{"id":25375,"date":"2017-06-12T10:00:12","date_gmt":"2017-06-12T06:00:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25375"},"modified":"2017-06-12T10:25:30","modified_gmt":"2017-06-12T06:25:30","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-roman-39-cu-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25375","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.”Sevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri” (roman) 39-cu hiss\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u00fcr\u00fcb x\u0259st\u0259xanadan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r asta add\u0131mlarla klinikaya girir.<\/p>\n

Eldar Fidan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 y\u00fcng\u00fcl \u015fill\u0259 vururdu ki, ay\u0131ls\u0131n. Fidan sayaql\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131:
\n– “Eldar, u\u015faq…u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 apard\u0131” deyirdi tez tez. Eldar arvad\u0131n\u0131n arxay\u0131n\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dedi:
\n– Narahat olma, Ya\u015far T\u0259hmin\u0259nin yan\u0131ndad\u0131r.
\nEldar R\u0259\u015fada: – S\u00fcr\u0259ti art\u0131r, tez \u00e7atmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nFidan g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00fccl\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131: – Su ver. Biriniz su verin. Ciy\u0259rim yan\u0131r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yol k\u0259nar\u0131ndak\u0131 balaca maqazinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb maqazin\u0259 girdi. Adi s\u0259rin su g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, kar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sat\u0131c\u0131ya x\u0131rda pul verm\u0259kd\u0259n onluq verdi. Maqazind\u0259n nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131sa, arxas\u0131nca pulu art\u0131qlamas\u0131yla verdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n sat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259di.Suyu Eldara verdi, ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 xodlay\u0131b s\u00fcr\u0259ti art\u0131rd\u0131. Eldar Fidan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b suyu i\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nTaksi S\u0259f\u0259rgilin evinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda saxlad\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn pulunu ver\u0259nd\u0259n sonra taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, iti add\u0131mlarla ev\u0259 tez \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yirdi.\u00c7oxdand\u0131r Lamiy\u0259d\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi \u0259lin\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda f\u00fcrs\u0259t d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan, bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7ox \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yats\u0131n, al\u0131nmad\u0131. H\u0259kimin s\u00f6zl\u0259ri qula\u011f\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verirdi. L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259li idi, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 ona inanm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259nin hamil\u0259 qal\u0131b ondan, ail\u0259sind\u0259n gizl\u0259tm\u0259yi S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259ntiqli g\u0259lmirdi. \u018fksin\u0259, fikirl\u0259\u015firdi, hamil\u0259 qalsayd\u0131, m\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7oxdan istifad\u0259 etmi\u015fdi. O vaxt des\u0259ydi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259zdi. Ax\u0131, S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Nax\u00e7\u0131vana getmi\u015fdi. Lamiy\u0259nin hamil\u0259 qalmas\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259rin he\u00e7 c\u00fcr a\u011fl\u0131na batm\u0131rd\u0131. Yatmaq ist\u0259yirdi, yuxusu da \u0259r\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Onsuzda h\u0259kimd\u0259n e\u015fitdiyi s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi, anas\u0131n\u0131n da g\u0259li\u015fi bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n onu cin at\u0131na mindirdi. Otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xanda C\u0259mil\u0259 Lamiy\u0259ni divara dir\u0259mi\u015fdi:
\n– Sual\u0131ma cavab ver. Niy\u0259 Yalandan Fidan\u0131n z\u0259ng el\u0259diyini dedin?
\nAynur q\u0131z\u0131yla qaynanas\u0131 aras\u0131na girm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 C\u0259mil\u0259 qolundan tutub it\u0259l\u0259di. Aynur yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 aya\u011fa qald\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi, bacarmad\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 onun bo\u011faz\u0131mdan yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n– M\u0259n\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f s\u0259nd\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Cavab ver,l\u0259\u00e7\u0259r. Evimd\u0259 o n\u0259 artistlikiydi el\u0259mi\u015fdin?
