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Gah birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan qon\u015fusu \u2013 t\u0259xmin\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131 q\u0131rx\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015f qar\u0131nl\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc azca t\u00fckl\u00fc, qal\u0131n dodaql\u0131, burnu inc\u0259, uzunboylu yek\u0259p\u0259r ki\u015fiy\u0259, gah blokun \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131na, gah da bir az c\u0259sar\u0259tini toplasa evin\u0259; \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 aparacaq pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 onu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi. Daha do\u011frusu, atas\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 gecikdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259r on ya\u015fl\u0131 Niluf\u0259r onun \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 be\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 marketd\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, art\u0131q qalan pulla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u015fokolad, ya da saqq\u0131z alard\u0131. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7oxdu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alma\u011fa k\u00f6n\u00fcls\u00fcz gedirdi. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r qorxdu\u011fu yek\u0259p\u0259r qon\u015fusu onu blokun a\u011fz\u0131nda qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131. “Day\u0131” dediyi yek\u0259p\u0259r o biri qon\u015fular kimi baxm\u0131rd\u0131 ona…
\nQon\u015fu binada cavan g\u0259lin var, qaranl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131r. Gec\u0259nin bir vaxt\u0131ndan sonra yenid\u0259n t\u0259nha qal\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259r g\u00fcn ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n v\u0259 ya h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 oynayanda, o cavan g\u0259lini kims\u0259 bahal\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nla evin\u0259 g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc Niluf\u0259r. H\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki ki\u015fil\u0259r bu yek\u0259p\u0259r ki\u015fi kimi bax\u0131rd\u0131 o g\u0259lin\u0259. Bu bax\u0131\u015flar o bax\u0131\u015flara \u00e7ox b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131ndan bir az h\u00fcnd\u00fcr olan Niluf\u0259r g\u00fcnl\u0259rc\u0259 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n yek\u0259p\u0259rin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259, kobud \u0259liyl\u0259 onun h\u0259l\u0259 yeti\u015fm\u0259mi\u015f sin\u0259sini koftas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131 iyr\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin bir \u0259li \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibind\u0259, bir \u0259li q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259, qarn\u0131nda g\u0259zirdi. Qolsuz k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00fcym\u0259sini \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131b t\u00fckl\u00fc sin\u0259sini q\u0131za g\u00f6st\u0259rir, t\u0259z\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ltdirdiyi di\u015fl\u0259rini a\u011fard\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-G\u00fcnorta g\u0259l biz\u0259, day\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 qonaql\u0131q versin. Xalid\u0259 xalan da evd\u0259 olacaq, qorxma…
\nYaz\u0131q q\u0131z \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yek\u0259p\u0259rin \u0259lind\u0259n bacard\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r tez xilas ed\u0259r, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi alandan sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n kimins\u0259 binaya girm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259rdi ki, o adamla daxil olub, tez evl\u0259rin\u0259 qa\u00e7a bilsin.
\nNiluf\u0259r iki da\u015f\u0131n aras\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Anas\u0131na “\u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k almaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m” des\u0259ydi, \u00e7ox sual ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. Atas\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dey\u0259nd\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015fdi “Anas\u0131 t\u0259rsdi”…
\nBu g\u00fcn yen\u0259 atas\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 gecikmi\u015f, yen\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi Niluf\u0259r almal\u0131yd\u0131. Anas\u0131ndan pulu ald\u0131qdan sonra evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, qap\u0131n\u0131 astaca \u00f6rtm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, al\u0131nmad\u0131. Unutmu\u015fdu, seyf qap\u0131yd\u0131, avtomatik \u00f6z\u00fc ba\u011flan\u0131r, a\u00e7ar\u0131n yoxdursa, kims\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n a\u00e7mal\u0131d\u0131r.
\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b-\u00f6rt\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz qorxdu, pulu \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n cibin\u0259 qoyub qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. El\u0259 bildi, yek\u0259p\u0259r ki\u015fi g\u0259lib qolundan dartacaq, evin\u0259c\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259k. U\u015faq yadda\u015f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u00fc olur. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin indiy\u0259c\u0259n etdikl\u0259rini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tir\u0259nd\u0259, qorxu v\u00fccudunu titr\u0259dirdi. Yas\u0259m\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 \u0259libo\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\n-H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k almam\u0131san?
