{"id":25577,"date":"2017-08-14T09:00:45","date_gmt":"2017-08-14T05:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25577"},"modified":"2017-08-14T10:33:07","modified_gmt":"2017-08-14T06:33:07","slug":"ulf%c9%99t-kurcayli-ozumu-inandirmisdim-ki-bacim-harasa-ucub-gedib-bir-mudd%c9%99td%c9%99n-sonra-qayidacaq","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=25577","title":{"rendered":"\u00dclf\u0259t K\u00dcR\u00c7AYLI: “\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bac\u0131m harasa u\u00e7ub gedib, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra qay\u0131dacaq”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ke\u00e7diyi sahild\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca\u201d – \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 – “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”nin yeni layih\u0259si<\/p>\n

\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201d yeni layih\u0259y\u0259 start verir. \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ke\u00e7diyi sahild\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca\u201d. Bu layih\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nlar\u0131 onlar haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u0130lk h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u015fair \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu \u00dclf\u0259t K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– \u00dclf\u0259t b\u0259y, layih\u0259mizin format\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fairimiz \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 haqda xatir\u0259l\u0259rinizl\u0259 oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f ed\u0259c\u0259yik. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xatir\u0259 n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Xatir\u0259… Bu, \u0259slind\u0259 itirdikl\u0259rimiz, daha h\u0259yatda he\u00e7 vaxt \u0259limizin \u00e7atmayaca\u011f\u0131 anlard\u0131r. X\u00fcsus\u0259n, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259t k\u0259sb ed\u0259n n\u0259 il\u0259s\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di vidala\u015fmaq, \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, insan\u0131 a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bir saat, bir d\u0259qiq\u0259, h\u0259tta bir an \u0259vv\u0259l g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn, i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 oldu\u011fun hadis\u0259, etdiyin s\u00f6hb\u0259t bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt eyni il\u0259 t\u0259krarlanmayacaq, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrs\u0259n. Y\u0259qin el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qiym\u0259tli v\u0259 \u015firindir. \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 “Turac” \u015feirind\u0259 dediyi kimi:<\/p>\n

G\u0259l s\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u0259h\u0259r-s\u0259h\u0259r
\nSeyr\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaq biz bir q\u0259d\u0259r.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r
\nBir d\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u00fcr dala, Turac!<\/p>\n

Bunlar \u015firin xatir\u0259l\u0259rdir. Amma b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259can, itki, m\u0259hrumiyy\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 dolu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 xatirind\u0259n silinmir. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259n bel\u0259 bunlardan qurtula bilmirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

– U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rinizin atan\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259n i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri hans\u0131lard\u0131r?<\/p>\n

– \u018fn i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259r dey\u0259nd\u0259, atamla ba\u011fl\u0131 \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259 ki, h\u0259r \u015fey yad\u0131mdad\u0131r v\u0259 bunlar, s\u00f6zss\u00fcz, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u0259ziz anlard\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n…<\/p>\n

-M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, 60-c\u0131 ill\u0259r idi. Yad\u0131mda deyil, m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 gedirdim, yoxsa yox. Amma o yad\u0131mdad\u0131r ki, Az\u0259rbaycanda Rusiya Poeziya g\u00fcnl\u0259ri ke\u00e7irilirdi. Moskvadan Rusiya yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fairl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t b\u00f6y\u00fck bir n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259ti g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Poeziya g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcn format\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq h\u0259r g\u00fcn haradasa bir t\u0259dbir ke\u00e7irilirdi. Rusiyal\u0131 yazarlar\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n \u0259n s\u0259fal\u0131, \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yerl\u0259rin\u0259 apar\u0131b qonaq edirdil\u0259r. S\u0259hv etmir\u0259ms\u0259, n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259tin\u0259 SSR\u0130 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259dri, m\u0259\u015fhur Sovet yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Konistantin Fedin ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q edirdi. Bir g\u00fcn n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259ti, t\u0259dbir i\u015ftirak\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131 Astaraya yola d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Atam m\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apard\u0131. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, Astaran\u0131n f\u00fcsunkar t\u0259bi\u0259ti il\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 z\u0259ngin m\u0259tb\u0259xi d\u0259 qonaqlar\u0131 valeh etmi\u015fdi. G\u00fccl\u00fc yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n sonra ham\u0131 yatma\u011fa getdi. S\u0259h\u0259r atamla durub g\u00f6rd\u00fck ki, Fedin t\u0259k-t\u0259nha, bir \u0259li belind\u0259, o biri \u0259lini aln\u0131na dayaq edib, Astara\u00e7ay k\u0259nar\u0131nda dayan\u0131b \u0259traf\u0131 seyr edir. Ona sar\u0131 getdik. Bird\u0259n Fedinin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00e7ay\u0131n h\u0259r iki t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 sahil\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f qad\u0131nlar\u0131 ald\u0131. Onlar k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259rini ba\u015f \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131b bir-birin\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rir, “sabah\u0131n xeyir” deyir, hal-\u0259hval tuturdular. Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni xeyli n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259n Fedin n\u0259hay\u0259t \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131ya tutdu:<\/p>\n

