{"id":2591,"date":"2013-06-05T10:43:01","date_gmt":"2013-06-05T10:43:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2591"},"modified":"2013-12-12T08:06:39","modified_gmt":"2013-12-12T08:06:39","slug":"debut-sahin%c9%99-konul-agsatafa-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=2591","title":{"rendered":"Deb\u00fct: \u015eahin\u0259 K\u00d6N\u00dcL (A\u011fsatafa).Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u015eahin\u0259 K\u00f6n\u00fcl A\u011fstafada do\u011fulub.\u0130btidai v\u0259 orta t\u0259hsilini A\u011fstafada al\u0131b.Bak\u0131 Slavyan Universitetinin Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin m\u0259zunudur.<br \/>\n\u018fd\u0259biyyata, poeziyaya erk\u0259n ya\u015flar\u0131ndan maraq g\u00f6st\u0259rir.D\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuatda \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f edib.\u015eeirl\u0259ri \u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn Sehri\u201d, \u201cM\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m Az\u0259rbaycan\u201d, \u201cElimiz.g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u201d, \u201cYenilik Press\u201d, \u201cRespublika G\u0259ncl\u0259ri\u201d, \u201cT\u0259zadlar\u201d, \u201cAzad Q\u0259l\u0259m\u201d, Q\u0259dim O\u011fuz\u201d, \u201c\u0130lham \u00c7e\u015fm\u0259si\u201d, \u201cElin s\u00f6z\u00fc\u201d, \u201cKaspi\u201d q\u0259zetll\u0259rind\u0259, \u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan\u201d, \u201cUlduz\u201d,\u201dM\u0259sh\u0259ti\u201d jurnallar\u0131nda, \u201cAna\u201d antologiyas\u0131nda, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif \u0259d\u0259biyyat, o c\u00fcml\u0259d\u0259n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat portallar\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub.Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fcd\u00fcr.Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr.<br \/>\n\u015eeirl\u0259ri Az\u0259rbaycan t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259n T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 t\u00fcrkc\u0259sin\u0259 t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 olunmu\u015fdur.\u00c7a\u011fda\u015f Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131nda kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131nan \u015fair M\u0259mm\u0259d \u0130smay\u0131l\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri Qarda\u015f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259tbu orqanlar\u0131nda i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb.<br \/>\n2012-ci il oktyabr ay\u0131n\u0131n 6-da \u201cZiyal\u0131 Oca\u011f\u0131\u201d \u0130ctimai Birliyinin elektron orqan\u0131 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Birinci Qurultay\u0131nda Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Redaksiya, Yarad\u0131c\u0131, N\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 Hey\u0259tl\u0259rinin F\u0259xri \u00fczv\u00fc, \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131\u201d, \u201cT\u00fcrkiy\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131\u201d, \u201cPublisistika\u201d, \u201cElektron kitablar\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259l\u0259rinin \u0259m\u0259kda\u015f\u0131, \u201cQ\u0259rb b\u00f6lg\u0259sinin \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131\u201d b\u00f6lm\u0259sinin ( G\u0259nc\u0259, \u015e\u0259mkir, Tovuz, Qazax, A\u011fstafa) x\u00fcsusi m\u00fcxbiri se\u00e7ilmi\u015fdir.<br \/>\n2012-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Respublikas\u0131n\u0131n Prezidenti yan\u0131nda Qeyri-H\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t T\u0259\u015fkilatlar\u0131na D\u00f6vl\u0259t D\u0259st\u0259yi \u015euras\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n maliyy\u0259l\u0259\u015fdirlil\u0259n v\u0259 D\u00fcnya G\u0259nc T\u00fcrk Yazarlar Birliyi t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n h\u0259yata ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u201dB\u00f6lg\u0259 yazarlar\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k\u201d layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cB\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r\u201d kitab\u0131nda \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259rc olunaraq ilk d\u0259f\u0259 olaraq Respublika s\u0259viyy\u0259sind\u0259 ictimaiyy\u0259tin n\u0259z\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u0259nc yazar \u015eahin\u0259 K\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00fcn \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u00f6vri m\u0259tbuat s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fcnt\u0259z\u0259m olaraq d\u0259rc olunur.