\n-Yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, pul i\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 qal\u0131b.
\n-G\u00f6y\u0259rti d\u0259 alarsan. – Yas\u0259m\u0259n m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7di.
\nHamamla m\u0259tb\u0259x yanbayan oldu\u011fundan Niluf\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn hamamda anas\u0131n\u0131 gizlic\u0259 g\u00fcdm\u0259k asan\u0131yd\u0131. Anas\u0131 eyvana paltarlar\u0131 s\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda m\u0259tb\u0259x qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 astaca \u00f6rtd\u00fc, dov\u015fan b\u0259z\u0259yi vurulmu\u015f evd\u0259 geyindiyi \u015f\u0259p\u015f\u0259pinin birini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131. \u015e\u0259p\u015f\u0259pini qap\u0131yla ba\u011flanan yerin aras\u0131na qoydu. Asta add\u0131mlarla ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n yen\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b-ba\u011flanan qap\u0131 s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, yek\u0259p\u0259r onun a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n \u0259lini \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Niluf\u0259r yek\u0259p\u0259ri ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131 binaya yara\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn q\u0259fild\u0259n yek\u0259p\u0259rin yoxa \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck dil\u0259yidir. Q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz \u00fc\u00e7 pill\u0259k\u0259n d\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Dili a\u011fz\u0131nda titr\u0259y\u0259-titr\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 Allaha yalvar\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rini iki d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn aras\u0131nda yumruq formas\u0131nda birl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015fdi. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131 qon\u015fu qap\u0131s\u0131yla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259ydi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7atd\u0131, n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011f\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Daban\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 il h\u0259bsd\u0259 yatm\u0131\u015f, azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n m\u0259hbus kimi hiss el\u0259di \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc. Niyy\u0259ti bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r qorxulu olan yek\u0259p\u0259rin ucbat\u0131ndan u\u015faq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259sini d\u0259 itirmi\u015fdi. Ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131yla oynamaq da ist\u0259mirdi.
\nQap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, yek\u0259p\u0259r qon\u015fu qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc.
\n-Sabah\u0131n xeyir, g\u00f6z\u0259lim. – Kobud s\u0259siyl\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259n u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 dayand\u0131rma\u011fa m\u0259cbur etdi.
\nQorxu el\u0259 hissdir ki, ya getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n, ged\u0259 bilm\u0259rs\u0259n, ya el\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n ayaqlar\u0131n yerli-dibli yoxdur, ya da \u00fcr\u0259yinin dayanmas\u0131n\u0131 arzulayarsan.
\nNiluf\u0259r yek\u0259p\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131. Q\u0131z onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 niyy\u0259tini, o, is\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 qorxunu oxudu.
\nNiluf\u0259r ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259 bilmirdi. G\u00f6z b\u0259b\u0259kl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018fclaf yen\u0259 di\u015fl\u0259rini a\u011fartm\u0131\u015f, yen\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131nda dili g\u00f6b\u0259yiyl\u0259 birlikd\u0259 s\u0259ssiz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 yek\u0259p\u0259r ist\u0259yini bir az da qabartd\u0131. Astaca q\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, kobud \u0259ll\u0259riyl\u0259 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ana\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131.
\n-Pamb\u0131qd\u0131r. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 s\u0259ni buraxmayacam. – deyib q\u0259fild\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n belini qucaqlad\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131.
\nQorxusu Niluf\u0259ri q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa s\u00f6vq etdi. Nec\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131, q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 anlamad\u0131, yek\u0259p\u0259r d\u0259… H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 q\u0131za toxunanda h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k susmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn birinci silah\u0131yd\u0131. Bunu g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdi, c\u0259ld q\u0131z\u0131 yer\u0259 atd\u0131, evin\u0259 girib qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n iki q\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131ndan boz \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131n island\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131qca bilinirdi. H\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r Niluf\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131yla iki st\u0259kan su i\u00e7irdi. Rahatlad\u0131qca q\u0131z d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 bax\u0131r, sidiyi beton pill\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259n pill\u0259k\u0259n\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Aya\u011fa \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 qalxd\u0131, axsay\u0131rd\u0131. Axsaya-axsaya pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri bir-bir yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Evin qap\u0131s\u0131 ba\u011flanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dizl\u0259ri b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc, taq\u0259ti qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u0259sli a\u011flad\u0131. Yas\u0259m\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u015e\u0259p\u015f\u0259pini aya\u011f\u0131yla k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kib qap\u0131n\u0131 tam a\u00e7d\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan dili-doda\u011f\u0131 \u0259sdi.
