{"id":24383,"date":"2017-02-17T05:00:35","date_gmt":"2017-02-17T01:00:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24383"},"modified":"2017-02-17T10:32:56","modified_gmt":"2017-02-17T06:32:56","slug":"%c9%99liaga-kurcayli-seirl%c9%99r-6","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24383","title":{"rendered":"\u018flia\u011fa K\u00dcR\u00c7AYLI.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

F\u0130LL\u018fR D\u018f A\u011eLAYAR<\/p>\n

Dola\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131mda \u00f6z ad\u0259tinl\u0259
\nAt\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, oyun a\u00e7\u0131rsan.
\nO \u015f\u0131ltaq, o \u015feytan t\u0259bi\u0259tinl\u0259
\nH\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rsan, durub qa\u00e7\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015fulurdum h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259
\nHay-k\u00fcy d\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131n, qab da q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n,
\nQ\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ymirdim.
\n\u0130\u015fd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l da dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn el\u0259 deyil, k\u0259d\u0259rliy\u0259m m\u0259n,
\n\u015e\u0131ltaq oyunlar\u0131n a\u00e7m\u0131r q\u0259lbimi.
\n\u018flini qeyzl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nBaxd\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 oxlanm\u0131\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt q\u0259lbin\u0259 toxunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,
\nBu g\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rin varm\u0131?
\nBaxd\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 — g\u00f6zl\u0259rim ya\u015fd\u0131,
\nKi\u015fi d\u0259…
\nAta da he\u00e7 a\u011flayarm\u0131?<\/p>\n

Yox. Yox, s\u0259n u\u015faqsan, ki\u015fiks\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259,
\nAtan\u0131 a\u011fladan s\u0259b\u0259b var, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nAzman g\u00f6rk\u0259miyl\u0259 o fill\u0259r bel\u0259
\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k a\u011flayar, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259yat b\u0259sl\u0259yibdir m\u00f6hk\u0259m, s\u0259rt m\u0259ni,
\nHe\u00e7 vaxt bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m bahard\u0131, q\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nAld\u0131\u011f\u0131m z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r, acl\u0131q, d\u0259rd m\u0259ni
\nHe\u00e7 zaman, he\u00e7 zaman a\u011flatmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Baban bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcb ged\u0259nd\u0259
\nAtan\u0131n indiki ya\u015f\u0131nda idi.
\n(Atalar g\u0259nc \u00f6l\u00fcr…
\nKim bilir m\u0259n d\u0259…)
\nOnda a\u011flamad\u0131m, f\u0259q\u0259t q\u0259m yedim.<\/p>\n

N\u0259n\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011flamad\u0131m m\u0259n,
\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 ax\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131.
\nDeyirl\u0259r, su i\u00e7ir sa\u00e7lar \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nBudur bax,
\nA\u011far\u0131r atan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcm, bilirs\u0259nmi \u015fairdir atan,
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259, bilirs\u0259nmi, \u015fairlik n\u0259dir?
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bu g\u00fcn ax\u0131dan
\nS\u0259b\u0259b d\u0259, g\u00fcnah da \u015fairlikd\u0259dir.<\/p>\n

Yox, t\u0259vaz\u00f6karl\u0131q tutmur bu yerd\u0259,
\n\u015eair\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndanam.
\nBunu y\u00fcz yol deyib t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259,
\nLap he\u00e7 d\u0259m\u0259sinl\u0259r.
\nM\u0259g\u0259r nadanam?!<\/p>\n

G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc, q\u00fcvv\u0259mi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259g\u0259r,
\nM\u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131, pisi?
\n\u00d6z z\u00f6vq\u00fcm m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya d\u0259y\u0259r,
\nG\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n min t\u0259nqid\u00e7isi.<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259
\n\u0130ndi \u015fair art\u0131b o q\u0259d\u0259r,
\n Bahar seli kimi hey g\u0259lir ard\u0131.
\nOnlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda m\u0259nim kimil\u0259r
\nPu\u015fkindi, Sabirdi, Pol Eluard\u0131.<\/p>\n

