{"id":23150,"date":"2016-11-16T09:00:20","date_gmt":"2016-11-16T05:00:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23150"},"modified":"2016-11-16T10:00:14","modified_gmt":"2016-11-16T06:00:14","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvaz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23150","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/1423756700_sefa-xanim.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/1423756700_sefa-xanim-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"1423756700_sefa-xanim\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-11149\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/1423756700_sefa-xanim-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/1423756700_sefa-xanim-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/03\/1423756700_sefa-xanim.jpg 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim,<br \/>\nBir yoxu\u015f \u00e7\u0131xanda.<br \/>\nS\u0259n enirs\u0259n indi, \u0259zizim.<br \/>\nQaytararsan q\u0259lbimi<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim,<br \/>\nO g\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda.<br \/>\nSiz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u00fc, bilir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nQurudarsan q\u0259lbimi<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim,<br \/>\nBu q\u0131\u015f soyu\u011funda.<br \/>\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259ndi m\u0259nim, \u0259zizim,<br \/>\n\u0130sid\u0259rs\u0259n q\u0259lbimi<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230;<br \/>\nM\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim&#8230;<br \/>\nYad insanlar \u00e7oxlu\u011funda.<br \/>\nT\u0259k qalma\u011fa qorxurdu o,<br \/>\n\u018fzizim,<br \/>\nOvudarsan q\u0259lbimi<br \/>\n\u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230;<br \/>\n08.11.2016. Shefa Eyvaz<\/p>\n<p>Qorxu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq bu h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaq.<br \/>\ndaha g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz a\u00e7\u0131lmadan<br \/>\n\u00fcsyan etdik h\u0259yata, qorxularla<br \/>\ns\u0259simizl\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxduq h\u0259yat\u0131n biz\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan&#8230;<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 daha do\u011fular-do\u011fulmaz,<br \/>\n\u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131za vurulan buxovlar qorxutdu bizi&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259yat bu olsa g\u0259r\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\nbizi azadl\u0131qdan ay\u0131ran b\u0259l\u0259k.<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nyetm\u0259di, qorxaq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nu\u015faqk\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rimiz\u0259 vurdular<br \/>\n\u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyimiz\u0259 toxundu\u011fumuzda,<br \/>\nistiy\u0259 toxunduq&#8230; oddan qorxduq,<br \/>\ny\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131q, yerim\u0259kd\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259yata ilk add\u0131mlar atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxduq.<br \/>\nqar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xan t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri da\u011f sand\u0131q,<br \/>\nki\u00e7icik baryerl\u0259ri y\u00fcks\u0259k divarlar&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00f6yr\u0259ndik laz\u0131ms\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nbel\u0259c\u0259 aldand\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz d\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qorxmamaq laz\u0131md\u0131 halbuki&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxmamaq.<br \/>\nbarma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bildiyimiz\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zla tutunmaq<br \/>\nsava\u015fa bilm\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rimizi yand\u0131ran odla,<br \/>\nm\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq dizimizi s\u0131y\u0131ran<br \/>\nda\u015fla-torpaqla&#8230;<br \/>\nyenm\u0259k qorxular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131<br \/>\nir\u0259liy\u0259 add\u0131mlamaq, ancaq ir\u0259li<br \/>\nh\u0259tta b\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z bahas\u0131na&#8230;<br \/>\nbacarmad\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Biz h\u0259yata qorxaraq do\u011fulduq&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaraq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaraq \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259l adl\u0131 z\u0259ngin son s\u0259das\u0131ndan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>n\u0259 idi qorxu, qorxmaq?!<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qorxmaq, qorunmaqd\u0131 yox olmaqdan&#8230;<br \/>\nkim bilir???<br \/>\n11 sentyabr 2012&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim, Bir yoxu\u015f \u00e7\u0131xanda. S\u0259n enirs\u0259n indi, \u0259zizim. Qaytararsan q\u0259lbimi \u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230; M\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim, O g\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda. Siz t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u00fc, bilir\u0259m&#8230; Qurudarsan q\u0259lbimi \u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230; M\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim, Bu q\u0131\u015f soyu\u011funda. K\u00f6nl\u00fcm \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259ndi m\u0259nim, \u0259zizim, \u0130sid\u0259rs\u0259n q\u0259lbimi \u0259g\u0259r rast\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsa&#8230; M\u0259n q\u0259lbimi itirdim&#8230; Yad insanlar \u00e7oxlu\u011funda. 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