{"id":26875,"date":"2018-04-18T05:00:35","date_gmt":"2018-04-18T01:00:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26875"},"modified":"2018-04-18T09:56:50","modified_gmt":"2018-04-18T05:56:50","slug":"ilah%c9%99-imanova-s%c9%99k%c9%99rbura-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=26875","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lah\u0259 \u0130MANOVA.”\u015e\u0259k\u0259rbura” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ev\u0259 tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 s\u00f6z vers\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 yubanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130\u015fl\u0259rimi yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m son anda l\u0259ngim\u0259li olmu\u015fdum. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni anlay\u0131\u015fla qar\u015f\u0131layar, he\u00e7 vaxt haql\u0131 iradlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 vurmazd\u0131. Amma h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u015firin yuxuda olan o\u011flumuzun yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259yilib \u00f6p\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan qa\u00e7a bilm\u0259zdim, ail\u0259m\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r zaman ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nayard\u0131m. O is\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131ndan t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259skiltm\u0259z, diqq\u0259tsizliyimi i\u015fimin m\u0259suliyy\u0259tin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Bilirdi ki, ail\u0259ml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r ke\u00e7irdiyim h\u0259r an m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259y\u0259rlidir. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 v\u0259 ata kimi xo\u015fb\u0259xt hiss etm\u0259yim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onlar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yet\u0259rli idi.
\nS\u00f6nm\u0259kd\u0259 olan bayram \u015famlar\u0131 masan\u0131n \u00e7oxdan haz\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcbut idi. Soyuq yem\u0259kl\u0259r d\u0259 sanki \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131b dilin\u0259 bir tik\u0259 bel\u0259 vurmadan yolumu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n yerin\u0259 m\u0259ni q\u0131nay\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n ota\u011fa yay\u0131lan plovun \u0259tri s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kirdi m\u0259ni. Bayram s\u00fcfr\u0259si arxas\u0131nda topla\u015fmaqdan g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 ola bil\u0259rdi ki!
\nEl\u0259 yenic\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259si arxas\u0131na oturmu\u015fdum ki, qap\u0131m\u0131z b\u0259rkd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc. Aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa f\u00fcrs\u0259t tapmam\u0131\u015f o\u011flum bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda yerind\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b:
\n\u2500\u018fmim g\u0259ldi,\u2013dey\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259hliz\u0259 atd\u0131.
\n\u2500Hara gedirs\u0259n?\u2013 yolda\u015f\u0131m d\u0259c\u0259l o\u011flumun qolundan tutub saxlad\u0131.
\n\u2500Ana, e\u015fitm\u0259din, qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc?\u2013balaca \u0259lini qap\u0131ya sar\u0131 uzad\u0131b var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n dart\u0131n\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2500E\u015fitdim, o\u011flum,\u2013h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 s\u0259brli idi,\u2013S\u0259n ev\u0259 ke\u00e7, qap\u0131n\u0131 ata \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7ar.
\nN\u0259n\u0259 v\u0259 babalar\u0131n\u0131n, h\u0259m\u00e7inin anas\u0131n\u0131n \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fckl\u0259ri be\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flum qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 susdu. Anas\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131l\u0131b sakit bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259yimi g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi sanki. \u00d6z h\u00f6km\u00fcn\u00fc yeritm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan,\u00e7ox zaman da bu yolla \u00f6z ist\u0259yin\u0259 nail olan d\u0259c\u0259lim yaln\u0131z m\u0259nd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kin\u0259r, m\u0259nim yan\u0131mda m\u00fcmk\u00fcn q\u0259d\u0259r az d\u0259c\u0259llik ed\u0259rdi. \u018fslind\u0259, h\u0259r zaman o\u011flumla dost olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. Onun m\u0259nd\u0259n qorxmas\u0131n\u0131 deyil, inan\u0131b etibar etm\u0259sini ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Nec\u0259 ki bir zamanlar atam m\u0259nim \u0259n yax\u0131n dostum idi…
\nH\u0259diyy\u0259siz qap\u0131dan i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259y\u0259n diqq\u0259tli \u0259misinin g\u0259li\u015fini toy-bayram bil\u0259n balaca bu d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00fcman\u0131nda yan\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2500Qon\u015funun u\u015faqlar\u0131d\u0131r,\u00e7ox g\u00fcman. Bayaqdan b\u00fct\u00fcn qap\u0131lara papaq at\u0131b qa\u00e7\u0131rlar, \u2013dey\u0259n yolda\u015f\u0131m is\u0259 haql\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.Balaca d\u0259c\u0259ll\u0259r qap\u0131m\u0131za papaq at\u0131b qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. P\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 v\u0259 ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rind\u0259n yax\u0131nda olduqlar\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fyilib papa\u011f\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131m. D\u0259hlizl\u0259 otaq aras\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131ma n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dim v\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131 ad\u0259t\u0259 uy\u011fun olaraq, xan\u0131ma uzatd\u0131m.
