{"id":23555,"date":"2016-12-14T03:00:06","date_gmt":"2016-12-13T23:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23555"},"modified":"2016-12-14T10:07:22","modified_gmt":"2016-12-14T06:07:22","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvaz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23555","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"1423756700_sefa-xanim\"<\/a><\/p>\n

u\u015faq idik…
\nevimizd\u0259n evinizin dam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi…
\nbir-balaca.<\/p>\n

h\u0259l\u0259 onda
\nqon\u015fum idin sad\u0259c\u0259.
\nmahiyy\u0259tini anlam\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdim h\u0259l\u0259 o vaxt
\nsonra m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ziz olar
\ndam\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n o hiss\u0259si…
\nu\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan v\u0259 qon\u015fulu\u011fumuzdan xatir\u0259 kimi…<\/p>\n

u\u015faq idik…
\nevimizd\u0259n evinizin dam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi…
\nboylanmazd\u0131m he\u00e7 o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r kimi idi
\nsizin ki\u00e7ik eviniz d\u0259…
\nb\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rim vard\u0131,
\nbir d\u0259 h\u0259kim olmaq…
\nb\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm, amma h\u0259kim olmad\u0131m<\/p>\n

ilk arzumdu
\nilk ist\u0259yim…
\nqayalara \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan…
\n\u00e7ilikl\u0259n\u0259n \u00fcmidimin
\ngetmir s\u0259si qula\u011f\u0131mdan…
\ns\u0259n vard\u0131n bird\u0259
\nqon\u015fum idin sad\u0259c\u0259
\nh\u0259l\u0259 onda…<\/p>\n

sonralar s\u0131nan \u00fcmidl\u0259rimin c\u0259rg\u0259sin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fan
\nf\u0259rqli n\u0259s\u0259 vard\u0131
\ns\u0259ni h\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm zaman
\nbeynimd\u0259 dola\u015fan….<\/p>\n

t\u0259k bildiyim indi daha adi bir \u015fey deyil
\nevinizin g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n o hiss\u0259si…
\nb\u0259z\u0259n \u00fcmiddi, b\u0259z\u0259n t\u0259nhal\u0131q…
\nb\u0259z\u0259n k\u0259d\u0259r, b\u0259z\u0259n utancaql\u0131q..
\nindi el\u0259 bax\u0131ram ki, evinizin dam\u0131na…
\nsanki bir g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b oturacaqsan s\u0259n orda…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259
\n“\u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bax” dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,
\nSonra d\u00f6n\u00fcb arxaya bel\u0259 baxmadan
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131ma tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b
\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu s\u0259nd\u0259n qa\u00e7maq.
\nSonra d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, \u00e7ox s\u0259hl\u0259nkarsan.
\nBaxa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n
\nM\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 S\u0259n\u0259
\nV\u0259 itirib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc
\nYollarda qalacaqsan…
\n\u018fn pisi is\u0259 odur ki
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn bel\u0259
\nQa\u00e7acaqsan \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n.
\nV\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn
\nM\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r uzaqda olsam bel\u0259
\n\u00d6ls\u0259m m\u0259zar\u0131m, qalsam \u00fcr\u0259yim s\u0131zlayacaq.
\nV\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyin sonunda
\nOlan m\u0259n\u0259 olacaq…
\n28.11.2016 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

u\u015faq idik… evimizd\u0259n evinizin dam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi… bir-balaca. h\u0259l\u0259 onda qon\u015fum idin sad\u0259c\u0259. mahiyy\u0259tini anlam\u0131rd\u0131m. d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259zdim h\u0259l\u0259 o vaxt sonra m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ziz olar dam\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n o hiss\u0259si… u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan v\u0259 qon\u015fulu\u011fumuzdan xatir\u0259 kimi… u\u015faq idik… evimizd\u0259n evinizin dam\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi… boylanmazd\u0131m he\u00e7 o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn evl\u0259r kimi idi sizin ki\u00e7ik eviniz d\u0259… b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k haqq\u0131nda fikirl\u0259rim vard\u0131, bir d\u0259 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23555","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23555","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23555"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23555\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23559,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23555\/revisions\/23559"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23555"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23555"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23555"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}