{"id":27009,"date":"2018-05-04T12:00:45","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T08:00:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27009"},"modified":"2018-05-04T14:18:32","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T10:18:32","slug":"kadir-bayrak-aynadaki-yuz-mehmed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27009","title":{"rendered":"Kadir BAYRAK.”Aynadaki y\u00fcz: Mehmed”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cAmin!..\u201d dedi, Bosnal\u0131 \u00e7ocuk mezarl\u0131ktan ayr\u0131l\u0131rken\u2026 Toprak ve barut kokan elleriyle sildi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Annesi ve d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7amadan \u00f6len karde\u015fi i\u00e7in a\u011flam\u0131yordu. Biliyordu ki, \u015fimdi onlar, makamlar\u0131n en y\u00fccesindeydiler. Kan kokusuydu h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fcn sebebi; taa Kosova\u2019dan gelen\u2026 \u00c7ok iyi biliyordu bu kokuyu. Saraybosna\u2019da y\u0131llarca birlikte ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00dcrkek ve yava\u015f ad\u0131mlarla yakla\u015ft\u0131 patlamam\u0131\u015f S\u0131rp mermisinin yan\u0131na\u2026 G\u00f6zleriyle dikkatlice s\u00fczd\u00fc etraf\u0131 ve e\u011filerek ald\u0131 yerden.<\/p>\n

Kosoval\u0131 Ahmed i\u00e7in sevindi o anda\u2026 Kalbi huzurla doldu. En az\u0131ndan ona at\u0131lacak bir mermiyi yok etmi\u015fti. Ahmed\u2019i kimse \u00f6ld\u00fcremezdi art\u0131k\u2026 Ahmed ya\u015fayacakt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya beyazlar i\u00e7inde g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu kendini Fatma\u2026 Tam al ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ba\u011flan\u0131rken, sabah ezanlar\u0131yla uyand\u0131. Son zamanlarda ayn\u0131 r\u00fcyay\u0131 birka\u00e7 kez g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Namazdan sonra yatmad\u0131. Kuraca\u011f\u0131 yuvas\u0131 i\u00e7in eksiklerini tamamlad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u00d6\u011fleye kadar, gelinli\u011fini terziden almal\u0131yd\u0131. Kud\u00fcs\u2019te Cuma vakti, a\u00e7\u0131k d\u00fckk\u00e2n olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyordu.<\/p>\n

Eve d\u00f6nerken, cami cemaati da\u011f\u0131l\u0131yordu. Bir anda ortal\u0131k kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve Fatma kanlar i\u00e7inde yere y\u0131\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Karde\u015fi H\u00fcseyin\u2019e at\u0131lan \u0130srail mermisi onu \u015fehit etmi\u015fti. Al kan\u0131 beyaz gelinli\u011fe akt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Fatma\u2019n\u0131n ablas\u0131 mezarl\u0131\u011fa, kuca\u011f\u0131nda, yeni do\u011fan bebe\u011fiyle geldi. Fatma koymu\u015flard\u0131 ad\u0131n\u0131. Fatma ya\u015fayacakt\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130stanbul\u2019a h\u00e2kim bir gecekondu semtinde, Mehmed arkada\u015flar\u0131yla k\u00f6rebe oynuyordu. Her \u015feyden habersiz saf bir masumiyet i\u00e7inde\u2026 \u015eimdi onun tek amac\u0131, arkada\u015flar\u0131ndan birini yakalay\u0131p ebelikten kurtulmakt\u0131. Ama Mehmed, ebelikten hi\u00e7 kurtulamad\u0131, g\u00f6zlerini hi\u00e7 a\u00e7amad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Mehmed; ne Bosnal\u0131 \u00e7ocu\u011fu, ne Filistinli Fatma\u2019y\u0131 g\u00f6remedi; onlar\u0131 hi\u00e7 anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eimdi Mehmed, bu oyunun sona ermesi i\u00e7in, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcndeki o kara bezi kald\u0131racak bir el bekliyor. Ahmed i\u00e7in, Fatma i\u00e7in, kendisi i\u00e7in\u2026 (Kardelen 17. say\u0131, Nisan-Haziran 1998)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cAmin!..\u201d dedi, Bosnal\u0131 \u00e7ocuk mezarl\u0131ktan ayr\u0131l\u0131rken\u2026 Toprak ve barut kokan elleriyle sildi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 Annesi ve d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7amadan \u00f6len karde\u015fi i\u00e7in a\u011flam\u0131yordu. Biliyordu ki, \u015fimdi onlar, makamlar\u0131n en y\u00fccesindeydiler. Kan kokusuydu h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fcn sebebi; taa Kosova\u2019dan gelen\u2026 \u00c7ok iyi biliyordu bu kokuyu. Saraybosna\u2019da y\u0131llarca birlikte ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u2026 \u00dcrkek ve yava\u015f ad\u0131mlarla yakla\u015ft\u0131 patlamam\u0131\u015f S\u0131rp mermisinin yan\u0131na\u2026 G\u00f6zleriyle […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27009","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kardelendergisi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27009","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27009"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27009\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27010,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27009\/revisions\/27010"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27009"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27009"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27009"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}