{"id":24880,"date":"2017-04-04T08:00:27","date_gmt":"2017-04-04T04:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24880"},"modified":"2017-04-04T08:39:26","modified_gmt":"2017-04-04T04:39:26","slug":"guld%c9%99r%c9%99n-v%c9%99liyeva-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=24880","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n V\u018fL\u0130YEVA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n V\u0259liyeva 1959-cu ild\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 mahal\u0131n\u0131n D\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi 1977-ci ild\u0259 bitirib. V\u0259t\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc qara buludlar alan zaman G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n V\u0259liyeva da ail\u0259si il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirib. \u015eeirl\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cA\u015f\u0131q P\u0259ri\u201d m\u0259clisinin ilk toplusunda d\u0259rc olunub. Bundan sonra \u201cQartal m\u0259sk\u0259ni\u201d, \u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn qala divar\u0131\u201d almanaxlar\u0131nda, d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m \u00e7ap olunur. <\/p>\n

Boynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f<\/p>\n

S\u0259nl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z g\u00fcman\u0131m,
\nBoynuma dolanan hicran qoluymu\u015f.
\nV\u00fcsala yetm\u0259y\u0259 yoxdur g\u00fcman\u0131m,
\nE\u015fqin-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin sanki yoxuymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259mli k\u00f6nl\u00fcm ha al\u0131\u015fa, ha yana,
\nArif odur hay e\u015fid\u0259, hay ana.
\nHa\u00e7aland\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm yolu hayana,
\nAylar\u0131n, ill\u0259rin h\u0259sr\u0259t yoluymu\u015f.<\/p>\n

O ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rim g\u0259lm\u0259z yad\u0131na,
\nQ\u0131yarsanm\u0131 G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259ni yad ana?
\nHicran g\u00fcnl\u0259rini yazd\u0131n ad\u0131na,
\nS\u0259n adl\u0131 sevincim q\u0259ml\u0259 yo\u011frulmu\u015f.<\/p>\n

Qorxuram<\/p>\n

Q\u0259tr\u0259-q\u0259tr\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\nDamla-damla t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.
\nXana kimi toxunmu\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259,
\n\u0130lm\u0259l\u0259nib s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram. <\/p>\n

N\u0259yi tutdu, n\u0259yi and\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\nKimi atd\u0131, kim\u0259 yand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\n\u00d6geyliyi n\u0259 tez qand\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim?
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 t\u0259pinm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram.<\/p>\n

Sevdam\u0131z\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259limi? Sonumu?
\n\u0130lk arzumuz d\u0259yi\u015fdimi yolunu?
\nAsanl\u0131qla tapmam\u0131\u015fam yolumu,
\nBu yolumdan \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxuram. <\/p>\n

C\u0259nub h\u0259sr\u0259ti <\/p>\n

S\u0259rh\u0259d m\u0259ftill\u0259ri g\u00f6z damar\u0131md\u0131r,
\nNarahat gec\u0259md\u0259 q\u0131zarar, sancar.
\nAraz \u00fcr\u0259yimin q\u0131z\u0131l qan\u0131d\u0131r,
\nBir d\u0259li h\u0259sr\u0259tdir, k\u00fckr\u0259y\u0259r, co\u015far. <\/p>\n

V\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti payd\u0131, butad\u0131,
\nArazm\u0131 o taya b\u00f6ld\u00fc bu dad\u0131?
\nS\u0259rh\u0259d m\u0259ftill\u0259ri el\u0259 budad\u0131,
\nBaxd\u0131qca bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259r, qorxar. <\/p>\n

S\u0259ns\u0259nmi qanl\u0131s\u0131, ey Xan Araz\u0131m?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, g\u00fcnah\u0131 m\u0259n kim\u0259 yaz\u0131m?
\nV\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259tiyl\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n bu saz\u0131m
\nSim-sim \u00f6t\u0259r, tel-tel yanar, odlanar. <\/p>\n