\n-Nili, s\u0259n niy\u0259 yerd\u0259s\u0259n? N\u0259 olub?
\nNiluf\u0259r anas\u0131na cavab ver\u0259c\u0259k halda deyildi. Anas\u0131 onu aya\u011fa qald\u0131rmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qolundan tutdu.
\n-Hamama ke\u00e7. Sakitl\u0259\u015f, a\u011flama.
\nNiluf\u0259r anas\u0131yla hamama ke\u00e7di, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n axsad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n anan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na pis he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259di.
\n-Harda y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131san?
\nNiluf\u0259r yen\u0259 cavab vermirdi. \u0130slatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015falvar\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. Yas\u0259m\u0259n hamamdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, bir q\u0259d\u0259r ke\u00e7dikd\u0259n sonra \u0259lind\u0259 iki d\u0259rman, bir st\u0259kan suyla qay\u0131td\u0131.
\n-Bunu i\u00e7, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259l. R\u0259ngin-urfun da qa\u00e7\u0131b.
\nNiluf\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n dedikl\u0259rini edirdi. Onun ist\u0259yiyl\u0259 \u015falvar\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcll\u00fc tuman\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Ana suyla q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 beld\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yuduqdan sonra m\u0259hr\u0259ban\u0131 belin\u0259 dolad\u0131. M\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Q\u0131z stulda oturana q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131, dan\u0131\u015fa bilmirdi. Yas\u0259m\u0259nin narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 art\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 a\u011flayana ox\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259 oldu ax\u0131? De g\u00f6r\u00fcm kim qorxudub s\u0259ni?
\nQ\u0131z susduqca ana t\u0259mkinini pozmama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, suallar\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.
\n-Nili, m\u0259n\u0259 bax. Bax m\u0259n\u0259… N\u0259 olub? Kimd\u0259n qa\u00e7m\u0131san?
\nQ\u0131z anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259, sonra sa\u011fa \u0259yilib evin qap\u0131s\u0131na baxd\u0131. Ba\u011fl\u0131 olub-olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259qiql\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.
\n-A-na…
\n-Haycan
\nNiluf\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qarn\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu, yenid\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131. Yas\u0259m\u0259nin h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si daral\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, n\u0259 olub? Qorxma, dan\u0131\u015f. Atan\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131racam, qorxma.
\nYas\u0259m\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n-Anan qurban, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 olub?
\nNiluf\u0259r i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259-\u00e7\u0259k\u0259 dedi:
\n-Ana, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dak\u0131 day\u0131 m\u0259ni …
\nAnas\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ltdi:
\n-Hans\u0131 day\u0131? – Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n c\u00fcml\u0259sini bitirm\u0259yin\u0259 h\u00f6vs\u0259l\u0259si \u00e7atmad\u0131…
\nYas\u0259m\u0259n \u0259rinin ax\u015fam g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259di. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb “\u015e\u0259r\u0259fsiz” dediyi qon\u015fusunun da pay\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131na s\u00f6z g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rdi. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 insanlar aras\u0131nda ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r tez unudulur, bilirdi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 olmaz. He\u00e7 kim q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmamal\u0131d\u0131r. Adam\u0131 ikisi ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc ist\u0259mir. Bax, o \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt he\u00e7 n\u0259yi unutmayacaq. Lap ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 adam da h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yas\u0259m\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131, yek\u0259p\u0259r\u0259 g\u00fcc g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi.
\nEv telefonuyla \u0259rini y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 sakit, sonra a\u011flayaraq dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u00fcst\u0259lik, yumru\u011fuyla sa\u011f budunu y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yirdi.
