{"id":25373,"date":"2017-06-12T09:00:02","date_gmt":"2017-06-12T05:00:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25373"},"modified":"2017-06-12T10:25:14","modified_gmt":"2017-06-12T06:25:14","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-roman-38-ci-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25373","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.”Sevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri” (roman) 38-ci hiss\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u00fcr\u00fcb x\u0259st\u0259xanadan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r asta add\u0131mlarla klinikaya girir.<\/p>\n

C\u0259mil\u0259 xadim\u0259y\u0259 pul verdi ki, ev\u0259 telefon als\u0131n. Fidan\u0131n hans\u0131 s\u0259b\u0259b\u0259 ona z\u0259ng etm\u0259yi onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 maraql\u0131 idi.Bu vaxt q\u0131z\u0131 Ayb\u0259niz qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi, anas\u0131na salams\u0131z-k\u0259lams\u0131z sual verdi \u2013 Atamgilin dedikl\u0259ri d\u00fczd\u00fcr?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus \u0259dayla kresloda oturdu \u2013 \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 bilim atangil n\u0259yi d\u00fcz deyir, n\u0259yi yox?
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n bigan\u0259 cavab verm\u0259yi Ayb\u0259nizi h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirirdi, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rd\u0131: – Do\u011frudan q\u0131zlar\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131san?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxm\u0131rd\u0131: – Ham\u0131s\u0131 \u015f\u0259rdir. He\u00e7 kimi qa\u00e7\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fam.
\n– \u018frinl\u0259 o\u011flun s\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 \u015f\u0259r atmal\u0131d\u0131lar? Qaba\u011f\u0131nda u\u015faq yoxdur e, ana. \u00d6z\u00fcn atama h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131san?
\n– Atan n\u0259 vaxtdan d\u00fcz dan\u0131\u015fan olub el\u0259? Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259n oyunlar atana g\u00f6r\u0259 deyilmi?
\n– Atam n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259hv h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ets\u0259 d\u0259, s\u0259nin kimi cinay\u0259t\u0259 \u0259l atmay\u0131b.Qanunla g\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u0259k ana, g\u0259r\u0259k indi t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 olayd\u0131n.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: – Qanuna qalsa, s\u0259n g\u0259r\u0259k \u0259rim dediyin adamla evl\u0259nm\u0259m\u0259liydin. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00fcz\u00fc hardan tap\u0131rsan, ba\u015f a\u00e7a bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Ayb\u0259niz g\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, anas\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015fmaq \u0259b\u0259sdir, s\u00f6hb\u0259ti \u00e7ox uzatmad\u0131: – D\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. M\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur susum. Amma yad\u0131nda saxla, qarda\u015f\u0131m da, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259nin eqonun qurban\u0131 olduq. El\u00e7inl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015facam. Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ail\u0259 d\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131q. He\u00e7 olmasa \u00e7al\u0131\u015facam.S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 daha Lamiy\u0259ni d\u0259 incitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. \u018fksin\u0259, dey\u0259c\u0259m qarda\u015f\u0131mdan b\u0259rk yap\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Q\u0131sas\u0131 ana, biz he\u00e7 n\u0259 itirmirik. Amma s\u0259n t\u0259k qalacaqsan. Bunu bil.
\nAyb\u0259niz qonaq ota\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xanda C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi t\u0259rzd\u0259 dedi: – H\u0259 d\u0259…Siz atan\u0131z\u0131n yoluyla gedin, d\u00fcz adam olun.
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\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 anas\u0131yla qohumunun u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanaya g\u0259ldi. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 Nubarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Nubar\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faq vard\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011fa baxa-baxa soru\u015fdu:
\n– U\u015faq nec\u0259di?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 telefonda R\u0259\u015fadla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Nubar\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 u\u015fa\u011fa fikir vermirdi. Nubar\u0131n quca\u011f\u0131nda saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 u\u015faq Ya\u015fard\u0131, indi yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Nubar bikef qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda o\u011fluna bax\u0131rd\u0131, \u00fcmidsiz dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:
\n– N\u0259 bilim. H\u0259kiml\u0259r deyir \u00fcmidli olun, \u00fcmidli oluruq.
