{"id":24381,"date":"2017-02-17T03:00:31","date_gmt":"2017-02-16T23:00:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24381"},"modified":"2017-02-17T10:31:06","modified_gmt":"2017-02-17T06:31:06","slug":"sundus-arslan-akca-ask-diyordu-suara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24381","title":{"rendered":"S\u00fcnd\u00fcs ARSLAN AK\u00c7A.&#8221;A\u015eK D\u0130YORDU \u015eUARA&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/0800.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/0800-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-24388\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/0800-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/0800.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Her \u015fair; biraz deli, biraz veli ve \u00e7ok\u00e7a h\u00fcz\u00fcn\u2026 Kahkahalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u00fcz\u00fclen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na tan\u0131k olursunuz. G\u00f6zlerinde ta\u015f\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00e7ocukla\u015fan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131na dald\u0131k\u00e7a, kendinizi dipsiz bir kuyuda bulursunuz.<br \/>\nKi \u015fair dostlar\u0131n\u0131z olduysa her birlikteli\u011finiz \u00f6zleme gebe kalarak gider. Heyecanla, umutla ve belki a\u00e7, susuz gibi beklerken gidi\u015fleri y\u00fcre\u011finizde derin izler b\u0131rak\u0131r. Nihayetinde \u00f6yle de oldu. Heyecanl\u0131 bekleyi\u015fim d\u00f6rt g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcne\u015fi gibi s\u00f6nd\u00fc. Y\u00fcre\u011fimin yorgunlu\u011fu bedenimi a\u015ft\u0131. \u015eiir meclislerinin \u00f6zlemi gitmeden k\u00f6\u015fesine kuruldu. Sobadan \u00e7\u0131kan \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131lar e\u015fli\u011finde \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumluyor.<br \/>\nGittiniz sessiz sedas\u0131z, \u015fiirlerinizi g\u00f6merek y\u00fcre\u011fime. Gittiniz gelme umuduna beleyerek y\u00fcre\u011fimi. Belkiler biriktiriyorum yine. \u00d6mr\u00fcn kalan\u0131na \u015fiir \u00fcfleyerek\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cNe zaman ay \u00e7\u0131kar bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7\u00f6ker<br \/>\nA\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n, d\u00fc\u015flere bin umut eker<br \/>\n\u0130hsan et, bir gece gel ey Mahpeyker<br \/>\nVarsan \u015fad olurum yoksan \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm \/\/ Kenan Yavuzarslan\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015eairin \u015fiirlerinde, edas\u0131yla ince ve ay par\u00e7as\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcyle dola\u015fan Mahpeyker, \u2018\u2019kad\u0131n \u015fiirdir\u2019\u2019 diyen ba\u015fka bir \u015fairi hat\u0131rlatt\u0131.<br \/>\n\u015eair, Mahpeyker\u2019i y\u00fcre\u011fimize nak\u0131\u015f nak\u0131\u015f i\u015fleyip gitti. \u015eiirin hik\u00e2yesi de \u015fiirler kadar g\u00fczeldi. Tebess\u00fcm\u00fc y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze sadaka niyeti ile b\u0131rak\u0131p\u2026<br \/>\n\u015eiir yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Niksar ve Tokat\u2019ta art arda iki g\u00fcn iki gece s\u00fcren \u015fiir \u015f\u00f6lenleri yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yordu, k\u0131rk g\u00fcn k\u0131rk gece s\u00fcrecekmi\u015f gibi.<br \/>\nEvet, \u015fiir yeni ba\u015fl\u0131yordu ve \u015fuaran\u0131n topland\u0131\u011f\u0131 bug\u00fcnde y\u00fcrekler \u015fiir dev\u015firiyordu. Biz susuyorduk dizeler konu\u015fuyordu bu gece. Ruh, kana kana nasipleniyordu dizelerden.