sakit h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fin k\u00f6lg\u0259si dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, bir daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259sr burada yenid\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hans\u0131sa x\u0259yali h\u0259yata \u00e7evrilirdi. O d\u00f6vr\u00fcn insanlar\u0131 indikil\u0259rd\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131al\u0131nmaz ehtiras\u0131, ip\u0259-sapa yatmaz c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259ri il\u0259 se\u00e7ilirdi. \u0130ndi bizim z\u0259man\u0259mizd\u0259 bu c\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n he\u00e7 \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t d\u0259 qalmay\u0131b. Biz bu d\u00f6vrd\u0259 bel\u0259 a\u011flas\u0131zmaz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 yol ver\u0259 bilm\u0259rik, bils\u0259k d\u0259 c\u0259zas\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r olar. Odur ki, d\u0259lisov q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131 biz ancaq teatrlarda g\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259rik.
\nAdd\u0131m s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fitdim, \u00fcr\u0259yim daha s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ox h\u0259y\u0259canlanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t onun pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n nec\u0259 endiyini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, az qala, \u00fcr\u0259yim yerind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xacaqd\u0131. \u018flind\u0259 m\u0259nim vizit kart\u0131m\u0131 tutmu\u015fdu. O, h\u00fcnd\u00fcr, amma \u00e7ox ar\u0131qd\u0131; d\u0259risi k\u00f6hn\u0259 fil s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u00fc kimi azac\u0131q saralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Gur sa\u00e7lar\u0131 a\u011farm\u0131\u015f, qal\u0131n qa\u015flar\u0131na is\u0259 \u00e7al d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi v\u0259 bu, onun alov kimi b\u0259rq vuran m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rini daha z\u0259hmli g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Heyr\u0259tamizdi, bu ya\u015f\u0131nda bel\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6z parlaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qartal burnu, kip s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f dodaqlar\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259sini daha da s\u0259rtl\u0259\u015fdirirdi. Yax\u0131nla\u015fana q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda m\u00fclayimlikd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t yox idi, dey\u0259s\u0259n g\u0259li\u015fim\u0259 \u015fad deyildi, soyuq qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. \u018fynind\u0259 qara paltar vard\u0131, k\u0259narlar\u0131 geni\u015f \u015flyapas\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259 tutmu\u015fdu. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rk\u0259mind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u0259minlik v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259t ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. O, el\u0259 m\u0259nim g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim, t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr\u00fcmd\u0259 canland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m kimi idi v\u0259 ona baxd\u0131qca bu ya\u015f\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ntiqi, yara\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 n\u0259 canlar yand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131llar ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131rd\u0131m. B\u0259li, onun m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m g\u00f6rk\u0259mi t\u0259sdiql\u0259yirdi ki, o, dahi \u015fairdir!
\nDon Kalisto h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 enib asta add\u0131mlarla m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131mda bir daha t\u0259krar olunmayacaq anlar ya\u015fan\u0131rd\u0131 \u2013 budur: \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259srin romantik ispan poeziyas\u0131n\u0131n varisi! Ona baxd\u0131qca, m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Hereran\u0131, s\u0259mimi Fray Luis, mistik Xuan de la Krus v\u0259 m\u00fcr\u0259kk\u0259b, anla\u015f\u0131lmaz Qonqoran\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. O is\u0259 bu s\u0131rada art\u0131q sonuncu ad idi v\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 sona do\u011fru tamamlay\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 don Kalistonun m\u0259\u015fhur \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n birin\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f g\u00f6z\u0259l, h\u0259zin bir musiqi s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi.
\n\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Yax\u015f\u0131 ki, qabaqcadan ilk salamla\u015fma \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6z haz\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m:
\n\u2013 Ustad, m\u0259n\u0259 \u2013 ba\u015fqa \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f \u0259cn\u0259bi q\u0259l\u0259m adam\u0131na sizin kimi b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairl\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olmaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fdir…
\nBir anl\u0131q n\u00fcfuzedici g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 istehzal\u0131 q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131m g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc, s\u0259rt dodaqlar\u0131nda ani t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm g\u0259zdi:
\n\u2013 M\u0259n \u015fair deyil\u0259m, c\u0259nab! Yun sat\u0131ram \u2013 tacir\u0259m. \u00dcnvan\u0131 s\u0259hv salm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. Don Kalisto qon\u015fu evd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r.
\nH\u0259… \u00fcnvan\u0131 s\u0259hv salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m…<\/p>\n
T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259ni:
\n\u015e\u0259fiq\u0259 \u015e\u0259fa Teql\u0259r:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
(\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 1925-ci ild\u0259 \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck insan\u201d ad\u0131 alt\u0131nda n\u0259\u015fr edilib) M\u0259ni m\u0259\u015fhur adamlar dem\u0259k olar ki, maraqland\u0131rm\u0131r. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u0259ks\u0259r insanlar\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f adamlar\u0131n he\u00e7 olmasa, \u0259lini s\u0131xmaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc \u0259ld\u0259n-ayaqdan getm\u0259si ac\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u0259lib. M\u0259n\u0259 hans\u0131sa r\u00fctb\u0259si v\u0259 ya xidm\u0259ti b\u00f6y\u00fck olan tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir adamla tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif ed\u0259nd\u0259, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, \u00fczrl\u00fc bir b\u0259han\u0259 tap\u0131b bu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22640","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22640","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22640"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22640\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22642,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22640\/revisions\/22642"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22640"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22640"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22640"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}