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – B\u0259s,\u0259m\u0259liyyat haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirl\u0259r?
\nNubar \u2013 \u018fm\u0259liyyat olma\u011f\u0131na olmal\u0131d\u0131r e. G\u0259r\u0259k T\u00fcrkiy\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259k. Camal\u0131n bir tan\u0131\u015f\u0131 var, borca pul ver\u0259c\u0259k. Bir-iki g\u00fcn\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259liyik. G\u00f6r\u0259k.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 R\u0259\u015fadla sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b anas\u0131gilin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Nubarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, Ya\u015far\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, duruxdu. Gah u\u015fa\u011fa, gah da qohumuna bax\u0131rd\u0131. Nubar da T\u0259hmin\u0259nin ona \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131ndan qorxuya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259di:
\n– T\u0259hmin\u0259, n\u0259 oldu s\u0259n\u0259?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259ndi ki, Camal\u0131n qohumuyla \u0259laq\u0259si ola bil\u0259r. Birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 ald\u0131:
\n– Bu u\u015faq m\u0259n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir. T\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n televizorda g\u00f6st\u0259rib el\u0259m\u0259yibl\u0259r?
\nNubar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi indi yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi: – N\u0259 bilim vallah! R\u0259fiq\u0259min u\u015fa\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, \u0259ri yoxdu. \u00d6z\u00fc bug\u00fcn ev t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 getmi\u015fdi, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 verdi. Evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, m\u0259cbur qal\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u0259tirdim.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Nubar\u0131n yalan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Camalla \u0259laq\u0259si oldu\u011funu o d\u0259qiq\u0259 anlad\u0131: – Allah k\u00f6m\u0259yi olsun. Atas\u0131z u\u015faq b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259k d\u0259 bir \u015fey deyil. Allah uzaq el\u0259sin.
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – Amin. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259likc\u0259 ail\u0259 qurdu. O\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259f o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259sdirdi ki, qohum-\u0259qrabadan he\u00e7 kimi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra bilm\u0259dik.
\nNubar T\u0259hmin\u0259ni s\u00fczd\u00fc: – \u018f\u015f\u015fi, n\u0259 olacaq. \u018fsas xo\u015fb\u0259xt olsun. Onda bir s\u0259hv idi el\u0259mi\u015fdi, indi a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259r.
\nNubar\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 kimi d\u0259ydi, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dedi:
\n– S\u0259hvd\u0259n bet\u0259r s\u0259hv var, Nubar xala. T\u0259ki insan\u0131n s\u0259hvi el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ola. O\u011flun nec\u0259di?
\nNubar \u2013 Bildiyiniz kimi… G\u00f6zl\u0259yirik.
\nPalatadan Nubar o\u011flunun s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259lind\u0259n verm\u0259di: – U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver m\u0259n saxlay\u0131m.
\nNubar Ya\u015far\u0131 verm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259yirdi, verm\u0259m\u0259k d\u0259. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u00fcvv\u0259t verdi:
\n– Ver u\u015fa\u011f\u0131, Nubar. Onsuzda burday\u0131q, narahat olma.
\nNubar Ya\u015far\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 verdi. Ya\u015far yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 Nubarla palataya girdi. T\u0259hmin\u0259 xeyli palatadan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Cibind\u0259n telefonunu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131:
\n– R\u0259\u015fad, tez Eldar\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr, g\u0259lin x\u0259st\u0259xanaya.
\nR\u0259\u015fad Eldarla Qadir\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 baxd\u0131: – Niy\u0259? Orda n\u0259 i\u015fimiz var?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 n\u0259 dedis\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u0259r\u0259ldi; – N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Hans\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada? Ordan t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259yin. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259n qoyma. Bura bax, bizsiz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259. E\u015fidirs\u0259n?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Narahat olma. Amma x\u0259st\u0259xanaya girm\u0259yin. Yax\u015f\u0131? Tez g\u0259lin.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 telefonu cibin\u0259 qoydu. Ya\u015far quca\u011f\u0131nda m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nR\u0259\u015fad\u0131n t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcyl\u0259 sevinci qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir-birin\u0259: – Ya\u015far T\u0259hmin\u0259nin qohumugild\u0259ymi\u015f.