<\/p>\n<p>Ve Sustu Ku\u015flar<br \/>\n\u2018\u2019\u2026<br \/>\nHayat<br \/>\nBir damla su ka\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 serinli\u011finde \u00e7arpt\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcme<br \/>\nDenizin \u00e7al\u0131p ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 kum taneleri doldurdu g\u00f6zlerimi<br \/>\nAc\u0131tt\u0131m b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm y\u00fcre\u011fimi<br \/>\nS\u0131kt\u0131k\u00e7a di\u015flerimi inci do\u011furdu bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m<br \/>\nSustu i\u00e7imde ku\u015flar \/\/ Hava K\u00f6seo\u011flu \u2018\u2019<br \/>\n\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Parmaklar\u0131m ok\u015fuyor a\u011fr\u0131yan dizelerin sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131. Sustuk\u00e7a ku\u015flar, b\u00fcy\u00fcyor \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m. Dizeler kalbimin nabz\u0131n\u0131 tutuyor. \u00d6ylece b\u0131rak\u0131yorum kendimi\u2026<br \/>\nDerin bir suskunluk sarmalam\u0131\u015f salonu, b\u00fcy\u00fc bozulacakm\u0131\u015f gibi. Bir g\u00fczel adam kalk\u0131yor yerinden sahneye do\u011fru. Duru\u015fu m\u00fctevaz\u0131, y\u00fcre\u011fi engin\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar y\u00fcz\u00fcnde yer bulmu\u015f kendine<br \/>\nDilimize dolanan o g\u00fczel t\u00fcrk\u00fc ki \u015fairin y\u00fcre\u011finden kopup gelen dizelerden ve \u015fairin hayat\u0131ndan kesitler biliyorsan\u0131z bir o kadar daha anlaml\u0131 oluyor \u015fiir de t\u00fcrk\u00fc de\u2026<br \/>\n\u2018\u2019yaz\u0131n ya\u011far kar ba\u015f\u0131ma\u2019\u2019 diyor Osman Nebio\u011flu,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cH\u0131\u015f\u0131r Osman yanar bitmez<br \/>\nOcak i\u00e7te baca t\u00fctmez<br \/>\nZalim felek sanki yetmez<br \/>\nBir de vurur y\u00e2r ba\u015f\u0131ma.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu \u015fiir ve ezgi ile ilk g\u00f6rev yerim olan Erzurum\u2019da tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Odur budur da s\u00f6ylenir dilden dile, dokunur g\u00f6n\u00fcllere\u2026<br \/>\nAlk\u0131\u015flar \u015fiir i\u00e7indi, \u015fair i\u00e7indi ve devam\u0131 i\u00e7indi. Kendisine kalan, alk\u0131\u015flar bir de y\u00fcrek terinden damlalar olan dizeler\u2026<br \/>\nZaman ak\u0131p gidiyordu. Tenler eskiyordu zaman i\u00e7inde. K\u0131yametler kopar\u0131yordu \u015fair, bazen de dura\u011fanla\u015f\u0131yordu\u2026 Hayat\u0131n sunduklar\u0131 ve yerden yere vuru\u015flar\u0131 iyiden iyiye g\u00fc\u00e7lendiriyordu \u015fairi. Sabr\u0131n ve tevekk\u00fcl\u00fcn s\u0131rr\u0131na erince insan g\u00fcl\u00fcp ge\u00e7ebiliyordu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131na. Kabulleni\u015f sarmalad\u0131k\u00e7a y\u00fcre\u011fi, sevgi bayrak a\u00e7\u0131yordu. D\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131n reng\u00e2renk \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle donan\u0131yor. H\u00fcz\u00fcn de bu bah\u00e7enin \u00e7i\u00e7eklerindendi hi\u00e7 solmayan\u2026<br \/>\nVe \u015fair bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011finden geliyordu;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;d\u00fc\u015fsel varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n belki g\u00f6zlerimde kalan,<br \/>\nsen ey h\u00fcz\u00fcn bulutum,<br \/>\nsen girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131n ya d\u00fc\u015flerime,<br \/>\nben, beni unuttum<br \/>\ny\u0131ld\u0131zlara g\u00f6zlerimi emanet ediyorum,<br \/>\n\u00e7oban y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131na \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla,<br \/>\n\u201csevda y\u00fckl\u00fc kervanlar\u201d \u015fark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dinletiyorum.<br \/>\nve her uyan\u0131\u015f\u0131mda senli geceden<br \/>\nsensiz sabaha \/\/ Nermin Akkan\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yledir\u2026<br \/>\nParmaklar\u0131 t\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6zleri hasret kokan bir uykusuz d\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcrken g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti, bir mart\u0131 simidini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcrken denize, su yutarken bir bal\u0131k, bir yaln\u0131z g\u00f6\u011fe bat\u0131r\u0131rken kirpiklerini ve karar\u0131rken g\u00fcn aniden; bir sahil kasabas\u0131 Eyl\u00fcle, Eyl\u00fcl g\u00fcze, g\u00fcz h\u00fczne, h\u00fcz\u00fcn ya\u011fmura d\u00f6ner y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc.<br \/>\nBirka\u00e7 damla d\u00fc\u015fer k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da ve ad\u0131: \u2018\u2019\u015fiir\u2019\u2019 olur.\u2019\u2019 diyor \u015fair; Yavuz Do\u011fan. Ve ard\u0131ndan<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019Seni sevmek aynada g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm y\u00fcze bak\u0131p<br \/>\nKudretini yeniden anlamak Yaradan\u2019\u0131n<br \/>\nKimli\u011fimi sahipsiz bir yetime b\u0131rak\u0131p<br \/>\nYelkovan suretiyle sahibi olmak an\u0131n. \u2018\u2019<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiir doru\u011fa do\u011fru t\u0131rmand\u0131k\u00e7a \u015fairinde bak\u0131\u015flar bir o kadar a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 iner. Ruhundaki inceli\u011fi ve mahcubiyeti duru\u015fundan, g\u00f6zlerinden okursunuz. Gidip gelmeler boy verir y\u00fcre\u011finde. Bazen an\u2019a s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131lan kahkahalardan g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131r size. Ve sessizlik \u00e7\u00f6ker \u00fczerinize, \u015fiir dersiniz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTan\u0131mam Leyla, \u015eirin; Asl\u0131\u2019n\u0131n da asl\u0131y\u0131m!<br \/>\nSon as\u0131rl\u0131k sevdan\u0131n, s\u00fcr\u00fcp giden fasl\u0131y\u0131m;<br \/>\nG\u00fclistan\u0131 tarumar b\u00fclb\u00fcl gibi yasl\u0131y\u0131m!<br \/>\nCan evime kor alev d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc seni beklerken!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Dizeleri ile gelir Deniz Garipcan. G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc kalemine yaslayan g\u00fczel\u2026 Sesindeki s\u00fck\u00fbnet, y\u00fcre\u011fin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar\u0131na gem vurmu\u015f sanki. Ve \u015fiirler a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131 ve \u015fiirler y\u00fcre\u011fin g\u00f6zesi \u015fairde.<br \/>\nS\u00fczg\u00fcn bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131mda s\u00fcrg\u00fcn veriyordu h\u00fcz\u00fcn. Bu bahar epey yol alaca\u011fa benzer. Toprak uyand\u0131k\u00e7a k\u00f6klenece\u011fe benzer.<br \/>\nSar\u0131 s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n koynunda ter d\u00f6k\u00fcyorum. Duman\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnde duygular, is tutacak zaman sonra.<br \/>\nKaras\u0131na vebal \u00e7alaca\u011f\u0131m biliyorum. Tutacak iki yakamdan yine.<br \/>\nH\u00fcz\u00fcn \u015fairinin dizeleri dolan\u0131yor dilime,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHeybemde dervi\u015f i\u015f\u00e7ili\u011fi bir sab\u0131r<br \/>\nUyur da uyanamaz \u00f6mr\u00fc vefas\u0131z olanlar<br \/>\nSahi ne \u00e7ok insan b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u00fcm<br \/>\nYerini y\u2019ellere b\u0131rakan \/\/ Recep Y\u0131lmaz\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k her birimiz farkl\u0131 iklimlerin s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131na. Etraf\u0131m\u0131zda kalabal\u0131klardan barikatlar\u2026 Bulundu\u011fumuz \u015fehirler dard\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimize. Kendimize sustuklar\u0131m\u0131z boyumuzu a\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u0130simlendiremedi\u011fimiz bir haldi bizimki.<br \/>\nVe ac\u0131 neredeyse biz ordayd\u0131k. Ac\u0131ya ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, zulme isyan\u0131m\u0131z \u015fiir kadard\u0131. A\u011fr\u0131yan yanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 belerken yine dizelere s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Susma vakti\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHangi mazlumun ah\u0131 \u00e7are olur bu derde?<br \/>\nYaradan hesap sorsun merhametsiz namerde<br \/>\nAte\u015f yanar, kor olur kavrulan y\u00fcreklerde<br \/>\n\u0130smi Karaba\u011f olan k\u00f6z\u00fcn durur Can diyar \/\/ Z\u00fcbeyde G\u00f6kbulut\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiir, y\u00fcrekleri yak\u0131n k\u0131land\u0131. Ritmine b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda sizi al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyordu \u00f6telere.