\n\u018fmisinin yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n, amma qap\u0131 arxas\u0131nda he\u00e7 k\u0259si g\u00f6rm\u0259yib, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z papa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259ki \u015firniyyatlar\u0131, \u00e7\u0259r\u0259zl\u0259ri n\u0259d\u0259n doldurdu\u011funu anlamayan d\u0259c\u0259limiz heyr\u0259tl\u0259 gah m\u0259n\u0259, gah da anas\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259min an u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n fikirl\u0259rini oxumaq \u00e7\u0259tin deyildi. Yolda\u015f\u0131m t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 o\u011flumuza n\u0259z\u0259r sal\u0131b \u201cKosan\u0131n pay\u0131n\u0131\u201d m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131.
\nQap\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcb yenid\u0259n masa arxas\u0131na oturduq. O\u011flumun fikri h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcfr\u0259d\u0259n y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 konfetl\u0259rin yan\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. N\u0259hay\u0259t, d\u00f6zm\u0259di:
\n\u2500Ata!
\n\u2500Ay can,\u2013deyib o\u011flumun suallar\u0131na \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc haz\u0131rlad\u0131m.
\nN\u0259f\u0259s almadan bir n\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 veril\u0259n suallar\u0131 yolda\u015f\u0131m kimi t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131m.
\n\u2500G\u0259l\u0259n kim idi? Ax\u0131, he\u00e7 k\u0259s yox idi. B\u0259s qap\u0131n\u0131 kim d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc? Papaq kimin idi? Niy\u0259 anam b\u00fct\u00fcn konfetl\u0259ri papa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131?
\nH\u00fcquq m\u00fchafiz\u0259 orqanlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7isi kimi sor\u011fu-sual etm\u0259k i\u015fimin \u0259sas hiss\u0259sidir. Lakin etiraf edim ki, d\u0259c\u0259lim g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 says\u0131z-hesabs\u0131z suallar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259n, x\u00fcsus\u0259n d\u0259 yor\u011fun oldu\u011fum vaxtlarda m\u0259nim kimi t\u0259mkinli insan\u0131 bel\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131r. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, bu ya\u015fda u\u015faqlar daha \u00e7ox m\u0259lumat \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sli olurlar. H\u0259r \u015fey onlara maraql\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 balacalara anlaya bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi izah etm\u0259k, h\u0259m d\u0259 do\u011fru-d\u00fcr\u00fcst izah etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r ki, bu da bir q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olur b\u0259z\u0259n. B\u0259xtimd\u0259n, ata-bala biz bir-birimizi \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259km\u0259d\u0259n anlaya bilirdik.
\nO\u011flumu dizimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturdub \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 ona Novruz bayram\u0131ndan, ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rimizd\u0259n bir q\u0259d\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Anas\u0131n\u0131n papa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bayram sovqat\u0131n\u0131n da bir el ad\u0259ti oldu\u011funu, insanlar aras\u0131nda bayramla\u015fma\u011f\u0131n, payla\u015fman\u0131n vacib oldu\u011funu izah etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Bir az \u0259vv\u0259l konfetl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n o\u011flum n\u00f6vb\u0259ti d\u0259f\u0259 qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u201d dey\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 anas\u0131na qo\u015fuldu. Bir u\u015faq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu \u0259lb\u0259tt\u0259, \u0259yl\u0259nc\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 n\u0259 deyildi, lakin onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki sevinc v\u0259 t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcskarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni sevindirirdi.
\nDizimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturma\u011fa v\u0259rdi\u015f etmi\u015f o\u011flum yenid\u0259n dill\u0259ndi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259li bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n indi hans\u0131 sual var idi. D\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 yell\u0259dim. O is\u0259 cavab olaraq \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259kib g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 m\u0259ni o\u011flumun suallar\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259kb\u0259t\u0259k buraxd\u0131.
\n\u2500Ata!
\n\u2500Ay can! \u2013deyib o\u011flumun yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6pd\u00fcm.
\nD\u0259c\u0259lim u\u015faq safl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 soru\u015fdu:
\n\u2500Ata, ham\u0131 papaq ata bil\u0259r?
\n\u2500H\u0259,\u2013q\u0131sa cavab verdim.
\n\u018flini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 qoyub g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131:
\n\u2500Biz d\u0259?
\n\u2500\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, o\u011flum, \u2013dedim.
\nO\u011flum dizimin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0131\u00e7ray\u0131b yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018flimi tutub b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131xd\u0131:
\n\u2500Ata, biz d\u0259 papaq ataq da! Nolar, biz d\u0259 ataq!
\nDuruxdum. Bir u\u015faqdan bel\u0259 t\u0259klif g\u00f6zl\u0259nil\u0259n olsa da, n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, h\u0259min an \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131m. O\u011flum \u0259limi dart\u0131r, m\u0259ni aya\u011fa qalxma\u011fa m\u0259cbur edirdi. Raz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 idi.
\n\u2500Bax, o\u011flum, hava qaral\u0131b. Bu vaxt papaq atmazlar. G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259f\u0259 gedib atar\u0131q. Yax\u015f\u0131?
\n\u2500Nolsun gecdir! Ged\u0259k biz d\u0259 papaq ataq!
\nBayram g\u00fcn\u00fc o\u011flumu inadkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, d\u0259c\u0259lliyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 danlamaq ist\u0259mirdim. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 ona \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259rk\u00f6y\u00fcn v\u0259 d\u0259c\u0259l b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fckl\u0259rini vur\u011fulayanda anam v\u0259 yolda\u015f\u0131m bir a\u011f\u0131zdan deyirdil\u0259r ki, eyn\u0259n atas\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259yib. Bir zamanlar, atam \u201cAta olarsan, ata q\u0259dri bil\u0259rs\u0259n\u201d dey\u0259rk\u0259n, g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr m\u0259nd\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kdiyini dil\u0259 g\u0259tirirmi\u015f. Yaln\u0131z indi atam\u0131 anlay\u0131ram…
\nFikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131ra bil\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fcmid edirdim:
\n\u2500Qon\u015fular yat\u0131b. Bu vaxt, bu saatda kimin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb papaq ataq?
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm kimi t\u0259rs v\u0259 inadkar o\u011flumu he\u00e7 c\u00fcr dil\u0259 tutmaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi. N\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcs\u0259, g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7in\u0259 bax\u0131b g\u00fcld\u00fc. \u018flini \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 qoyub qula\u011f\u0131ma p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131\u011f\u0131:
\n\u2500Anaya dem\u0259! Biz d\u0259 anaya papaq ataq! \u2013s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc toplad\u0131m. O\u011flumun t\u0259klifi xo\u015fuma g\u0259ldi. Bu ya\u015fda, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u00fcquq m\u00fchafiz\u0259 orqanlar\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7isi kimi kimins\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131na papaq atma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nBe\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n naz\u0131 il\u0259 oynay\u0131rd\u0131m. Qap\u0131m\u0131za papaq at\u0131b sevin\u0259-sevin\u0259 yan\u0131ma qa\u00e7an v\u0259 anas\u0131ndan gizl\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan o\u011flumun sevinci m\u0259ni u\u015faqla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259 vaxt u\u015faql\u0131q hissl\u0259rimi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131m. Indi is\u0259 o\u011flumla b\u0259rab\u0259r \u201cKosan\u0131n pay\u0131n\u0131\u201d ist\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k q\u0259d\u0259r u\u015faqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