D\u00fczd\u00fcr, \u015feiriyy\u0259tin yolunda m\u0259n d\u0259
\nEl\u0259 bir uca da\u011f yaratmam\u0131\u015fam.
\nLakin xo\u015fb\u0259xt\u0259m ki, s\u00f6z\u00fc dey\u0259nd\u0259
\nBir \u0259v\u0259z alma\u011fa can atmam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015fam xo\u015fa g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259,
\n\u00c7oxlar\u0131 ucal\u0131b bu yolla, n\u0259 q\u0259m.
\nDalda dodaq b\u00fcz\u00fcb, \u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259
\nCan bala, \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u015eair var, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131
\n\u201cD\u0259rdin al\u0131m\u201d deyir qad\u0131nlar kimi.
\nBax\u0131rsan g\u00f6vd\u0259si d\u0259yirman da\u015f\u0131,
\nH\u0259rl\u0259nir s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 pay\u0131 var kimi.<\/p>\n

\u00d6t\u0259ri insana, \u00f6t\u0259ri hiss\u0259
\n\u015eeir yazmam\u0131\u015fam. \u015eadam buna da.
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259min \u00fcr\u0259yi v\u0259t\u0259n deyils\u0259,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 o\u011ful dem\u0259z do\u011fma ana da!<\/p>\n

Lakin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7ox inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\nD\u00f6nm\u0259z, l\u0259yaq\u0259tli insan sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m,
\n\u015e\u0259nin\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r qo\u015fdu\u011fum insan
\nQ\u0259lbimi tapdad\u0131 bu g\u00fcn, balacan.<\/p>\n

O dedi \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259:
\n\u201cLaz\u0131msa \u0259g\u0259r,
\n\u0130nsan s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259lidir.
\nTufanlara qar\u015f\u0131 dursa bir n\u0259f\u0259r
\nX\u0259st\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131ndan qa\u00e7an d\u0259lidir…\u201d<\/p>\n

O dedi:
\n\u201cN\u0259simi d\u00f6ns\u0259ydi bir an
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259 diri-diri soyulard\u0131m\u0131?
\nCordano Bruno h\u0259tta yalandan
\nD\u00f6ns\u0259ydi, tonqalda k\u00fcl olard\u0131m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n

Bunlar\u0131 o dedi,
\nO dedi, b\u0259li,
\nQuruyub m\u0259n da\u015fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcm az qala.
\nM\u0259rdliyin, s\u0259rtliyin uca heyk\u0259li \u2013
\nM\u0259n ona bu sayaq baxard\u0131m, bala.<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi a\u011flay\u0131ram m\u0259n bu d\u0259rd il\u0259,
\nYand\u0131r\u0131r sin\u0259mi q\u0259m-qubar, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nAzman g\u00f6rk\u0259miyl\u0259 o fill\u0259r bel\u0259
\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k a\u011flayar, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Yer\u0259 t\u0259ba\u015firl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kib xanalar,
\nSiz d\u00fcn\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131z.
\nS\u0259nin \u00f6z\u00fcn kimi q\u0259\u015f\u0259ng bir q\u0131z var,
\n\u00c7\u0131\u011fall\u0131q el\u0259di oyunda o q\u0131z.<\/p>\n

Balaca \u0259lini \u00f6l\u00e7\u0259-\u00f6l\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259n
\nS\u00fcbuta yetirdin haqq oldu\u011funu.
\nO q\u0131z da d\u00f6nm\u0259di \u00f6z dediyind\u0259n,
\nDurub seyr edirdim k\u0259nardan bunu.<\/p>\n

N\u0259sih\u0259t verm\u0259yi sevir b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r,
\nYana\u015f\u0131b m\u0259n s\u0259ni danlad\u0131m bir az.
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na adam n\u0259 dey\u0259r? \u2013
\nS\u0259n\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qland\u0131m, dedim: yaramaz!<\/p>\n

Dedim g\u00fcz\u0259\u015ft\u0259 get, olsan da haql\u0131!
\nOyundan k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kildin h\u0259m\u0259n.
\nBaxd\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 s\u0259n qa\u015fqabaql\u0131,
\nH\u00f6nk\u00fcrd\u00fcn, h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rd\u0131n, a\u011flad\u0131n bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 haqs\u0131z dedin; haql\u0131ykan d\u00f6nm\u0259k
\nBalaca q\u0259lbin\u0259 g\u0259ldi ar, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nU\u015faq he\u00e7,
\nHaqs\u0131zl\u0131q \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dem\u0259k
\nB\u0259z\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011flayar, q\u0131z\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 \u201cs\u00f6zl\u0259rini d\u0259yi\u015f!\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n
\nO \u0259mi g\u00f6r\u0259ydi s\u0259ni bu anda!
\nG\u00f6r\u0259ydi atan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259yib m\u0259\u011frur duranda.<\/p>\n