– Alia\u011fa, bu iranl\u0131larla bir -birinizi n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 anlay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Bayaqdan bax\u0131ram, qad\u0131nlar bir-biri il\u0259 \u00e7ox rahat dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 \u00e7ox ciddi t\u0259rzd\u0259, aramla, bel\u0259 cavab verdi:<\/p>\n

– Konistantin Aleksandrovi\u00e7, onlar iranl\u0131 olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, h\u0259m bizim soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r, h\u0259m d\u0259 bu tay astaral\u0131larla qohum-\u0259qr\u0259bad\u0131rlar, dill\u0259rimiz d\u0259 birdir.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s onlar o taya nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbl\u0259r?- dey\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr tariximizd\u0259n bix\u0259b\u0259r olan Fedin sad\u0259l\u00f6vhl\u00fckl\u0259 soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

– Onlar el\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu orda ya\u015fay\u0131blar, Konistantin Aleksandrovi\u00e7, sad\u0259c\u0259 bizim xalq\u0131, Araz boyu, Astara\u00e7ay boyu iki yer\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcbl\u0259r, – dey\u0259 anlatd\u0131 K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131.<\/p>\n

-Slu\u015fay, kak v\u0131 terpite! -s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259n Fedin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni bir az da q\u0259lizl\u0259\u015fdirdi.<\/p>\n

Bu yerd\u0259 K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 doluxsundu. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana \u00e7evirib qeyzl\u0259 dodaqalt\u0131 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dedi: Terpet el\u0259m\u0259s\u0259m, g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259ni y\u0131x\u0131b, t\u0259piyimin alt\u0131na salam!..<\/p>\n

Araz, Astara\u00e7ay ax\u0131r lal kimi,
\nOnlara \u00e7at\u0131rm\u0131 s\u00f6zl\u0259rim m\u0259nim?
\nG\u0259zib-dola\u015fmaqdan sahil boyunca
\nPozur bir-birini izl\u0259rim m\u0259nim!<\/p>\n

Atam\u0131n bir \u00e7ox C\u0259nub h\u0259sr\u0259tli \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 el\u0259 o vaxtlar q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

-U\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259l\u0259ri he\u00e7 bitm\u0259z, t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z…<\/p>\n

– El\u0259dir. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259, yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, m\u0259kt\u0259bin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sinifl\u0259rind\u0259 oxudu\u011fum vaxtlar idi. Ail\u0259likl\u0259 ham\u0131m\u0131z atam\u0131 Moskvaya yola sal\u0131rd\u0131q. Qatar\u0131n yola d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin\u0259 az vaxt qal\u0131rd\u0131. Kuped\u0259 oturub, s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdik. Elan olundu ki, \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n xahi\u015f olunur qatar\u0131 t\u0259rk etsinl\u0259r. 5 d\u0259qiqd\u0259n sonra qatar yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 qalxd\u0131 ki, b\u0259s yava\u015f-yava\u015f gedin, m\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran qalmay\u0131n.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 o an q\u0259fil soru\u015fdum ki, ata, b\u0259s, bird\u0259n kims\u0259 yaddam \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qalsa, onda n\u0259 olar?<\/p>\n