\nNiluf\u0259r ba\u015fqa \u015falvar\u0131 \u0259ynind\u0259, yata\u011f\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Daha a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n onu danlay\u0131b-danlamayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi. Anas\u0131na dem\u0259kd\u0259 d\u00fcz h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tmi el\u0259di? B\u0259s dem\u0259s\u0259ydi? Qon\u015fudak\u0131 g\u0259lini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirdi… X\u0259yal\u0131nda ancaq o canlan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBir saat ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015fdi, Niluf\u0259rin atas\u0131 binaya daxil oldu. Birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131ndak\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n sidiyi h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qurumam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 Qan atan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na vurdu. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri bir-bir qalxd\u0131, evinin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ara verm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yas\u0259m\u0259n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an kimi yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. .
\n-Qurban olum, Turan…
\nTuran qoluyla arvad\u0131n\u0131 it\u0259l\u0259di.
\n-\u00c7\u0259kil.
\nM\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib stolun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda Yas\u0259m\u0259n qaba\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sdi.
\n-Qurban olum, Turan, qoy o b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259. Sonra ham\u0131 bil\u0259c\u0259k, q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131na s\u00f6z g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.
\n-D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de, q\u0131za toxunub el\u0259m\u0259yib? Bax ha, Yas\u0259m\u0259n, m\u0259n\u0259 yalan dan\u0131\u015fma. D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de.
\nTuran suallar\u0131na \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259yatan cavab e\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131nda ona bax\u0131rd\u0131. Turan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131na sata\u015fd\u0131, susdu. Niluf\u0259r a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131ndan utan\u0131rd\u0131, yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 dik baxmaya bilmirdi. Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u0259rini sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-Qurban olum, tutaq ki, onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fcn. H\u0259, n\u0259 olacaq? S\u0259n t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, ham\u0131 bil\u0259c\u0259k. Sonra bizi barmaqla g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r. M\u0259n sabah o v\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n arvad\u0131yla dan\u0131\u015faram. Ya onlar k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259r, ya da biz. Qon\u015fu binada ya\u015fayan g\u0259lini d\u0259 deyirl\u0259r pis yola \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r. Ham\u0131m\u0131z ona a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131za g\u0259l\u0259ni demirikmi? \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z da onun kimi olsun?
\nTuran q\u0131z\u0131na bax\u0131b susurdu, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 onu hans\u0131 f\u0259lak\u0259tl\u0259rin g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259tirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 qon\u015fuluqdak\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259y\u0259n g\u0259linin yerin\u0259 qoydu. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin onun qolundan tutub evin\u0259 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259di. T\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr el\u0259di v\u0259 iyr\u0259ndi.
\n-N\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, az s\u0259n? \u00c7\u0259kil qaba\u011f\u0131mdan.
\n-Yalvar\u0131ram \u0259lini mundar\u0131n qan\u0131na bulama.
\n-\u00d6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, ba\u015fa salacam. Ya o, ya biz.
\n-Onu ba\u015fa salmaq olar? Ay\u0131 boydad\u0131r.
\nNiluf\u0259r x\u0259yal\u0131nda yek\u0259p\u0259rl\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcqayis\u0259 el\u0259di. Atas\u0131 ortaboy, qoldan el\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fccl\u00fc ki\u015fi deyildi. Yek\u0259p\u0259rin d\u0259rsini nec\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259kdi? Atas\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n yalvar\u0131\u015flar\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259l qoymad\u0131, \u0259lind\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aq evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Anas\u0131 onun arxas\u0131nca qa\u00e7d\u0131. Seyf qap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u0259siyl\u0259 q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6mb\u0259lib dizinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmas\u0131 bir oldu. Ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131rna\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yey\u0259r\u0259k qap\u0131n\u0131n o t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259rin n\u0259tic\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nTuran qon\u015fusunun qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yumruqlay\u0131rd\u0131.
\n-A\u00e7 qap\u0131n\u0131, ay o\u011fra\u015f. A\u00e7… \u015e\u0259r\u0259fsiz…
\nYas\u0259m\u0259n onu sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259liyl\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 yumurdu.
\n-Ay Turannn…. Sus, camaatdan ay\u0131bd\u0131.
\nTuran arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259lini it\u0259l\u0259di
\n-S\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil o t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259.
\nQap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, yek\u0259p\u0259r qon\u015fu evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 da qap\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda dayand\u0131.
\n-N\u0259 olub \u0259? Me\u015f\u0259d\u0259s\u0259n?