Balaca boyunu,
\n\u015eah v\u00fcqar\u0131n\u0131
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb bir x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ydi bar\u0131.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259ydi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131
\nD\u00f6nm\u0259yib \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 tap\u015f\u0131ranlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fay\u0131r ancaq,
\nDem\u0259k s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259k d\u0259, u\u00e7maq da olar.
\n\u00c7\u0259tindir k\u00fcrr\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tapmaq,
\n\u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fcns\u0259 birc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fc var.<\/p>\n

Bir \u00fczl\u00fc, bir s\u00f6zl\u00fc \u2013 demi\u015f atalar,
\nY\u00fcz ildir bel\u0259 bir \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir g\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nBu odlar yurdunda bir m\u0259s\u0259l d\u0259 var:
\nKi\u015fil\u0259r yalamaz t\u00fcp\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

O is\u0259 yalad\u0131,
\nH\u0259tta m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259
\nBel\u0259 r\u0259zal\u0259ti g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t.
\nBax, q\u0131z\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu yen\u0259 d\u0259,
\nSin\u0259md\u0259 nifr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fc m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zs\u0259n, u\u015faqsan h\u0259l\u0259,
\nAtan\u0131 a\u011fladan s\u0259b\u0259b var, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nAzman g\u00f6rk\u0259miyl\u0259 o fill\u0259r bel\u0259
\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k a\u011flayar, q\u0131z\u0131m!<\/p>\n

1967<\/p>\n

ADSIZ \u015eE\u0130RL\u018fR\u0130M<\/p>\n

Ad qoymuram siz\u0259 m\u0259n
\nT\u0259z\u0259 olmu\u015f u\u015faqt\u0259k.
\nD\u00fczd\u00fcz, k\u00f6rp\u0259liyind\u0259n
\nU\u015faq ad als\u0131n g\u0259r\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ad veririk biz b\u0259z\u0259n
\n\u018fzvaylara \u2013 Mehriban,
\nQorxaqlara \u2013 Q\u0259hr\u0259man,
\n\u0130dbar insana \u2013 M\u0259l\u0259k,
\n\u00c7irkin insana \u2013 \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k,
\nC\u0259llad insana \u2013 Adil,
\nNadan insana \u2013 Aqil…<\/p>\n

B\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7irkin adda
\nRast g\u0259lirik ilahi,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131na.
\nBel\u0259 olur h\u0259yatda \u2013
\n\u00c7ox zaman b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259yir
\n\u0130nsanlar \u00f6z ad\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Ey ads\u0131z \u015feirl\u0259rim,
\nAd qoymuram siz\u0259 m\u0259n.
\nQ\u0259lbimin par\u00e7as\u0131t\u0259k
\nQopdunuz \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n.
\nBirc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m
\nYaran\u0131bs\u0131z, vars\u0131n\u0131z.
\nYa\u015fama\u011fa haqq\u0131n\u0131z
\nOlsa
\nAd alars\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u0130LL\u018fR D\u018f A\u011eLAYAR Dola\u015f\u0131b yan\u0131mda \u00f6z ad\u0259tinl\u0259 At\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n, oyun a\u00e7\u0131rsan. O \u015f\u0131ltaq, o \u015feytan t\u0259bi\u0259tinl\u0259 H\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131rsan, durub qa\u00e7\u0131rsan. S\u0259n\u0259 qo\u015fulurdum h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 Hay-k\u00fcy d\u0259 sal\u0131rd\u0131n, qab da q\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n, Q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ymirdim. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 S\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l da dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131n. Bu g\u00fcn el\u0259 deyil, k\u0259d\u0259rliy\u0259m m\u0259n, \u015e\u0131ltaq oyunlar\u0131n a\u00e7m\u0131r q\u0259lbimi. \u018flini qeyzl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdim \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n, Baxd\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24383","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24383","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24383"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24383\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24393,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24383\/revisions\/24393"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24383"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24383"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24383"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}