Atam g\u00fcld\u00fc, m\u0259ni qucaqlay\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– Qaqa\u015f, bu d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259k getm\u0259liy\u0259m. \u0130n\u015fallah, g\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ni d\u0259 apararam, s\u00f6z verir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n v\u0259 s\u0259sind\u0259n hiss olunurdu ki, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bizd\u0259n asanl\u0131qla ayr\u0131la bilmir… \u00dcr\u0259yi biziml\u0259dir. Lap “\u00dcr\u0259yim” \u015feirind\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi:<\/p>\n

Fit verib yoluna d\u00fcz\u0259ldi qatar,
\nQald\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r, dostlar, tan\u0131\u015flar….
\n…G\u0259rib sin\u0259sini tufana, qara
\nO gedir arxada qoyub d\u00fczl\u0259ri
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim s\u0259ssizc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yollara
\nqay\u0131d\u0131r geri…<\/p>\n

– \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ata olmaqdan \u0259lav\u0259 kim idi?<\/p>\n

– Q\u00fcdr\u0259tli \u015fair, V\u0259t\u0259nini h\u0259dsiz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sev\u0259n v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259tli bir ki\u015fi. M\u0259n lap erk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131mdan onun g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair oldu\u011funu anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bunu o, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi. Q\u0259rib\u0259dir, \u0259sl \u015fair, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn el\u0259 bir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na yeti\u015fir ki, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 bunu etiraf etm\u0259y\u0259 ehtiyac duyur. Pu\u015fkin deyirdi: M\u0259n \u015feiriml\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 heyk\u0259l ucaltm\u0131\u015fam”. B\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc duyan Sabir d\u0259 bundan yan ke\u00e7m\u0259yib: “B\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259m bir qocaman da\u011fa ki, d\u0259ryada durar…” K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 is\u0259 bu hissi bel\u0259 ifad\u0259 edib:<\/p>\n

Yox, t\u0259v\u0259z\u00f6karl\u0131q tutmur bu yerd\u0259,
\n\u015eair\u0259m, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndanam.
\nBunu y\u00fcz yol deyib t\u0259nqid\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259,
\nLap he\u00e7 dem\u0259sinl\u0259r, m\u0259g\u0259r nadanam?!
\nG\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc, q\u00fcvv\u0259mi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259g\u0259r,
\nM\u0259g\u0259r m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131n\u0131, pisi?
\n\u00d6z z\u00f6vq\u00fcm, m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya d\u0259y\u0259r
\ng\u0259ls\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n min t\u0259nqid\u00e7isi….<\/p>\n

Odur ki, atam\u0131 o\u011ful kimi sevm\u0259kl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131, ona vicdanl\u0131 \u015fair v\u0259 l\u0259yaq\u0259tli insan kimi d\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t b\u0259sl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. L\u0259yaq\u0259t, K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox vacib m\u0259fhum idi. \u0130nsan m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259 bunu vacib kriteriya kimi q\u0259bul edirdi. \u018fks\u0259r kitablar\u0131nda “L\u0259yaq\u0259t” ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131nda x\u00fcsusi b\u00f6lm\u0259nin olmas\u0131 t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u00fc deyil. L\u0259yaq\u0259t v\u0259 b\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fck. B\u00fct\u00f6vl\u00fck ad\u0131nda h\u0259tta D\u00f6vl\u0259t m\u00fckafat\u0131na layiq g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fch\u00fcm bir m\u0259rh\u0259l\u0259sini ehtiva ed\u0259n, bir n\u00f6v yekun, hesabat xarakteri da\u015f\u0131yan kitab\u0131 da var. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu iki anlay\u0131\u015f K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn x\u0131rda m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sini a\u015faraq geni\u015f m\u0259na da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– \u00dclf\u0259t b\u0259y, \u00f6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131danda atan\u0131z\u0131n sizi daha \u00e7ox \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259si, yoxsa t\u0259l\u0259bkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yada d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr?<\/p>\n