\nTuran b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 yek\u0259p\u0259rin qaraciy\u0259rin\u0259 vurdu. Bir z\u0259rb\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s alma\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fdi. Turan \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd iri add\u0131m geri, blokun qap\u0131s\u0131nacan getdi.
\n-N\u0259 i\u015f g\u00f6rd\u00fcn, Turan? – Yas\u0259m\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259ri havada yek\u0259p\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, Yek\u0259p\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l onun simas\u0131 meyid r\u0259ngi alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nYek\u0259p\u0259r b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n sap\u0131ndan yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, bacarmad\u0131, sa\u011f b\u00f6yr\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131raraq yer\u0259 s\u0259rildi. A\u011fz\u0131ndan axan qan qurumam\u0131\u015f sidiyin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 axd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri sidik izin\u0259, axan qan\u0131na baxa-baxa qald\u0131, \u0259b\u0259di bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 zill\u0259ndi.
\nYek\u0259p\u0259rin arvad\u0131 barmaqlar\u0131yla \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sini s\u0131x\u0131b q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini Turana zill\u0259yib:
\n-Qatil… Qatiiil… – q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u0130ndiy\u0259c\u0259n ona xo\u015f g\u00fcn g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259diyi \u0259rinin yoxlu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 f\u0259ryad\u0131 onu e\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259ri yava\u015f-yava\u015f meyidin \u0259traf\u0131na y\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Turan qa\u00e7mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ham\u0131 kimi polisin g\u0259lm\u0259yini g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi…
\nNiluf\u0259r ota\u011f\u0131nda \u0259dyal\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259tm\u0259yi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f yolu bilirdi. Yorulmu\u015fdu, evl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qon\u015fular onu soru\u015fur, qohum-\u0259qrabalar \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q bax\u0131rd\u0131lar. T\u0259s\u0259lli etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil\u0259n xo\u015f s\u00f6zl\u0259rin, yek\u0259p\u0259rin arxas\u0131nca oxunan l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259rin he\u00e7 birini s\u0259mimi q\u0259bul el\u0259mirdi. Ax\u0131 birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259n onun qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259n yegan\u0259 u\u015faq o olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 onlar\u0131n da q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259\u015fdirilib, o\u011flanlar\u0131na toxunulub?
\nKi\u015fil\u0259rin atas\u0131n\u0131 “namus q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131” adland\u0131rmas\u0131 Niluf\u0259ri iyr\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi. X\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 baxa bilmirdi, kanallardak\u0131 apar\u0131c\u0131lar atas\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sosial \u015f\u0259b\u0259k\u0259d\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Qad\u0131nlar anas\u0131na atas\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rini g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi, el\u0259 bil ham\u0131s\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n qatil \u0259riyl\u0259 f\u0259xr etm\u0259sini b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ana-bala yax\u015f\u0131 bilirdi, s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r hakimin atas\u0131na verdiyi c\u0259zaya q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259k, sonra ba\u015fqa yerl\u0259rd\u0259 ba\u015fqa hadis\u0259l\u0259r olacaq, atas\u0131 o hadis\u0259l\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 unudulacaqd\u0131…
\nM\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259y\u0259c\u0259n Niluf\u0259r u\u015faq ola bilm\u0259di, \u00e7\u00fcnki u\u015faq kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilmirdi. Niyy\u0259ti h\u0259yata ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, yek\u0259p\u0259r d\u00fcn\u0259n torpa\u011fa tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, qorxusu da qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131 d\u00fcma\u011f olmu\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 hakim onu s\u0259sl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilmi\u015fdi. Hakim \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, ba\u015f vermi\u015f hadis\u0259ni biz\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?
\nHakim qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faza qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259ssas\u0131yd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn jurnalistl\u0259rin m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259yin\u0259 qada\u011fa qoymu\u015fdu. Jurnalistl\u0259r yen\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 binas\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdil\u0259r.
\nNiluf\u0259r susurdu. Hakim sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.
\n-Q\u0131z\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yax\u015f\u0131 hiss edirs\u0259n?
\nNiluf\u0259r k\u00f6vr\u0259ldi.
\n-Yax\u015f\u0131yam, hakim \u0259mi.
\n“Hakim \u0259mi” dem\u0259yi hakimin d\u0259 xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi.