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\n…M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131na qo\u015fulub tonqal qalayar, qon\u015fular\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcb papaq at\u0131b qa\u00e7ard\u0131q. Y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sovqatlar\u0131 is\u0259 ev\u0259 aparmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinib el\u0259 tonqal ba\u015f\u0131ndaca l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 yey\u0259rdik. Ax\u015fam d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259, daha do\u011frusu, valideynl\u0259rimiz bizi ev\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r deyib-g\u00fcl\u00fcb \u0259yl\u0259n\u0259r, \u015f\u0259nlik ed\u0259rdik. Acd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hiss ed\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259krar qon\u015fular\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131na papaq at\u0131b y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z q\u0259nim\u0259ti sonradan b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259rdik. B\u0259zi qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z bir ne\u00e7\u0259 konfet, bir az qoz-f\u0131nd\u0131q, b\u0259xtimiz \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131m\u0131za meyv\u0259 v\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u0259rbura da qoyard\u0131lar. Yox, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259yin ki, evd\u0259 anam\u0131z-n\u0259n\u0259miz \u015f\u0259k\u0259rbura-paxlava, yaxud dig\u0259r \u015firniyyatlar bi\u015firm\u0259diyind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz kimins\u0259 qap\u0131s\u0131nda qalard\u0131. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 papa\u011fa qoyulmu\u015f Novruz sovqatlar\u0131 biz\u0259 daha dadl\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259rdi.
\nYa\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m\u0131zla bir yer\u0259 topla\u015f\u0131b bu d\u0259f\u0259 kimin qap\u0131s\u0131na papaq ataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn b\u00f6lg\u00fc etdik. H\u0259r k\u0259s ona deyilmi\u015f \u00fcnvana, m\u0259n is\u0259 qon\u015fulu\u011fumuza yeni k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n ail\u0259nin qap\u0131s\u0131na y\u00f6n\u0259ldim. Qap\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259rkd\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcb papa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 at\u0131b qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Bir xeyli g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kims\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan evd\u0259kil\u0259rin s\u0259si e\u015fitm\u0259diyini z\u0259nn etdim. Yava\u015fca qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb,i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259ri e\u015fidinc\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndim. Dostlar\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na \u0259libo\u015f qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131m. \u018flidolu qay\u0131dan dostlar\u0131m\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 \u201cf\u0259rsiz\u201d deyib la\u011fa qoymalar\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim. T\u0259krar qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. Sanki qurba\u011fa g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259 da\u015f at\u0131ld\u0131. Evd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259r k\u0259sildi. Qap\u0131 is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131rd\u0131. P\u0259rtliyim inadkarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bir az da art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bu qap\u0131dan \u0259libo\u015f geri qay\u0131tmaq fikrind\u0259 deyildim. Yenid\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm, bu d\u0259f\u0259 daha b\u0259rkd\u0259n. V\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b gizl\u0259ndim. B\u0259xtim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, qap\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. S\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259krar a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim indi. Yeni qon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n papa\u011f\u0131ma n\u0259 qoyacaqlar\u0131n\u0131n mara\u011f\u0131nda idim. Hiss edirdim ki acm\u0131\u015fam. T\u0259miz hava, bir yandan da tonqal \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n tullan\u0131b m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131-\u00fcz\u00fcyuxar\u0131 g\u0259zib dolanma\u011f\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259ni \u0259ld\u0259n salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 papa\u011f\u0131ma qoyulan qoz-f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131, konfetl\u0259ri dostlar\u0131ma ver\u0259c\u0259yimi, t\u0259kc\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u0259rburan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 saxlayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 x\u0259yal edirdim.
