{"id":25465,"date":"2017-07-02T17:00:25","date_gmt":"2017-07-02T13:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25465"},"modified":"2017-07-02T17:31:26","modified_gmt":"2017-07-02T13:31:26","slug":"s%c9%99faq%c9%99t-cavansirzad%c9%99-sevginin-gozl%c9%99ri-roman-40-ci-hiss%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25465","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259faq\u0259t CAVAN\u015e\u0130RZAD\u018f.\u201dSevginin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri\u201d (roman) 40-c\u0131 hiss\u0259"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/s018.radikal.ru\/i500\/1707\/e6\/d0d77d3f1ada.jpg\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Eldar ail\u0259sini \u015e\u0259rif\u0259gil\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 \u00e7imizdirdikd\u0259n sonra yem\u0259yini verdi, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zaranda  evin balaca ota\u011f\u0131nda yat\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Otaqda p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 yox idi, bu da Fidangil\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tirirdi. Dig\u0259r ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 Eldarla Qadir\u0259 qazandan yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 stulu \u00e7\u0259kdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; G\u0259l, bir loxma da olsa ye.<br \/>\nFidan yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u00fcz\u00fc h\u0259m acm\u0131\u015fam, h\u0259m d\u0259 hal\u0131m yoxdur yem\u0259y\u0259. Yuxum da g\u0259lir, yatma\u011fa da qorxuram.<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259 Fidana anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n bi\u015firdiyi m\u0259rcid\u0259n bir bo\u015fqab \u00e7\u0259kib qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu. Qazan\u0131n qapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Daha he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n qorxmaq laz\u0131m deyil. Yan\u0131n\u0131zdayam.<\/p>\n<p>Qadirin telefonuna z\u0259ng g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 cavab verdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; H\u0259 ana, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m. Hardasa yar\u0131m saata g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m. Yax\u015f\u0131. Oldu.<br \/>\nEldar maraqla Qadir\u0259 baxd\u0131. O, sual verm\u0259mi\u015f Qadir dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam idi. Qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sabah h\u0259kim\u0259 aparmal\u0131y\u0131q. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bir azdan getm\u0259liy\u0259m.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Qarda\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 olub?<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 \u00dc\u00e7 il bundan \u0259vv\u0259l ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131yla avtomobil q\u0259zas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O vaxtdan yerimir?<br \/>\nFidan  &#8211; B\u0259s ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131?<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 R\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 N\u0259 pis oldu. Ruhu \u015fad olsun.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Ruhu \u015fad olsun. Allah qarda\u015f\u0131na da \u015f\u0259fa versin. Bilm\u0259k olmur kimin ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Qism\u0259tdir.<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259 bir xeyir var. D\u00fczd\u00fcr, anam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez-tez bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni i\u015fl\u0259dir. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Nadirin yerim\u0259k ehtimal\u0131 yoxdur?<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Var, niy\u0259 yoxdur? G\u0259r\u0259k Almaniyaya ged\u0259. Oda getmir.<br \/>\nFidan  &#8211; Niy\u0259?<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Ni\u015fanl\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcnahkar \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilir. Bir s\u00f6zl\u0259, h\u0259yatdan \u0259lini \u00fcz\u00fcb. Deyir, laz\u0131m olan adam\u0131m\u0131 itirmi\u015f\u0259m, yerim\u0259k harama yara\u015f\u0131r? Bizim Nadir d\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u0259rs adamd\u0131r.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin deyil. Adam\u0131n \u0259li ya\u015famaqdan \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 ist\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z ham\u0131dan qa\u00e7\u0131r. \u018fziz adam\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259 ancaq \u00f6lm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan\u0131n ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 c\u00fcml\u0259si Eldara toxundu. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 Eldar kimi Fidana baxd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n ona q\u0259rib\u0259 baxmas\u0131 Fidana maraql\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, ikisinin d\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na S\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259ldi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Anam\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o hissl\u0259ri m\u0259n d\u0259 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. <\/p>\n<p>Fidan s\u00f6zl\u0259rini Eldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b demi\u015fdi. Eldar ba\u015f\u0131yla deyil\u0259nl\u0259ri t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; N\u0259ys\u0259! K\u0259d\u0259rimizi qoyaq bir k\u0259nara, rahat \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yimizi yey\u0259k.