– \u018fslind\u0259 o, m\u0259ni n\u0259 \u00e7ox \u0259zizl\u0259m\u0259z, n\u0259 d\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q n\u0259yis\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b etm\u0259z, s\u0131x\u0131\u015fd\u0131rmazd\u0131. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, u\u015faql\u0131qda m\u0259n d\u0259 \u0259zizl\u0259nmi\u015f\u0259m, amma m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n d\u00f6vr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r. H\u0259ddi-bulu\u011fa \u00e7atd\u0131qdan sonra, o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fumdan m\u0259niml\u0259 daha \u00e7ox yolda\u015f, dost kimi davran\u0131r, s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir, z\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Lakin o da moiz\u0259 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 yox, \u015f\u0259xsi n\u00fcmun\u0259si vasit\u0259si il\u0259. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, ba\u011fda a\u011faclar\u0131 m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda buday\u0131r, peyv\u0259nd edir, dibini bell\u0259yir, meyn\u0259l\u0259ri la\u011fanda edir, qoyunu k\u0259sir, soyur, manqal\u0131, samovar\u0131 qalay\u0131rd\u0131. Dem\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, bilirdim ki, ist\u0259yir bunlar\u0131 m\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nim. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, indi evd\u0259 \u00e7ox i\u015fin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u0259l\u0259 bildiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ona minn\u0259tdaram. Amma bilirdim ki, \u00fczd\u0259 bildirm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir v\u0259 h\u0259r arzumu yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259r.<\/p>\n

-B\u0259s u\u015faq \u015f\u0131ltaql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z nec\u0259, olurdumu?<\/p>\n

– Yox, m\u0259n onun q\u0259z\u0259bli olmas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 yad\u0131ma g\u0259tur\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. \u015e\u0131ltaql\u0131q is\u0259 olurdu, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, bir g\u00fcn ba\u011fda tutdum ki, bizi ova apar. \u018fvv\u0259l raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131, dedi ki, a bala, Goradild\u0259 n\u0259 ov, rayona ged\u0259rik apararam. Ba\u015f beynini o q\u0259d\u0259r apard\u0131m ki, ax\u0131rda dedi, yax\u015f\u0131, get onda Sad\u0131q \u0259miy\u0259, G\u0259ray \u0259miy\u0259 de, u\u015faqlar\u0131 haz\u0131rlas\u0131nlar (Sad\u0131q Murtuzayev v\u0259 G\u0259ray F\u0259zli ba\u011f qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z idi). X\u00fclas\u0259, be\u015f-alt\u0131 o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nlara doldurub d\u00fcz\u0259ldil\u0259r yola. Qu\u015f-zad n\u0259 g\u0259zirdi. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 bo\u015funa ora-bura s\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Amma m\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirdim. Ax\u0131r o q\u0259d\u0259r dir\u0259ndim ki, atam m\u0259cbur olub ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q dir\u0259yind\u0259ki s\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u00e7\u0131nlara g\u00fcll\u0259 atd\u0131. O g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fcz el\u0259 o oldu. M\u0259n yen\u0259 \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259dim. Ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 d\u0259niz\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f s\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. D\u0259nizd\u0259 \u00e7oxlu sayda \u00f6rd\u0259k vard\u0131, amma uzaqda idil\u0259r. Atam sahild\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc bir qa\u011fay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Tez t\u00fcf\u0259ngi g\u00f6y\u0259 tutub at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u0259ray F\u0259zli o ba\u015fdan qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a g\u0259lib soru\u015fdu ki, \u018flia\u011fa, vurdun? Atam yerd\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc qa\u011fay\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b G\u0259ray \u0259miy\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi. G\u0259ray F\u0259zli sevindiyind\u0259n bilm\u0259di n\u0259 etsin. Sonralar K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 h\u0259min \u0259caib ov g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n zarafatla “Heyd\u0259rbabaya salam” \u00fcslubunda 10-15 b\u0259ndlik \u015feir yazd\u0131. Ham\u0131m\u0131z \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015fdik v\u0259 m\u0259clisl\u0259rd\u0259 u\u015faqlar h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 oxuyard\u0131lar. Heyif ki, indi yaln\u0131z iki b\u0259ndi yad\u0131mda qal\u0131b:<\/p>\n