\nEldar \u2013 Ya\u015far onlarda n\u0259 g\u0259zir?
\nR\u0259\u015fad – Bilmir\u0259m. Qohumu T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 deyib ki, r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin o\u011fludur.
\nQadir \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 Ya\u015fara ox\u015fayan adi u\u015faqd\u0131r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 \u018fmin olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn getm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. X\u0259st\u0259xanaya girm\u0259rik. T\u0259hmin\u0259 deyir, evl\u0259rini tan\u0131y\u0131ram.
\nEldar \u2013 Vaxt itirm\u0259y\u0259k, \u00e7\u0131xaq.
\n\u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Rol arxas\u0131na Eldar ke\u00e7di.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 B\u0259lk\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcm. H\u0259y\u0259canl\u0131san.
\nEldar- \u00d6z\u00fcm s\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. S\u0259n T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 de u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 he\u00e7 kim\u0259 verm\u0259sin. Sonra Cin H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng el\u0259. \u00d6z\u00fcyl\u0259 bir iki adam g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb g\u0259lsin.
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\nS\u0259f\u0259r L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kimin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 inana bilmirdi, \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n– D\u00fcz\u00fc, dedikl\u0259riniz\u0259 inanmaqda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Tutaq ki, Lamiy\u0259 hamil\u0259 qal\u0131b, gizl\u0259dib bizd\u0259n. Bunu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. Siz deyirsiniz d\u00fcnyaya u\u015faq g\u0259tirib. Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r gizl\u0259ts\u0259 d\u0259 bil\u0259rdik.
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t \u2013 Sizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. M\u0259nim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Amma X\u0259yal\u0259 h\u0259kim d\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259x\u0259ssisdir. Xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131za baxanda dedi ki u\u015faq d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirib. Sizd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131za u\u015faq bar\u0259d\u0259 sual verdim. Adi suallar\u0131ma aqressiv cavab vermi\u015fdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r cavab ver\u0259 bilmirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcd\u0259 m\u0259t\u0259\u0259l qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t \u2013 G\u0259lin bel\u0259 ed\u0259k? Siz xan\u0131m\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 yen\u0259 g\u0259tirin yan\u0131m\u0131za. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m. R\u0259fiq\u0259 h\u0259kim d\u0259 yoxlas\u0131n. Ola bil\u0259r X\u0259yal\u0259 xan\u0131m s\u0259hv\u0259 yol versin. \u0130nsand\u0131rda…
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Deyirsiz, X\u0259yal\u0259 xan\u0131m s\u0259hv ed\u0259 bil\u0259r?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: – H\u0259r \u015fey ola bil\u0259r. Sabah yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn g\u0259lin.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kiml\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b klinikadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Taksi tutub ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 yem\u0259k yeyirdi\u0259r. Diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259rin ona diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131 Lamiy\u0259ni qeyri-ixtiyari qorxudurdu. Aynur da q\u0131z\u0131ndan bet\u0259r qorxdu: – N\u0259ys\u0259 olub, S\u0259f\u0259r?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini q\u0131yd\u0131: – Hee\u00e7. El\u0259 bel\u0259. Fikirl\u0259\u015fm\u0259kd\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131m a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131r.
\nLamiy\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yi indi yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b \u015fkaf\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, d\u0259rman v\u0259 st\u0259kanda su S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 uzatd\u0131: – D\u0259rman\u0131 at, sonra da yat. Ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259c\u0259k.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259rman\u0131 Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxaraq atd\u0131, suyu da birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 i\u00e7di. St\u0259kan\u0131 yolda\u015f\u0131na qaytar\u0131b dedi: – Atam g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259ni oyand\u0131rarsan.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Yax\u015f\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Siz\u0259 nu\u015f olsun \u2013 deyib, m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Aynur q\u0131z\u0131na;
\n– Anas\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259dir. Baxma, etdiyi hoqqalar\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndi.
\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131na he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di, \u00e7iynini \u00e7\u0259kdi.