<br \/>\n***<\/p>\n<p>R\u0259\u015fadgil \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259n\u0259r sahild\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ma\u015f\u0131na oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn geri qay\u0131td\u0131lar. He\u00e7 bir iz\u0259 rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. R\u0259\u015fad Eldar\u0131n telefonuna z\u0259ng ed\u0259nd\u0259 Eldar Qadiri qap\u0131dan yola sal\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Q\u0259m\u0259r xalaya salam dey\u0259rs\u0259n. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 ehtiyyatl\u0131 ol.<br \/>\nQadir \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, gec\u0259n xeyr\u0259.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Xeyr\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Qadir qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb telefona cavab verdi: &#8211; N\u0259 oldu?<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 He\u00e7 n\u0259 tapmad\u0131q. H\u0259m d\u0259 qaranl\u0131qd\u0131r. N\u0259 tapa bil\u0259rik?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 He\u00e7 n\u0259 daha. Qay\u0131d\u0131n.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 bir azdan g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar telefonunu Fidana verdi ki, zaryatkaya qoysun. T\u0259hmin\u0259 Ya\u015far\u0131n ota\u011f\u0131nda Fidanla \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer sal\u0131rd\u0131. Fidan Eldar\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda saxlad\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; B\u0259yaq h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n anam\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturdum.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. S\u00f6hb\u0259ti uzatma\u011f\u0131n m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 Var. \u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259s\u0259n ki, m\u0259nim fikrim&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Fidan c\u00fcml\u0259sini tamamlamad\u0131:<br \/>\n\u2013 Eldar, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ziz yegan\u0259 ki\u015fi s\u0259ns\u0259n. Bunu yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartma. Bird\u0259 bu c\u00fcml\u0259ni s\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. M\u0259nd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 etdiyin g\u00fcn&#8230;<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Y\u0259ni?<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259yin incidir q\u0259lbimi.<br \/>\nEldar Fidan\u0131n aln\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fc:\u2013 Ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla, bird\u0259 olmayacaq. B\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmur. N\u0259ys\u0259&#8230;\u00c7im\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?<br \/>\nFidan  &#8211; H\u0259, R\u0259\u015fad g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f hamama girim. <\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259kim S\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n  v\u0259ziyy\u0259tinin yax\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu, bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra ev\u0259 ged\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini dey\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131na oturdu. Aynurla anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri beynind\u0259 t\u00fc\u011fyan edirdi. D\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259yib u\u015faq kimi a\u011flad\u0131 S\u0259f\u0259r. Bac\u0131s\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u00f6yr\u0259ndiyi h\u0259qiq\u0259t d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 alt-\u00fcst el\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259 \u00f6z evin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. \u0130kim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evind\u0259 bayqu\u015fdan f\u0259rqi yox idi. Itirdikl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 heyfsl\u0259nirdi, pe\u015fman olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 y\u0131\u011fmaq ist\u0259di, \u00fcr\u0259yi g\u0259lm\u0259di. Bilmirdi neyl\u0259sin. Bir saat t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcdd\u0259n sonra q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n evini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u2013 Ayb\u0259niz, tez biz\u0259 g\u0259l. Vacibdir.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz anas\u0131yla soyuq dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131: &#8211; Vacib s\u00f6z\u00fc telefonda dem\u0259k olmur?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Lamiy\u0259yl\u0259 anas\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131na h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fanda atan da e\u015fitdi. \u0130ndi x\u0259st\u0259xanadad\u0131r.