{"id":25361,"date":"2017-06-04T10:00:28","date_gmt":"2017-06-04T06:00:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25361"},"modified":"2017-06-04T16:42:23","modified_gmt":"2017-06-04T12:42:23","slug":"ulku-tasliova-vur-ogul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25361","title":{"rendered":"\u00dclk\u00fc TA\u015eLIOVA.&#8221;VUR O\u011eUL&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s018.radikal.ru\/i500\/1706\/2c\/983921491dd9.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Gece boyu aral\u0131ks\u0131z esen tipinin u\u011fultusu sabaha do\u011fru dindi. Uykuya kanarak g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pencereye taraf \u00e7evirdi. \u0130\u00e7inden, \u201c\u015eafak s\u00f6kmemi\u015f, yava\u015f yava\u015f kalk\u0131p haz\u0131rlanay\u0131m. Ya Allah.\u201d diyerek yata\u011f\u0131ndan do\u011fruldu. Bir m\u00fcddet sessizli\u011fi dinledi. Kendini bildi bileli ortal\u0131k ayd\u0131nlanmadan uyan\u0131r, herkesten \u00f6nce i\u015flerini bitirirdi. Yine \u00f6yle yapt\u0131. G\u00fcnler \u00f6ncesinden g\u00f6le att\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011flar\u0131 toplama zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015fti. \u201c\u0130\u015faret koydu\u011fum yerler kar alt\u0131nda kaybolmadan gidip a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekmeliyim.\u201d diyerek at\u0131n\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131. G\u00f6l\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na gitmek i\u00e7in eyerine oturdu\u011funda, anas\u0131 her defas\u0131nda oldu\u011fu gibi gitmesine engel olmak istedi. O ise s\u00f6ylenene kulak asmadan at\u0131na bindi. \u201cDeh\u201d diyerek yola koyuldu.<br \/>\nSaatler sonra g\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnde \u00e7ubuk dikerek i\u015faret koydu\u011fu yeri bulup yeniden delik a\u00e7t\u0131. \u0130nin, cinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o yerlerde bal\u0131k tutmak \u00f6yle kolay i\u015f de\u011fildi. \u00d6nce avlan\u0131lacak yeri iyi bilmek gerekirdi, sonra bir metreye yak\u0131n kal\u0131nl\u0131ktaki buzu k\u0131r\u0131p i\u00e7ine a\u011f\u0131 germeliydi. Sonra sab\u0131rla birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn bekleyip a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekmeliydi. Bu kadar kar\u0131n tipinin ortas\u0131nda g\u00f6lden tutulan k\u0131l\u00e7\u0131ks\u0131z sar\u0131bal\u0131klar g\u00fczel nimetti. Evine vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda; \u201cGelin benim bereketli sar\u0131 kuzular\u0131m.\u201d diyerek pullar\u0131n\u0131 kaz\u0131yacak sonrada bir g\u00fczel k\u0131zartarak ailesiyle birlikte kar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 doyuracakt\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn ak\u015fama kavu\u015fmak \u00fczereyken g\u00f6lden a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karma i\u015fini bitirip sar\u0131 kuzular\u0131 torbalara doldurduktan sonra a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131. K\u0131sa sapl\u0131 kazmay\u0131 da at\u0131n belindeki heybeye koydu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yukar\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rp\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131. Yava\u015f\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015fen kar taneleri y\u00fcz\u00fcnde eridi. Y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle \u201c\u015eu g\u00fczelli\u011fin yok mu? B\u00fct\u00fcn zahmetine de\u011fer.\u201d dedi. Sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yan\u0131nda duran Bozo&#8217;ya taraf \u00e7evirerek, \u201cAk\u015fam olmak \u00fczere art\u0131k d\u00f6nelim. Biraz daha kal\u0131rsak vallahi kurtlara yem oluruz.