{"id":26600,"date":"2018-02-14T07:00:00","date_gmt":"2018-02-14T03:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26600"},"modified":"2018-02-14T09:45:40","modified_gmt":"2018-02-14T05:45:40","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvaz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26600","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-26613\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259sul katibi: \u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ <\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZQIZI (Kaz\u0131mova \u015e\u0259fa Eyvaz q\u0131z\u0131) 1987-ci ild\u0259 G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonunun Qo\u015fabulaq k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdir. \u0130lk t\u0259hsilini do\u011fma k\u0259ndind\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2003-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 Q\u0131zlar Universitetin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f, h\u0259min universiteti f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 2007-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetin\u0259 magistraturaya q\u0259bul olmu\u015f v\u0259 2009-cu ild\u0259 h\u0259min universiteti d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 2012-ci ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetinin dissertant\u0131d\u0131r. T\u0259hsil Probleml\u0259ri \u0130nstitutunun Kurikulum M\u0259rk\u0259zinin b\u00f6y\u00fck elmi i\u015f\u00e7isidir.<br \/>\nAz\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyi Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n maliyy\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259yi il\u0259 h\u0259yata ke\u00e7iril\u0259n \u201cYeni n\u0259sil Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncliyinin inki\u015faf\u0131na d\u0259st\u0259k\u201d layih\u0259si \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u201d \u015feiri Az\u0259rbaycan t\u00fcrkc\u0259sind\u0259 Qarda\u015f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 C\u00fcmhuriyy\u0259tinin Tokat \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n TOSAYAD (Tokat \u015eairler ve Yazarlar Derne\u011fi) r\u00fcbl\u00fck orqan\u0131 \u201cK\u00fcmbet\u201d e\u011fitim, k\u00fclt\u00fcr, sanat ve edebiyat dergisinin yeni 41 say\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ver, qoca d\u00fcnya, d\u00f6z\u00fcm,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<br \/>\nKim d\u00f6z\u00fcm itirib?<br \/>\naxtar\u0131m, g\u0259zim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r adam\u0131n \u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z qanan\u0131n s\u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n q\u0259ribin duz y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n<p>Bu d\u0259rzinin iyn\u0259si n\u0259, sap\u0131 n\u0259?<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi bi\u00e7ib t\u0259rs geydirib \u0259ynim\u0259.<br \/>\nDar bi\u00e7ilib, bo\u011fuluram i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<\/p>\n<p>Buz tutur getdikc\u0259 doda\u011f\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u00d6z t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 bo\u011fuluram m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ver, qoca d\u00fcnya, d\u00f6z\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid verib yar\u0131da qoydun&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 arzular\u0131m da&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qald\u0131 yetim \u00fcmidin&#8230;<br \/>\nBir de bu \u00fcmid\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 boy ver\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259rim solub,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n y\u00fck tutan g\u00f6zl\u0259rim dolub..<br \/>\nBulud olub, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olub, qar olub<br \/>\nKe\u00e7diyin yollara \u00e7il\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fma g\u00f6zd\u0259n yad bax\u0131\u015fla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nDiri cana q\u0259nim g\u0259lmi\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcms\u0259n.<br \/>\nLap ac olsam, evsiz olsam, s\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n e\u015fq-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dil\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131rsan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nDamla-damla<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131rsan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\n\u0130slad\u0131rsan h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131rsan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nSilirs\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n<br \/>\n\u018fl izimi,<br \/>\nAd yaz\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nNax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131rsan ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259mirs\u0259n y\u0131\u011fam ged\u0259m<br \/>\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nTaleyimi,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi,<br \/>\nRuhumu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r S\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n insanlarla doludu&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 m\u0259n indi S\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n \u00fczl\u0259r aras\u0131nda<br \/>\ntamamil\u0259 t\u0259nhayam,<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nBir h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zk\u0259n<br \/>\nH\u0259r saniy\u0259 S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ntihar etmi\u015f m\u0259sumiyy\u0259tin<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131 qalan<br \/>\nSon iniltisini duymaq kimidi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yata,<br \/>\nSad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k.