Dedim<\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin da\u011flar\u0131 c\u0259rg\u0259-c\u0259rg\u0259dir,
\nDa\u011flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259yim g\u00fcman-b\u0259lk\u0259dir.
\n\u018flac n\u0259y\u0259 qal\u0131b, \u00fcmid kim\u0259dir?
\n\u201c\u018flvida\u201d dem\u0259dim, \u201cH\u0259l\u0259lik\u201d dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin da\u011flar\u0131 da\u011flardan g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k,
\nYazda \u0259tir sa\u00e7\u0131r h\u0259r g\u00fcl, h\u0259r \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k.
\nS\u0259rin bulaqlardan doyunca i\u00e7\u0259k,
\n\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nind\u0259 it\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

C\u0259nn\u0259tdir G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259nin h\u0259r bir buca\u011f\u0131,
\n\u015eairl\u0259r yurdudur isti quca\u011f\u0131.
\nMiskin Abdal, Seyid Bayram oca\u011f\u0131,
\nGedib ziyar\u0259tin ed\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

Susub A\u015f\u0131q Al\u0131, k\u00fcs\u00fcb \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259r,
\n\u0130man geri d\u00f6nm\u0259z, dirilm\u0259z B\u0259yl\u0259r.
\nBizd\u0259n gileylidi n\u0259n\u0259miz H\u0259c\u0259r,
\nDolan\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131na \u00f6p\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

Ozan\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259rib oldu, dinm\u0259di,
\nG\u00fcman\u0131m\u0131z itik d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u00f6nm\u0259di.
\n\u00dcnvan\u0131m\u0131z n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015f d\u00f6ng\u0259di,
\nLal\u0259li d\u00fczl\u0259rd\u0259 it\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

Gavura qal\u0131bd\u0131 do\u011fma diyar\u0131m,
\n\u201cKoro\u011flu qayas\u0131\u201d, \u201cQ\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131m\u201d,
\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fcm, o n\u0259rgizli yayla\u011f\u0131m,
\nGedib o torpaqda \u00f6l\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 l\u0259q\u0259b qoydu qa\u00e7q\u0131na zaman,
\nBu z\u00fclm\u0259 a\u011f\u0131lar dedimi B\u0259hman?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259di T\u0259rlan,
\nGedib g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259rik dedim,
\nO Ulu G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259m\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259rik dedim. <\/p>\n

\t***
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n, ay v\u0259t\u0259n o\u011flu,
\n\u00d6z ana yurduna g\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259k.
\n\u201cG\u0259d\u00f6l\u0259n\u201d d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaq yuxar\u0131,
\n\u201cQatarqaya\u201ddan da bu yana en\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cMamal\u0131 yolu\u201dndan ke\u00e7 \u201cRusq\u0131r\u0131lan\u201da,
\n\u201cZirnicli bulaq\u201ddan qalxaq \u201cQ\u0131s\u0131r\u201da.
\nOradan en\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cOruc o\u011flu\u201dna,
\n\u201cPiyal\u0259 bulaq\u201ddan doyunca i\u00e7\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cQ\u0131s\u0131r\u0131n boynu\u201dnda bir ayaq saxla,
\n\u201c\u0130sg\u0259nd\u0259r oca\u011f\u0131\u201dna bir n\u0259zir ba\u011fla.
\nDa\u015f\u0131na \u00fcz s\u00fcrt\u00fcb pirin qucaqla,
\n\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcb diz \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 torpa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6p\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cQara\u00e7\u0131 yurdu\u201ddur da\u011f\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131,
\n\u201cSud\u0259y\u0259n qaya\u201ddan bir az a\u015fa\u011f\u0131.
\nBax, \u201cB\u0259r\u0259 yeri\u201ddir \u00e7ay\u0131n q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131,
\nDoqquzd\u0259ni yey\u0259k, \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259k d\u0259r\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cSaqq\u0131zd\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259nl\u0259r han\u0131?
\n\u201cT\u00fckl\u00fc t\u0259p\u0259\u201dd\u0259dir futbol meydan\u0131.
\n\u201cPal\u0131dl\u0131 me\u015f\u0259\u201dsi sorur hal\u0131n\u0131,
\nG\u0259zd\u0259yin ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ged\u0259k bir g\u00f6r\u0259k. <\/p>\n