<br \/>\nAyb\u0259niz h\u0259y\u0259canland\u0131: &#8211; Atam x\u0259st\u0259xanadad\u0131r. \u0130ndi v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti nec\u0259dir? Hans\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259xanadad\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>Ayb\u0259niz a\u011flad\u0131. C\u0259mil\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ndi v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. X\u0259st\u0259xanada qala bilm\u0259dim. Qarda\u015f\u0131n m\u0259ni qovdu. S\u0259f\u0259rgil sirrini bilirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Anas\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri Ayb\u0259niz\u0259 indi \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 sirri?<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; B\u0259yaq e\u015fitm\u0259din?Aynur evl\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l hamil\u0259 oldu\u011funu qarda\u015f\u0131na a\u00e7\u0131b dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Atan da e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259  \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u00f6zm\u0259di, yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu: &#8211; T\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015fam. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k h\u0259ddin\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fam. Vallah, bir g\u00fcn g\u0259lib g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259ksiniz ki, asm\u0131\u015fam \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>C\u0259mil\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi:<br \/>\n&#8211; A\u011fl\u0131na da g\u0259tirm\u0259. El\u00e7in\u0259 d\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m, g\u0259l\u0259rik ora. Ana-bala a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 lap \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131lar. Onlar m\u0259nim sirrimi a\u00e7d\u0131lar, eybi yox, iki d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131lsa da imkan verm\u0259r\u0259m Lamiy\u0259 ax\u0131racan arvad ola. He\u00e7 eybi yoxdur. \u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n i\u015fl\u0259rin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131m,bundan sonra qar\u0131\u015faram. Nahaq quyru\u011fumu tapdalad\u0131lar. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259, g\u0259lirik. El\u00e7in d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f he\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 vurmayasan.<br \/>\nC\u0259mil\u0259 &#8211; Narahat olma.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Zaman testin cavab\u0131n\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda Aynura ver\u0259n kimi getdi. Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n v\u0259r\u0259qi al\u0131b diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131. A\u011flaya-a\u011flaya dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; U\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndir. S\u0259ni pis g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qalasan, Fidan. H\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 oldu.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 B\u0259sdir, s\u0259n axmaqsansa Fidan neyl\u0259sin? S\u0259n\u0259 kim deyirdi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn ola-ola ba\u015fqas\u0131na \u0259r\u0259 get.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131 \u2013 Ana qurban olum, k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259. D\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Bu n\u0259 h\u0259yatd\u0131r, vallah d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<br \/>\nAynurun g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu: &#8211; Bura bax, ayaq \u00fcst\u0259 qalma\u011fa m\u0259cbursan. \u0130s\u0259yirs\u0259ns\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n olsun, birini m\u00fctl\u0259q do\u011fmal\u0131san.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; M\u0259n \u00f6z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrs\u0259n m\u0259ni? Ya\u015far m\u0259nim o\u011flumdu. Sabah gedib Eldara h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015facam. Laz\u0131m olsa, m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259l\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259r\u0259m. Birc\u0259 o\u011flumu m\u0259n\u0259 qaytars\u0131nlar.<\/p>\n<p>Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259n Aynur \u0259liyl\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131na susmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u015far\u0259 el\u0259di. S\u0259f\u0259r qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7arla a\u00e7anda Lamiy\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259ki v\u0259r\u0259qi anas\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sik uzatd\u0131. S\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259 bunu g\u00f6rd\u00fc:<br \/>\n&#8211; O n\u0259di?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; M\u0259nim deyil, anam\u0131nd\u0131.<br \/>\nAynur \u2013 O g\u00fcn h\u0259kim\u0259 getmi\u015fdim, cavablar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rirdim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pill\u0259kanlar\u0131 qalxd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131b pill\u0259kanlara yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u0259rim day\u0131 nec\u0259di?<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r Lamiy\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131 \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259r m\u0259ni tez oyand\u0131rarsan.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m s\u0259ninl\u0259.