\nNiluf\u0259r sa\u011f t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259 \u0259li qandallanm\u0131\u015f atas\u0131na, sonra anas\u0131na baxd\u0131. \u0130kisinin d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259ri a\u011flamaqdan q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr anas\u0131 yem\u0259k yem\u0259yi yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xartm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onsuz da inc\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131, beli \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n belind\u0259n se\u00e7ilmirdi. \u0130ndi bir d\u0259ri, bir s\u00fcm\u00fck qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nNiluf\u0259r hakim\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n-Sizd\u0259n bir xahi\u015fim olacaq, hakim \u0259mi.
\n-Buyur, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\n-Hakim \u0259mi, icaz\u0259 verin, jurnalistl\u0259r d\u0259 burda olsunlar.
\nH\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.
\n-M\u0259n jurnalistl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 icaz\u0259 verm\u0259dim.
\n-Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, hakim \u0259mi.
\nHakim yan\u0131ndak\u0131 k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7il\u0259r\u0259 baxd\u0131, sonra qap\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dayanan n\u0259zar\u0259t\u00e7iy\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f verdi
\n-Juranlistl\u0259ri \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n.
\n-\u00c7ox sa\u011f olun. – Niluf\u0259r ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr az sonra dan\u0131\u015facaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259mi\u015fdi
\nJurnalistl\u0259r g\u0259ldi, televiziyadan g\u0259lmi\u015f iki operator kameran\u0131 qo\u015fdu. H\u0259r k\u0259s balaca q\u0131z\u0131n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Niluf\u0259r hakim\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n-Pe\u015fmanam, hakim \u0259mi.
\nHakim maraqla q\u0131za baxd\u0131. Niluf\u0259r davam el\u0259di.
\n-Anama o adam\u0131n el\u0259dikl\u0259rini dem\u0259y\u0259 pe\u015fmanam. Hakim \u0259mi, siz m\u0259nim atam\u0131 t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 salsaz, anamla t\u0259k qalacam. He\u00e7 kim bizi axtarmayacaq, maraqlanmayacaq. Ka\u015f, anama he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259ydim.
\n-Sonra nec\u0259 oldu dedin?
\n-O adam h\u0259r g\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259sirdi. O adam\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan qorxurdum. M\u0259ni h\u0259d\u0259l\u0259yirdi. O g\u00fcn m\u0259ni m\u0259cbur evin\u0259 aparmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131m, Hakim \u0259mi. Qorxdu, evin\u0259 girdi. Yen\u0259 d\u0259 anama dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdim. Qorxumdan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Anama dan\u0131\u015fmasayd\u0131m, n\u0259 olacaqd\u0131, bilirsinizmi?
\n-N\u0259 olacaqd\u0131? – hakim soru\u015fdu.
\n-Ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr biz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131 atam\u0131 t\u0259rifl\u0259yir. Atam t\u0259rifl\u0259nirs\u0259, dem\u0259li, yax\u015f\u0131 adamd\u0131r, h\u0259 hakim \u0259mi?
\n-Atan s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\nNiluf\u0259r sual\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259krarlad\u0131.
\n-Atam yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131, hakim \u0259mi?
\n-Atan s\u0259ni \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirs\u0259, dem\u0259li, yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131.
\nNiluf\u0259r hakimin cavab\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.
\n-M\u0259nim atam do\u011frudan yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131r, hakim \u0259mi. Sinif yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n atas\u0131 kimi o\u011flu olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 anamla dala\u015fm\u0131r.
\nNiluf\u0259r bir q\u0259d\u0259r susduqdan sonra davam el\u0259di.
\n-Hakim \u0259mi, bizim h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 bir qad\u0131n ya\u015fay\u0131r. Anam deyir, o qad\u0131n u\u015faq olanda yoldan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131blar. Qon\u015fular\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 ona poz\u011fun deyir.
\nZalda adamlar aras\u0131nda p\u0131\u00e7hap\u0131\u00e7 ba\u015flad\u0131. Hakim zaldak\u0131lara s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.
\n-Sakit… Davam el\u0259, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\n-Hakim \u0259mi, anama dem\u0259s\u0259ydim, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 poz\u011fun dey\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Qon\u015fular, bu g\u00fcn atama q\u0259hr\u0259man dey\u0259nl\u0259r, sussayd\u0131m, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 ona poz\u011funun atas\u0131 dey\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. M\u0259n indi u\u015fa\u011fam. Anam i\u015fl\u0259mir. Bizim evd\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 atam i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Siz atam\u0131 t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 salsaz, anamla m\u0259nim hal\u0131m nec\u0259 olacaq, hakim \u0259mi?
