{"id":26525,"date":"2018-02-11T01:00:36","date_gmt":"2018-02-10T21:00:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26525"},"modified":"2018-02-12T09:42:44","modified_gmt":"2018-02-12T05:42:44","slug":"gork%c9%99mli-az%c9%99rbaycan-sairi-astan-qasimov","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26525","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6rk\u0259mli Az\u0259rbaycan \u015fairi Astan QASIMOV"},"content":{"rendered":"

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(Do\u011fum tarixi: 17 aprel 1942-ci il, v\u0259fat tarixi: 13 iyul 1997-ci il)
\n\u015eeirl\u0259ri: \u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 babam\u0131n \u015feir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildiyini des\u0259m, yalan demi\u015f olaram. \u00c7\u00fcnki Onun haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015feyi bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259b\u0259bi is\u0259, t\u0259bii ki, Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259yim olma\u011f\u0131md\u0131r.
\nBabam\u0131n bu \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259ri \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, ilk \u00f6nc\u0259, k\u00f6vr\u0259ls\u0259m d\u0259, sonra sevindim. \u00c7\u00fcnki babama aid daha bir \u015fey \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. G\u00f6rm\u0259d\u0259n sevdiyim insan-babam…<\/p>\n

G\u0259ldim<\/p>\n

E\u015fitdim, sevgilim, ni\u015fanlan\u0131rsan,
\nOnun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nNam\u0259rdin s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7ox aldanm\u0131san,
\nAx\u0131r m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259ti bilm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l yar\u0131m, e\u015fidim s\u0259ni,
\nVar etdin d\u00fcnyada n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni?!
\nG\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim,
\n\u0130lk e\u015fqi q\u0259lbimd\u0259n silm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

E\u015fidib bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn qan\u0131m qarald\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 bil ba\u015f\u0131mda d\u00fcnya qarald\u0131.
\nVerdiyim g\u00fcll\u0259r d\u0259 n\u0259 tez sarald\u0131,
\nX\u0259zans\u0131z bahara g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim?!<\/p>\n

Astanam, eyl\u0259ddim \u00e7oxlu n\u0259sih\u0259t,
\nN\u0259sih\u0259tim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 olubdur t\u00f6hm\u0259t.
\nS\u0259n m\u0259n n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tmis\u0259n h\u00f6rm\u0259t,
\nQaytar\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n

13\/08\/1963. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b.<\/p>\n

Dolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na<\/p>\n

D\u0259rin fikirl\u0259r\u0259 dal\u0131b x\u0259yal\u0131m,
\nDolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na, qadan\u0131 al\u0131m.
\nS\u0259ns\u0259n ba\u011f\u00e7a bar\u0131m, S\u0259ns\u0259n n\u00fcbar\u0131m,
\nDolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na, qadan\u0131 al\u0131m.<\/p>\n

S\u00f6yl\u0259, ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r qyr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131q biz,
\nAx\u0131 ilqar verib, and i\u00e7mi\u015fik biz.
\n\u0130ki il tamamd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r saysan, d\u00fcz,
\nDolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na, qadan\u0131 al\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Astanam, z\u00fclfl\u0259r\u0259 olmu\u015fam heyran,
\nEy ahu balas\u0131 yeri\u015fli ceyran.
\n\u0130st\u0259rs\u0259n, can\u0131m\u0131 eyl\u0259yim qurban,
\nDolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na, qadan\u0131 al\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Boz da\u011f\u0131n qoynunu al\u0131bd\u0131r duman,
\n\u0130lk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc edir\u0259m qurban.
\nS\u0259n bulaq \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 endiyin zaman,
\nDolan\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131na, qadan\u0131 al\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u018fmi o\u011flu<\/p>\n

Neyl\u0259dim, ay f\u0259l\u0259k, bu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259n,
\nQohum-qarda\u015f bel\u0259 baxmay\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259?!
\nN\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f, n\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015f xo\u015f olsun s\u0259n\u0259,
\nQohum-qarda\u015f bel\u0259 baxmay\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Uzaqd\u0131r \u0259ll\u0259rim, yetmir Ataya,
\nTap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m b\u00f6y\u00fck butaya.
\n\u0130st\u0259r\u0259m yeti\u015fim do\u011fma Ataya,
\nQohum-qarda\u015f bel\u0259 baxmay\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u018fg\u0259r arxamda da olsa, qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\n\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, yadlara \u0259yilm\u0259z ba\u015f\u0131m.
\nDeyim, \u0259mi o\u011flu, b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f\u0131m,
\nQohum-qarda\u015f bel\u0259 baxmay\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