<br \/>\nS\u0259f\u0259r \u2013 T\u0259k gets\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Evd\u0259 qalarsan.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Nec\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259f\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rtd\u00fc. Aynur a\u011fz\u0131-burnunu \u0259yib dedi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Eyn\u0259n anas\u0131 sif\u0259tdir. El\u0259 bil h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b bizik.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Fidan iki g\u00fcnd\u0259 nec\u0259 yorulmu\u015fdusa T\u0259hmin\u0259nin Eldarla R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 yola salmas\u0131ndan, o\u011flunu yedizdirib paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri olmay\u0131b. Cin H\u0259s\u0259n v\u0259 iki adam\u0131 ofisin qaba\u011f\u0131nda Eldargili g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259di, Lamiy\u0259 d\u0259 taksid\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb ofisin qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. H\u0259s\u0259ngil Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bir-birl\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Lamiy\u0259 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Siz d\u0259 Eldar m\u00fc\u0259llimi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirsiz?<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n ba\u015f\u0131yla t\u0259sdqil\u0259di. Lamiy\u0259 ikinci sual\u0131n\u0131 verdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; Dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131s\u0131z? Y\u0259ni tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.<br \/>\nCin H\u0259s\u0259n \u2013 Az qal\u0131b, \u00e7at\u0131r.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Lap yax\u015f\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015far\u0131n \u0259lini stultan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b a\u011flamas\u0131 Fidan\u0131 yuxudan oyatd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini ovu\u015fdura-ovu\u015fdura yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 Ya\u015far\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131: &#8211; U\u015f\u015f\u015f\u015f xalas\u0131 qurban, n\u0259 oldu? Hara d\u0259ydin?<br \/>\nFidan T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131: &#8211; Sabah\u0131n xeyir. N\u0259 b\u0259rk yatm\u0131\u015fam bel\u0259.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Eldar bir-iki d\u0259f\u0259 oyatd\u0131, oyanmad\u0131n.<br \/>\nFidan o\u011flunu T\u0259hmin\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6z quca\u011f\u0131na ald\u0131 \u2013 H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yuxudan doymam\u0131\u015fam. Ya\u015far, n\u0259 olub, hmm?<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver m\u0259n\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 \u0259l \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yu, dinc\u0259l. Anam z\u0259ng el\u0259mi\u015fdi. Deyir Nubar \u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 narahatd\u0131r.<br \/>\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259: &#8211; Nubar?<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; S\u0259ni evind\u0259 saxlayan qad\u0131n biz\u0259 qohum \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 da.<br \/>\nFidan  &#8211;  H\u0259\u0259\u0259, bildim. Camal\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131ramsa, onun \u0259rini sa\u011f qoymaz. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 in\u015fallah he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmaz dey\u0259k. Camal \u0259clafd\u0131r, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck, qohumlar\u0131n niy\u0259 onunla \u0259lbir oldular?<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra bir u\u015faqlar\u0131 oldu. O da x\u0259st\u0259!&#8230;Camal onlara ba\u015fqa yalan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131b. Guya Ya\u015far onun o\u011fludur, s\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa arvad\u0131 olmusan.<br \/>\nFidan \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi: &#8211; \u018fclaf. Allah \u00f6ld\u00fcrs\u00fcn onu.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Amin. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ver bura. Tez ol, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yu.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan o\u011flunu T\u0259hmin\u0259y\u0259 verdi, \u00f6z\u00fc hamama t\u0259r\u0259f getdi.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Eldar ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ofisind\u0259n bir az k\u0259narda saxlad\u0131. Ofis\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, Lamiy\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u0259li\u015fi \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc R\u0259\u015fada t\u0259r\u0259f tutdu:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu, burda neyniyir?<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 S\u0259n\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 s\u0259nl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa g\u0259lib.