{"id":26482,"date":"2018-02-06T04:00:07","date_gmt":"2018-02-06T00:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26482"},"modified":"2018-02-06T08:52:16","modified_gmt":"2018-02-06T04:52:16","slug":"kadir-bayrak-seyhim-edebali","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26482","title":{"rendered":"Kadir BAYRAK.&#8221;\u015eeyhim Edeb\u00e2li&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/kardelen95onkapak.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/kardelen95onkapak-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-26490\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/kardelen95onkapak-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/kardelen95onkapak.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bilecik, Edeb\u00e2li yurdudur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Rahmetli babam ba\u015fka bir ilde buldu\u011fu i\u015f sebebiyle Pazarc\u0131k\u2019\u0131n (bug\u00fcnk\u00fc ismiyle Pazaryeri) Esemen K\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc terk edip, gurbette bir hayat kurunca benim ve karde\u015flerimin do\u011fum yeri Bilecik olamad\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden s\u0131k\u00e7a sorulan \u201cnerelisin\u201d sorusuna muhatap olmaktan uzun bir s\u00fcre tedirgin oldum. Tedirginli\u011fimin, do\u011fdu\u011fun yerin de\u011fil, k\u00f6klerinin bulundu\u011fu yerin memleket oldu\u011fu k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne ge\u00e7 sahip olmaktan kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok sonralar\u0131 idrak edebildim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bayram, d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, cenaze gibi t\u00fcrl\u00fc vesilelerle gelip gitti\u011fimiz Bilecik\u2019e dair \u00e7ocukluk haf\u0131zamda \u00fc\u00e7 \u015fey di\u011ferlerinden fazla yer etmi\u015fti; uzun tren yolculuklar\u0131, yuvarlak ta\u015flarla d\u00f6\u015feli eski sokaklar ve beyaz ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc, siyah cibinlikli kad\u0131nlar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lkokulun hen\u00fcz ilk y\u0131llar\u0131nda babam\u0131 kaybedince, yuvarlak ta\u015flarla d\u00f6\u015feli eski sokaklar\u0131nda beyaz ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc, siyah cibinlikli kad\u0131nlar\u0131n y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve uzun tren yolculuklar\u0131 ile ula\u015f\u0131lan Bilecik, ekme\u011fini yiyip, suyunu i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz as\u0131l memleketim oluverdi.<\/p>\n<p>O zamanlar kitaplarda yerle\u015fim yerleri n\u00fcfusa g\u00f6re tasnif edilirdi: N\u00fcfusu ikibine kadar olan yerler k\u00f6y, yirmi bine kadar olanlar il\u00e7e, yirmibinin \u00fcst\u00fcnde olanlar \u015fehir\u2026 Y\u0131l 1985. Karayolundan gelirken sizi kar\u015f\u0131layan tabel\u00e2larda, Bilecik\u2019in n\u00fcfusunun onbirbin oldu\u011funun yaz\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llar\u2026 Babam\u0131n liseden s\u0131n\u0131f arkada\u015f\u0131, o da \u015fimdi rahmetlik, ilkokul \u00f6\u011fretmenime nas\u0131l olup da Bilecik\u2019in bu n\u00fcfusla il yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordu\u011fumda, adamca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n beni ikna edebilmek i\u00e7in dile getirdi\u011fi hakl\u0131 gerek\u00e7eleri d\u00fcn gibi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p>Anadan ve babadan hemen b\u00fct\u00fcn akrabalar\u0131m\u0131n ikamet etti\u011fi, nereye giderseniz gidin bir dostunuzla, arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131zla, kom\u015funuzla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z, neredeyse herkesin birbirini tan\u0131y\u0131p sel\u00e2m verdi\u011fi bu il, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 unutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan \u00e7ocukta g\u00fcven duygusu telkin etti. Bir yan\u0131nda \u00dc\u00e7ler, bir yan\u0131nda Yediler di\u011fer yan\u0131nda K\u0131rklar tepelerinin y\u00fckseldi\u011fi ve \u015fehri bir \u00e7anak gibi aralar\u0131na ald\u0131klar\u0131 Bilecik\u2019e k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn u\u011framad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zann\u0131na kap\u0131ld\u0131m uzun bir s\u00fcre\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Zaman zaman sekteye u\u011frasa da h\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 kanaatteyim\u2026 \u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda hissettiklerimden fark\u0131 \u015fu ki o zaman \u015fehrin maddesinden kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 zannetti\u011fim kanaatimi bug\u00fcn bir b\u00fcy\u00fck manev\u00ee g\u00fcce ba\u011fl\u0131yorum; \u015eeyh Edeb\u00e2li\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bilecik, Edeb\u00e2li yurdudur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcniversite tahsilim boyunca kasvetli, resm\u00ee ve bir o kadar da so\u011fuk havas\u0131na al\u0131\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m Ankara\u2019da bir tek \u015fey beni mutlu ediyordu; Bilecik\u2019e d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fler\u2026 \u0130stasyon rampalar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0131rmanan otob\u00fcste, mezarl\u0131\u011fa yakla\u015f\u0131rken \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015flerimizin ruhuna biriktirdi\u011fim \u0130hl\u00e2s ve Fatihalar\u0131 \u00f6nce \u015eeyhime hediye etmenin huzuru nas\u0131l anlat\u0131ls\u0131n ki\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcne kadar il d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan gelen misafirlerime \u015funu s\u00f6yledim. \u015eeyhimizi ziyaret etmeden Bilecik\u2019e gelmi\u015f say\u0131lmazs\u0131n\u0131z. E\u011fer nasibiniz varsa ve \u015eeyhim sizi bug\u00fcnk\u00fc kabul defterine yazm\u0131\u015fsa ziyaret ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir. Nasip meselesi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bilmiyorum haddi a\u015f\u0131yor muyum\u2026 Yar\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck huzurda hesaplar g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcrken, zorda kalan hem\u015fehrilerine \u015eeyhimin yard\u0131m elini uzataca\u011f\u0131na, meleklere \u201cdurun ne yap\u0131yorsunuz o benim evl\u00e2d\u0131mdand\u0131r, hem\u015fehrimdir\u201d diyece\u011fine \u015fiddetle inan\u0131yorum. <\/p>\n<p>Bilecik, Edeb\u00e2li yurdudur\u2026<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259nb\u0259: http:\/\/www.kardelendergisi.com<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bilecik, Edeb\u00e2li yurdudur\u2026 Rahmetli babam ba\u015fka bir ilde buldu\u011fu i\u015f sebebiyle Pazarc\u0131k\u2019\u0131n (bug\u00fcnk\u00fc ismiyle Pazaryeri) Esemen K\u00f6y\u00fc\u2019n\u00fc terk edip, gurbette bir hayat kurunca benim ve karde\u015flerimin do\u011fum yeri Bilecik olamad\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden s\u0131k\u00e7a sorulan \u201cnerelisin\u201d sorusuna muhatap olmaktan uzun bir s\u00fcre tedirgin oldum. Tedirginli\u011fimin, do\u011fdu\u011fun yerin de\u011fil, k\u00f6klerinin bulundu\u011fu yerin memleket oldu\u011fu k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcne ge\u00e7 sahip [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42,43,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kardelendergisi","category-turkxalqlaridbiyyati","category-turkiy-dbiyyati"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26482"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26495,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26482\/revisions\/26495"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}