{"id":25249,"date":"2017-05-09T11:00:51","date_gmt":"2017-05-09T07:00:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25249"},"modified":"2017-05-09T19:11:40","modified_gmt":"2017-05-09T15:11:40","slug":"80-yasin-isiginda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25249","title":{"rendered":"80 YA\u015eIN \u0130\u015eI\u011eINDA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-1.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-1-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-25253\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-1-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-1-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-1.jpg 709w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2-300x177.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"177\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-25254\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2-300x177.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2-768x453.jpg 768w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2-1024x603.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/05\/Xende-nene-2.jpg 1181w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bapbalaca bir k\u0259nd d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn: ya\u015f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 itib-batan, bulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n suyu d\u0259rman, havas\u0131 min bir d\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa bir k\u0259nd. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r mehriband\u0131 ki, g\u00fcn\u00fcn ist\u0259nil\u0259n saat\u0131 \u2013 gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, yay-q\u0131\u015f f\u0259rq etm\u0259z ist\u0259nil\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259k kifay\u0259tdir ki, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ev \u0259hlind\u0131n biri sayasan. Toylarda da b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd bir yumruq olur, yaslarda da. Masall\u0131 rayonunda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n o balaca k\u0259ndd\u0259n Sumqay\u0131ta ilk g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259nim babam v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259m olub. O zaman h\u0259l\u0259 Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r statusu almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bomboz \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. Respub\u00adlikan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n, Sovetl\u0259r Birliyinin y\u00fczl\u0259rl\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n bura insan\u00adlar g\u0259ldil\u0259r, \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 verib g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yaratd\u0131lar. \u0130ndi Sumqay\u0131t\u0131n h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259sind\u0259, h\u0259r mikrorayonunda o insanlar\u0131n \u0259l izl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<br \/>\nYenic\u0259 ail\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131 quran n\u0259n\u0259m X\u0259nd\u0259 v\u0259 babam \u0130slam C\u0259f\u0259rovlar da k\u0259ndd\u0259ki rahat evl\u0259rini, isti yuvalar\u0131n\u0131 qoyub \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r v\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 qurub yaratd\u0131qlar\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131lmaz tell\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u011fland\u0131lar ki, bir daha qopma\u00add\u0131lar, qopa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. D\u00f6rd o\u011ful b\u00f6y\u00fct\u00add\u00fcl\u0259r, bir ordu b\u00f6y\u00fct\u00add\u00fcl\u0259r! D\u00f6rd qala, d\u00f6rd q\u0131r\u0131lmaz, ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z s\u0259dd olsunlar dey\u0259. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u0259rdi\u015fin\u0259 kims\u0259 z\u0259man\u0259t ver\u0259 bilmir, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki. G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259z \u00f6l\u00fcm bir o\u011flu \u2013 \u015e\u0259ms\u0259ddini ald\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ondan sonra lap ist\u0259s\u0259y\u00addil\u0259r bel\u0259 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri t\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r. Sumqay\u0131tda d\u0259fn olunan o\u011flu qoyub ged\u0259 bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r. \u00dc\u00e7 o\u011fulu min bir \u0259ziy\u00ady\u0259tl\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcl\u0259r, t\u0259hsil, ail\u0259 sahibi etdil\u0259r. Nur\u0259ddin, \u015e\u00f6h\u00adr\u0259tdin, S\u0259dr\u0259ddin C\u0259f\u0259\u00adrovlar indi \u015f\u0259h\u0259\u00adrimizd\u0259, h\u0259tta respubli\u00adkam\u0131zda say\u0131l\u0131b-se\u00e7il\u0259n, h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259ri olan insanlard\u0131lar.