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>E\u015fqdir \u00fcr\u0259yin dini,<br \/>\n E\u015fq\u0259 tut \u00fcr\u0259yini.<br \/>\n E\u015fqd\u0259n at \u00fcr\u0259yini,<br \/>\n N\u0259similik yay\u0131ls\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259za-q\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 tu\u015fdan,<br \/>\n T\u0259z\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r\u0259 tu\u015fdan.<br \/>\n G\u0259r\u0259kdir E\u015fq\u0259 tuncdan<br \/>\n N\u0259similik qoyulsun.<\/p>\n<p>Kafirdir E\u015fq\u0259 asi,<br \/>\n K\u00fcfrd\u00fcr E\u015fqin yas\u0131.<br \/>\n H\u0259r yan\u0131 yuxu bas\u0131b,<br \/>\n N\u0259similik ay\u0131ls\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259r\u0259k t\u0259z\u0259 g\u00fcn yaxa,<br \/>\n G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f qab\u0131qdan \u00e7\u0131xa.<br \/>\n \u00c7\u0259kin, \u00e7\u0259kin \u00e7arm\u0131xa,<br \/>\n N\u0259similik soyulsun!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Min yol gedir bir yer\u0259,<br \/>\n Bir gedir min\u0259 do\u011fru.<br \/>\n Ham\u0131n\u0131n y\u00f6n\u00fc birdir,<br \/>\n H\u0259r\u0259 bir y\u00f6n\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n<p>Baxd\u0131m i\u00e7imd\u0259 \u00e7oxdum,<br \/>\n \u00c7\u0131xd\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259, yoxdum.<br \/>\n D\u00fcn\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri baxd\u0131m,<br \/>\n Sabahk\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259 do\u011fru\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Axtar, g\u0259z, g\u00f6r hardayam,<br \/>\n Gizlind\u0259, a\u015fkardayam.<br \/>\n S\u0259n hardasan, ordayam,<br \/>\n G\u0259lm\u0259 s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 do\u011fru.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259ls\u0259n\u0259, s\u0259n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\n Bir qarag\u00f6z q\u0131z na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<br \/>\n G\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ax\u0131b getsin,<br \/>\n Bir \u015f\u0131d\u0131r\u011f\u0131 yaz na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yl\u0259yim, \u00f6yr\u0259n q\u0259d\u0259rin<br \/>\n \u015eahididir g\u00f6r n\u0259l\u0259rin &#8211;<br \/>\n Qara-qara gec\u0259l\u0259rin<br \/>\n D\u00fcma\u011f, b\u0259mb\u0259yaz na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6ks\u00fc \u00fcstd\u0259 buludu var,<br \/>\n K\u00f6ks\u00fc altda umudu var.<br \/>\n Bird\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259r, unudular,<br \/>\n G\u00f6t\u00fcr, qarda\u015f, yaz na\u011f\u0131l\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Astarlar \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,<br \/>\n \u00dczl\u0259r da\u015fa dir\u0259ndi.<br \/>\n Yol g\u0259lib diz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131,<br \/>\n Yol yoxu\u015fa dir\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>He\u00e7 bilm\u0259dim ki, niy\u0259<br \/>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcm qald\u0131 indiy\u0259\u2026<br \/>\n Daha b\u0131\u00e7aq s\u00fcm\u00fcy\u0259,<br \/>\n Balta ba\u015fa dir\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zd\u0259n itdi son g\u0259mi,<br \/>\n Qald\u0131 d\u0259ryaca q\u0259mi.<br \/>\n G\u0259ldi ayr\u0131l\u0131q d\u0259mi,<br \/>\n G\u00f6z\u00fcm ya\u015fa dir\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n sizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fcr\u0259m,<br \/>\n Ya\u015fay\u0131n, qar\u0131\u015fqalar.<br \/>\n Sizin d\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada<br \/>\n Ya\u015famaq haqq\u0131n\u0131z var.<\/p>\n<p>Sizin d\u0259 ist\u0259yiniz,<br \/>\n Sizin d\u0259 sevginiz var.<br \/>\n Yox, sizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259r\u0259m<br \/>\n D\u00fcnya sevgisiz qalar.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n duru,<br \/>\n \u018fn t\u0259miz sevgisi \u2013 siz.<br \/>\n B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 siz Allah\u0131n<br \/>\n \u018fn \u0259ziz sevgisisiz.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sizi yer\u0259<br \/>\n Q\u0259sd\u0259n g\u00f6nd\u0259rib Allah\u2026<br \/>\n G\u00f6nd\u0259rib, biz b\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259r<br \/>\n Sevginizd\u0259n d\u0259rs alaq.<\/p>\n<p>Bir qar\u0131\u015fqa hay\u0131na<br \/>\n Qar\u0131\u015fqa qo\u015fun g\u0259lir.