Heyd\u0259rbaba, Goradilin havas\u0131,
\nSular\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcr \u00f6rd\u0259k topas\u0131,
\nAdam ist\u0259r \u0259l uzad\u0131b tutas\u0131
\nbizs\u0259 orda vurduq \u00f6l\u00fc qa\u011fay\u0131
\nBu \u0259hvalat sevindirdi G\u0259ray\u0131.<\/p>\n

O dedi ki, g\u00f6r\u0259n nec\u0259 qu\u015fdu bu,
\nHans\u0131 yerd\u0259n bu yerl\u0259r\u0259 u\u00e7du bu,
\nSa\u011f idimi, yoxsa vurulmu\u015fdu bu?
\nBizim yerd\u0259 buna \u00f6rd\u0259k deyirl\u0259r,
\nSoymay\u0131rlar, t\u00fckl\u00fc-t\u00fckl\u00fc yeyirl\u0259r…<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcz kimi zarafatla, u\u015faqlar\u0131 \u0259yl\u0259ndirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feir d\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r m\u00fck\u0259mm\u0259l al\u0131n\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131 geni\u015f olub, deyirl\u0259r. B\u0259s dostlar\u0131 il\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti nec\u0259 idi?<\/p>\n

– Dostlar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131-hesab\u0131 yox idi, d\u00fcz deyirl\u0259r. S\u0131ralar\u0131nda q\u0259l\u0259m dostlar\u0131 da \u00e7ox idi. Qap\u0131m\u0131z qonaq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131q olub. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 onlar\u0131n g\u0259li\u015fin\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevinirdi. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, bizim evd\u0259 olan m\u0259clisl\u0259r qonaqlar\u0131n say\u0131na v\u0259 deyib-g\u00fclm\u0259k \u0259msal\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 he\u00e7 bir evd\u0259 olmay\u0131b. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 dost \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259rdi, dost yolunda h\u0259r c\u00fcr f\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011fa haz\u0131r idi, amma qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 bunu h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 umurdu. Biz b\u0259z\u0259n hans\u0131 dostununsa m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qamda fikrimizc\u0259, s\u0259hv etdiyini dil\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0259sir, onlar haqq\u0131nda art\u0131q-\u0259skik dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa imkan vermirdi. M\u0259nc\u0259, o biril\u0259rd\u0259n nisb\u0259t\u0259n az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, \u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k q\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259qamda \u00fcr\u0259yini a\u00e7a bildiyi dostlar\u0131 Sad\u0131q Murtuzayev, elo\u011flusu Q\u0259z\u0259nf\u0259r H\u00fcmm\u0259tov, Arif M\u0259likov v\u0259 prokuror Hac\u0131 R\u0259hmanov idi.<\/p>\n

H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 kimi g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259r, zarafatla\u015fard\u0131. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcmumuyy\u0259tl\u0259 zarafats\u0131z t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. Dan\u0131\u015fsam, \u00e7ox vaxt aparar, bunu ham\u0131 bilir. H\u0259tta T\u0259z\u0259 Pirin mollas\u0131yla da zarafat\u0131 var idi.<\/p>\n

– Y\u0259qin oxucu-\u015fair m\u00fcnasib\u0259tl\u0259ri olub…<\/p>\n

– Yox, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. Dem\u0259k, atam s\u0259h\u0259r alaqaranl\u0131qda durub yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259b\u0259ndd\u0259 yazard\u0131. Saat da g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda olard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, s\u00fcbh namaz\u0131ndan be\u015f-on d\u0259qiq\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, mollan\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lmir. T\u0259z\u0259 Pir bizd\u0259n iki-\u00fc\u00e7 tin yuxar\u0131dad\u0131r ax\u0131. Aradak\u0131 evl\u0259r is\u0259 al\u00e7aq, bir-iki m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259lidir. Y\u0259ni m\u0259scid qar\u015f\u0131da ayd\u0131n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. M\u0259nzilimiz 5-ci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ordan da \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259b\u0259ndimizi yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k olur. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7\u0131b, \u0259lini a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qoyub s\u0259h\u0259rin sakitliyind\u0259 b\u0259rkd\u0259n “\u0131h\u0131” edib s\u0259s sal\u0131rd\u0131. Molla buna ad\u0259t etdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, i\u015far\u0259ni anlay\u0131r v\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik minb\u0259r\u0259 qalx\u0131b azan verm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015faly\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 dedim ki, ay ata, s\u0259n ki\u015fini lap s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259y\u0259 salm\u0131san. Dedi bel\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r, zal\u0131m h\u0259r g\u00fcn biz\u0259 saatda k\u0259f g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

