{"id":23473,"date":"2016-12-07T03:00:08","date_gmt":"2016-12-06T23:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23473"},"modified":"2016-12-07T10:05:57","modified_gmt":"2016-12-07T06:05:57","slug":"saqif-qaratorpaq-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23473","title":{"rendered":"Saqif QARATORPAQ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/s.jpg\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-17826\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/s-180x300.jpg\" alt=\"s\" width=\"180\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-17826\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/s-180x300.jpg 180w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/02\/s.jpg 500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 180px) 100vw, 180px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>* * *<\/p>\n<p>Bir arzum var i\u00e7imd\u0259,s\u0259ni deyib u\u00e7unar,<br \/>\nQanad\u0131 b\u0259rkim\u0259mi\u015f qaranqu\u015f balas\u0131d\u0131.<br \/>\nSu i\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcboyu \u00fcmidi g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qalas\u0131d\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxusunda u\u00e7ar s\u0259sin\u0259 sar\u0131,<br \/>\nH\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r yuxusundan durar ham\u0131dan \u00f6nc\u0259.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131rpar qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131na,<br \/>\nS\u0259si tutular,ancaq susmaz s\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yinc\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Birc\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nddi,min ildi yol g\u00f6zl\u0259yir,<br \/>\nBir anda t\u0259slim olar g\u0259ls\u0259n dodaqla\u0131na.<br \/>\nBar\u0131 insaf\u0131n olsun,bir g\u00fcn g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xmasan<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b \u00f6l\u0259r q\u0259lbimin divar\u0131na&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\t***<br \/>\nYen\u0259 dam\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259yim,<br \/>\nIslad\u0131r a\u011f vara\u011f\u0131.<br \/>\nAzal\u0131r yava\u015f-yava\u015f<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn-g\u00fcn\u00fcn mara\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Islan\u0131r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259miz<br \/>\nPay\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n.<br \/>\nGec\u0259l\u0259rin yuxusu<br \/>\nQa\u00e7\u0131r add\u0131m s\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr qaranqu\u015fun<br \/>\nEyvanda bo\u015f yuvas\u0131.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0259sd edir\u0259m<br \/>\nH\u0259r gec\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u0259n as\u0131b&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nar\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar ya\u011f\u0131r<br \/>\nK\u00f6vr\u0259k xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nB\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u0259<br \/>\nYen\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\t***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni yollar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rar,<br \/>\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yola ged\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir \u00f6mr\u00fc sonunacan<br \/>\nbir sa\u011f ola ged\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Yolum ads\u0131z da\u011facan,<br \/>\nya qaradan a\u011facan.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259kd\u0259n yana\u011facan<br \/>\ndola-dola ged\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sevda m\u0259ni dan\u0131b,<br \/>\nbu yolda \u0259lim yan\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nYa sevgiy\u0259 aldan\u0131b,<br \/>\nya x\u0259yala,ged\u0259r\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\t***<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7in\u0259 su dolan g\u0259mi kimiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 q\u0259rq olmu\u015fam \u00fcmidsizliy\u0259.<br \/>\nQ\u0259fil y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam arzular\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nDaha birc\u0259 kims\u0259 yetm\u0259z k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Tufanlar qabartmaz a\u011f yelk\u0259nimi,<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 yolda\u015f olan yell\u0259r susdular.<br \/>\nYolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259r yoruldu,<br \/>\nArxamca \u0259l ed\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r susdular&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nsiz q\u0259ribs\u0259m\u0259z bir do\u011fma liman,<br \/>\nAd\u0131m bir sahilin yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xar.