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\nAyb\u0259niz \u0259lind\u0259 \u00e7amadanlar u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n day\u0259si il\u0259 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 day\u0259nin quca\u011f\u0131nda idi. Anas\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di. C\u0259mil\u0259 kresloda oturub jurnallara bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, guya q\u0131z\u0131 bunun vecin\u0259 d\u0259 deyil. Qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nEl\u00e7in ma\u015f\u0131nda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ayb\u0259nizin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7amadanlar\u0131 al\u0131b baqaja qoydu. Day\u0259 quca\u011f\u0131nda k\u00f6rp\u0259 arxa oturacaqda oturdu. Ayb\u0259niz El\u00e7inin yan\u0131nda oturmu\u015fdu. Ayb\u0259nizin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu. El\u00e7inin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
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\nEldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanadan bir az aral\u0131 saxlad\u0131: – R\u0259\u015fad, s\u0259n get x\u0259st\u0259xanaya. Camal bird\u0259n oralarda olar.
\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, iti add\u0131mlarla x\u0259st\u0259xanaya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.
\nQadir \u2013 \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n m\u0259n d\u0259 gedim?<\/p>\n

Eldar raz\u0131 olmad\u0131: – H\u0259l\u0259lik yan\u0131mda qal. G\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 olur.
\nR\u0259\u015fad ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yan\u0131na g\u0259ldi. Quca\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 u\u015faq do\u011frudan Ya\u015fard\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259yl\u0259 Nubar da onlar\u0131n yan\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 qohumuyla tan\u0131\u015f el\u0259di:
\n– Yezn\u0259m R\u0259\u015fadd\u0131r. Biz ged\u0259k Nubar. Allah \u015f\u0259fa versin. Bizim d\u0259 bilirs\u0259n imkan\u0131m\u0131z yoxdur. Olsa vallah, k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259r\u0259m.
\nNubar \u2013 Bilir\u0259m \u015e\u0259rif\u0259. Say\u0131b g\u0259lm\u0259yin b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015fdir.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Nubar xala, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n anas\u0131 deyirdin evl\u0259ri t\u0259mizl\u0259yir?
\nNubar \u0259s\u0259bi cavab verdi: – H\u0259,n\u0259 olub?
\nBu vaxt Nubar\u0131n \u0259ri Camal da onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131: – Ax\u015fam\u0131n\u0131z xeyir.
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 Camal\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di: – B\u0131y, nec\u0259s\u0259n, Camal?
\nCamal R\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131: – Bel\u0259 d\u0259! T\u0259hmin\u0259, s\u0259ns\u0259n? Tan\u0131mad\u0131m, d\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n. Neynirs\u0259n?
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – He\u00e7, bo\u015f-bekaram.
\nCamal \u0259liyl\u0259 R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di. Kimliyi maraql\u0131 idi.
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – Yezn\u0259mdir.
\nCamal R\u0259\u015fada \u0259l uzatd\u0131 \u2013 Allah xo\u015fb\u0259xt el\u0259sin.
\nR\u0259\u015fad da Camala \u0259lini uzatd\u0131 \u2013 Sa\u011f ol. Sizinl\u0259 t\u0259k dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m? O\u011flunuz bar\u0259d\u0259.
\nNubarla Camal bir-biril\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131lar.
\nCamal \u2013 O\u011flum bar\u0259d\u0259? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n…
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 T\u0259hmin\u0259 dedi ki, x\u0259st\u0259dir. Madiyyat bax\u0131mdan k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259rik.
\nCamal \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 – Bil\u0259rik?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Y\u0259ni T\u0259hmin\u0259yl\u0259 m\u0259n?
\nR\u0259\u015fad\u0131n t\u0259klifi T\u0259hmin\u0259ni d\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndirdi, yen\u0259 d\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoymad\u0131: – D\u00fcz deyir, niyy\u0259timiz vard\u0131, h\u0259yata ke\u00e7irm\u0259mi\u015fdik. Lap yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nNubar sevindi, Camal da sevindi, biruz\u0259 verm\u0259di: – D\u00fcz\u00fc, m\u00fcalic\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 pulumuz var.
\nR\u0259\u015fadla T\u0259hmin\u0259 p\u0259rt oldular. R\u0259\u015fad \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, Camal\u0131 raz\u0131 sals\u0131n: – Ola bil\u0259r borc alm\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z. M\u0259n borc vermir\u0259m. T\u0259hmin\u0259 demi\u015fk\u0259n, niyy\u0259timiz var.
