{"id":27033,"date":"2018-05-04T15:30:12","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T11:30:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27033"},"modified":"2018-05-04T15:48:09","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T11:48:09","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvaz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27033","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-26613\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>s\u0259n, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tinind\u0259<br \/>\nboynunu buran qad\u0131n.<br \/>\nel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ls\u0259n ki&#8230;<br \/>\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 bel\u0259<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0259kir pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\ns\u0259nin i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131 bu yola d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n<br \/>\nh\u0259r k\u0259s d\u00f6n\u00fcb bax\u0131r.<br \/>\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan parlaq t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\ns\u0259n, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 tinind\u0259<br \/>\nt\u0259nha \u00fcr\u0259yini kirid\u0259n qad\u0131n<br \/>\nbaxma, bu insanlar<br \/>\nheyran-heyran bax\u0131r<br \/>\ng\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nh\u0259r bax\u0131\u015f t\u0259kliyin\u0259<br \/>\ntu\u015flanm\u0131\u015f oxdu,<br \/>\nbo\u015f ver, ya\u015fa q\u0259mini<br \/>\ns\u0259nin g\u00f6zl\u0259rini g\u00f6r\u0259n ki yoxdu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ver, qoca d\u00fcnya, d\u00f6z\u00fcm,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<br \/>\nKim d\u00f6z\u00fcm itirib?<br \/>\naxtar\u0131m, g\u0259zim,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<br \/>\nH\u0259r adam\u0131n \u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z qanan\u0131n s\u00f6z y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n q\u0259ribin duz y\u00fck\u00fc var \u00e7iynind\u0259,<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<br \/>\nBu d\u0259rzinin iyn\u0259si n\u0259, sap\u0131 n\u0259?<br \/>\nD\u0259rdi bi\u00e7ib t\u0259rs geydirib \u0259ynim\u0259.<br \/>\nDar bi\u00e7ilib, bo\u011fuluram i\u00e7ind\u0259<br \/>\nM\u0259n d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin.<br \/>\nBuz tutur getdikc\u0259 doda\u011f\u0131m, g\u00f6z\u00fcm,<br \/>\n\u00d6z t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 bo\u011fuluram m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm.<br \/>\nM\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcm ver, qoca d\u00fcnya, d\u00f6z\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00f6zm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m d\u0259rdin\u0259 s\u0259nin!<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid verib yar\u0131da qoydun&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259 da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 arzular\u0131m da&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fc yolda qald\u0131 yetim \u00fcmidin&#8230;<br \/>\nBir d\u0259 bu \u00fcmid\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 boy ver\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259rim solub,<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n y\u00fck tutan g\u00f6zl\u0259rim dolub..<br \/>\nBulud olub, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olub, qar olub<br \/>\nKe\u00e7diyin yollara \u00e7il\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nDo\u011fma g\u00f6zd\u0259n yad bax\u0131\u015fla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\nDiri cana q\u0259nim g\u0259lmi\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcms\u0259n.<br \/>\nLap ac olsam, evsiz olsam, s\u00fcr\u00fcns\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259nd\u0259n e\u015fq-m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t dil\u0259nm\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u011f\u0131rsan, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nDamla-damla<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n,<br \/>\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131mdan&#8230;<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131rsan, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\n\u0130slad\u0131rsan h\u0259zin-h\u0259zin<br \/>\nYer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc,<br \/>\n\u00dcst-ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131rsan, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nSilirs\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259md\u0259n<br \/>\n\u018fl izimi,<br \/>\nAd yaz\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nNax\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131rsan, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131m<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259mirs\u0259n y\u0131\u011fam ged\u0259m<br \/>\nBu ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nTaleyimi,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi,<br \/>\nRuhumu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259h\u0259r S\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n insanlarla doludu&#8230;<br \/>\nV\u0259 m\u0259n indi S\u0259n\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n \u00fczl\u0259r aras\u0131nda<br \/>\ntamamil\u0259 t\u0259nhayam,<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259nmi?<br \/>\nBir h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259 d\u00f6z\u0259 bilm\u0259zk\u0259n<br \/>\nH\u0259r saniy\u0259 S\u0259ninl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259k&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ntihar etmi\u015f m\u0259sumiyy\u0259tin<br \/>\nG\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131 qalan<br \/>\nSon iniltisini duymaq kimidi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib ke\u00e7m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131 b\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259yata,<br \/>\nSad\u0259c\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k.<br \/>\nT\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131na,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131danlara da<br \/>\nQucaq-qucaq,<br \/>\nbuket-buket g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259k.<br \/>\n\u018fll\u0259rini tutmayan<br \/>\nSoyuq \u0259ll\u0259r\u0259 inad,<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n<br \/>\nBir 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