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 tab g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qa\u00e7araq d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qolundan tutdu:
\n– B\u0259sdi, adam\u0131 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131rsan. \u00c7\u0131x, tez ol, \u00e7\u0131x evimd\u0259n.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc toplay\u0131b o\u011flunu Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f it\u0259l\u0259di: – Sual\u0131ma cavab verm\u0259s\u0259, ged\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Bug\u00fcn L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim m\u0259ni y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 o g\u00fcn d\u0259 y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Telefonu bu g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Fidan\u0131n z\u0259ng el\u0259diyini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b. Zibilini gizl\u0259tm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u0259han\u0259 edib.<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u00e7a\u015fba\u015f qald\u0131: – Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?<\/p>\n

S\u0259f\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 tutdu: – M\u0259ni ba\u015fa sal g\u00f6r\u00fcm, bu n\u0259 dem\u0259kdir?
\nAynur aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yerin\u0259 cavab verdi:
\n– N\u0259 olacaq? Anan\u0131n t\u0259z\u0259 oyunudur. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ail\u0259sini da\u011f\u0131td\u0131, \u00f6z ail\u0259sini da\u011f\u0131td\u0131, dinc\u0259lm\u0259di, indi d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259 sizindir.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 Aynurun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi, S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 Lamiy\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di.
\nLamiy\u0259: – L\u0259taf\u0259t h\u0259kim\u0259 q\u0259ti inanm\u0131ram. S\u0259nin h\u0259kimindir, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 s\u0259n dey\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259krarlayacaq. Utanmaz-utanmaz \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 deyir ki, guya m\u0259n hamil\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fam, \u00fcst\u0259lik u\u015faq da do\u011fmu\u015fam. <\/p>\n

H\u0259r k\u0259s bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 susdu. S\u0259f\u0259r arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 baxd\u0131: – L\u0259taf\u0259t m\u0259n\u0259 dedikl\u0259rini \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 demi\u015fdis\u0259, niy\u0259 m\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Bug\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi. C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 qazanm\u0131\u015f insan kimi rahatlad\u0131, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131:
\n– Fikir ver b\u0259d\u0259n qurulu\u015funa, o\u011flum. U\u015faq do\u011fan qad\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni var. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 k\u00f6k\u0259lib. Almaniyadan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 niy\u0259 k\u00f6k\u0259ldiyini soru\u015fdum, adam kimi cavab ver\u0259 bilm\u0259di.
\nAynur \u2013 B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn\u00fc evd\u0259 oturub. Evd\u0259 oturan adam yeyib yatanda ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z k\u00f6k\u0259lir d\u0259.
\nLamiy\u0259 qorxusundan p\u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. S\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin diqq\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxa-baxa ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca Lamiy\u0259 geriy\u0259 do\u011fru gedirdi.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Deyirs\u0259n L\u0259taf\u0259t anam\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259kimdir, anam \u00f6yr\u0259dib onu?
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u0130lk g\u00fcnd\u0259n o h\u0259kimin yan\u0131na getm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdim. Ananla r\u0259fiq\u0259dil\u0259r, niy\u0259 narahat olmuyum?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 – S\u0259nd\u0259 sif\u0259t var, q\u0131z. Yax\u015f\u0131, onda ba\u015fqa h\u0259kim\u0259 apararsan, S\u0259f\u0259r. Amma h\u0259kimi s\u0259n tapacaqsan. El\u0259 h\u0259kim olsun ki, n\u0259 m\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131m, n\u0259 d\u0259 onlar.
\nAynur h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131: – Eee, b\u0259sdirin. Adam\u0131 az qala d\u0259li ed\u0259siz. Q\u0131z\u0131m sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yiy\u0259siz deyil e, kefiniz ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 bir qapaz vuras\u0131z.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r s\u0259sinin tonunu qald\u0131rd\u0131: – Aynur xan\u0131m.