El\u0259 ki, d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck yolun a\u011f\u0131na,
\nG\u0259l qonaq olaq \u201cQ\u0131zlar bula\u011f\u0131\u201dna.
\nDoda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yk\u0259 buz doda\u011f\u0131na,
\nG\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259-g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259 biz s\u0259rinl\u0259y\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u201cDanal\u0131q\u201d b\u0259z\u0259kli cehiz xal\u0131s\u0131,
\n\u201cQo\u00e7 qoru\u011fu\u201d onun b\u0259ylik xon\u00e7as\u0131.
\n\u201cNazl\u0131 bula\u011f\u0131\u201dnda \u00fcz\u0259n sonas\u0131,
\n\u201cLilparl\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259\u201dd\u0259n g\u0259l bir d\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259k. <\/p>\n

Dolama yollarda durmur aya\u011f\u0131m,
\nN\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l qaynay\u0131r \u201c\u00c7oban bula\u011f\u0131\u201dm.
\n\u201cQara quzeyin ba\u015f\u0131\u201d s\u0259rin yayla\u011f\u0131m,
\n\u018fl-\u0259l\u0259 ver\u0259k biz, \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259k…<\/p>\n

\u201cA\u011f qaya\u201ddan k\u0259s\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bil\u0259ydim,
\n\u201cKoro\u011flu\u201d qayas\u0131ndan baxa bil\u0259ydim.
\n\u201cGur bulaq\u201d t\u0259k co\u015fub axa bil\u0259ydim,
\nD\u0259r\u0259ni, t\u0259p\u0259ni g\u0259l bir-bir g\u0259z\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cGur bulaq\u201ddan a\u015fd\u0131 el \u201cm\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201dy\u0259,
\nH\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 qurubdu d\u0259y\u0259.
\nArt\u0131q ehtiyac yox, bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259y\u0259,
\nObada oturub duz-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k k\u0259s\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201dd\u0259n b\u0259ri, \u201cX\u0131nna\u201dya a\u015fd\u0131m,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi, d\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u0259n \u00e7a\u015fd\u0131m.
\nEl\u0259 bil sehrli qap\u0131lar a\u00e7d\u0131m,
\nQ\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 lal\u0259d\u0259n donunu bi\u00e7\u0259k. <\/p>\n

Xa\u015fxa\u015f\u0131 yeyirs\u0259n t\u0259z\u0259 bal kimi,
\nBax\u0131rsan bu yurda nitqi lal kimi.
\n\u0130st\u0259r\u0259m ba\u015f\u0131na at\u0131b \u015fal kimi,
\nLal\u0259y\u0259 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b bu \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 bit\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u201cM\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259\u201d olubdur elin yayla\u011f\u0131,
\n\u00c7alxan\u0131r nehr\u0259si, tutulur ya\u011f\u0131.
\nPendiri, motal\u0131, t\u0259z\u0259 qayma\u011f\u0131,
\nK\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc s\u00fcd\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u0259l biz d\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259k. <\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259lal\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc s\u0259s\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir s\u0259rin da\u011f yeli \u0259s\u0259.
\nBu yerd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fc b\u0259hs\u0259,
\n\u201cSolmaz \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi\u201dni \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259 se\u00e7\u0259k. <\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, x\u0259yal\u0131n yollar\u0131 a\u015fd\u0131,
\nFikrin ana yurdu yen\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131.
\nG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259ni t\u0259rk edib ell\u0259ri, qa\u00e7d\u0131,
\nKa\u015f \u201cG\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6l\u00fc\u201dnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259k. <\/p>\n

S\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m <\/p>\n

O yov\u015fan qoxulu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nO q\u0131z\u0131l sa\u00e7aql\u0131 s\u00fcnb\u00fcld\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nBir ovuc torpa\u011f\u0131n \u0259trind\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nS\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nYuxuna gir\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Bir qumral, qarag\u00f6z \u0259mlikd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nQant\u0259p\u0259r, k\u0259kotu, yemlikd\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc.
\nMarallar \u00fcrk\u00fcd\u0259n g\u0259dikr\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nS\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nYuxuna gir\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