Astanam, ucal\u0131r Sibird\u0259 s\u0259sim,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 salamatam, g\u0259lir n\u0259f\u0259sim.
\nSizd\u0259n ba\u015fqa, \u018fmi o\u011flu, he\u00e7 k\u0259sim,
\nQohum-qarda\u015f bel\u0259 baxmay\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259..<\/p>\n

19\/07\/1963. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b.<\/p>\n

Can \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m<\/p>\n

G\u0259lin, ay ell\u0259r, gedir karvan\u0131m,
\n\u018fc\u0259l k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcnd\u0259, can \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.
\nQurtar\u0131b h\u0259yat\u0131m, f\u0259lxdir ovqat\u0131m,
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn son \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n can ist\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O\u011ful, q\u0259l\u0259m g\u00f6t\u00fcr, m\u0259n deyim, S\u0259n yaz,
\nQoy, qohum-qarda\u015f tez g\u0259lsin bir az.
\n\u018fc\u0259l sand\u0131\u011f\u0131na girm\u0259s\u0259k, olmaz,
\nAx\u0131r d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259r can \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn evimiz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259rsd\u0259n,
\nD\u00f6n q\u0259brim \u00fcst\u00fc s\u0259n s\u0259sd\u0259n.
\nAxtar\u0131b, soru\u015fma m\u0259ni he\u00e7 k\u0259sd\u0259n,
\nYat\u0131ram, m\u00fcq\u0259tdir yan \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Gedir\u0259m, ay ell\u0259r, salamat qal\u0131n,
\nG\u0259lin vidala\u015faq, halall\u0131q al\u0131n.
\nGed\u0259rki qona\u011fam, tez yola sal\u0131n,
\nVur\u011funam, gedir\u0259m m\u0259n yol \u00fcst\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131<\/p>\n

Sevir\u0259m, m\u0259n s\u0259ni, ey nazl\u0131 dilb\u0259r,
\n\u0130nsaf et, g\u0259l S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131.
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t arzusu dilimd\u0259 \u0259zb\u0259r,
\n\u0130nsaf et, g\u0259l S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259nin camal\u0131nda q\u0259lbim\u0259 mehman,
\nS\u0259n onu m\u0259n\u0259 ver d\u0259rdim\u0259 d\u0259rman.
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz g\u0259ldiyim zaman,
\n\u0130nsaf et, g\u0259l S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259ldiyin g\u00fcnl\u0259r,
\nDolan\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131na \u015feyda b\u00fclb\u00fcll\u0259r.
\nXo\u015fb\u0259xtdir d\u00fcnyada deyib-g\u00fcl\u0259nl\u0259r,
\n\u0130nsaf et, g\u0259l S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir bel\u0259 ahu-zar, g\u00fcnl\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259,
\nOlarm\u0131 Sizinl\u0259r p\u00fcnhan dolanmaq?!
\nAstan\u0131 o dilb\u0259r yada salarm\u0131,
\n\u0130nsaf et, g\u0259l S\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259 bar\u0131?!<\/p>\n

02\/07\/1963. Orta m\u0259kt\u0259b.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rtib edib, n\u0259\u015fr\u0259 haz\u0131rlayan:<\/p>\n

Astan QASIMOV,
\nG\u00fcnd\u0259lik Analitik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin
\nSumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r b\u00fcrosunun r\u0259hb\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

(Do\u011fum tarixi: 17 aprel 1942-ci il, v\u0259fat tarixi: 13 iyul 1997-ci il) \u015eeirl\u0259ri: \u018fslind\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 babam\u0131n \u015feir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildiyini des\u0259m, yalan demi\u015f olaram. \u00c7\u00fcnki Onun haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015feyi bilmir\u0259m. S\u0259b\u0259bi is\u0259, t\u0259bii ki, Onu g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259yim olma\u011f\u0131md\u0131r. Babam\u0131n bu \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259ri \u0259lim\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, ilk \u00f6nc\u0259, k\u00f6vr\u0259ls\u0259m d\u0259, sonra sevindim. \u00c7\u00fcnki babama aid daha bir \u015fey […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26525","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26525"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26525\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26545,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26525\/revisions\/26545"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26525"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26525"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}