<br \/>\nNerede oldu\u011funuzdan bihaber hayalin sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131nda sal\u0131n\u0131p durursunuz. Diyar diyar dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r sizi. Bir \u00e7e\u015fme ba\u015f\u0131nda testisini dolduran y\u00e2rin oyas\u0131na ba\u011flar y\u00fcre\u011finizi. Bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n esiri eder \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fczce.<br \/>\nAnadolu; duygunun, \u015fiirin be\u015fi\u011fi de\u011fil midir? A\u015fkla yo\u011frulmu\u015f bu topraklar\u0131n her zerresinden \u015fiirler, t\u00fcrk\u00fcler filizlenmi\u015ftir. Ve filizlenmeye de devam edecektir.<\/p>\n<p>Ve \u015fiir diyelim biz yine\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cBir nakka\u015f gibi oyard\u0131m y\u00fcre\u011fimin ortas\u0131na ismini<br \/>\nAd\u0131n ne zaman s\u00f6ylense deli \u00e7aylar gibi co\u015fard\u0131m<br \/>\nD\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fcm y\u00fckseklerden g\u00f6rkl\u00fc \u00e7avlanlar\u0131n sesiyle<br \/>\nAl\u00e7aklara inerdim; durulurdum, dinginle\u015firdim<br \/>\nBir s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct a\u011fac\u0131na yaslan\u0131rd\u0131m mavi sular ba\u015f\u0131nda<br \/>\nZeytin yapraklar\u0131 a\u00e7ard\u0131, Mara\u015f\u2019a gelirdi ilkyaz<br \/>\nSen, Mara\u015f\u2019ta g\u00f6zlerimin ni\u015fan\u0131yd\u0131n Ferahnaz\u2026 \/\/ Celalettin Kurt\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Gelip ge\u00e7icili\u011fin hissiyat\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fck iyiden iyiye. Mek\u00e2nlar elimizden tutup varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde dola\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordu. Ve yokluk m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yordu kula\u011f\u0131m\u0131za sevginin sadece arkam\u0131zda kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Ve yokluk dokunduruyordu eksik yanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcn gelecek tamamlanma f\u0131rsat\u0131n\u0131 bulamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve yok olu\u015fun as\u0131l varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk basama\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu Yaradan. Biz yok olmadan var olman\u0131n inanc\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcnerek ve eksik yanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 rahmet ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 ile y\u0131kayarak gidiyorduk. Ve \u015fair hissiyat\u0131n dizeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerden sesleniyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;\u015eu yalan d\u00fcnyada \u00fcryan gezerim<br \/>\nG\u00f6mle\u011fimi y\u0131rtan eli affettim<br \/>\nFukaray\u0131m harman harman gezerim<br \/>\nTanemi se\u00e7meyen yeli affettim \/\/ Nedime Ekinci&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuk diyor \u015fair ve bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun y\u00fcre\u011finden k\u00f6pr\u00fc kuruyor y\u00fcreklerimize. B\u00fcy\u00fck kavgalar\u0131m\u0131zla d\u00fcnyay\u0131 kendilerine dar etti\u011fimiz \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026 Korkunun, endi\u015fenin ve kaybedi\u015fin \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131nda bo\u011fulan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026<br \/>\nVe binlerce \u00f6len \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm, en \u00e7ok da sana yak\u0131\u015fm\u0131yor \u00e7ocuk. En \u00e7ok da sana\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2018\u2019\u2026<br \/>\nBir tek ben seslendi\u011fimde ko\u015fan<br \/>\nSinesinde sadece<br \/>\nBenim kokumu saklayan<br \/>\nElinde ba\u015fka birisinin biberonuyla<br \/>\nOdadan odaya ko\u015fturmayan<br \/>\nKokusu hep ayn\u0131 kalan<br \/>\n\u00d6nl\u00fcks\u00fcz