{"id":23524,"date":"2016-12-12T05:00:56","date_gmt":"2016-12-12T01:00:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23524"},"modified":"2016-12-12T09:18:05","modified_gmt":"2016-12-12T05:18:05","slug":"rahil%c9%99-dovran-bir-insan-omrun%c9%99-n%c9%99l%c9%99r-sigarmis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23524","title":{"rendered":"Rahil\u0259 D\u00d6VRAN.”Bir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r s\u0131\u011farm\u0131\u015f”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"rahileanam\"<\/a><\/p>\n

B\u0130R \u0130NSAN \u00d6MR\u00dcN\u018f N\u018fL\u018fR SI\u011eARMI\u015e\u2026
\nProloq<\/p>\n

N\u0259 zamand\u0131r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m d\u0259rin-d\u0259rin,
\nD\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m m\u0259n gec\u0259l\u0259r \u0259qlim il\u0259.
\nYaratmaq\u00e7\u00fcn dastan\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n \u00d6nd\u0259rin,
\nToplay\u0131ram d\u00fcrr-incil\u0259r gil\u0259-gil\u0259.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir qorxmaz \u0259sg\u0259riy\u0259m h\u0259qiq\u0259tin,
\nYazd\u0131qlar\u0131m \u00fcmmandak\u0131 bir damlad\u0131r.
\nS\u00f6z, s\u0259n\u0259t d\u0259 f\u00f6vq\u00fcnd\u0259dir m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin,
\nM\u0259nim gec\u0259m, h\u0259m g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm ilhamlad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

\u00dcm\u00fcmmilli liderim\u0259 olan sevgi,
\n\u0130nan\u0131ram \u00e7a\u011flayacaq q\u0259l\u0259mimd\u0259n.
\nH\u0259r qafiy\u0259m, h\u0259r bir hecam niz\u0259,s\u00fcng\u00fc,
\nS\u00f6z q\u0131l\u0131ncd\u0131r,d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k he\u00e7 \u0259limd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ts\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t s\u0259f\u0259rind\u0259n,
\n\u00d6lm\u0259zdir O,s\u0131ram\u0131zda biziml\u0259dir.
\nM\u0259st olmu\u015fam m\u00fcst\u0259qillik z\u0259f\u0259rind\u0259n,
\nUlu \u00d6nd\u0259r aram\u0131zda, biziml\u0259dir. <\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri al g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdir do\u011fma el\u0259,
\nAzadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, h\u00fcrr\u00fcyy\u0259tin \u015f\u00f6l\u0259sidir.
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sidir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb dil\u0259,
\nAtalar\u0131n, babalar\u0131n haqq s\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

Koro\u011flut\u0259k sin\u0259sind\u0259 d\u0259li n\u0259r\u0259,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259si n\u0259 sava\u015fd\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 qand\u0131r.
\nMill\u0259timin d\u0259rdl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259lh\u0259m, \u00e7ar\u0259,
\n\u00dcmidl\u0259ri q\u0259rq eyl\u0259y\u0259n bir \u00fcmmand\u0131r.<\/p>\n

C\u0259sar\u0259ti nu\u015f eyl\u0259di udum-udum,
\nQalib oldu cahangirl\u0259r meydan\u0131nda.
\nM\u00fcst\u0259qillik\u2026 Azad \u00f6lk\u0259m\u2026 G\u00fccl\u00fc ordum\u2026
\nOxa d\u00f6nd\u00fc z\u0259man\u0259nin kaman\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

\u0130deyas\u0131 istiqlal\u0131n r\u0259mzi olub,
\nAd\u0131 z\u0259f\u0259r bayra\u011f\u0131d\u0131r dal\u011falan\u0131r.
\nHeyd\u0259r e\u015fqi, Haqq s\u0259das\u0131 q\u0259lb\u0259 dolub,
\nG\u00fcn\u00fc-g\u00fcnd\u0259n m\u0259\u015f\u0259l kimi alovlan\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcn h\u0259r z\u0259rr\u0259si bir g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fdir,
\nQaranl\u0131\u011fa, z\u00fclm\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 qat\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n.
\nO, q\u0259lbl\u0259rd\u0259 ya\u015fayan e\u015fq, nur, at\u0259\u015fdir,
\nHara getdim ancaq bunu e\u015fitdim m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u015eah \u0259s\u0259ri azad, yeni Az\u0259rbaycan,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt-xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir baxanlara.
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259nim olan \u015fims\u0259k, tufan
\nYollar a\u00e7\u0131r z\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 xo\u015f anlara.<\/p>\n