\nS\u0259f\u0259rin q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n Aynur q\u0131zard\u0131, C\u0259mil\u0259nin yan\u0131nda p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdu. Lamiy\u0259 f\u00fcrs\u0259ti \u0259ld\u0259n verm\u0259yib anas\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u018fs\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilm\u0259di:
\n– Bu q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259sdir. Sizin qar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda susduqca adam\u0131 \u0259zirsiz. N\u0259 s\u0259n dey\u0259n, n\u0259 d\u0259 ev y\u0131xan anan\u0131n dediyi h\u0259kim\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259n u\u015faq-mu\u015faq do\u011fmam\u0131\u015fam. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, hamil\u0259 qalmam\u0131\u015fam. A\u011f\u0131l var, m\u0259ntiq var. M\u0259n s\u0259ni sevmi\u015f\u0259m. Hamil\u0259 qalsayd\u0131m dem\u0259zdim? O vaxt s\u0259ni \u0259limd\u0259 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 yol idi.
\nLamiy\u0259nin dedikl\u0259ri S\u0259f\u0259rin a\u011fl\u0131na batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131na \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259yl\u0259 baxd\u0131: – Bunu m\u0259n d\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m. Hamil\u0259 qalsayd\u0131, istifad\u0259 ed\u0259rdi.
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0259ti \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 dedi: – Dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Uzun m\u00fcdd\u0259t ki\u015fisiz qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t edib s\u0259n\u0259?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259nin aradak\u0131 p\u0259rd\u0259ni g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259si \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yer tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259n Aynurun onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 h\u00fccum \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b oldu. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 utanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Aynur C\u0259mil\u0259nin sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutub yer\u0259 y\u0131xd\u0131: – Poz\u011fun s\u0259ns\u0259n, bir d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n. \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ni, ay ev y\u0131xan, qoca kaftar.<\/p>\n

Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r analar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 ay\u0131rd\u0131lar. C\u0259mil\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n geri qalm\u0131rd\u0131:
\n– S\u0259n bunu h\u0259kim\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q apar. Bel\u0259 pis reaksiya g\u00f6st\u0259rdil\u0259rs\u0259, dem\u0259li, L\u0259taf\u0259t d\u00fcz edib \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nibdi. Qon\u015fulardan biri el\u0259 d\u00fcz deyirmi\u015f, ev\u0259 ki\u015fi g\u0259tirib bu qanc\u0131q. Siz ana-baladan b\u0259 des\u0259z g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m. U\u015faq s\u0259nd\u0259n olsayd\u0131, \u00e7oxdan al\u0259m\u0259 car \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – M\u0259nim daha siz\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm yoxdur. \u0130st\u0259diyin h\u0259kim\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259rik, S\u0259f\u0259r. Lap sabah ged\u0259rik. Amma bir \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259. Anan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getsin. M\u0259ni q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131zla s\u0259hv salmay\u0131n, C\u0259mil\u0259 xan\u0131m. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z kimi….
\nAynur q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n susmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qolundan tutdu, Lamiy\u0259 susdu.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 Ayb\u0259niz n\u0259 edib?
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ortal\u0131\u011fa at\u0131lma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi. S\u0259f\u0259r sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131: – Bac\u0131m n\u0259 edib, Lamiy\u0259?
\nLamiy\u0259nin yerin\u0259 anas\u0131 cavab verdi: – Bac\u0131n ail\u0259 quranda hamil\u0259ydi. Anan da bilirdi. El\u00e7in atan\u0131n m\u0259mur oldu\u011funu bil\u0259nd\u0259n sonra bac\u0131nla evl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 raz\u0131 olmu\u015fdu.
\nAynurun dedikl\u0259rini qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda e\u015fid\u0259n K\u0259rimin \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259yib yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Ondan sonra evd\u0259kil\u0259r K\u0259rimin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r \u201cata\u201d deyib, qap\u0131ya t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131.
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\nR\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya yax\u0131n saxlad\u0131. Suyu i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra Fidan qism\u0259n d\u0259 olsa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\nFidan \u2013 X\u0259st\u0259xanaya girm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 deyin u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259tirsin.
\nEldar raz\u0131 olmad\u0131: – Olmaz, s\u0259ni m\u00fctl\u0259q h\u0259kim\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nFidan \u2013 M\u0259nim n\u0259yim var? \u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u00fcr sussuz idi, hal\u0131m qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, birc\u0259 ev\u0259 tez ged\u0259k. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yer\u0259 salma. De, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u0259tirsinl\u0259r.