– \u00dclf\u0259t b\u0259y, atan\u0131z\u0131 dost kimi, qon\u015fu kimi, ata kimi xat\u0131rlad\u0131z, b\u0259s ail\u0259 ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 kimi yadda\u015fda nec\u0259 qal\u0131b?<\/p>\n

– K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 \u0259sl Az\u0259rbaycan ki\u015fisin\u0259 xas olan b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259 malik adam idi. Bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259m\u0259nd\u0259r qu\u015fu kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oda-k\u00f6z\u0259 vururdu. Dar\u0131xma\u011fa qoymurdu. Bizi teatr tama\u015falar\u0131na, kino-festivallara, g\u0259zintil\u0259r\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r yay bizi \u00f6z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131nda s\u0259yah\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fcrc\u00fcstan\u0131, \u015eimali Osetiyan\u0131, Abxaziyan\u0131, Nal\u00e7iki, So\u00e7ini qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f g\u0259zdirib. Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 uzaq Ukraynaya s\u00fcr\u00fcb – Odessan\u0131n, Xarkovun, Kiyevin g\u00f6rm\u0259li yerl\u0259rind\u0259, s\u0259fal\u0131 me\u015f\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, g\u00f6l k\u0259narlar\u0131nda biz\u0259 aylarla istirah\u0259t t\u0259\u015fkil edib. X\u00fcsus\u0259n, bac\u0131m\u0131n bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc iki el\u0259m\u0259zdi. H\u0259m evin ki\u00e7iyi, h\u0259m q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fu, h\u0259m d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fc qa\u015f\u0131 eyni il\u0259 ona ox\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Bir d\u0259… U\u015faq anadan olandan talesizlik onu qarabaqara izl\u0259yirdi.. Do\u011fulanda h\u0259kiml\u0259r dart\u0131b q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259n zaman u\u015faq bir q\u0131\u00e7\u0131 gipisd\u0259 yerd\u0259 \u00e7abalamal\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. El\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 gec ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131 yeridi. Atam bizi \u0130lisuya aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Orda u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 epilepsiya tutdu. Sonra bo\u011faz\u0131nda zob tap\u0131ld\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 bizi Qara d\u0259nizd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck bir g\u0259miy\u0259 mindirdi. G\u0259mi Sevastopola t\u0259r\u0259f \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. Gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n kor ba\u011f\u0131rsa\u011f\u0131ndan g\u00fccl\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131lar tutdu. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr edin, iki min s\u0259rni\u015finin \u00fc\u00e7ind\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 onda… K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u0259mini aya\u011fa qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t, kapitanla uzun \u00e7\u0259n\u0259-bo\u011fazdan, sava\u015fdan sonra g\u0259minin kursunu oradan \u0259n yax\u0131n liman olan Yaltaya \u00e7evirm\u0259y\u0259 nail oldu. Sahil\u0259 en\u0259n kimi t\u0259cili yard\u0131m ma\u015fn\u0131 d\u0259rhal bizi x\u0259st\u0259xanaya apard\u0131. \u018fm\u0259liyyat ba\u015flad\u0131, atam m\u0259ni i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxmad\u0131. X\u0259st\u0259xanan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 oturub g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. On be\u015f-iyirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259n sonra qap\u0131da atam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 t\u0259n ortadan g\u00fcl kimi a\u011farm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… Odur ki K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 uzun ill\u0259r bac\u0131m\u0131 u\u015faq kimi \u00e7iynind\u0259, boynunda, quca\u011f\u0131nda g\u0259zdirir, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonuna kimi \u0259zizlyirdi. Evd\u0259 bir-birl\u0259ri il\u0259 qu\u015f dilind\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. O, fitl\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 deyir, bu anlay\u0131rd\u0131. Bu fit \u00e7ala-\u00e7ala n\u0259y\u0259s\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 vurur, bu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Biz is\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcrd\u00fck. Evd\u0259 h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 ki\u00e7ik m\u0259ktublar yaz\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu q\u0259bild\u0259n: “Sevimli q\u0131z\u0131m, \u0130ttifaqa getdim, tez qay\u0131daca\u011fam, dar\u0131xma”. V\u0259 ya: “D\u0259d\u0259, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259rsimiz az olacaq, bizi g\u0259zm\u0259y\u0259 apararsan”.<\/p>\n