\u201d diyerek \u00e7ulu at\u0131n sa\u011fr\u0131s\u0131na \u00f6rtt\u00fc. Ard\u0131ndan da bal\u0131klar\u0131 doldurdu\u011fu torbay\u0131 terkisine y\u00fckledi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc y\u00fcn ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kulaklar\u0131na kadar indirdi. Eldivenlerini bileklerine kadar \u00e7ekti. Sonra bir s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131\u015fta e\u011ferin \u00fczerine oturdu. Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczengiye ge\u00e7irerek kantarmay\u0131 eline ald\u0131. Topuklar\u0131yla hafif\u00e7e at\u0131n karn\u0131na dokundu. At\u0131n kenter y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne keyifle \u00fcfledi\u011fi \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u015flik etti. Bozo adl\u0131 iri \u00e7oban k\u00f6pe\u011fi de kuyru\u011funu sallayarak karlar aras\u0131nda pe\u015finden ko\u015ftu.<br \/>\n\u201cHomurdanma deli pala her ku\u015fun kendisine g\u00f6re na\u011fmesi var. Benim na\u011fmemde b\u00f6yle i\u015fte bilmiyor musun? \u00dcstelik eme\u011fimiz bo\u015fa gitmedi.\u201d diyerek y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle at\u0131n\u0131n yelesini ok\u015fayarak \u0131sl\u0131\u011f\u0131na devam etti.<br \/>\n\u0130nsanlar\u0131n bir avu\u00e7 merhametli kara topra\u011fa muhta\u00e7 oldu\u011fu o zemheri g\u00fcnlerinde, \u00c7\u0131ld\u0131r g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn buzla kaplanm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcnde at \u00fcst\u00fcnde gidiyordu. Oralar\u0131 ilk defa g\u00f6ren biri, sonsuz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen beyazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda bereketli g\u00f6l oldu\u011funu nereden bilebilirdi ki? Diz hizas\u0131na kadar \u00e7\u0131kan kar, Deli Palan\u0131n y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kesiyordu<br \/>\nTerkisindeki dolu torbayla at\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131nda keyifle ilerlerken, \u015fahin gibi bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla da etraf\u0131 kontrol ediyordu. Ak\u015fam grili\u011finin bile lekeleyemedi\u011fi ufuksuz p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l beyazl\u0131k \u00fczerinde birka\u00e7 tav\u015fan, kurt, tilki ve ku\u015f ayak izinden ba\u015fka bir \u015fey yoktu. \u201cAylard\u0131r g\u00f6k mavi, yer beyaz, sanki hi\u00e7 yaz gelmeyecek gibi. Ne dersin Deli Pala \u201c diyerek bir m\u00fcddet sustu. Sonra da kendisini teselli edercesine \u201cAnam \u2018Karak\u0131\u015f karadan gider, zemheri aradan gider, g\u00fcc\u00fck azd\u0131r, martta yazd\u0131r.\u2019 der. Bozo \u015funun \u015furas\u0131nda ne kald\u0131 ki yaza?\u201d dedi. \u201c Ha\u2026 bir de Bizim Hasan Y\u00fccel bir keresinde kar ya\u011farken bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131 bir de uzaklara sonra derin i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti. Bu\u011fulu g\u00f6zlerini g\u00f6zlerimden saklayarak \u2018Her kar bir hat\u0131raya ya\u011far.\u2019 demi\u015fti. O s\u00f6z\u00fc beni \u00e7ok etkilemi\u015fti. O sevdi\u011fini karl\u0131 bir gecede kaybetmi\u015fti Deli Pala. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle. \u201d dedi\u011finde g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnde dondu.<br \/>\nBeyaz \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcn sessizli\u011finde ilerlerken, akl\u0131na ilkbaharda g\u00f6y da\u011f\u0131n ete\u011finde yeti\u015fip g\u00f6l\u00fcn berrak sular\u0131na g\u00fczellikleri yans\u0131yan kan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131 gelincikler geldi. Sanki her biri suyu ayna ederek sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 tar\u0131yor, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fcnleri hat\u0131rlad\u0131. \u201cBenim dediklerime bak\u0131p \u00fcz\u00fclme, zaman\u0131 gelince her \u015fey kendili\u011finden oluverir.\u201d diyerek at\u0131n\u0131n boynuna \u015fefkatle dokundu. \u201cNice yazlar, k\u0131\u015flar g\u00f6rd\u00fck, ama bu sene k\u0131\u015f bir ba\u015fka zor ge\u00e7iyor.