{"id":26466,"date":"2018-02-01T19:00:34","date_gmt":"2018-02-01T15:00:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26466"},"modified":"2018-02-02T12:30:38","modified_gmt":"2018-02-02T08:30:38","slug":"sair-filosof-%c9%99lisad-qaraqasimli-samaxi-sairl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26466","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair-filosof \u018fli\u015fad QARAQASIMLI.\u015eeirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u015eamax\u0131 \u015fairl\u0259ri<\/p>\n

\u015eairl\u0259r yurdudurd do\u011fma \u015eamax\u0131,
\nAncaq yurdu olmur \u015fairl\u0259rinin.
\nG\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259srdir sevir, oxuyur
\nMill\u0259r s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir \u015feirl\u0259rini.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131l\u0131nc q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n od-alov sa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nVulkanlar p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n.
\nAmal\u0131 u\u011frunda ba\u015f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir.
\nM\u0259qs\u0259di yolunda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r d\u0259rid\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u0259zir \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri o yana-yana;
\nG\u0259z\u0259rmi d\u00fcnyan\u0131 e\u015fqsiz olan k\u0259s?!
\n\u015eamax\u0131 \u015fairi s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r cahana,
\nNec\u0259 s\u0131\u011fa bil\u0259r \u015famax\u0131ya b\u0259s?!<\/p>\n

\u015eamax\u0131, m\u0259nim d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm haqqad\u0131r:
\nT\u0259rk-v\u0259t\u0259n olur o\u011fulun, q\u0131z\u0131n;
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 ulduz axtar\u0131r,
\nG\u00f6rn\u00fcr\u0259n qoynunda parlaq ulduzu.<\/p>\n

A\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b m\u0259nim d\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259d qar\u015f\u0131mda,
\nBa\u015f\u0131m \u00fcz\u0259rimd\u0259 bulud \u0259l\u00e7imi.
\n\u015eamax\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yi \u0259sir ba\u015f\u0131mda,
\n\u015eamax\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 yuyur sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n

Qalmay\u0131b bir d\u0259n\u0259 da\u015f \u015eamax\u0131da,
\n\u015eair arxas\u0131nca at\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.
\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u0259l\u0259ydim ka\u015f \u015eamax\u0131da,
\nQoynuna \u015fairt\u0259k qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Aprel 1991.<\/p>\n

Y\u00fck olma, \u015ferim<\/p>\n

Ad\u0131nla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r xeyirim, \u015f\u0259rim,
\nSin\u0259min alt\u0131na yerit k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nAy m\u0259nim \u00e7iynim\u0259 y\u00fck olan \u015ferim,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rd\u0259n qald\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131,
\nK\u00f6nt\u00f6y misralar\u0131n didib beynimi.
\nBir vaxt q\u0259lbim \u00e7\u0259kib a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u0130ndi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sal\u0131r \u00e7iynimi.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbimin da\u011f\u0131d\u0131r q\u0259lbinin da\u011f\u0131,
\n\u00d6m\u00fcrl\u00fck bitmi\u015f\u0259m o torpa\u011f\u0131nda.
\nNec\u0259 ki, do\u011fmad\u0131r o a\u011fr\u0131n-ac\u0131n,
\nEl\u0259c\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n da.<\/p>\n

E\u015fqin, h\u0259yan\u0131nd\u0131, arxand\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u0259, \u015ferim!
\nHaz\u0131ram getm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n,
\n\u00d6zg\u0259 \u00e7iyinl\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fck olma, \u015ferim!<\/p>\n

1985.<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Birimiz ay olduq,
\n birimiz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f…
\nm\u0259n ayl\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 vuruldum,
\n s\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r\u0259.
\nM\u0259n ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na tutdum d\u00fcnyan\u0131,
\n s\u0259n is\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u0259f\u0259ql\u0259rin\u0259.
\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yoxlu\u011fum oldu!..
\nNisgild\u0259n
\n s\u0259brimin g\u00f6z\u00fc tutuldu!..
\nQovu\u015fduq,
\n D\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fc tutuldu!..
\nBirimiz ay olduq,
\n birimiz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f…
\n… S\u0259nin s\u0259ad\u0259tin dan \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259di,
\nM\u0259nim s\u0259ad\u0259tim enir q\u00fcruba…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u015eamax\u0131 \u015fairl\u0259ri \u015eairl\u0259r yurdudurd do\u011fma \u015eamax\u0131, Ancaq yurdu olmur \u015fairl\u0259rinin. G\u00f6r ne\u00e7\u0259 \u0259srdir sevir, oxuyur Mill\u0259r s\u0259tir-s\u0259tir \u015feirl\u0259rini. Q\u0131l\u0131nc q\u0259l\u0259mind\u0259n od-alov sa\u00e7\u0131r, Vulkanlar p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcr \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259n. Amal\u0131 u\u011frunda ba\u015f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7ir. M\u0259qs\u0259di yolunda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r d\u0259rid\u0259n. G\u0259zir \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259ri o yana-yana; G\u0259z\u0259rmi d\u00fcnyan\u0131 e\u015fqsiz olan k\u0259s?! \u015eamax\u0131 \u015fairi s\u0131\u011fm\u0131r cahana, Nec\u0259 s\u0131\u011fa bil\u0259r \u015famax\u0131ya b\u0259s?! \u015eamax\u0131, m\u0259nim d\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26466","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26466","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26466"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26466\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26480,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26466\/revisions\/26480"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26466"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26466"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26466"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}