Bir g\u00fcn ba\u011fda qonaql\u0131q idi. Bir azdan u\u015faqlar s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilib k\u0259narda oynama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bac\u0131m art\u0131q t\u0259xmin\u0259n yeddinci, s\u0259kkizinci sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdu. Oyunun ortas\u0131nda u\u015faqlardan aralan\u0131b qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a atam\u0131za sar\u0131ld\u0131. Atam da onu \u00f6p\u00fcb ox\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Atam\u0131n dostu Ramazan R\u0259c\u0259blinin h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 Tahir\u0259 xalan\u0131n o anda anama s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259ri indiki kimi qula\u011f\u0131mdad\u0131r:” \u015e\u0259hla, \u018flia\u011fa d\u00fcz el\u0259mir, b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0131zd\u0131, Sabah ondan nec\u0259 ayr\u0131la bil\u0259c\u0259k?!”.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 d\u0259 oldu…. Atam\u0131n son n\u0259f\u0259sind\u0259n yar\u0131m saat ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f \u00dclk\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc h\u0259lak el\u0259di…<\/p>\n

Bu haqda ilk d\u0259f\u0259dir ki, uzun uzad\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Xeyli vaxt anamdan gizlic\u0259 dolab\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bac\u0131m\u0131n paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 iyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc inand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, bac\u0131m harasa u\u00e7ub gedib, bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra qay\u0131dacaq. Bir evd\u0259, ail\u0259d\u0259 4 n\u0259f\u0259r olasan v\u0259 bir anda ikisini itir\u0259s\u0259n… Buna d\u00f6zm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir…<\/p>\n

– \u00dclf\u0259t b\u0259y, xatir\u0259l\u0259riniz \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259kdir, atal\u0131, bac\u0131l\u0131, anal\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qaytard\u0131m sizi, \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm… M\u00f6vzunu bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259k. Deyin, \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r dostcanl\u0131, h\u0259yatsev\u0259r olmas\u0131na r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n, qan\u0131qara, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 dostlar\u0131ndan incik oldu\u011fu vaxtlar olurdumu?<\/p>\n

– Yox, K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 tez-tez inciy\u0259n, k\u00fcs\u0259n insanlardan deyildi. Yaln\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fck-b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 umdu\u011fu q\u0259l\u0259m dostlar\u0131nda l\u0259yaq\u0259tsizlik, yaxud s\u0259bats\u0131zl\u0131q, milli heysiyy\u0259tsizlik g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 heyifsl\u0259nirdi. Bunlara \u00e7ox vaxt \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259t bildirirdi:<\/p>\n

Bir zamanlar vard\u0131 ki,
\nM\u0259rd idin, insan idin.
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259, s\u00f6hb\u0259tinl\u0259
\n\u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259rman idin.
\n…S\u0259n riyadan, m\u0259krd\u0259n
\nyalandan \u00e7ox uzaqd\u0131n.
\nSaymaqla qurtararm\u0131?_
\nS\u0259n bel\u0259ydin, bel\u0259ydin
\nBirc\u0259 \u015fey\u0259 yan\u0131ram
\nKa\u015f o zaman \u00f6l\u0259ydin…<\/p>\n

Yaxud<\/p>\n

\u015eair var, na\u015fir\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259lm\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131
\n“D\u0259rdin al\u0131m” deyir qad\u0131nlar kimi.
\nBax\u0131ram g\u00f6vd\u0259si d\u0259yirman da\u015f\u0131,
\nH\u0259rl\u0259nir s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259 pay\u0131 var kimi.<\/p>\n