\nNubar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini Camaldan \u00e7\u0259kmirdi. Camal \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini qa\u015f\u0131d\u0131, n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdis\u0259; – Bilmir\u0259m n\u0259 deyim.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Ged\u0259k ma\u015f\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k. Buyurun.
\nR\u0259\u015fad Camala yol g\u00f6st\u0259rdi, sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 tutdu: – M\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f getm\u0259yin.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di. R\u0259\u015fadla Camal x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, Eldargil t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Camal Eldarla Qadiri ma\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcb minm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259di. R\u0259\u015fad Camal\u0131n qolundan tutub oturmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131na it\u0259l\u0259di: – Otur.
\nCamal \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259di nec\u0259 oturdu. R\u0259\u015fad da ma\u015f\u0131na mindi, qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Camal R\u0259\u015fadla Qadirin aras\u0131nda qald\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr b\u0259rk qorxmu\u015fdu:
\n– He\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr\u0259m. Bu n\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tdi?
\nEldar \u2013 Ba\u015fa salar\u0131q bir azdan.
\nR\u0259\u015fad\u0131n \u0259l telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi, telefona cavab verdi: – Hardas\u0131z? Aha g\u00f6rd\u00fcm sizi. M\u0259nd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yin.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Bizim s\u0259ninl\u0259 i\u015fimiz yoxdur. Ada\u015f\u0131nla da harda tan\u0131\u015f olmusan, bilmir\u0259m.
\nCamal \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamayan adam kimi apard\u0131: – Ada\u015f\u0131m kimdir?
\nEldar \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi: – \u0130ndi s\u0259ni vurub \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m, bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n ada\u015f\u0131n kimdi? Dolam\u0131san bizi? Camal al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131yla \u0259lbir olub, ail\u0259mi qa\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131s\u0131z. O\u011flum indi x\u0259st\u0259xanada T\u0259hmin\u0259nin quca\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r.
\nCamal yalan dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131z oldu\u011funu indi d\u0259rk el\u0259di: – Biz\u0259 dedi ki, u\u015faq \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u00fcr. O qad\u0131n is\u0259, ke\u00e7mi\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Guya sizinl\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edib.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259di havadar\u0131 kimdir?
\nCamal \u2013 Rusiyada barda i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Qarda\u015f\u0131mla da orda tan\u0131\u015f olublar. Anas\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qay\u0131d\u0131b bura. Ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.
\nEldar \u2013 Qad\u0131n indi hardad\u0131r?
\nCamal susdu. R\u0259\u015fad Eldar\u0131n sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131: – Camal onsuzda o\u011flun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259n\u0259 pul verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onda o q\u0259d\u0259r pul yoxdur. Bunu m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. Bizi evin\u0259 apar. Ail\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 narahat olma.
\nCamal\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu: – Pul ver\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 ki\u015fi kimi s\u00f6z verdi.
\nEldar kinay\u0259 il\u0259: – Ki\u015fi kimi? Ki\u015fi olan k\u0259s q\u0131z satar s\u0259nc\u0259? \u00d6zd\u0259 bakir\u0259 q\u0131zlar\u0131…\u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131n can\u0131na and olsun, s\u0259n biz\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259s\u0259n, ail\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131rsa ed\u0259c\u0259m.
\nCamal raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131: – Ged\u0259k…
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\nFidan qap\u0131ya s\u00f6yk\u0259nib a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011flamaqdan hal\u0131 da qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bacard\u0131qca qap\u0131ya yumruq vururdu: – Camal, a\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131. Yalvar\u0131ram, a\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131. A\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131…
\nFidan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi getdi.