<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yim bir qara qutudan bet\u0259r,<br \/>\nYanm\u0131\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259r alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6m\u00fcr bir s\u0259f\u0259rdi,bit\u0259r n\u0259 vaxtsa&#8230;<br \/>\nYalan el\u0259 \u015firin, h\u0259qiq\u0259t ac\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259n el\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m bigan\u0259likd\u0259n,<br \/>\nDaha t\u0259s\u0259lliy\u0259 yox ehtiyac\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\t***<\/p>\n<p>Qanad\u0131m \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259n,<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259 qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcv\u0259nmi\u015fdim,heyif&#8230;<br \/>\nAl\u0131b m\u0259ni vurdun yer\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m bir az,<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qu\u015f kimi.<br \/>\nDedim bahar olub isit,<br \/>\nDem\u0259dim dondur q\u0131\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131dan \u00fczd\u00fcm \u0259limi,<br \/>\n\u00dcz tutma\u011fa yox bir adam.<br \/>\n\u00dczd\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n do\u011fmas\u0131,<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 yadam.<\/p>\n<p>Daha buz tutub \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\nYoxdu sevgi,yoxdu q\u0131l\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259, g\u0259lir\u0259m,t\u0259kliyim!<br \/>\nSevin,s\u0259nin\u0259m,ayr\u0131l\u0131q!<\/p>\n<p>\t***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n tez g\u0259ldim d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\nYoxsa s\u0259nmi gecikdin?<br \/>\nN\u0259 yollarda durmaqdan,<br \/>\nN\u0259 baxmaqdan bezikdim.<\/p>\n<p>Of&#8230;bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f n\u0259 imi\u015f,<br \/>\nB\u0259s n\u0259ymi\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131qlar?!<br \/>\nNec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259ksin bu d\u0259rdi<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi yaz\u0131qlar?<\/p>\n<p>Ax\u0131 indi neyl\u0259yim,<br \/>\nyoxsa g\u00fcl\u00fcm b\u0259xtim\u0259?<br \/>\nYa s\u0259n bir asca a\u011fla<br \/>\nM\u0259nimt\u0259k b\u0259xti k\u0259m\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Bu gec\u0259 el\u0259 uzun&#8230;<br \/>\nAh\u0131mdan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\nKims\u0259siz u\u015faq kimi<br \/>\nAd\u0131na q\u0131s\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcm s\u0131\u011fala h\u0259sr\u0259t,<br \/>\nBir xo\u015f s\u00f6z\u0259 acam m\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259ni q\u0131rma n\u0259 olar,<br \/>\nT\u0259k s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00f6htacam m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\t***<br \/>\nUnutmu\u015fam n\u0259 vaxtd\u0131,<br \/>\nx\u0259b\u0259rim yox&#8230; ad\u0131m\u0131.<br \/>\nbel\u0259mi \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rlar<br \/>\ndar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131?!<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259kl\u0259nib s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015fam<br \/>\ni\u00e7imd\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259.<br \/>\nDa\u015f\u0131y\u0131ram gec\u0259ni<br \/>\nkipriyimd\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l,k\u00fcl\u00fcml\u0259 oynama,<br \/>\n\u00e7oxdan s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f t\u0259ndir\u0259m.<br \/>\nN\u0259 adamdan-adamam,<br \/>\nn\u0259 q\u0259bird\u0259n q\u0259bir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n getdiyim yol deyil,<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 sondu&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018flimd\u0259n tutanlar\u0131n<br \/>\n\u0259li \u00e7ibind\u0259 dondu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bo\u015fla,n\u0259 varsa,getsin&#8230;<br \/>\nd\u0259rd etm\u0259,\u00f6mr\u00fcm-g\u00fcn\u00fcm!<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n as<br \/>\ns\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>* * * Bir arzum var i\u00e7imd\u0259,s\u0259ni deyib u\u00e7unar, Qanad\u0131 b\u0259rkim\u0259mi\u015f qaranqu\u015f balas\u0131d\u0131. Su i\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 titr\u0259y\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00d6mr\u00fcboyu \u00fcmidi g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 qalas\u0131d\u0131&#8230; H\u0259r gec\u0259 yuxusunda u\u00e7ar s\u0259sin\u0259 sar\u0131, H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r yuxusundan durar ham\u0131dan \u00f6nc\u0259. \u00c7\u0131rpar qanadlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimin ba\u015f\u0131na, S\u0259si tutular,ancaq susmaz s\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yinc\u0259. Birc\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259nddi,min ildi yol g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, Bir anda t\u0259slim olar g\u0259ls\u0259n [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23473","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23473","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23473"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23473\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23474,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23473\/revisions\/23474"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}