<br \/>\n Bax\u0131ram bu sevgiy\u0259,<br \/>\n Bax\u0131ram, xo\u015fum g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan olan insan\u0131n<br \/>\n Hay\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131r, bac\u0131m.<br \/>\n B\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259l tutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\n Qar\u0131\u015fqaya \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sevgi yolu<br \/>\n Des\u0259l\u0259r hardan ke\u00e7ir?<br \/>\n O burda \u2013 Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\n Qar\u0131\u015fqalardan ke\u00e7ir.<\/p>\n<p>Yox, sizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\n Ya\u015fay\u0131n, qar\u0131\u015fqalar!<br \/>\n Siz \u00f6ls\u0259z Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259<br \/>\n Fikird\u0259n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f qalar.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Baxt\u0131na g\u00fcn do\u011fmad\u0131,<br \/>\n Endi q\u00fcruba \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<br \/>\n M\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nsiz ya\u015fad\u0131,<br \/>\n M\u0259nim q\u0259rib\u0259 \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015fa verdi,<br \/>\n Sevdi g\u00f6mg\u00f6y otlar\u0131.<br \/>\n Xatir\u0259l\u0259r yeriydi,<br \/>\n \u00dcr\u0259yinin \u00e7atlar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6rm\u0259di,<br \/>\n N\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di ba\u015f\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n Dost dediyi ya\u011f\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\n Q\u0259nimiydi qarda\u015f\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Of\u2026 \u00f6mr\u00fcm, yaz\u0131q \u00f6mr\u00fcm,<br \/>\n Q\u0259drini kims\u0259 bilm\u0259z.<br \/>\n Bu el\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcyd\u00fc,<br \/>\n Getdis\u0259, bir d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259z\u2026<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Haqqa d\u00fcz yol hardan olur?<br \/>\n Axtar, g\u0259z, yol hardan olur.<br \/>\n G\u00fcnd\u0259 y\u00fcz yol vardan olur,<br \/>\n Bu yoxluqdan var olanlar.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc \u2013 \u00f6z q\u0259lbi boyda,<br \/>\n D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yir sel bu boyda.<br \/>\n Geni\u015fdi \u00f6z q\u0259lbi boyda,<br \/>\n \u00d6z \u0259ynin\u0259 dar olanlar.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6n\u00fcl dindi: K\u00f6n\u00fcl, dedi,<br \/>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn yollar k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259di.<br \/>\n M\u0259cnunla bir k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259di<br \/>\n Yaradanla yar olanlar.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Hardad\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00fcz adamlar\u0131,<br \/>\n D\u00fczl\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6z adamlar\u0131?<br \/>\n Ocaq adamlar\u0131, k\u00f6z adamlar\u0131<br \/>\n Yamanca seyr\u0259lib, seyr\u0259lib, Allah.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n yuxu damar\u0131,<br \/>\n Yuxusuz qoymu\u015fuq \u00e7ox a\u011f\u015famlar\u0131.<br \/>\n Qaral\u0131b d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011f-a\u011f \u015famlar\u0131,<br \/>\n Odalar g\u00f6yn\u0259yib, g\u00f6yn\u0259yib, Allah.<\/p>\n<p>Bu da bir \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u00fc ya\u015f\u0131y\u0131r K\u00f6n\u00fcl,<br \/>\n Birt\u0259h\u0259r y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r K\u00f6n\u00fcl.<br \/>\n Bir \u201cC\u0259ngi\u201d \u00e7ald\u0131r\u0131n, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr k\u00f6n\u00fcl<br \/>\n \u00dcr\u0259yim k\u00f6yr\u0259lib, k\u00f6yr\u0259lib , Allah.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Allah, bu n\u0259 sit\u0259mdi,<br \/>\n M\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qaytar.<br \/>\n Qism\u0259timd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\n Al\u0131n yaz\u0131ma qaytar.<\/p>\n<p>Sirrimi qu\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart,<br \/>\n A\u011facdan, da\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart.<br \/>\n Bu qarl\u0131 q\u0131\u015fdan \u00e7\u0131xart,<br \/>\n G\u00fcll\u00fc yaz\u0131ma qaytar.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni bu m\u0259nd\u0259n qopar,<br \/>\n RUHu b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259n qopar.