HEYD\u018fR \u018fL\u0130YEV MUZEY\u0130ND\u018f<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131m b\u0259l\u0259d\u00e7it\u0259k yol g\u00f6st\u0259rir,
\nDayanm\u0131\u015fam muzeyind\u0259 \u00d6nd\u0259rimin.
\nG\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259r ke\u00e7ir bir-bir,
\nAxan ya\u015f\u0131n \u0259zizl\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r an\u0131ndan,
\nOna ba\u011fl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259t, foto, lal \u0259\u015fyalar.
\n\u00d6tm\u0259k olmur h\u0259yacans\u0131z yanlar\u0131ndan,
\nH\u0259r birind\u0259 gizli hikm\u0259t ,gizli \u0259srar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00c7evirir\u0259m z\u0259man\u0259nin ill\u0259rini,
\nT\u0259sbeh kimi d\u00fcz\u00fcm-d\u00fcz\u00fcm c\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259nib.
\n\u00dcmman olub m\u0259n i\u00e7ir\u0259m sell\u0259rini,
\nQara sa\u00e7a q\u0131rov d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, qar \u0259l\u0259nib.<\/p>\n

Min doqquz y\u00fcz iyirmi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn may ay\u0131nda,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck Tanr\u0131 \u0259ta etdi bir k\u00f6rp\u0259ni.
\nAy sevindi k\u0259hk\u0259\u015fanlar saray\u0131nda,
\nNur \u015f\u0259f\u0259q\u0259 boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 be\u015fik,n\u0259nni.<\/p>\n

B\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc O, \u0130zz\u0259t ana quca\u011f\u0131nda,
\nAt\u0259\u015f ald\u0131 \u018flirza k\u00fcr\u0259sind\u0259n.
\nPoladla\u015fd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn lap g\u0259nc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda,
\nT\u00fck \u00fcrp\u0259ndi qo\u00e7 Koro\u011flu n\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Dayanm\u0131\u015fam n\u0259h\u0259ng r\u0259smin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u0259n,
\nZaman donub, x\u0259yal co\u015fur, silk\u0259l\u0259nir.
\nKi\u00e7ik Heyd\u0259r s\u00fcz\u00fcr bizi \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259d\u0259n,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan q\u0259lb\u0259 h\u0259zin nur \u00e7il\u0259nir.<\/p>\n

Eksponat, h\u0259r n\u0259 varsa bir dastand\u0131r,
\nS\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n varaq-varaq.
\nT\u0259r-t\u0259mizdir, l\u0259k\u0259sizdir, g\u00fcl\u00fcstand\u0131r,
\nU\u015faq kimi t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 bax\u0131r maraq.<\/p>\n

Bu insanla nec\u0259 q\u00fcrur duymayasan?
\nH\u0259r bir an\u0131 v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q.
\nNec\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcb g\u00f6z \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoymayasan?!
\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131 saxlamay\u0131b birc\u0259 anl\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131ram m\u0259n Onun qiym\u0259t c\u0259dv\u0259lin\u0259,
\nQarda\u015f kimi qucaqla\u015f\u0131b, bax\u0131r be\u015fl\u0259r.
\nBa\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m c\u0259fake\u015flik heyk\u0259lin\u0259,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259r, t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259-t\u0259r.<\/p>\n