\u201d dedi\u011finde g\u00f6zleri ufuksuz uzaklara dald\u0131. Deli Palan\u0131n burnundan \u00e7\u0131kan s\u0131cak nefesi kar taneleri aras\u0131nda kaybolurken \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n koynunda yoluna devam etti.<br \/>\nAk\u015fam\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kmek \u00fczere oldu\u011fu vakitte, \u00c7oban k\u00f6pe\u011fi Bozo\u2019nun aral\u0131ks\u0131z havlamas\u0131na ald\u0131rmad\u0131 \u00f6nce. Tilki ya da tav\u015fan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Yer yer sertle\u015fen karda zorlanarak y\u00fcr\u00fcyen Deli Pala, arada bir homurdanarak yol ald\u0131. K\u00f6pe\u011fin sesi uzakla\u015f\u0131nca \u201cYoksa kurt mu indi buraya? Ama bu saatlerde de inmez ki meretler.\u201d dedi. Endi\u015felenince at\u0131n kantarmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ekerek durdu. Arkas\u0131na bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda Bozonun geride havlayarak karlar\u0131 e\u015feledi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. At\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fcrerek o tarafa s\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u201cNe var orada Bozo? Havlama sesinden g\u00f6l ikiye y\u0131rt\u0131lacak.\u201d diyerek sinirli halde at\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131ndan indi. Aya\u011f\u0131yla karlar\u0131 sa\u011fa sola savurarak birka\u00e7 h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131m att\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini k\u0131rp\u0131\u015ft\u0131rarak kar \u00fcst\u00fcndeki karart\u0131ya e\u011fildi bakt\u0131.\u201cAman Allah\u2019\u0131m kim bu? \u201d diyerek dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<br \/>\nElleriyle iyice karlar\u0131 temizleyince, alaca karanl\u0131kta b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015ferek \u00f6ylece buyukmu\u015f olan delikanl\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Eldivenlerini \u00e7\u0131kararak aln\u0131na, boynuna, burnuna dokundu. Kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kalbine yaslay\u0131p dinledi. Heyecanla, \u201cYa\u015f\u0131yor.\u201d diyerek at\u0131n\u0131 delikanl\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yana\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. Bal\u0131k torbalar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0131zl\u0131ca \u00e7ekip indirdi. \u00c7ocu\u011fu kuca\u011f\u0131na alarak, ba\u015f\u0131 at\u0131n sa\u011f b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcne, gelecek \u015fekilde y\u00fcz\u00fckoyun terkisine yat\u0131rd\u0131. Bozo da havlayarak etraflar\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fcp durdu. \u201c\u00c7abuk olmal\u0131y\u0131z.\u201d diyerek karla kapl\u0131 buz tutmu\u015f g\u00f6l\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnde at\u0131n\u0131 mahmuzlad\u0131.<br \/>\nK\u0131\u015f ak\u015fam\u0131nda g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f kandil gibi parlayan ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, yolunu ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yordu. \u201cGecenin ayaz\u0131 a\u011fulu k\u0131l\u0131ca benziyor. Her yan\u0131m\u0131 do\u011frad\u0131 sanki. K\u0131\u015f\u0131n kereminin bollu\u011fu da b\u00f6yle oluyor i\u015fte.\u201d diye kendi kendine s\u00f6ylenerek k\u00f6y\u00fcne yakla\u015ft\u0131. \u201c\u0130n\u015fallah terkimdeki delikanl\u0131 donmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ger\u00e7i Deli Palan\u0131n s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 onu biraz korur. Neyse ki k\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fc g\u00f6z\u00fc gibi parlayan \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fckt\u00fc.\u201d diyerek at\u0131n\u0131n karn\u0131na son bir kez daha dokundu.<br \/>\nK\u00f6y\u00fcne vard\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yats\u0131 vakti ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. At\u0131ndan inerek evin b\u00fcy\u00fck tahta kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yumruklad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eriden gelen sese, \u201cBenim ana a\u00e7.