{"id":23570,"date":"2016-12-15T01:00:27","date_gmt":"2016-12-14T21:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23570"},"modified":"2016-12-15T10:35:46","modified_gmt":"2016-12-15T06:35:46","slug":"fidan-abbasova-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-15","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=23570","title":{"rendered":"Fidan ABBASOVA.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s020.radikal.ru\/i708\/1612\/ba\/3c3b7b4920e7.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdim<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdim<br \/>\nSevm\u0259dim x\u0259yan\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fmaz<br \/>\nm\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdim<br \/>\na\u015fiqs\u0259n susarsan dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaz.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f deyil bilir\u0259m bunu<br \/>\nn\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fc xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259 d\u0259ki sonu<br \/>\n\u0259ynin\u0259 ke\u00e7irib bir nifr\u0259t donu<br \/>\n\u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 kin tutar daha bar\u0131\u015fmaz..<\/p>\n<p>Yazd\u0131qca yaz\u0131lar q\u0259mli \u015ferl\u0259r<br \/>\noxyub a\u011fladar \u00f6zl\u00fc s\u0259tirl\u0259r<br \/>\nbir g\u00fcn unudarsan bel\u0259 deyirl\u0259r<br \/>\ninsan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn he\u00e7vaxt unutmaz..<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u00f6m\u00fcr paysada tanr\u0131dan biz\u0259<br \/>\nisd\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259<br \/>\ninsan m\u00f6htac qal\u0131b adi bir s\u00f6z\u0259<br \/>\ndem\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259r \u00fczd\u0259 tap\u0131lmaz&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Fidan misralardan as\u0131l\u0131 qalan<br \/>\nh\u0259r bax\u0131\u015f bir sevgi deyildir inan<br \/>\nunudar sanark\u0259n \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u0259r zaman<br \/>\nbird\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki yolun tap\u0131lmaz<\/p>\n<p>Susma\u011f\u0131n cox cavab\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p>anlayana bil\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nB\u0259z\u0259n yar\u0131 yol gedib dizl\u0259ri qanayark\u0259n<br \/>\ns\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ar\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nBilm\u0259diyin s\u0259fl\u0259rin , etm\u0259diyin g\u00fcnah\u0131n, qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n savab\u0131n<br \/>\nyaln\u0131z s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t i\u015fmi\u015f anlad\u0131m..<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r ac ruhumuz d\u00fczg\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u0259, d\u00fczl\u00fcy\u0259<br \/>\nvaxta tapa bilmirik baxa bil\u0259k g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259<br \/>\n\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 yad olub do\u011fmala\u015f\u0131b \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nel\u0259 i\u00e7d\u0259n yan\u0131r\u0131q he\u00e7 bilmirik do\u011frumu<br \/>\ns\u0259ni m\u0259nd\u0259n gizl\u0259dib \u00e7ala bil\u0259n o\u011frumu<br \/>\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn bir h\u0259sr\u0259t il\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc danlad\u0131m&#8230;..<br \/>\nBir \u0259limd\u0259 ya\u011f oldu, bir dilimd\u0259 bal oldu<br \/>\n\u00e7evrildim bax\u0131m dala g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 yox oldu<br \/>\nh\u0259qiq\u0259tin saylar\u0131.<br \/>\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti axdar\u0131b, s\u0259ad\u0259ti qovark\u0259n<br \/>\nsank\u0131 ipd\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 calark\u0259n<br \/>\nharda g\u00fcnah edmi\u015fik bir g\u00fcn s\u0259nd\u0259n sormad\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u0131nayaraq qism\u0259ti taleyim\u0259 k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\no q\u0259d\u0259r zaman\u0131m\u0131 bo\u015f-bo\u015funa g\u0259zmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\nu\u015faq vaxt\u0131 kimis\u0259 xo\u015fum g\u0259lib sevmi\u015f\u0259m<br \/>\n\u00fcsd\u00fcnd\u0259n zaman ke\u00e7ib cavanl\u0131qdan \u0259s\u0259r yox<br \/>\nsevgi bel\u0259mi olur n\u0259 etdims\u0259 qanmad\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nH\u0259r c\u0259faya d\u00f6z\u0259n\u0259 tanr\u0131 qulu deyilm\u0259z<br \/>\nsevirs\u0259ns\u0259 tez \u0259yil e\u015fqd\u0259 q\u00fcrur \u0259yilm\u0259z<br \/>\nhe\u00e7mi insan bir d\u0259f\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 sevinm\u0259z<br \/>\nyaln\u0131z k\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fckl\u0259dik bu qism\u0259t\u0259 bu b\u0259xd\u0259<br \/>\ns\u0259ni \u00f6mr\u00fcm boyunca xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyim sanmad\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nYaz\u0131b, pozub n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u00fcml\u0259l\u0259ri yaratd\u0131m<br \/>\ng\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7di i\u00e7imd\u0259 fani d\u00fcnya yaratd\u0131m<br \/>\ng\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcc\u0259 san\u0131b \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qaraltd\u0131m<br \/>\nFidan h\u0259sr\u0259t bir olsa bitm\u0259z deyirl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259<br \/>\nBilm\u0259diyin s\u0259fl\u0259rin , etm\u0259diyin g\u00fcnah\u0131n, qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n savab\u0131n<br \/>\nyaln\u0131z s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259t i\u015fmi\u015f anlad\u0131m..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdim M\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada sev\u0259 bil\u0259rdim Sevm\u0259dim x\u0259yan\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 yara\u015fmaz m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n sonrada \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259rdim a\u015fiqs\u0259n susarsan dild\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fmaz. \u00d6lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f deyil bilir\u0259m bunu n\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fc xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259 d\u0259ki sonu \u0259ynin\u0259 ke\u00e7irib bir nifr\u0259t donu \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259 kin tutar daha bar\u0131\u015fmaz.. Yazd\u0131qca yaz\u0131lar q\u0259mli \u015ferl\u0259r oxyub a\u011fladar \u00f6zl\u00fc s\u0259tirl\u0259r bir g\u00fcn [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23570","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23570","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23570"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23570\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23571,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23570\/revisions\/23571"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23570"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23570"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23570"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}