<br \/>\nT\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131danlara da<br \/>\nQucaq-qucaq,<br \/>\nbuket-buket g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259rini tutmayan<br \/>\nSoyuq \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 inad,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nBir &#8220;salam&#8221;\u0131<br \/>\nverm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259n dill\u0259r\u0259 inad<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>K\u0259d\u0259r s\u0259nd\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck ki deyil&#8230;<br \/>\n\u018fslind\u0259 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yinin iniltisidi.<br \/>\nYad qula\u011fa xo\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n<br \/>\nh\u00fcznl\u00fc s\u0259tirl\u0259rin<br \/>\nYaral\u0131 hissl\u0259rin \u0259sintisidi.<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 bil\u0259n varm\u0131 ki?!<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0259kdiyin ac\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259<br \/>\nB\u0259r-b\u0259z\u0259k geydirib &#8220;\u015feir&#8221; deyirl\u0259r.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131-<br \/>\nEl\u0259 lap yadlardan yad adamlar\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\n\u015eairs\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b do\u011fmal\u0131q t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nSaxta t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259yl\u0259<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na &#8220;\u015fair&#8221; deyirl\u0259r.<br \/>\nYa el\u0259 olsun, ya da ki bel\u0259<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn c\u0259bh\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259ks\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u0130ndi n\u0259 anlam\u0131 var ki<br \/>\nN\u0259 deyirl\u0259r desinl\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259,<br \/>\n\u015eair, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Qorxu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq bu h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaq.<br \/>\ndaha g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz a\u00e7\u0131lmadan<br \/>\n\u00fcsyan etdik h\u0259yata, qorxularla<br \/>\ns\u0259simizl\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxduq h\u0259yat\u0131n biz\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131qlar\u0131ndan&#8230;<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 daha do\u011fular-do\u011fulmaz,<br \/>\n\u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131za vurulan buxovlar qorxutdu bizi&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259yat bu olsa g\u0259r\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\nbizi azadl\u0131qdan ay\u0131ran b\u0259l\u0259k.<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nyetm\u0259di, qorxaq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nu\u015faqk\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rimiz\u0259 vurdular<br \/>\n\u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259k ist\u0259diyimiz\u0259 toxundu\u011fumuzda,<br \/>\nistiy\u0259 toxunduq&#8230; oddan qorxduq,<br \/>\ny\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131q, yerim\u0259kd\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259yata ilk add\u0131mlar atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda.<\/p>\n<p>Qorxaq do\u011fulduq h\u0259yata&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxduq.<br \/>\nqar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131xan t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri da\u011f sand\u0131q,<br \/>\nki\u00e7icik baryerl\u0259ri y\u00fcks\u0259k divarlar&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00f6yr\u0259ndik laz\u0131ms\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fctm\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nbel\u0259c\u0259 aldand\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz d\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qorxmamaq laz\u0131md\u0131 halbuki&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxmamaq.<br \/>\nbarma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bildiyimiz\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131zla tutunmaq<br \/>\nsava\u015fa bilm\u0259k \u0259ll\u0259rimizi yand\u0131ran odla,<br \/>\nm\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparmaq dizimizi s\u0131y\u0131ran<br \/>\nda\u015fla-torpaqla&#8230;<br \/>\nyenm\u0259k qorxular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131<br \/>\nir\u0259liy\u0259 add\u0131mlamaq, ancaq ir\u0259li<br \/>\nh\u0259tta b\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131z bahas\u0131na&#8230;<br \/>\nbacarmad\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Biz h\u0259yata qorxaraq do\u011fulduq&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaraq b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nqorxaraq \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259yik<br \/>\n\u018fc\u0259l adl\u0131 z\u0259ngin son s\u0259das\u0131ndan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>n\u0259 idi qorxu, qorxmaq?!<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 qorxmaq, qorunmaqd\u0131 yox olmaqdan&#8230;<br \/>\nkim bilir???<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>M\u0259sul katibi: \u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ \u015e\u0259fa EYVAZQIZI (Kaz\u0131mova \u015e\u0259fa Eyvaz q\u0131z\u0131) 1987-ci ild\u0259 G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonunun Qo\u015fabulaq k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdir. \u0130lk t\u0259hsilini do\u011fma k\u0259ndind\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2003-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 Q\u0131zlar Universitetin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f, h\u0259min universiteti f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 2007-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetin\u0259 magistraturaya q\u0259bul olmu\u015f v\u0259 2009-cu ild\u0259 h\u0259min universiteti d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 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