<br \/>\nM\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7andan, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259rk ed\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259mi i\u015fd\u0259-g\u00fccd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u00ad\u015f\u0259m. Dinclik n\u0259dir, istirah\u0259t n\u0259dir bil\u00adm\u0259zdi. Bu g\u00fcn babam \u0130slam C\u0259f\u0259rov art\u0131q h\u0259yatda yoxdur. Amma sa\u011f olsa\u00adyd\u0131 bel\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 tam \u0259minlikd\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rdim ki, \u00f6vlad\u00adlar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259, n\u0259v\u0259\u00adl\u0259rinin b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259sind\u0259 babamdan qat-qat \u00e7ox n\u0259n\u0259min haqq\u0131 var. T\u0259kc\u0259 bizimmi? Yox! Yuxar\u0131da da qeyd etdiyim kimi k\u0259ndimizd\u0259n Sumqa\u00ady\u0131ta ilk g\u0259l\u0259n m\u0259\u00adnim n\u0259n\u0259m v\u0259 babam olub. Burda yurd sal\u0131blar, bin\u0259 qurublar. Sonra kiml\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259yib ki, o k\u0259ndd\u0259n bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259&#8230; say, say, bitm\u0259z. Amma n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r \u201cgedib qay\u0131tma\u00adyanlar\u201ddan olma\u00ady\u0131b. \u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259n uzun ill\u0259r ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259 vaxtil\u0259 k\u0259ndd\u0259n Sumqa\u00ady\u0131ta g\u0259l\u0259n, burda oxu\u00adyub, i\u015fl\u0259yib, n\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259 babam\u0131n evind\u0259 ya\u015fayan o insanlar bu g\u00fcn n\u0259v\u0259-n\u0259tic\u0259 sahibi\u00addir\u00adl\u0259r. Masall\u0131da, Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda, Bak\u0131\u00adda ya\u00ad\u015fa\u00adyanlar\u0131 var. Tez-tez z\u0259ng edir, im\u00adkan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckc\u0259 g\u0259lib n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r.<br \/>\nMay ay\u0131n\u0131n birind\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259min 80 ya\u015f\u0131 tamam olur. Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259kc\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259 deyil, do\u011fma yurddu, \u0259ziz yerdi, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u00ady\u00fcm\u00fcz ocaqd\u0131, pirdi n\u0259n\u0259m. Bu nakam d\u00fcnyan\u0131n dolanbac yollar\u0131nda dizl\u0259ri g\u00fccd\u0259n, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri nurdan d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bir yol\u00e7u\u00addu m\u0259nim n\u0259n\u0259m. \u00d6l\u00fcml\u0259 sava\u015fa-sava\u015fa, h\u0259sr\u0259ti, hicran\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 dada-dada bu ya\u015fa \u00e7atan, bir Allah\u0131n b\u0259nd\u0259sini incit\u00adm\u0259y\u0259n, q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m. D\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r telind\u0259 min bir \u0259zab, min bir z\u00fcl\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n, bu d\u00fcnya\u00adn\u0131n haql\u0131-haqs\u0131z g\u0259rdi\u015fin\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259n m\u0259nim n\u0259n\u0259m. Aydan ar\u0131m\u0131? Ar\u0131! Sudan durumu? Dupduru! G\u00fcnahs\u0131zm\u0131? M\u0259l\u0259k ki\u00admi! \u0130\u015f\u0131q bi\u00e7imind\u0259di, parlaq, qonur g\u00f6zl\u00fc, b\u0259mb\u0259yaz sa\u00e7l\u0131, m\u0259l\u0259k \u00fczl\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259m. \u018ft\u0259yind\u0259 namaz q\u0131l\u0131nas\u0131 n\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6n\u0259r-s\u00f6nm\u0259z, ev sakinl\u0259ri yatandan ta s\u0259h\u0259rin ilk \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259ri p\u0259nc\u0259\u00adr\u0259d\u0259n boylanana q\u0259d\u0259r yatmaz, \u00fcz\u00fc Tanr\u0131ya dua ed\u0259r \u00f6vladlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259ri, n\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Bir sevgi var i\u00e7ind\u0259 ululardan ulu, ucalardan uca. Pul des\u0259n \u2013 pulla al\u0131nmaz. Vara, q\u0131z\u0131la sat\u0131lmaz. El\u0259 ucal\u0131qdad\u0131r ki, \u0259lin \u00e7atmaz, s\u0259sin yetm\u0259z. H\u0259r k\u0259s qana bilm\u0259z, duya bilm\u0259z. \u0130nsan sevgisidir o. T\u0259k \u00f6z yax\u0131nlar\u0131na yox, b\u00fc\u00adt\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259t\u0259 sevgi. \u00c7\u0259tin g\u00fcnl\u0259ri\u00admiz\u00add\u0259, s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 anlar\u0131m\u0131zda \u0259g\u0259r qaranl\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir iyn\u0259 ucu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015f\u0131q, \u00fcmid varsa o \u00fcmidi \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259-\u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259, naz\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb ham\u0131m\u0131za a\u015f\u0131laya bilir n\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fdi, ham\u0131m\u0131z d\u0259yi\u015fdik za\u00admanla. Bir o oldu\u011fu kimi qald\u0131 \u2013 xeyirxah, \u00fcr\u0259yiyuxa, mehriban n\u0259n\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ayla, ill\u0259 daram\u0131san,<br \/>\nS\u0259ad\u0259ti kipriyinl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn<br \/>\nod i\u00e7ind\u0259 aram\u0131san,<br \/>\nS\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sin h\u0259r i\u015fin\u0259<br \/>\nyaram\u0131san X\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nna\u011f\u0131l-na\u011f\u0131l ill\u0259nmis\u0259n,<br \/>\naylanm\u0131san,<br \/>\nNo\u011ful-no\u011ful<br \/>\nn\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 paylanm\u0131san,<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011fal-s\u0131\u011fal g\u0259linl\u0259rin<br \/>\ntell\u0259rind\u0259 laylanm\u0131san,<br \/>\nX\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259.