O c\u00fct\u00e7\u00fc baban\u0131n \u201choy\u201dundan \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u0259yirman\u0131n noyundan \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nD\u0259mir\u00e7i o\u011flunun boyundan \u00f6tr\u00fc,
\nS\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nYuxuna gir\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Qala buxar\u0131na, hisli sac\u0131na,
\nQabarl\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259, \u0259l\u00e7im sa\u00e7\u0131na,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t ehtiyac\u0131nam,
\nS\u0259sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m,
\nYuxuna gir\u0259r\u0259m, anam, g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. <\/p>\n

Bayat\u0131lar<\/p>\n

\u018fziziy\u0259m, ha sar\u0131,
\nA\u015fmaq olmur hasar\u0131.
\nYaram\u0131 yar qanad\u0131b,
\nHa d\u00fcy\u00fcnl\u0259, ha sar\u0131…
\n***
\n\u018fzizim, bilm\u0259y\u0259nin,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259nib bilm\u0259y\u0259nin.
\nD\u0259rdini m\u0259n\u0259 verin,
\nD\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nin.
\n***
\n\u018fziziy\u0259m, bilm\u0259zdim,
\nA\u011flayard\u0131m, g\u00fclm\u0259zdim.
\nS\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 v\u0259fa yoxmu\u015f,
\nM\u0259n ki, bel\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim.
\n***
\n\u018fziziy\u0259m, g\u00fcl balam,
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259k balam, g\u00fcl balam.
\nGec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz iyl\u0259r\u0259m,
\nM\u0259nim q\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl balam.
\n***
\n\u018fziziy\u0259m, o damda,
\nKiml\u0259r ya\u015far o damda?
\nM\u0259n\u0259 at\u0259\u015f n\u0259 laz\u0131m?
\nAt\u0259\u015f\u0259m d\u0259, odam da!
\n***
\n\u018fziziy\u0259m, o damda,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm qald\u0131 odamda.
\nYar\u0131m el\u0259 yand\u0131r\u0131b,
\n\u00c7\u0131nq\u0131yam da, odam da! <\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259l<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00f6z\u0259l \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi m\u0259clisimizd\u0259,
\nDuru\u015fumu g\u00f6z\u0259l, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l.
\nB\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn c\u0259h-c\u0259hi var n\u0259f\u0259simizd\u0259,
\nDilimi g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l? <\/p>\n

El\u0259 bil ay do\u011fdu on d\u00f6rd gec\u0259lik,
\nB\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259t\u0259k boynun b\u00fckd\u00fc, k\u00f6vr\u0259ldik.
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131, ah, n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llik,
\n\u0130lahi, telimi g\u00f6z\u0259ldi, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l? <\/p>\n

Bax\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan sezdim, q\u0259lbi qubard\u0131,
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm kabab kimi k\u00f6z\u0259 qaland\u0131.
\nKirpiyi ox olub el\u0259 tu\u015fland\u0131,
\nSand\u0131m ni\u015fan al\u0131b g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l. <\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259lliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ndi f\u0259l\u0259k,
\nZaman \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc \u0259l\u0259y\u0259n \u0259l\u0259k.
\n\u201cOlum\u201dla-\u201c\u00f6l\u00fcm\u201d\u00fcn s\u0259ddi bir \u00e7\u0259r\u0259k,
\nB\u0259xtin\u0259 arzula d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, Yaradana qul oldum, Allah,
\nG\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259 g\u00fcl oldu, Allah.
\nAl\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, qovruldum, k\u00f6z oldum, Allah,
\nK\u00f6s\u00f6vl\u0259 qurdala k\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, g\u00f6z\u0259l.<\/p>\n

Qocal\u0131r\u0131q<\/p>\n

X\u0259yan\u0259t k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fc, nam\u0259rd g\u0259misi,
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz-k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz s\u0131ralan\u0131r\u0131q.
\nTa\u011flar\u0131 qurumu\u015f bostanlar kimi,
\nNa\u015f\u0131lar \u0259lind\u0259 uralan\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n