K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n bu misralarda kiml\u0259r\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 etdiyini ham\u0131 bilirdi. Onlar \u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259 bundan paylar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131ya zarafatla “q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u018flia\u011fa” deyirdil\u0259r. H\u0259m yanaqlar\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131zart\u0131ya, h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc \u00fcz\u0259 dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

– He\u00e7 k\u00fcsd\u00fcy\u00fc, incidiyi birisi olmay\u0131b?<\/p>\n

– Olub. B\u00fct\u00fcn mehribanl\u0131qlar\u0131na baxmayaraq, qon\u015fusu, q\u0259l\u0259m dostu \u015fair Qabill\u0259 tez-tez k\u00fcs\u00fcb bar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 \u00e7ox x\u0131rda \u015feyl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn atamla Salam Q\u0259dirzad\u0259 bizim balkonda oturub yeyib-i\u00e7irdil\u0259r. Bir azdan Qabil d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z balkonlar\u0131nda oturdu, ba\u015flad\u0131 \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259. M\u0259nzili bir m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da, sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 idi. Q\u0259ti bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boylanm\u0131r, sanki he\u00e7 bunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130\u015f Salam Q\u0259dirzad\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7di. Xeyli t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 Qabili n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irtdi. Sonra, “buna bax, he\u00e7 bu yana baxm\u0131r, neyl\u0259y\u0259k, \u018flia\u011fa?”, – dedi. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 yeyib i\u00e7\u0259rdil\u0259r. \u00dc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 bir-biri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dar\u0131xard\u0131. Amma bar\u0131\u015f\u0131q \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 biri ilk add\u0131m\u0131 atmaq ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r. N\u0259hay\u0259t, atam m\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Qabil n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 ota\u011fa ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. G\u0259ldim. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 Qabilin balkonunun k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f balonlar\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi: “Da\u015fatanla o balonlardan birini vura bil\u0259rs\u0259n?”.”\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259”, – dedim. “Get onda g\u0259tir, vur” – dedi atam. Da\u015fatan\u0131 g\u0259tirib ni\u015fan al\u0131b, vurdum. G\u00f6y\u0259m turu\u015fusu olan balon a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan de\u015filmi\u015fdi. B\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259yi su \u015forha\u015forla yer\u0259 axma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Salam Q\u0259dirzad\u0259 il\u0259 atam g\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n u\u011funurdular. Salam \u0259mi g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dedi ki Qabili od g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259k, sakuskas\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n getdi. Bir-iki d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 balonda ancaq qupquru g\u00f6y\u0259m qald\u0131.Bir azdan Qabil balkona \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Balonu g\u00f6r\u00fcb diqq\u0259tl\u0259, madd\u0131m-madd\u0131m baxd\u0131. Sonra: – B\u0259yim, bu atd\u0131 ki” – deyib h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma atamla Salam Q\u0259dirzad\u0259nin yuxar\u0131dan g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k ona baxd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259claflar, sizin i\u015finizdi, – dedi. K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 \u0259l i\u015far\u0259si il\u0259 onu biz\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Bir azdan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi bir yerd\u0259 yeyib-i\u00e7ir, zarafatla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar..<\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdi:
\nFaiq BALAB\u018fYL\u0130<\/p>\n

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\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ke\u00e7diyi sahild\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca\u201d – \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 – “\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti”nin yeni layih\u0259si \u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat q\u0259zeti\u201d yeni layih\u0259y\u0259 start verir. \u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn ke\u00e7diyi sahild\u0259n uzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca\u201d. Bu layih\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nlar\u0131 onlar haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. \u0130lk h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259timiz \u015fair \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131n\u0131n o\u011flu \u00dclf\u0259t K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131d\u0131r. – \u00dclf\u0259t b\u0259y, layih\u0259mizin format\u0131na uy\u011fun olaraq g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fairimiz \u018flia\u011fa K\u00fcr\u00e7ayl\u0131 haqda xatir\u0259l\u0259rinizl\u0259 oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tan\u0131\u015f […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25577","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musahib"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25577","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=25577"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25577\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25587,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25577\/revisions\/25587"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=25577"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=25577"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=25577"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}