\nBudur, qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Orta ya\u015flar\u0131nda, ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6rp\u0259k olan bir qad\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259trafa boyland\u0131. Papa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131na qoyub i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259dim. Sonra \u201cOnsuzda hava qaral\u0131b, m\u0259nim kim oldu\u011fumu ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb papa\u011f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ild\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fcr\u0259tiyl\u0259 uzaqla\u015fd\u0131m. Bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib maraqla papa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in\u0259 n\u0259 qoyuldu\u011funu bilm\u0259k ist\u0259dim. X\u0259yallar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ifad\u0259sini yax\u015f\u0131 ki h\u0259min an he\u00e7 k\u0259s g\u00f6rm\u0259di. \u0130ki karamel idi m\u0259nim kosa pay\u0131m? \u00c7ox p\u0259rt olmu\u015fdum. Tonqal ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259li idik. Dostlar\u0131m\u0131n y\u0131\u011fd\u0131qlar\u0131 bayram sovqatlar\u0131 il\u0259 nec\u0259 \u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri art\u0131q qulaqlar\u0131mda s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi. Boynumu b\u00fck\u00fcb iki karamell\u0259 onlar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa, onlar\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kinirdim. Yerli-yersiz zarafatlar\u0131 il\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259si \u0259l\u0259 salan, la\u011f etm\u0259yi xo\u015flayan sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc is\u0259 indi he\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259zdim. Ayaqlar\u0131m getmirdi. Suyum s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259-s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131m. On bir ya\u015f\u0131m olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, q\u00fcrurlu biri idim. He\u00e7 k\u0259sd\u0259n d\u0259 s\u00f6z g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yi xo\u015flam\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nAtam evd\u0259 olanda, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 ev\u0259 \u00e7ox girib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan anam qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flamazd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b sakitc\u0259 ev\u0259 girdim. Anam\u0131n m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q idi. Atam is\u0259 telefonla kimins\u0259 bayram\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259brik edirdi. Atama g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib masaya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131m. Hiss etdirm\u0259d\u0259n qoz-f\u0131nd\u0131qlar\u0131, konfetl\u0259ri cibl\u0259rim\u0259 doldurma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Xon\u00e7adan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u015f\u0259k\u0259rbura v\u0259 paxlavan\u0131 is\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sik k\u00f6yn\u0259yimin i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259tdim. Ba\u015f qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q ik\u0259n aradan \u00e7\u0131xmaq fikrind\u0259 idim. \u0130\u015fin t\u0259rsliyind\u0259n anamla d\u0259hlizd\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259ldik.
\n\u2500Hara gedirs\u0259n? Ke\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri, paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f, \u0259ll\u0259rini d\u0259 yu! Hiss iyi verirs\u0259n!
\nAnam\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n dart\u0131n\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 atd\u0131m. Arxadan dal\u0131mca deyin\u0259n anama is\u0259 tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimi s\u00f6yl\u0259yib tonqal ba\u015f\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131m. Dostlar\u0131m papa\u011f\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ini dolu g\u00f6r\u00fcb heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndil\u0259r. Kimisi papa\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n konfetl\u0259ri, kimisi qoz-f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ovuclay\u0131b g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Meyv\u0259 v\u0259 \u015firnil\u0259ri d\u0259 dostlar\u0131mla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u00fcb t\u0259kc\u0259 \u015f\u0259k\u0259rburan\u0131 \u201cq\u0259nim\u0259t\u201d kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.
\nSinif yolda\u015f\u0131m alman\u0131 di\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r\u0259k:
\n\u2500Bils\u0259ydim t\u0259z\u0259 qon\u015fu yax\u015f\u0131 pay qoyacaq, s\u0259ni g\u00f6nd\u0259rm\u0259zdim, \u00f6z\u00fcm o qap\u0131ya papaq atard\u0131m,\u2013dedi.
\nBir anl\u0131q duruxdum. G\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin ifad\u0259sin\u0259 tab g\u0259tirm\u0259yib n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rimi yay\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131m. H\u0259min an m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m indic\u0259 h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu kimi dan\u0131\u015facaq, bu q\u0259d\u0259r sovqat\u0131 evd\u0259n g\u0259tirdiyimi s\u00f6yl\u0259yib m\u0259ni ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m\u0131n aras\u0131nda p\u0259rt ed\u0259c\u0259k. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259dim. H\u0259r k\u0259si n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irib s\u0259simi y\u00fcks\u0259ltdim:
\n\u2500O qap\u0131 m\u0259nlikdir! Bundan sonra o qap\u0131ya h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm papaq atacam! E\u015fitdiz?