\u201d dedi. Kap\u0131n\u0131n demir z\u0131rzas\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131ncaya kadar \u201c\u0130n\u015fallah eme\u011fim zayi olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Ya Allah.\u201d diyerek terekesindeki delikanl\u0131y\u0131 kucaklayarak omuzuna ald\u0131. \u201cAna hemen kovalara kar doldur getir. Ben delikanl\u0131y\u0131 sekiye uzat\u0131p soyunduray\u0131m.\u201d diyerek sedirin \u00fczerine uzatt\u0131. Y\u00fcre\u011findeki korku eline aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00c7ocu\u011fun y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki masumiyeti g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde i\u00e7i ac\u0131d\u0131. \u201cNe ar\u0131yorsun o \u0131ss\u0131z yerlerde. Kay\u0131p m\u0131 oldun yoksa \u00e7ocuk. Kimsin? Nesin? Neden bu haldesin?\u201ddiyerek k\u0131s\u0131k sesle kendi kendine konu\u015ftu. Neden sonra anas\u0131na seslenerek yard\u0131m istedi.<br \/>\n\u201c\u00c7abuk olmal\u0131y\u0131z hala ya\u015f\u0131yor. Kurtaraca\u011f\u0131z in\u015fallah meraklanma o\u011ful.\u201d diyen ana bir taraftan da delikanl\u0131y\u0131 soyundurdu. Gaz lambas\u0131n\u0131n isli \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda kovadaki karlarla delikanl\u0131n\u0131n ellerini, kollar\u0131n\u0131, ayaklar\u0131n\u0131, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 ve b\u00fct\u00fcn v\u00fccudunu ovmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Kovalardaki karlar bittik\u00e7e ana yenisini getirdi. \u00dc\u015f\u00fcyen ellerini nefesleriyle \u0131s\u0131t\u0131p yeniden ovdular ovdular\u2026<br \/>\n\u201coyyy ana\u2026\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc delikanl\u0131n\u0131n morarm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ana \u201c\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr o\u011ful, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcmden d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u0130n\u015fallah bir yerinde ar\u0131za kalmaz.\u201d dedi. Onlar karla ovmaya devam ettik\u00e7e delikanl\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fald\u0131. Ac\u0131lar i\u00e7inde \u201cAna\u2026 Ana\u2026\u201d diye say\u0131klad\u0131.<br \/>\nBelki bir saat belki biraz daha uzun s\u00fcre karla ovulan delikanl\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131 azalmaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca iniltileri de durdu. G\u00f6zlerin a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir m\u00fcddet durduktan sonra korkuya kap\u0131larak \u201cAnam\u2026 Ermeni Askerleri\u2026 Yapamam\u2026 Ana yakla\u015f\u0131yorlar\u2026\u201d diye say\u0131klarken s\u00f6zleri g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131ndan akt\u0131.<br \/>\n\u201cKimsin sen? Neler geldi ba\u015f\u0131na? Anlat karda\u015f. Anlat ki bilelim.\u201d diyerek a\u011flayan delikanl\u0131n\u0131n omuzunu s\u0131kt\u0131. \u201cAnam\u0131 vurdum a\u011fam. Aha bu k\u0131r\u0131las\u0131 ellerimle anam\u0131 karlar aras\u0131na g\u00f6md\u00fcm. Oyyy.\u201d<br \/>\n\u201cTiknis\u2019de ki evimize Ermeniler bask\u0131n yaparak babam\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcler. Anam, \u2018G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ak\u0131, karas\u0131 o\u011ful bunlar seni sa\u011f koymayacak. Buralardan gidelim dedi.\u2019 Evimizi oca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrerek gecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131 ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda yola d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fck. \u015eafak vakti ala karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fcze sundu\u011funda epeyce yol alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Uzakta bacalar\u0131 t\u00fcten k\u00f6y\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde \u2018\u015f\u00fck\u00fcr kurtulduk.