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 S\u0259n bel\u0259 el\u0259. H\u0259s\u0259ngili yola sal, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ist\u0259s\u0259l\u0259r ver. M\u0259n d\u0259 bunun a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 yoxlay\u0131m, g\u00f6r\u00fcm m\u0259qs\u0259di n\u0259di yen\u0259. <\/p>\n<p>\u0130kisi d\u0259 Cin H\u0259s\u0259ngil\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra adamlar R\u0259\u015fadla birlikd\u0259 ofis\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Eldar Lamiy\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u201csalam\u201d verdi. Lamiy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib Eldara \u0259lini uzatd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Nec\u0259siz?<br \/>\nEldar da \u0259lini uzatd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u2013 \u00c7ox sa\u011f olun, yax\u015f\u0131 olas\u0131z. D\u00fcz\u00fc, sizi g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; \u0130ndi el\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259tdir ki, ancaq sizinl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar bir q\u0259d\u0259r fikr\u0259 getdi: &#8211; \u0130st\u0259yirsiz \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi ed\u0259k.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259 olar. Ancaq \u00e7ox vaxt\u0131m yoxdur. Buralara yax\u0131n bir yer olsun. Dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rim ikimizin d\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259r.\u00c7\u00fcnki m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7oxdan d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 S\u00f6hb\u0259t n\u0259d\u0259n gedir?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Bunu \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz oturanda dan\u0131\u015faq. Yol ortas\u0131nda&#8230;<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Buyurun.<\/p>\n<p>Eldarla Lamiy\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f getdil\u0259r. <\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259 televizoru yand\u0131rd\u0131. X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259n sahil ona tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldi.Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131n paltar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015firdi.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Bu yer tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lir m\u0259n\u0259<br \/>\nFidan televizora baxd\u0131, he\u00e7 n\u0259 anlamad\u0131: &#8211; \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r tez-tez d\u0259niz\u0259 getmirdin? Getdiyin yerl\u0259rd\u0259n biridir d\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259nizd\u0259n ki\u015fi meyidinin tap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 deyirdil\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 c\u0259s\u0259d iri planda g\u00f6st\u0259ril\u0259nd\u0259 qohumu Camal\u0131 tan\u0131d\u0131. Fidanla T\u0259hmin\u0259 bir-biril\u0259rinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qorxuyla  baxd\u0131lar.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 \u00d6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 &#8211; Biz nahaq evd\u0259 t\u0259k qalm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. B\u0259lk\u0259 Camal bizi g\u00fcd\u00fcr?<br \/>\nFidan qorxusundan oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259n aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. O\u011flunu quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flay\u0131b-ba\u011flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirdikd\u0259n sonra arxas\u0131na stullardan birini d\u0259 qoydu. Fidan \u0259lind\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aq m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 Allaha and olsun, bu d\u0259f\u0259 onu \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259rm.<br \/>\nT\u0259hmin\u0259 telefonla R\u0259\u015fad\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259ri titr\u0259yirdi. Bu zaman qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259, Fidan da qorxular\u0131nda i\u00e7l\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kdil\u0259r. T\u0259hmin\u0259 qorxa-qorxa qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.<br \/>\n\u2013 Kimdi?<br \/>\nG\u0259l\u0259n qon\u015fu idi: &#8211; M\u0259n\u0259m T\u0259hmin\u0259, Fir\u0259ngiz xala. O g\u00fcn anana pul vermi\u015fdim, x\u0131rdas\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 qaytara. Ax\u015fam ev\u0259 qonaq g\u0259lm\u0259lidir, maqazin\u0259 getm\u0259liy\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kisin d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi rahatlad\u0131. T\u0259hmin\u0259 stulu k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kib Fidana baxd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Qorxumuzdan h\u0259r \u015feyi \u015fi\u015firtdik. Qonum-qon\u015fu h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259dir, be\u015f add\u0131m o t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 d\u0259 polis b\u00f6lm\u0259si. N\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259r ki?<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259hmin\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, Fir\u0259ngiz xala i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Eldar Lamiy\u0259ni ofisind\u0259n bir az uzaq olan restorana g\u0259tirdi. \u00c7ay sifari\u015f verdi. Lamiy\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Eldar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar maraqla: &#8211; M\u0259n\u0259 niy\u0259 el\u0259 bax\u0131rs\u0131z?