H\u0259rbi mundir s\u0131x\u0131r enli sin\u0259sini,
\n\u00c7ox yara\u015f\u0131r c\u00fcss\u0259sin\u0259 bu \u015fux geyim.
\nYeni-yeni qurur \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t binas\u0131n\u0131,
\nH\u00fcn\u0259r dolu xidm\u0259tl\u0259rin hans\u0131n deyim?\u2026<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rli-z\u0259rli, ulduzludur paqonlar\u0131,
\nQam\u0259tin\u0259 bi\u00e7ilibdir sanki Haqqdan.
\n\u018fz\u0259m\u0259ti titr\u0259d\u0259c\u0259k nadanlar\u0131,
\nV\u0259tn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qurban deyib can\u0131 \u00e7oxdan.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcym\u0259l\u0259ri c\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r kimi,
\nOrdenl\u0259ri q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q maya\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.
\nH\u0259y\u0259can\u0131m bir romantik \u0259s\u0259r kimi,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r ilham\u0131m\u0131n bula\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

C\u0259ngav\u0259rdir t\u0259ltifl\u0259ri,medallar\u0131,
\nH\u0259r birinin ayr\u0131ca bir dastan\u0131 var.
\nS\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131ml\u0131,s\u0259rt qayal\u0131 o yollar\u0131n,
\nYadda\u015f\u0131na h\u0259kk olunmu\u015f \u00e7ox an\u0131 var.<\/p>\n

K\u0259m\u0259nd at\u0131b ram eyl\u0259di O,zirv\u0259ni,
\nQartal kimi u\u00e7rumlardan s\u00fcz\u00fcb ke\u00e7di.
\n\u015e\u0259f\u0259qiyl\u0259 ayd\u0131nlatd\u0131 duman, \u00e7\u0259ni,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 zirehl\u0259ri d\u0259lib ke\u00e7di.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Dal\u0131b fikir d\u00fcnyas\u0131na, x\u0259yal gedir o \u00e7a\u011flara,
\nSovet d\u00f6vr\u00fc\u2026 A\u011f\u0131r zaman\u2026 \u0130nl\u0259yirdi Az\u0259rbaycan\u2026
\nOdlar yurdu tapdaq idi h\u0259m q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, h\u0259m a\u011flara,
\nKommunist\u0259, ateist\u0259, qan qoxuyan al\u00e7aqlara.<\/p>\n

Varidat\u0131m b\u0259x\u015fi\u015f kimi paylanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 sa\u011fa-sola,
\nYem olmu\u015fduq a\u011fz\u0131 qanl\u0131 \u00e7aqqallara, quz\u011funlara.
\nTalanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 nem\u0259tl\u0259rim, dikilmi\u015fdi g\u00f6zl\u0259r yola,
\nS\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ilan kimi, \u00f6z\u00fcm qartal ola-ola.<\/p>\n

Bu ba\u011fr\u0131 qan, viran olmu\u015f yurda oldun sahib duran,
\n\u00d6z xalq\u0131na, mill\u0259tin\u0259 arxa oldun, dayaq oldun.
\nUlu \u00f6nd\u0259r, Ba\u015f Komandan, alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131 s\u0259ni zaman,
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla f\u0259xr eyl\u0259di, hey \u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fc qo\u00e7a Turan.<\/p>\n

Al g\u00fcn\u0259\u015ft\u0259k yay\u0131landa z\u0259rrin-z\u0259rrin \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rin,
\nH\u0259yat verdi h\u0259rar\u0259tin buz ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f \u00f6lk\u0259miz\u0259.
\nNurland\u0131rd\u0131n v\u0259t\u0259nimin s\u0259mas\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcf\u00fcql\u0259rin,
\nQama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131n \u011f\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259rin, r\u0259qibl\u0259rin.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmman kimi boy g\u00f6st\u0259rdin t\u00fc\u011fyan eden n\u0259h\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259,
\nH\u0259r d\u0259qiq\u0259n, h\u0259r saniy\u0259n xalq\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nQ\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sidir boy\u00fck adin al s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259,
\nYatm\u0131\u015f vulkan, f\u0131rt\u0131nad\u0131r, z\u0259lz\u0259l\u0259dir z\u0259hmin,g\u00fcc\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Canl\u0131 bir \u015fahiddir foto, s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259r,
\nD\u00f6vr\u00fcn, zaman\u0259nin aynas\u0131 kimi.
\nYurdun h\u0259m gec\u0259si.g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc z\u0259h\u0259r,
\nR\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259r xalq\u0131na bir asi kimi.<\/p>\n