<br \/>\n G\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, apar,<br \/>\n G\u00f6rs\u0259n laz\u0131mam, qaytar.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n \u015eirin, ac\u0131 dostlar\u0131m,<br \/>\n Sa\u011f olun, m\u0259n d\u0259 getdim.<br \/>\n \u00d6mr\u00fc-g\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131\u011f\u015f\u0131r\u0131b,<br \/>\n Dan s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 getdim.<\/p>\n<p>Sizi \u00e7ox sevdim, bilin,<br \/>\n \u00d6ld\u00fcm, sevinin-g\u00fcl\u00fcn.<br \/>\n H\u0259rd\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131n g\u0259lin<br \/>\n Dal\u0131mca k\u0259nd\u0259, getdim.<\/p>\n<p>Ta s\u00f6zd\u0259n m\u0259st olmuram,<br \/>\n S\u00f6zl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alm\u0131ram.<br \/>\n Ta siz\u0259 dost olmuram,<br \/>\n Allaha b\u0259nd\u0259 getdim.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcm yuxusu,<br \/>\n Ke\u00e7ib getdi \u00e7oxusu.<br \/>\n Ay\u0131lanlar oxusun<br \/>\n H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r bu \u015ferimi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan ruham,<br \/>\n \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yaxan aham.<br \/>\n Savabam, ya g\u00fcnaham?<br \/>\n Bil\u0259n yoxdu sirrimi.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nd\u0259, m\u0259nd\u0259, ondayam,<br \/>\n Ancaq birc\u0259 dondayam.<br \/>\n \u018fvv\u0259ld\u0259y\u0259m, sondayam?<br \/>\n Yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fam yerimi.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Tanr\u0131m, yer\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131ram,<br \/>\n G\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 qald\u0131r m\u0259ni!<br \/>\n Bu gen \u00f6mr\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131ram,<br \/>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr darald\u0131r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b g\u0259ldim d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\n M\u0259nim yerim deyilmi\u015f.<br \/>\n Yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu \u015feir d\u0259,<br \/>\n M\u0259nim \u015ferim deyilmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131m, e\u015fit s\u0259simi,<br \/>\n M\u0259n ki, s\u0259nin b\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259m.<br \/>\n Yalanm\u0131\u015f atam, anam,<br \/>\n Ruh S\u0259nins\u0259, S\u0259nd\u0259n\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259ni \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytar \u2013<br \/>\n \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ats\u0131n ruhum.<br \/>\n B\u0259sdi, bu boyda yatd\u0131m,<br \/>\n M\u0259ni oyats\u0131n ruhum.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n D\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonu g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\n Doyunca g\u00fcld\u00fcm bu g\u00fcn.<br \/>\n Tanr\u0131 sirr saxlay\u0131rd\u0131,<br \/>\n Sirrini bildim bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Toz tutmu\u015fdu izimi,<br \/>\n K\u00fcl \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc k\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc.<br \/>\n Unutmu\u015fdum \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\n Yad\u0131ma g\u0259ldim bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sehirli yuxuydum,<br \/>\n Bir deyildim, \u00e7oxuydum.<br \/>\n Bu f\u0259nada yoxuydum,<br \/>\n Var oldum, \u00f6ld\u00fcm bu g\u00fcn.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Ruhum dara \u00e7\u0259kilir,<br \/>\n Bu dardan qurtar m\u0259ni.<br \/>\n G\u0259l apar uzaqlara,<br \/>\n G\u0259l, burdan qurtar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Buralar qan qoxuyur,<br \/>\n Qanl\u0131 q\u0259f\u0259s toxuyur.<br \/>\n Bir anadil oxuyur:<br \/>\n A\u011far dan, qurtar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Dolmu\u015fam, ya\u011f\u0131m gedim,<br \/>\n Abr\u0131m\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131m gedim.<br \/>\n G\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m gedim<br \/>\n Yaradan, qurtar m\u0259ni!<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Bahar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc,<br \/>\n G\u00f6mg\u00f6y dil\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcd\u00fc.<br \/>\n Bahara \u00e7\u0259k \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\n Q\u0131\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>Ayd\u0131, g\u00fcnd\u00fc, saatd\u0131,<br \/>\n \u00d6m\u00fcrl\u0259 zarafatd\u0131.