\u2019 diyerek anam sevin\u00e7le boynuma sar\u0131ld\u0131. \u2018Akba\u015fl\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131n ete\u011finde ak bele\u011fe belenen k\u00f6ye yeti\u015fmemize az kald\u0131. Kurtuluyoruz o\u011ful.\u2019 demesinin ard\u0131ndan pe\u015f pe\u015fe duydu\u011fumuz silah sesleriyle irkildik. Anam \u2018Bizi g\u00f6rd\u00fcler pe\u015fimizi b\u0131rakmayacaklar. Ko\u015f o\u011ful.\u2019 dedi. Elimizdeki torbalar\u0131 atarak var g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fczle karlar aras\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fe kalka ko\u015fuyorduk. Onlar da ara s\u0131ra ate\u015f ederek arkam\u0131zdan ko\u015fuyordu. Anam bir an durdu arkas\u0131na bakt\u0131, sonra da bana d\u00f6nerek, \u2018Beni vur yoksa o imans\u0131zlar\u2026\u2019 dedi\u011finde deh\u015fete d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Onlar bize do\u011fru yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a anam\u0131n g\u00f6zleri korkudan kocaman olmu\u015f bana yalvar\u0131yordu. \u2018O\u011ful ya tabancay\u0131 ver ben yapay\u0131m, ya da sen yap, yoksa namusuma halel getirecekler. Her \u015fekilde \u00f6lece\u011fim ben, bari temiz \u00f6leyim o\u011ful beni vur ve ka\u00e7.\u2019 dedi\u011finde nutkum tutulmu\u015ftu. Onlar bize do\u011fru ko\u015farak geliyordu. Anam ise \u00f6n\u00fcmde diz \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f beni vur diye yalvar\u0131yordu. \u015euurumu yitirmi\u015f \u00f6ylece olanlar\u0131 seyrederken, babam\u0131 nas\u0131l zalimce \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fckleri geldi g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcne. Avlunun ortas\u0131ndaki dire\u011fe ba\u011flad\u0131klar\u0131 babam\u0131n ellerini keserek ba\u015flad\u0131lar zulmetmeye\u2026 Sesi, o ac\u0131yla yank\u0131lanan sesi kulaklar\u0131mdan hi\u00e7 gitmedi. Ya anam? Anama yapacaklar\u0131 daha da beterdi. Onlar\u0131n ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131 ve silah sesleri gittik\u00e7e yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Sesler yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a anam \u2018Vur o\u011ful. Beni onlara b\u0131rakma yoksa hakk\u0131m\u0131 helal etmem sana.\u2019 diye yalvar\u0131yordu. Bir an, bir an tabancay\u0131 anam\u0131n kalbine dayad\u0131m. Anam tetikteki parma\u011f\u0131ma dokundu g\u00f6zlerime bakt\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Bo\u015flukta yank\u0131lanan sesle ayaklar\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ve beyaz a\u011fam\u2026 Anam, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ve beyaz kucak kuca\u011fa\u2026 \u201d<br \/>\nAna o\u011ful delikanl\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6yledikleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden akan \u00e7ay gibi donup kald\u0131lar.\/04.02.2015 \/ANKARA<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gece boyu aral\u0131ks\u0131z esen tipinin u\u011fultusu sabaha do\u011fru dindi. Uykuya kanarak g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pencereye taraf \u00e7evirdi. \u0130\u00e7inden, \u201c\u015eafak s\u00f6kmemi\u015f, yava\u015f yava\u015f kalk\u0131p haz\u0131rlanay\u0131m. Ya Allah.\u201d diyerek yata\u011f\u0131ndan do\u011fruldu. Bir m\u00fcddet sessizli\u011fi dinledi. Kendini bildi bileli ortal\u0131k ayd\u0131nlanmadan uyan\u0131r, herkesten \u00f6nce i\u015flerini bitirirdi. Yine \u00f6yle yapt\u0131. G\u00fcnler \u00f6ncesinden g\u00f6le att\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011flar\u0131 toplama zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015fti. \u201c\u0130\u015faret [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25361"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25367,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25361\/revisions\/25367"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}