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Yanl\u0131\u015f anlamay\u0131n, fikirl\u0259\u015firdim. Fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, s\u00f6z\u00fc hardan ba\u015flay\u0131m, h\u0259m m\u0259ni ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259siz, h\u0259m d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259siz.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 A\u00e7\u0131q dan\u0131\u015fsaz, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Sizd\u0259n bir xahi\u015fim var. S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sm\u0259yin, sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r m\u0259ni dinl\u0259yin. \u00c7ox xahi\u015f edir\u0259m.<br \/>\nEldar ba\u015f\u0131yla raz\u0131 oldu\u011funu bildirdi.<\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 &#8211; Ya\u015far\u0131n sizin d\u0259, Fidan\u0131n da o\u011flu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilir\u0259m. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u00f6vladl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u00fcz.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar p\u00f6rtd\u00fc, udqundu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc, bu qad\u0131n ail\u0259 sirrini hardan bilir. Dill\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259di, yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, ax\u0131racan dinl\u0259m\u0259lidir. Lamiy\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r susduqdan sonra Eldar\u0131n da he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi etiraf\u0131 el\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u201cYaland\u0131r, \u015f\u0259r at\u0131ram\u201d dem\u0259yin. \u018fmin olmasam dem\u0259r\u0259m. Ya\u015far m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur. \u018fsas anas\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki onu x\u0259st\u0259xanada \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. Dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, \u0259rim m\u0259ni, arvad\u0131n\u0131z, Fidan da sizi aldad\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar\u0131n \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zard\u0131. Lamiy\u0259nin dedikl\u0259rin\u0259 Eldar inanmaq ist\u0259mirdi. Daxil\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 bilirsiz?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Bunu s\u00fcbut da ed\u0259r\u0259m. Ya\u015far S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur. Ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ikimizi d\u0259 aldad\u0131blar.<br \/>\nEldar \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini cilovlaya bilm\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; Fidan\u0131 \u0259rinizl\u0259 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259yin. \u018frinizin al\u00e7aq oldu\u011funu ikimiz d\u0259 bilirik.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 t\u0259mkinini pozmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: &#8211; B\u0259s, fikirl\u0259\u015fmirsiz ki, bu qad\u0131n bu sirri hardan bilir? D\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi etiraf el\u0259di. Sizinl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015fandan sonra onsuzda bo\u015fanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259riz\u0259 yazma\u011fa ged\u0259c\u0259m. X\u0259st\u0259xanada o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n d\u00fcnaya g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri doldu, bir q\u0259d\u0259r susduqdan sonra davam etdi:<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u0259n\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011fuldu\u011funu dedil\u0259r. Havalanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. N\u0259 etdiyimi bilmirdim, x\u0259st\u0259xanadan qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 intihar el\u0259dim, anamgil imkan verm\u0259di. Bir il Almaniyada, anam\u0131n yan\u0131nda m\u00fcalic\u0259 ald\u0131m. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il o\u011flumu \u00f6l\u00fc bilmi\u015f\u0259m. D\u00fcn\u0259n \u0259claf \u0259rim Fidanla qurdu\u011fu plandan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259. \u0130nanmaqda \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kir\u0259m. Ay Fidan, s\u0259n d\u0259 qad\u0131nsan. Nec\u0259 q\u0131yd\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Dedikl\u0259rinizin he\u00e7 birin\u0259 inanm\u0131ram. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Fidanla birlikd\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. H\u0259kiml\u0259 \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Ondan ba\u015fqa, u\u015faq bar\u0259d\u0259 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 televizorda e\u015fitmi\u015fik.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; H\u0259kim? Pula sat\u0131lan n\u0259 vaxtdan h\u0259kim olub? \u018fg\u0259r indi siz\u0259 s\u00fcbut el\u0259s\u0259m ki, u\u015faq S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259ndir, dedikl\u0259rim\u0259 inanacaqs\u0131z?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 M\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; He\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 vaxt dem\u0259yin. H\u0259r \u015fey m\u00fcm\u00fck\u00fcnd\u00fcr. O\u011flumun&#8230;<br \/>\nEldar Lamiy\u0259nin c\u00fcml\u0259sini bitirm\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0130ki d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n bir o\u011flum dem\u0259yin. Ya\u015far m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur, bizim o\u011flumuzdur.