\nEldar \u00e7ar\u0259sizlikd\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131, R\u0259\u015fad\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. R\u0259\u015fad ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb x\u0259st\u0259xanaya t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.
\nYa\u015far g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7oxdan a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 u\u015faqla oynay\u0131b g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qadir pill\u0259kanlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131: – Haz\u0131rla\u015f, R\u0259\u015fad da g\u0259ldi.
\nR\u0259\u015fad onlara \u00e7atan kimi T\u0259hmin\u0259 harda olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 unutdu, suallar\u0131n\u0131 palatada olan Nurbarla anas\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fid\u0259c\u0259yi t\u0259rzd\u0259 verdi: – N\u0259 oldu? Fidan\u0131 xilas ed\u0259 bildiz?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dad\u0131r. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr gedirik. O \u0259claf buralarda olmal\u0131d\u0131r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad\u0131n cavab\u0131 Nubar\u0131 \u015foka sald\u0131, \u015e\u0259rif\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131:
\n– Bunlar n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r?
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – Yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131 budur s\u0259n qar\u0131\u015fma. Qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z qad\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n r\u0259fiq\u0259sidir. Qorxmad\u0131n allahdan? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131nda can \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259di.
\nNubar a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131 \u2013 Allaha and olsun, he\u00e7 kimi qa\u00e7\u0131rmam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. O adam evimiz\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Balam\u0131n sa\u011falmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xana x\u0259rcl\u0259rinin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z boynuna g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Dedi u\u015faq onundur.<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – Yalan deyib. Fidan ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n arvad\u0131d\u0131r. Fidan\u0131 satmaq ist\u0259yirdi ba\u015fqa ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259, \u0259ri xilas el\u0259mi\u015fdi.Yax\u015f\u0131 adamd\u0131lar h\u0259l\u0259 sizi polis\u0259 verm\u0259dil\u0259r. Verm\u0259\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259.
\nNubar palatadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. D\u0259hlizd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yox idi. \u018frini g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 pill\u0259kanlardan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 d\u0259 onun arxas\u0131nca x\u0259st\u0259xanadan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Nubar Eldargilin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Camal han\u0131?
\nEldarla R\u0259\u015fad bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. \u0130kisi d\u0259 Camal\u0131n onlar\u0131 aldatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nEldar \u2013 S\u0259n u\u015faqlarla qay\u0131t ev\u0259. M\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm T\u0259hmin\u0259gili apararam.
\nNubar a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya yen\u0259 soru\u015fdu: – Camala neyl\u0259misiz?
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131za he\u00e7 n\u0259 etm\u0259mi\u015fik. Evd\u0259 qoyub g\u0259lmi\u015fik. Narahat olmay\u0131n, indi gedib baxar\u0131q.
\nQ\u0259dir Eldara \u2013 Getm\u0259y\u0259 yeriniz yoxdur, ax\u0131. Evd\u0259kil\u0259ri Camal\u0131n bilm\u0259diyi yer\u0259 aparmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 H\u0259 d\u0259.
\n\u015e\u0259rif\u0259 – Biz\u0259 aparaq. Qonum-qon\u015fuda var, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Evimiz d\u0259 polis b\u00f6lm\u0259sin\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131.
\nEldar R\u0259\u015fada \u2013 Vaxt itirmiyin, gedin. Camal b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ordad\u0131r. Ora qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259z.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Biz ora ged\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 oralardaym\u0131\u015f.
\nR\u0259\u015fad Cin H\u0259s\u0259ngilin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259rif\u0259 evin a\u00e7ar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131na verdi:
\n– Nubar\u0131n yan\u0131nda qalacam. Ev\u0259 sonra g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m.
\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 – Bird\u0259n o ba\u015f\u0131batm\u0131\u015f bura g\u0259ldi?
\nEldar \u2013 H\u0259d\u0259fi anan deyil, narahat olma.