<br \/>\n Bu d\u00fcnya amanatd\u0131,<br \/>\n Da\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>Var\u0131b g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259n sonu,<br \/>\n G\u00f6r\u00fcb, bilmi\u015f\u0259m bunu:<br \/>\n Tan\u0131san da dostunu,<br \/>\n A\u015f\u0131na bel ba\u011flama.<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n D\u00fcnyaya d\u00fcn\u0259n g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\n Bu g\u00fcn k\u00f6\u00e7 etdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<br \/>\n G\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nn\u0259n g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\n K\u00fcsd\u00fc, t\u0259k getdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ruhuydu, u\u00e7du getdi.<br \/>\n Saf\u0131yd\u0131, su\u00e7lu getdi.<br \/>\n \u018flimd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131 getdi,<br \/>\n G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n itdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>Ox\u015famad\u0131m birc\u0259 g\u00fcn,<br \/>\n H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259m\u0259 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn.<br \/>\n M\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n did\u0259rgin<br \/>\n Ya\u015fad\u0131, bitdi \u00f6mr\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Hara gedim, m\u0259n b\u0259nd\u0259n<br \/>\n Bu yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, Allah?<br \/>\n Bu yer \u00fcz\u00fc ya\u015f olub,<br \/>\n Ax\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, Allah!<\/p>\n<p>Sonuncu \u00fcmidimin,<br \/>\n Sonuncu \u015fam\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc.<br \/>\n Ya\u015famaqdan, yazmaqdan<br \/>\n K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fc d\u00f6nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Of\u2026 Nec\u0259 d\u0259 zal\u0131mm\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\n Zal\u0131mm\u0131\u015f bu adamlar.<br \/>\n Bu adamlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n \u00dcr\u0259yim\u0259 qan damar.<\/p>\n<p>Hardan g\u0259ldim d\u00fcnyaya,<br \/>\n G\u0259ldiyim g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t!<br \/>\n Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u0259rk edib,<br \/>\n Bildiyim g\u00fcn\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t!<\/p>\n<p>Bu adamlar qoymad\u0131,<br \/>\n \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m m\u0259n.<br \/>\n \u00d6m\u00fcr d\u0259 b\u0259han\u0259dir,<br \/>\n \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bu adamlar i\u00e7ind\u0259,<br \/>\n Adam ola bilm\u0259dim.<br \/>\n \u0130ntihar ed\u0259 bildim,<br \/>\n Edam ola bilm\u0259dim.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnya yaman soyuqdu,<br \/>\n \u0130stil\u0259r, ay istil\u0259r.<br \/>\n Ba\u015f\u0131m \u00fcst\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r,<br \/>\n \u018fsdil\u0259r, ay, \u0259sdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Yordu m\u0259ni o ki, var,<br \/>\n Bo\u015f-bekara qay\u011f\u0131lar.<br \/>\n T\u0259miz hissl\u0259r, duy\u011fular<br \/>\n K\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259r, ay, k\u00fcsd\u00fcl\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>Ha dedim, \u00fcr\u0259k, qorun,<br \/>\n \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259ks\u0259n, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k, qorun.<br \/>\n \u0130ndi d\u0259 korun-korun<br \/>\n T\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259, ay, t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259<\/p>\n<p>***<br \/>\n Dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn,<br \/>\n Ay t\u0259miz, a\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim.<br \/>\n Hardasan, ay b\u0259n\u00f6v\u015f\u0259,<br \/>\n N\u0259rgiz, zanba\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?<\/p>\n<p>Kimdi s\u0259n\u0259 da\u015f atan,<br \/>\n Kimd\u0259n g\u0259ldi xo\u015f xatan,<br \/>\n E\u015fqi qan\u0131na q\u0259ltan,<br \/>\n K\u00f6ks\u00fc da\u011f-da\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flama, b\u0259sdi, kiri,<br \/>\n Dedimmi, sevm\u0259 \u015feri,<br \/>\n Ay bir zaman dipdiri,<br \/>\n Ay sappasa\u011f \u00fcr\u0259yim?!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi yan-yax\u0131l bel\u0259,<br \/>\n \u0130ndi \u00e7ox s\u0131x\u0131l bel\u0259.<br \/>\n M\u0259rd \u015eahin\u0259 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