<br \/>\nQ\u0131rov-q\u0131rov sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda<br \/>\nlayla ya\u015far, a\u011f\u0131 ya\u015far.<br \/>\nBir \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 bulud-bulud<br \/>\n\u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBir \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin a\u011f\u0131 ya\u015far.<br \/>\nDamar-damar \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\nqara yell\u0259r \u0259s\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r.<br \/>\nSin\u0259-sin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm<br \/>\ndik baxammaz g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6z-\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259r.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcmman-\u00fcmman<br \/>\nsular\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcmman-\u00fcmman<br \/>\na\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259-ke\u00e7\u0259,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcmman-\u00fcmman<br \/>\nq\u0259lbl\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259-k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259,<br \/>\nQovu\u015facaqsan \u00fcmmanlara,<br \/>\nX\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259. (Rafiq Oday)<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m Qaraba\u011f m\u00fchari\u00adb\u0259sind\u0259n sonrak\u0131 ill\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. O zaman v\u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin idi. Ail\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259ki a\u011f\u0131r mad\u00addi durum, bazar iqtisadiyyat\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259\u00adtir\u00ad\u00addiyi \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259r&#8230; \u0130lin b\u00fct\u00fcn f\u0259sill\u0259rind\u0259, \u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259 uzun q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 tez-tez i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6n\u0259rdi. \u0130\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6nd\u00fcm\u00fc biz\u0259 bay\u00adram olard\u0131. Bac\u0131m, qarda\u015f\u0131m tez k\u0259sdi\u00adr\u0259r\u00addik n\u0259n\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc. H\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259sa\u00add\u00fcf\u0259n \u0259mim u\u015faqlar\u0131 da bizd\u0259 olar\u00add\u0131sa sevincimiz bir\u0259-be\u015f artard\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259\u00adm\u00add\u0259n na\u011f\u0131l ist\u0259y\u0259rdik (onu da qeyd edim ki, n\u0259n\u0259min biz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131 m\u0259n he\u00e7 bir kitabda oxumam\u0131\u015fam, ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir yerd\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m), ard\u0131nca hax\u0131\u015f\u00adtalar, laylalar, bayat\u0131lar ist\u0259y\u0259rdik. Ba\u00adbamla evl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f biz n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olanlar\u0131 soru\u015far\u00add\u0131q. N\u0259n\u0259m bayat\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 k\u00f6v\u00adr\u0259l\u0259rdi. U\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131mla o zamanlar anla\u00admazd\u0131m. Ax\u0131, bayat\u0131 adi \u015feir deyil. \u0130nsan\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259ldir, k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndirir, \u00e7\u0259tin analar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krar ya\u015fa\u00adma\u011fa m\u0259cbur edir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u201cX\u0259nd\u0259\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc fars dilinin k\u00f6hn\u0259lmi\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259r qrupuna daxildir v\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm dem\u0259kdir. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259n\u0259m, biz\u0259 sevinc b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259m, ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn &#8211; 80 illik yubileyin m\u00fcbar\u0259k olsun! <\/p>\n<p>G\u00fclnar\u0259 \u015e\u00d6HR\u018fDD\u0130NQIZI,<br \/>\n\u201cM\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan\u201d<br \/>\nq\u0259zetinin b\u0259dii redaktoru<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bapbalaca bir k\u0259nd d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn: ya\u015f\u0131l\u00adl\u0131qlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 itib-batan, bulaqlar\u0131n\u0131n suyu d\u0259rman, havas\u0131 min bir d\u0259rd\u0259 \u015f\u0259fa bir k\u0259nd. \u0130nsanlar\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r mehriband\u0131 ki, g\u00fcn\u00fcn ist\u0259nil\u0259n saat\u0131 \u2013 gec\u0259-g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, yay-q\u0131\u015f f\u0259rq etm\u0259z ist\u0259nil\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6ym\u0259k kifay\u0259tdir ki, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 sonra \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ev \u0259hlind\u0131n biri sayasan. Toylarda da b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259nd bir yumruq olur, yaslarda da. 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