\nNubar da \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi qohumu yan\u0131nda qals\u0131n. Arxa oturacaqda oturub o\u011flunu oynadan Fidana baxd\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan da Nubar\u0131n ona baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hiss el\u0259di. Bir-birinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Nubar Fidana yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131: – Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla m\u0259ni. Biz\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr demi\u015fdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 o\u011fluma g\u00f6r\u0259…
\nNubar c\u00fcml\u0259sini bitir\u0259 bilm\u0259di.
\nFidan bir q\u0259d\u0259r susduqdan sonra: – Allah o\u011flunuza \u015f\u0259fa versin. M\u0259n sizi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m.
\nEldar Qadirl\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131nda oturdu. Nubar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc.
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\nT\u0259cili yard\u0131m\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r atas\u0131n\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanaya anas\u0131yla \u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131 evd\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259rim y\u00fcng\u00fcl infarkt ke\u00e7irmi\u015fdi. V\u0259ziyy\u0259ti sabit idi. C\u0259mil\u0259 o\u011fluyla d\u0259hlizd\u0259 h\u0259kimd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Lamiy\u0259 evd\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131 danlay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2013 N\u0259 m\u0259cburuydu S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131 haqq\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015feyi dedin? \u0130ndi al\u0259m bir-birin\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k.
\nAynur \u2013 Vallah, s\u0259n nankorsan. S\u0259ni tutmasayd\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn dey\u0259c\u0259kdin. \u0130ndi g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259nim boynuma at\u0131rsan? Bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131 bir yax\u015f\u0131 oldu.
\nLamiy\u0259 – Yax\u015f\u0131 oldu? Nec\u0259 rahat adamsan? Ki\u015fi b\u0259lk\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcb?
\nAynur \u2013 \u00d6ls\u0259ydi, \u00e7oxdan e\u015fitmi\u015fdik. C\u0259mil\u0259 lap da g\u00f6zd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t s\u0259nin h\u0259kim m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n he\u00e7 kimin yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 S\u0259f\u0259rin t\u0259rsliyin\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d deyils\u0259n. Aparacaq h\u0259kim\u0259.
\nAynur \u2013 Anas\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259kim\u0259 aparmas\u0131n birc\u0259, qalanlar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259ll el\u0259m\u0259k m\u0259nlikdir. S\u0259f\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f, atas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini soru\u015f.
\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n dediyini edir, yolda\u015f\u0131na z\u0259ng edir: – S\u0259f\u0259r, K\u0259rim day\u0131 nec\u0259di?
\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: – Y\u00fcng\u00fck infarkt ke\u00e7irib.\u0130ndi bir az yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130ki g\u00fcn x\u0259st\u0259xanada qalmal\u0131d\u0131r.
\nLamiy\u0259 – \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00f6l\u00fcm-itim olmad\u0131.
\nS\u0259f\u0259rin he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si yox idi. Telefonu q\u0259fild\u0259n s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb cibin\u0259 qoydu.
\nLamiy\u0259 bir iki d\u0259f\u0259 \u201cS\u0259f\u0259r\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra S\u0259f\u0259rin \u00e7oxdan adboy verdiyini hiss el\u0259di.
\nS\u0259f\u0259r anas\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131: – Bug\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra n\u0259 s\u0259ni, n\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mirik. \u00d6ls\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rin yoxdu. \u00c7\u0131x get, atama s\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 baxaram.
\nO\u011flunun dedikl\u0259ri C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 pis t\u0259sir el\u0259di: – O\u011flum, m\u0259n…
\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 M\u0259nim s\u0259n adda anam yoxdur. M\u0259n\u0259 o\u011flum deyib \u0259s\u0259biml\u0259 oynama. Get!…
\nC\u0259mil\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sil\u0259-sil\u0259 o\u011flundan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Bilirdi, m\u00fcdafi\u0259 olunas\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n***
\nR\u0259\u015fad Cin H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 Nubargilin evin\u0259 g\u0259ldil\u0259r. Qap\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131q olmas\u0131 onlar\u0131n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259 haql\u0131 olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi.Ev\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259dil\u0259r. H\u0259s\u0259nin d\u0259 adamlar\u0131 evin \u0259traf\u0131nda he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di. R\u0259\u015fad m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 yerd\u0259 s\u0131nm\u0131\u015f qab-qacaq g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Camallar\u0131n ikisinin d\u0259 izi-tozu yox idi.