\nYolda\u015flar\u0131m s\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc.
\nH\u0259min g\u00fcn kimin n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc, n\u0259 fikirl\u0259\u015fdiyi mara\u011f\u0131mda deyildi. Tonqalda \u0259t\u0259yini yand\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259 \u015falvar\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Hiss qoxusu ver\u0259n paltarlar\u0131m\u0131 yerd\u0259n y\u0131\u011fan anam\u0131n da danlaqlar\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259sir etmirdi. Bayram s\u00fcfr\u0259sinin bir k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturub bayaq \u201cq\u0259nim\u0259t\u201d kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u015f\u0259k\u0259rburadan n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259rimi ay\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131m. \u00c7ox sevdiyim \u015f\u0259k\u0259rbura bel\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131mdan ke\u00e7mirdi indi.
\n\u2500B\u0259lk\u0259 bir az s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259k, \u2013atam \u0259lini \u00e7iynim\u0259 toxundurub ke\u00e7ib divanda yan\u0131mda oturdu.
\nAtamla ki\u015fi-ki\u015fiy\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t etm\u0259yi xo\u015flasam da, indi onu bel\u0259, dinl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k halda deyildim. Bir zabitin n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259n yay\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259m d\u0259, s\u0259n dem\u0259 atam h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f. Bu g\u00fcn art\u0131q ikinci d\u0259f\u0259 p\u0259rt olurdum. \u018fg\u0259r \u0259vv\u0259lki p\u0259rtliyim\u0259 x\u0259sis qon\u015fum s\u0259b\u0259bkar idis\u0259, indi \u00f6z s\u00fcfr\u0259sind\u0259n o\u011furluq ed\u0259n biri kimi \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 b\u0259ra\u0259t qazand\u0131rma\u011fa s\u00f6z\u00fcm yox idi. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o\u011fluna g\u00fcv\u0259n\u0259n atam\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 is\u0259 baxma\u011fa x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdim. \u018flacs\u0131z qal\u0131b h\u0259r \u015feyi oldu\u011fu kimi atama dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qdan sonra bir q\u0259d\u0259r rahatl\u0131q hiss edirdim.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn bu hadis\u0259ni d\u0259, p\u0259rtliyimi d\u0259 unudar, bir daha he\u00e7 vaxt xat\u0131rlamazd\u0131m,yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb qonaq ota\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6z aralar\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259n valideynl\u0259rimin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259s\u0259ydim. Atam m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259miz\u0259 yeni k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n ail\u0259nin kimliyi il\u0259 maraqlan\u0131rd\u0131. Anam\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131mdad\u0131r:
\n\u2500T\u0259nha qad\u0131nd\u0131r, iki q\u0131z\u0131 var. V\u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri el\u0259 d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. Yolda\u015f\u0131 A\u011fdamda \u015f\u0259hid olub. K\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u0259rd\u0259ndir. H\u0259kim idi. H\u0259m d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc, h\u0259m d\u0259 h\u0259kim kimi vuru\u015fub, ne\u00e7\u0259 insan\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 xilas edib. A\u011fdam-\u015eu\u015fa istiqam\u0259tind\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t ed\u0259rk\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131 partlad\u0131l\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fc v\u0259 daha ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259r h\u0259min g\u00fcn h\u0259lak olub.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni yata bilm\u0259dim. Arxas\u0131yca deyindiyim, x\u0259sis adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ail\u0259nin b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn olan\u0131 el\u0259 h\u0259min iki karamel imi\u015f. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim doldu. Yor\u011fan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kib i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131m. Yataq ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131 arxas\u0131nda ayaq saxlayan atam, dey\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259simi e\u015fitmi\u015fdi. Ya da s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rini e\u015fidib e\u015fitm\u0259diyim\u0259 \u0259min olmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Bilmir\u0259m… Ke\u00e7ib \u00e7arpay\u0131m\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda oturub sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcb dedi:
\n\u2500Bilir\u0259m ki, oyaqsan, s\u00f6hb\u0259timizi d\u0259 e\u015fitmis\u0259n…