formas\u0131z<br \/>\n\u00d6yle \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f tane de\u011fil,<br \/>\nTek bir annem olsun,<br \/>\nSadece benim olsun \/\/ \u00c2lim Yavuz\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk diyordu \u015euara\u2026<br \/>\n\u201c\u015eimdi A\u015fk\u201d diyordu \u015fair. O a\u015fk de\u011fil miydi ilham\u0131 kalplerimize sunan. Suna\u011f\u0131ndan nasiplendiren. O a\u015fk de\u011fil miydi, tiryakisi k\u0131lan\u2026<br \/>\nKalpler a\u015fk ile a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu, dizeler savruluyordu sa\u011fa sola. Eksik kal\u0131yordu savrulanlar, yetmiyordu, yetemiyorduk. Ve y\u00fcre\u011fin \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131 bitmiyordu. Ve duman b\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc y\u00fcreklerimizi. B\u00fct\u00fcn dizeler u\u00e7up gidiyordu ku\u015f kanad\u0131nda.<br \/>\nVe \u015fair A\u015fk diyordu;<\/p>\n<p>\u2026.<br \/>\n\u2018\u2019ey b\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131<br \/>\n\u015fimdi bir tek damlanla y\u00fcre\u011fimizde tufan<br \/>\n\u015fimdi k\u0131yam<br \/>\n\u015fimdi a\u015fk<br \/>\nba\u015fka ne varsa yalan<br \/>\n\u015fimdi secdedeyiz<br \/>\n\u015fimdi b\u00fct\u00fcn arzulara isyan<\/p>\n<p>toplam\u0131\u015f geliyorlar sonsuz bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn mazlumlar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nve \u00f6l\u00fcm ve yoksulluk ve ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\ng\u00f6n\u00fcl \u00e7\u00f6llerinin yak\u0131c\u0131 kumlar\u0131ndan \/\/ S\u0131tk\u0131 Caney\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Evet, a\u015fk diyordu \u015euara\u2026 \u015euaray\u0131, mevsimin en i\u00e7lisinde dinledim bu sefer. H\u00fczn\u00fcn dudak k\u0131vr\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 her \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde \u015fiir d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc dilimize. Tuttum \u015fiir y\u00fckl\u00fc y\u00fcreklerden ve y\u00fcre\u011fimi \u00fcst\u00fcne koyarak b\u0131rakt\u0131m Niksar ovas\u0131na.<br \/>\nGittiniz ya, \u00f6yle suskun c\u00fcmlelere koyup ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131, bakakald\u0131m arkan\u0131zdan. Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z dizelerle oyal\u0131yorum kendimi. Her birinize u\u011fruyorum ara ara, dokunuyorum sessizce m\u0131sralara.<br \/>\nGitmediniz biliyorum, sakland\u0131n\u0131z kalbimin her bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde. Say\u0131\u015fman\u0131n sonunu bekliyorsunuz. Kald\u0131r\u0131rsam ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sobeleyeceksini<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her \u015fair; biraz deli, biraz veli ve \u00e7ok\u00e7a h\u00fcz\u00fcn\u2026 Kahkahalar\u0131 aras\u0131nda s\u00fcz\u00fclen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na tan\u0131k olursunuz. G\u00f6zlerinde ta\u015f\u0131r b\u00fct\u00fcn y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00e7ocukla\u015fan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131na dald\u0131k\u00e7a, kendinizi dipsiz bir kuyuda bulursunuz. Ki \u015fair dostlar\u0131n\u0131z olduysa her birlikteli\u011finiz \u00f6zleme gebe kalarak gider. Heyecanla, umutla ve belki a\u00e7, susuz gibi beklerken gidi\u015fleri y\u00fcre\u011finizde derin izler b\u0131rak\u0131r. Nihayetinde \u00f6yle de oldu. Heyecanl\u0131 [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24381","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24381","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24381"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24381\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24391,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24381\/revisions\/24391"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24381"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24381"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24381"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}