\nR\u0259\u015fad Eldar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131: – Evd\u0259 he\u00e7 kim yoxdu. M\u0259nc\u0259, Camal onun i\u015fini \u00e7oxdan h\u0259ll edib.X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131 da yem kimi qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131za atd\u0131. Burda qalma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdu.Biz qay\u0131d\u0131r\u0131q.
\nEldar \u2013 Qay\u0131d\u0131n. U\u015faqlara da dey\u0259rs\u0259n sabah ofis\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259r, h\u00f6rm\u0259tl\u0259rini ed\u0259r\u0259m. Dayan bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, onlar\u0131n evi d\u0259niz\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r. D\u0259niz\u0259 d\u0259 bax\u0131n.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyimi fikirl\u0259\u015firs\u0259n?
\nEldar \u2013 O al\u00e7aqdan n\u0259 des\u0259n, \u00e7\u0131xar.
\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131 \u2013 deyib telefonu cibin\u0259 qoydu.
\n***
\nLamiy\u0259 anas\u0131yla \u00e7ay i\u00e7irdi. Mobil telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259ldi. Z\u0259ng ed\u0259n Zaman idi. Lamiy\u0259 telefona cavab verdi: – H\u0259 Zaman.
\nZaman x\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u0259lind\u0259ki v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 baxa-baxa dedi: – Cavablar \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m.
\nLamiy\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131: – Aha.
\nZaman \u2013 U\u015faq \u0259rinizd\u0259ndir.
\nTelefon Lamiy\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, u\u015faq kimi a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Aynur telefonu yerd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc:
\n– Zaman, tez taksiy\u0259 otur, ev\u0259 \u00e7atanda m\u0259nim telefonuma z\u0259ng el\u0259.
\nAynur telefonu s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc:- U\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndir?
\nLamiy\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.
\nAynur \u2013 Birc\u0259 bu \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131.
\nLamiy\u0259 – M\u0259n n\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcm,ax\u0131. \u0130ndi m\u0259n neyl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m?
\nAynur q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6pd\u00fc, onun da g\u00f6zl\u0259ri dolmu\u015fdu:
\n– He\u00e7 n\u0259!… A\u011flama, h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 bir xeyir var. Susma\u011fa m\u0259cbursan.
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Lamiy\u0259ni h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131:
\n– Xeyir bunun haras\u0131ndad\u0131? O\u011flumu h\u0259yatda \u0259n nifr\u0259t etdiyim qad\u0131n saxlay\u0131r. Bu boyda \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 o fahi\u015f\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa qad\u0131n yox idi? Amma bel\u0259 qoymayacam. Susmaq fikrim yoxdu. Gedib \u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam.
\nAynur \u2013 A\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f. Gedib \u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fmu\u015fam, x\u0259st\u0259xanada qoyub qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam. \u0130ndi bilmi\u015f\u0259m \u0259rimd\u0259ndir, aparma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m? Onun \u0259ri s\u0259n\u0259 u\u015faq ver\u0259r? \u018frini qoy bir k\u0259nara, Fidan t\u0259k can\u0131yla s\u0259ni u\u015fa\u011fa h\u0259sr\u0259t qoyar.
\nLamiy\u0259 – S\u0259n narahat olma. El\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259m, \u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fc u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z aya\u011f\u0131yla g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259.
\nAynur \u2013 Hmmm…Sonra? \u018frin\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\nLamiy\u0259 – Bilmir\u0259m. Onuda vaxt\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 fikilr\u0259\u015f\u0259rik. O\u011flumu he\u00e7 kim\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.Sabah Eldarla m\u00fctl\u0259q dan\u0131\u015facam. M\u0259nim ail\u0259m da\u011f\u0131lsa, Fidan\u0131n da ail\u0259si olmayacaq. Onsuzda b\u0259db\u0259xt olmu\u015fam, imkan verm\u0259r\u0259m xo\u015fb\u0259xt ola!…
\nArd\u0131 var<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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