Na\u015f\u0131 siyas\u0259td\u0259n p\u0259jm\u00fcrd\u0259 v\u0259t\u0259n,
\nQartal cayna\u011f\u0131nda qanl\u0131 ov kimi.
\nH\u0259r rayon, b\u00f6lg\u0259d\u0259 boran, duman \u00e7\u0259n,
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcyub olk\u0259ni qar, q\u0131rov kimi.<\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n s\u0259mas\u0131nda parlaq G\u00fcn\u0259\u015ft\u0259k,
\nCan verdi \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259y\u0259,g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u0259 bird\u0259n.
\n\u018fld\u0259 misri q\u0131l\u0131nc h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k,
\nHeyd\u0259r qisas ald\u0131 f\u0259l\u0259k, q\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u0130ntibah yol a\u00e7d\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycana,
\nKe\u00e7ici bayraqlar ard-arda g\u0259ldi.
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00f6rn\u0259k olduq b\u00fct\u00fcn cahana,
\nV\u0259t\u0259nin \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti, ad\u0131 y\u00fcks\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

\u0130ttifaq h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259 ba\u015f \u0259ydi Ona,
\nM\u0259rk\u0259zi Komit\u0259 Ondan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nOdlar \u00f6lk\u0259sinin m\u0259tin o\u011fluna,
\n\u201cSiyasi B\u00fcro da dostdu, qarda\u015fd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Heyd\u0259r d\u00f6n\u00fcr ittifaqda \u0259fsan\u0259y\u0259,
\nMoskvan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 o,bir incidir.
\nZ\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 mahn\u0131, n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 dey\u0259-dey\u0259,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 ildir Az\u0259rbaycan birincidir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259ki r\u0259hb\u0259rl\u0259ri ovsunlad\u0131.
\nO,d\u00fcnyan\u0131 valeh etdi h\u00fcn\u0259riyl\u0259.
\nN\u0259 etdis\u0259 bunuV\u0259t\u0259n borcu sayd\u0131,
\nQ\u00fcrur duydu Ulu mill\u0259t Heyd\u0259riyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox ciddiydi \u201cB\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u201d n\u0259zar\u0259ti,
\nAmma Heyd\u0259r bu s\u0259dl\u0259ri y\u0131xd\u0131, a\u015fd\u0131.
\nOnun b\u00f6y\u00fck siyas\u0259td\u0259 m\u0259har\u0259ti,
\nK\u0259hk\u0259\u015fana, \u00fcmmanlara ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131.<\/p>\n

O qaytard\u0131 sahibin\u0259 do\u011fma dili,
\nAd ver\u0259r\u0259k alq\u0131\u015flad\u0131 D\u0259d\u0259 Qorqud.
\nO, Xaqani, O, Nizami, O, F\u00fczuli,
\nF\u0259xr eyl\u0259di: \u00d6nd\u0259riyl\u0259 bu ulu yurd.<\/p>\n

Hey i\u00e7dikc\u0259 onun z\u0259ka bula\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nS\u00fcsl\u0259nirdi b\u00f6y\u00fck sovet, rus d\u00f6vl\u0259ti.
\nNur al\u0131rd\u0131 parlaq idrak \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nMayak idi \u0259r \u00d6nd\u0259rin g\u00fcc-q\u00fcvv\u0259ti.<\/p>\n

Tan\u0131nmayan bir \u00f6lk\u0259ni m\u0259\u015fhur etdi,
\nD\u00fcnya duydu Az\u0259rbaycan,Bak\u0131 ad\u0131n.
\nSusuz,\u015foran s\u0259hralarda g\u00fcll\u0259r bitdi,
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xt etdi bu diyar\u0131n h\u0259r \u00f6vlad\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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