\nAtam\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m. Dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyimiz k\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00fckutumuzla s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdik bir-birimiz\u0259. \u0130ndi \u0259vv\u0259lkind\u0259n daha \u00fczg\u00fcn idim. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki qaranl\u0131q idi, atam g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259ki x\u0259cal\u0259ti g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Atam \u00e7ox m\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli v\u0259 s\u0259xav\u0259tli insan idi. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, bayramlar \u00f6z ruzunu, sevincini ba\u015fqalar\u0131 il\u0259 payla\u015fmaq dem\u0259kdir. Anam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259min qad\u0131nla \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t yaratmaq el\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin olmad\u0131. Atam\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bayram \u00e7\u0259r\u0259zl\u0259rind\u0259n, haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015firniyyatlardan xon\u00e7a tutub, yem\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 qon\u015fumuz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pay \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z \u0259li il\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rtdiyi S\u0259m\u0259ni v\u0259 bayram \u015famlar\u0131n\u0131 da unutmad\u0131 h\u0259tta. H\u0259min il bayram ax\u015fam\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259 arxas\u0131nda ail\u0259ml\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r oturark\u0259n, fikirl\u0259rim qon\u015fumuzun yan\u0131nda idi. Onlar\u0131n da bel\u0259 bir bayram s\u00fcfr\u0259si arxas\u0131nda oturdu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 sevinir, lakin atama baxd\u0131qca sevincim yox olurdu. Atam zabit idi. Aylarla ev\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yib d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 olard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 anam ondan x\u0259b\u0259r tutmazd\u0131. \u00d6zl\u00fcy\u00fcmd\u0259 atam\u0131n da d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rd\u0259n birind\u0259 h\u0259lak ola bil\u0259c\u0259yini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lirdim. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki sa\u011fd\u0131r, yan\u0131m\u0131zdad\u0131r, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb ona sar\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131m.
\nBilmir\u0259m niy\u0259, amma sonrak\u0131 \u00e7\u0259r\u015f\u0259nb\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259, bayram ax\u015famlar\u0131 v\u0259 bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 qon\u015funun qap\u0131s\u0131na g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i olmu\u015fdum. He\u00e7 k\u0259si h\u0259min qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fma\u011fa qoymur, ba\u015fqa qap\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdim. I\u015f\u0131q s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 saatlarla baxar v\u0259 fikrimd\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 onlardan \u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00fczr ist\u0259rdim. O \u00e7\u0259r\u015f\u0259nb\u0259 gec\u0259si b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcm. V\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bir daha he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 bir qap\u0131ya papaq atmad\u0131m…<\/p>\n

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\n\u2500Ata,bax! \u2013o\u011flum i\u00e7i dolu papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sevinc\u0259k m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131.
\n\u2500Baxaq, g\u00f6r\u0259k, n\u0259 var i\u00e7ind\u0259, \u2013u\u015faql\u0131qda oldu\u011fu kimi mara\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bo\u011fa bilm\u0259dim.
\nO\u011flum \u015f\u0259k\u0259rburan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb papa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131:
\n\u2500\u015e\u0259k\u0259rbura m\u0259nim! Qalan\u0131 s\u0259nin olsun!
\nD\u0259c\u0259limin s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcm. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 konfetl\u0259 aldad\u0131b \u015f\u0259k\u0259rburan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259yimi x\u0259yal etmi\u015fdim, ax\u0131…<\/p>\n

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Ev\u0259 tez g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 s\u00f6z vers\u0259m d\u0259, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi, bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 yubanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130\u015fl\u0259rimi yekunla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m son anda l\u0259ngim\u0259li olmu\u015fdum. Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlikd\u0259n, h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m m\u0259ni anlay\u0131\u015fla qar\u015f\u0131layar, he\u00e7 vaxt haql\u0131 iradlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 vurmazd\u0131. Amma h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u015firin yuxuda olan o\u011flumuzun yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u0259yilib \u00f6p\u0259nd\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan qa\u00e7a bilm\u0259zdim, ail\u0259m\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r zaman ay\u0131ra bilm\u0259diyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc q\u0131nayard\u0131m. O […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26875","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26875","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26875"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26875\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26876,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26875\/revisions\/26876"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26875"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26875"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26875"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}