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Q\u0259bul el\u0259s\u0259z d\u0259, el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259z d\u0259 Ya\u015far m\u0259nim o\u011flumdur. <\/p>\n<p>Lamiy\u0259 \u00e7antas\u0131ndan Ya\u015far\u0131n S\u0259f\u0259rin o\u011flu oldu\u011funu s\u00fcbut ed\u0259n DNT testinin cavab\u0131n\u0131 Eldara uzatd\u0131.<br \/>\n&#8211; D\u00fcn\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259r \u015feyi dan\u0131\u015fanda inanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u00fcbut etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bunu verdi m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar Lamiy\u0259nin verdiyi s\u0259n\u0259di ald\u0131. Ofisiant sifari\u015fl\u0259ri indi g\u0259tirirdi. S\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 sifari\u015f edil\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u00fczd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra getdi. Eldar s\u0259n\u0259di Lamiy\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na atd\u0131.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Burda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ad\u0131 yaz\u0131lmay\u0131b. He\u00e7 \u0259rinizin d\u0259 ad\u0131 yaz\u0131lmay\u0131b. Kimi aldad\u0131rs\u0131z?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Dem\u0259li, m\u0259n\u0259 inanm\u0131rs\u0131z?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 U\u015faq s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri edirsiz. Siz\u0259 niy\u0259 inanmal\u0131yam? Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 inanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131, onda m\u0259n S\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n \u00f6rn\u0259k g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259m, siz d\u0259 o\u011flumdan bir \u00f6rn\u0259k g\u0259tir\u0259rsiz. Birlikd\u0259 gedib DNT testi ed\u0259rik. Onda m\u0259n\u0259 inanars\u0131z. \u0130nanma\u011fa m\u0259cbursuz.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Fidan \u0259rinizl\u0259 birl\u0259\u015fib siz\u0259 niy\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259 qurmal\u0131d\u0131r?<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Bizi S\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan g\u00f6b\u0259kk\u0259sdi edibl\u0259r. S\u0259f\u0259r Fidanla he\u00e7 c\u00fcr evl\u0259n\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Amma ni\u015fanl\u0131 olublar.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di \u2013 Bunu siz\u0259 kim dedi? Onlar he\u00e7 vaxt ni\u015fanl\u0131 olmay\u0131blar. S\u0259f\u0259r m\u0259niml\u0259 ni\u015fana haz\u0131rla\u015fanda Fidanla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259m d\u0259 sevirdi. \u0130kisi d\u0259 el\u0259 bilir ki, onlar\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaqlar\u0131na bais m\u0259n olmu\u015fam. Birlikd\u0259 qisas ald\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar bir az qaba\u011fa \u0259yildi, Lamiy\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131:<br \/>\n&#8211; Lamiy\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt qad\u0131na \u0259l qald\u0131rmam\u0131\u015fam. O naki\u015fil\u0259rin i\u015fidir. Dedikl\u0259rinizi s\u00fcbut el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259z, sizi d\u0259, \u0259rinizi d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m. Bu i\u015fin ax\u0131r\u0131nacan \u00f6z\u00fcm  ged\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nLamiy\u0259 &#8211; Raz\u0131yam. S\u00fcbut el\u0259s\u0259m, sizd\u0259n o\u011flumu m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 yoluyla da olsa alacam. Siz d\u0259 bunu bilin.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Dedikl\u0259rinizi s\u00fcbut el\u0259s\u0259z, o u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259siz siz\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259m. H\u0259r\u00e7\u0259nd yen\u0259 d\u0259 siz\u0259 inanm\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>Eldar aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, sa\u011folla\u015fmadan m\u0259kandan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131. Lamiy\u0259 Eldar qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xanacan onu g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 izl\u0259di. Sonra g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu d\u0259f\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 duracam. Ax\u0131r\u0131n\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xacam. T\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259yin!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Fir\u0259ngiz ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra T\u0259hmin\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131b evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Fidan qap\u0131n\u0131 arxadan ba\u011flad\u0131. U\u015fa\u011fa kartof p\u00fcresi haz\u0131rlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qazana iki kartof qaynama\u011fa qoydu. Sonra yataq ota\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7ib o\u011flunu uzand\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yan\u0131nda uzand\u0131. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yat\u0131zd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>Eldar ofis\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Cin H\u0259s\u0259n v\u0259 adamlar\u0131 \u00e7oxdan getmi\u015fdi. R\u0259\u015fad onun q\u0131zard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb narahat oldu:<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u0259 olub? O qad\u0131n yen\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259 dedi?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 El\u0259 s\u00f6z dedi ki, az qala \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259m. S\u00fcbut el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259, onsuzda \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Ke\u00e7\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yini buland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, evinizd\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t olmu\u015fdu.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 S\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259timizin oldu\u011funu s\u0259n hardan bilirs\u0259n?<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 T\u0259hmin\u0259 demi\u015fdi. O qad\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xt deyil, ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f. Qad\u0131nd\u0131r da!&#8230; \u0130st\u0259r-ist\u0259m\u0259z Fidan\u0131 q\u0131sqan\u0131r.<br \/>\nEldar R\u0259\u015fada \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fdi: &#8211; S\u00f6hb\u0259tin n\u0259d\u0259n getdiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rin yoxdur, el\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan. Bu qad\u0131n deyir ki, Ya\u015far onun \u00f6z o\u011fludur. X\u0259st\u0259xanada u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fub qa\u00e7an \u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. <\/p>\n<p>R\u0259\u015fad Eldara bilm\u0259di n\u0259 cavab versin. \u018fliyl\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 tutub sar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 udmu\u015f adamlar kimi oldu.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Y\u00fcz faiz \u0259min olmasa dem\u0259zdi. S\u00fcbut etm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 haz\u0131rd\u0131r. Guya \u0259ri u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ondan almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Fidanla t\u0259l\u0259 qurublar.<br \/>\nR\u0259\u015fad \u2013 Lamiy\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n seriallara \u00e7ox bax\u0131r.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Bilmir\u0259m R\u0259\u015fad. \u0130ndi ev\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m, bu bar\u0259d\u0259 Fidan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facam. Yoxsa he\u00e7 c\u00fcr sakitl\u0259\u015f\u0259n deyil\u0259m. Bi d\u0259 makler\u0259 z\u0259ng ed\u0259rs\u0259n. G\u00f6r evd\u0259n n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r var.<br \/>\nEldar telefonunu cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b Fidan\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n basd\u0131.  Telefonun s\u0259sind\u0259n Fidan diksindi. Qonaq ota\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lib stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n telefonu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u2013 H\u0259 Eldar.<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 Neynirsiz?<br \/>\nEldar\u0131n s\u0259sind\u0259n Fidan n\u0259ys\u0259 pis hadis\u0259 oldu\u011funu hiss el\u0259di.<br \/>\nFidan \u2013 He\u00e7 n\u0259, uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. S\u0259sin niy\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir?<br \/>\nEldar \u2013 G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faram. Haz\u0131rla\u015f, g\u0259lib sizi evd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259m.<br \/>\nFidan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi \u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fidan telefonu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Qaz s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Fidan yataq ota\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131danda add\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259fild\u0259n saxlad\u0131. Yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, yatanda qaz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qoymu\u015fdu. Qorxusuyla h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131 bir-birin\u0259!&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ard\u0131 var!&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eldar ail\u0259sini \u015e\u0259rif\u0259gil\u0259 g\u0259tirdi. Fidan Ya\u015far\u0131 T\u0259hmin\u0259nin k\u00f6m\u0259kliyi il\u0259 \u00e7imizdirdikd\u0259n sonra yem\u0259yini verdi, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri q\u0131zaranda evin balaca ota\u011f\u0131nda yat\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131. Otaqda p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 yox idi, bu da Fidangil\u0259 ba\u015fqa c\u00fcr rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tirirdi. Dig\u0259r ota\u011fa ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 Eldarla Qadir\u0259 qazandan yem\u0259k \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Eldar Fidan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 yan\u0131ndak\u0131 stulu \u00e7\u0259kdi: &#8211; G\u0259l, bir loxma da olsa ye. 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