Sin\u0259mi tu\u015f ald\u0131 nadan q\u0131na\u011f\u0131,
\n\u018fsdikc\u0259 pay\u0131z\u0131n soyuq saza\u011f\u0131.
\n\u00dcf\u00fcr\u0259-\u00fcf\u00fcr\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f oca\u011f\u0131,
\nH\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f k\u00f6s\u00f6vl\u0259r\u0259 hey qalan\u0131r\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbim k\u00fcl alt\u0131nda inl\u0259yir k\u00f6z-k\u00f6z,
\n\u0130nd\u0259n bel\u0259 s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131ya d\u00f6z ki, d\u00f6z.
\nX\u0259trimiz\u0259 d\u0259yir h\u0259r ki\u00e7icik s\u00f6z,
\n\u00d6zc\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259mizd\u0259n qaralan\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n

Tan\u0131\u015fdan-bili\u015fd\u0259n uzaqla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q,
\nNimda\u015f xatir\u0259yl\u0259 qucaqla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q.
\nN\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r yan\u0131nda u\u015faqla\u015f\u0131r\u0131q,
\nDey\u0259n yava\u015f-yava\u015f biz qocal\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n

G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n\u0259m, g\u00fcl\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259,
\nDa\u011f a\u015f\u0131ram qabar \u0259lim dizimd\u0259.
\nBirc\u0259 p\u00f6hr\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259rmi izimd\u0259,
\nYarpaq-yarpaq \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n talan\u0131r\u0131q. <\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u00fcm <\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00fcz olmayan d\u00fcz d\u0259rdini,
\nQ\u0131zlar\u0131n b\u0259xt\u0259 k\u00fcs\u0259n duz d\u0259rdini,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin \u00fc\u015f\u00fctd\u00fcr\u0259n buz d\u0259rdini
\nK\u00f6vr\u0259lib d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bils\u0259n, \u00e7\u0259k g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Sa\u00e7\u0131mda a\u011f ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n boz k\u00f6lg\u0259si,
\nD\u0259rdim bax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131n toran d\u00f6ng\u0259si…
\n\u00d6mr\u0259 e\u015fqim \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259si,
\nDizl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259 bils\u0259n, \u00e7\u00f6k g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

Vaxts\u0131z qonaq qocal\u0131qm\u0131?
\nG\u0259ldimi?
\nUfuldadan, s\u0131z\u0131ldadan d\u0259rddimi?
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lmayan d\u0259rdimi
\nDost ovcuna b\u00fck\u0259 bils\u0259n, b\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131q t\u0259r\u0259ziy\u0259 da\u015f-ba\u015f\u0131,
\nQoyduq s\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259r\u0259 qalan da\u015f-qa\u015f\u0131.
\n\u018ft\u0259yimd\u0259n bu inadkar \u201cBe\u015f da\u015f\u201d\u0131,
\n\u0130zl\u0259rim\u0259 t\u00f6k\u0259 bils\u0259n, t\u00f6k g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xt yazan b\u0259xtimi aldatd\u0131 daha,
\nT\u00f6km\u0259, q\u0259m sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m qat-qatd\u0131 daha.
\nQ\u0259lb evim \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259t\u0259k \u00e7at-\u00e7atd\u0131 daha,
\nS\u0259n G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n, tik\u0259 bils\u0259n, tik g\u00f6r\u00fcm.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n V\u0259liyeva 1959-cu ild\u0259 G\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259 mahal\u0131n\u0131n D\u0259r\u0259 k\u0259ndind\u0259 anadan olub. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259bi 1977-ci ild\u0259 bitirib. V\u0259t\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc qara buludlar alan zaman G\u00fcld\u0259r\u0259n V\u0259liyeva da ail\u0259si il\u0259 birlikd\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin\u0259 p\u0259nah g\u0259tirib. \u015eeirl\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cA\u015f\u0131q P\u0259ri\u201d m\u0259clisinin ilk toplusunda d\u0259rc olunub. Bundan sonra \u201cQartal m\u0259sk\u0259ni\u201d, \u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn qala divar\u0131\u201d almanaxlar\u0131nda, d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m \u00e7ap olunur. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24880","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24880","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24880"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24880\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":24883,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24880\/revisions\/24883"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24880"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24880"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24880"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}