\nHakim d\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\n-Bel\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 kim \u00f6yr\u0259dib, q\u0131z\u0131m?
\n-Biz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r poz\u011fun qon\u015fudan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar, hakim \u0259mi. Yalvar\u0131ram, hakim \u0259mi, atam\u0131 azad el\u0259yin.
\nNiluf\u0259rin ayaqlar\u0131 \u0259sirdi. Hiss edirdi dan\u0131\u015fa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Onun titr\u0259m\u0259si hakimin n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259n qa\u00e7mad\u0131.
\n-\u018fyl\u0259\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n, q\u0131z\u0131m.
\n-M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verin, hakim \u0259mi, atam\u0131 tutmayacaqs\u0131z. Atam yax\u015f\u0131 insand\u0131r. Ham\u0131 atama “yax\u015f\u0131 insan” deyir.
\nZalda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f m\u0259rhum yek\u0259p\u0259rin arvad\u0131 da a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131n dedikl\u0259ri q\u0259lbin\u0259 toxunmu\u015fdu. Bird\u0259n kimisi t\u0259la\u015fla aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131, kimisi oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259 bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 uzadaraq “baaa” … “boooy” … “\u0259d\u0259 qoymay\u0131n” … s\u0259s-s\u0259s\u0259 verdil\u0259r.
\nTuranla arvad\u0131 “q\u0131z\u0131m” q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131lar. Yas\u0259m\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131. Hakiml\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7il\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yi getmi\u015f Niluf\u0259rin yan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131lar.
\nNiluf\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259 zal\u0131nda deyildi. Hakimin ota\u011f\u0131ndayd\u0131, yan\u0131nda ata-anas\u0131…
\nAtas\u0131na sar\u0131lmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qollar\u0131n\u0131 ona t\u0259r\u0259f uzatd\u0131. Turan q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na basd\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131 boynuna qollar\u0131n\u0131 sar\u0131d\u0131…
\n\u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259 bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi\u2026 R\u00fc\u015fv\u0259td\u0259n i\u015f\u0131q sur\u0259tiyl\u0259 uzaq, \u00f6l\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnahkar, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259nin g\u00fcnahs\u0131z oldu\u011fu s\u00fcbut olunmu\u015fdu.
\nNiluf\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131d bir-ne\u00e7\u0259 qon\u015fu q\u0131zlar\u0131 da Yek\u0259p\u0259rin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan valideyinl\u0259rin\u0259, valideyinl\u0259ri d\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259ti m\u0259hk\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 hakim\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nHakim \u0259mi Turan\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131na q\u0259rar vermi\u015fdi. M\u0259rhumun arvad\u0131 \u015fikay\u0259tini geri g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, \u0259ksin\u0259, o ki\u015fid\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00fcn g\u00f6rm\u0259diyini, \u0259lin\u0259 \u00e7ox pul ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 gec\u0259 ev\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox ki\u00e7ik qad\u0131nlar\u0131 g\u0259tirdiyini etiraf el\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nG\u0259l\u0259n qad\u0131nlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259kc\u0259 on d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131nda qad\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131 ya\u015fama\u011fa m\u0259hkum edilmi\u015f u\u015fa\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Gah birinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fayan qon\u015fusu \u2013 t\u0259xmin\u0259n ya\u015f\u0131 q\u0131rx\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015f qar\u0131nl\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fc azca t\u00fckl\u00fc, qal\u0131n dodaql\u0131, burnu inc\u0259, uzunboylu yek\u0259p\u0259r ki\u015fiy\u0259, gah blokun \u00e7\u0131xaca\u011f\u0131na, gah da bir az c\u0259sar\u0259tini toplasa evin\u0259; \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259 aparacaq pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131 onu \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k alma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi. Daha do\u011frusu, atas\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 gecikdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259r on ya\u015fl\u0131 Niluf\u0259r onun \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 be\u015fm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li binan\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27045","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27045","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27045"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27045\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27069,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27045\/revisions\/27069"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27045"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27045"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27045"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}