{"id":26771,"date":"2018-04-04T07:00:55","date_gmt":"2018-04-04T03:00:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26771"},"modified":"2018-04-04T07:50:09","modified_gmt":"2018-04-04T03:50:09","slug":"s%c9%99ms-abbasova-g%c9%99l%c9%99c%c9%99kd%c9%99n-kecmis%c9%99-m%c9%99ktub-esse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26771","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259ms ABBASOVA.”G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ktub” (Esse)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 82 n\u00f6mr\u0259li m\u0259kt\u0259bin VI sinif \u015fagirdi<\/p>\n

\u201c\u018fziz atam, salam! Y\u0259qin t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb edirs\u0259n atam s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259nin h\u0259l\u0259 anadan olmam\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131nam. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bu m\u0259ktubu g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram. Bilir\u0259m, \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Ancaq biz ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00f6vrd\u0259 art\u0131q bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bizim oxudu\u011fumuz m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011fa bir \u015fans verildi ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazs\u0131n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni se\u00e7dim.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n bu d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n, s\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid olandan sonra do\u011fulmu\u015fam. S\u0259nin evind\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck bir \u015f\u0259nlik var. A\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259s\u0259nd\u0259n anam- atana bax, bu s\u0259nin atand\u0131r,- deyir.
\n\u018fzizim, s\u0259n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcm var ki…
\nBilmir\u0259m hans\u0131ndan ba\u015flay\u0131m. M\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r deyir ki, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131ram. Bilirs\u0259n, m\u0259n 2 d\u0259f\u0259 Qaraba\u011fa getmi\u015f\u0259m. T\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nm\u0259, ax\u0131 biz torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 qaytarm\u0131\u015f\u0131q. \u018frazimiz b\u0259rpa olunub, xarici turistl\u0259rin ard\u0131-aras\u0131 k\u0259silmir. B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya Qaraba\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar. \u015eu\u015fada Qaraba\u011f u\u011frunda \u015f\u0259hid olan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rimizin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 \u0259z\u0259m\u0259tli bir abid\u0259 ucald\u0131l\u0131b.
\nM\u0259nim \u0259ziz atam, bu m\u0259ktuba \u00fcr\u0259yimi qoya bils\u0259ydim, s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259rdim. M\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m. F\u0259xr edir\u0259m ki, \u015f\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131yam. S\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verir\u0259m ki, s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259n bax\u0131b m\u0259niml\u0259 f\u0259xr ed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\n\u018flvida, m\u0259nim q\u0259hr\u0259man atam!\u201d
\nM\u0259ni d\u00f6n\u0259-d\u00f6n\u0259 oxudu. Sonra qatlay\u0131b d\u00f6\u015f cibin\u0259 qoydu. Sanki s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kirmi\u015f kimi \u0259lini bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 cibin\u0259 s\u00fcrtd\u00fc. Anam\u0131n \u0259linin istisini \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss etdim. Yatm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bunlar yuxu imi\u015f. N\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 yuxu idi. G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir m\u0259ktub idim.
\nBir anl\u0131q fikirl\u0259\u015fdim. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 bir \u015fans verils\u0259ydi, m\u0259n kim\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazard\u0131m?! Aprel \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rinin xatir\u0259sin\u0259…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bak\u0131 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r 82 n\u00f6mr\u0259li m\u0259kt\u0259bin VI sinif \u015fagirdi \u201c\u018fziz atam, salam! Y\u0259qin t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb edirs\u0259n atam s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. M\u0259n s\u0259nin h\u0259l\u0259 anadan olmam\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131nam. M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 bu m\u0259ktubu g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259n yaz\u0131ram. Bilir\u0259m, \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Ancaq biz ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z d\u00f6vrd\u0259 art\u0131q bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bizim oxudu\u011fumuz m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 h\u0259r u\u015fa\u011fa bir \u015fans verildi ki, ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazs\u0131n. M\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni se\u00e7dim. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26771","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26771","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26771"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26771\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26774,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26771\/revisions\/26774"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26771"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26771"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26771"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}