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\nC\u0259mil\u0259 hamamdan t\u0259z\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xadim\u0259 ev \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn telefonu \u00e7oxdan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 n\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259r olan kitab\u00e7an\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, d\u0259st\u0259yi qula\u011f\u0131na tutdu. N\u00f6mr\u0259l\u0259ri y\u0131\u011fd\u0131, bir az g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldu.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Nec\u0259s\u0259n, L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, siz nec\u0259siz? \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr sizi y\u0131\u011f\u0131ram, telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n yoxdur. G\u0259lininiz\u0259 dedim, dey\u0259s\u0259n yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b dem\u0259yib siz\u0259.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 maraq dolu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259: – G\u0259linim\u0259? N\u0259 vaxt demisiz?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 \u0130ki g\u00fcn bundan \u0259vv\u0259l.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Lamiy\u0259 Fidan\u0131n z\u0259ng etdiyini yalandan gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Amma niy\u0259?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Telefon bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 xarab oldu. Bug\u00fcn d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259 bilmi\u015fik. N\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ydi?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 Sizinl\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259 saxlaya bilm\u0259diyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Hmm. Analizin cavablar\u0131 nec\u0259 oldu?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 \u0130kisi d\u0259 sa\u011flamd\u0131r. C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m, g\u0259lininiz evli olan m\u00fcdd\u0259ti hamil\u0259 qal\u0131b el\u0259m\u0259yib?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Yoox. Niy\u0259?
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 G\u0259lininizi yoxlayanda biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, hamil\u0259 qal\u0131b, \u00fcst\u0259lik do\u011fub da… Sabah S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131 yen\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Dem\u0259li bel\u0259? Sizd\u0259n bir xahi\u015fim var, n\u0259tic\u0259 n\u0259 olsa, m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259rsiniz.
\nL\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim \u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. Narahat olmay\u0131n. M\u0259n indi i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yam.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – Buyurun,buyurun!…Sa\u011f olun, L\u0259taf\u0259t xan\u0131m.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi yerin\u0259 qoydu. Lamiy\u0259nin bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 k\u00f6k\u0259lm\u0259yi ona \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. H\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 sual vermi\u015fdi ki, niy\u0259 k\u00f6k\u0259lib?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.
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\nEldargil Camalla birg\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Camalgilin evi h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n bir az aral\u0131da idi. \u201cBa\u015f k\u0259ss\u0259l\u0259r he\u00e7 kimi x\u0259b\u0259ri olmaz\u201d c\u00fcml\u0259si insanlardan uzaq m\u0259kanlara aid idi. Qadir h\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanada T\u0259hmin\u0259gilin yan\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Nubar o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131na h\u0259r \u015feyi astaca dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 qohumlar\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 pis olmu\u015fdu.
\nCamal evin\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Cin H\u0259s\u0259n v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n iki adam\u0131 evin \u0259traf\u0131n\u0131 yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar. R\u0259\u015fadla Eldar otaqlar\u0131 g\u0259zdil\u0259r. Ota\u011f\u0131n birinin qap\u0131s\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. Eldar Camal\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. Camal cibind\u0259n a\u00e7ar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. Eldar qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qap\u0131 tam a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar birt\u0259h\u0259r qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7\u0259 bildi. Fidan\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Camal\u0131n \u0259l n\u00f6mr\u0259sin\u0259 z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Camal \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc R\u0259\u015fada tutdu: – Odur.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Cavab ver.
\nCamal telefona qorxuyla cavab verdi: – H\u0259
\nD\u0259st\u0259yin o biri t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n Camal\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi \u2013 Satd\u0131n da ki\u015fi kimi m\u0259ni.
\nCamal\u0131n dili topuq vurdu: – M\u0259n….M\u0259n…
\nCamal \u2013 K\u0259k\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 arvad kimi… Bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir\u0259m. Amma bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259….
\nCamal\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini e\u015fid\u0259n R\u0259\u015fad telefonu Camaldan al\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131: – N\u0259 \u015f\u0259rti,\u0259…Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ni ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamayaca\u011f\u0131q. H\u0259r tik\u0259ni qula\u011f\u0131n boyda ed\u0259nd\u0259 dey\u0259rs\u0259n \u015f\u0259rtini.
\nCamal \u2013 S\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur, arvad\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 qurtar.
\nEldar Fidan\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n arxa oturaca\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131: – Tez x\u0259st\u0259xanaya. Camal x\u0259st\u0259xanadad\u0131r.
\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 adamlar\u0131yla ma\u015f\u0131na mindil\u0259r. Camal evd\u0259 t\u0259k qald\u0131….V\u0259 he\u00e7 kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259di!…
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