{"id":27048,"date":"2018-05-15T07:00:25","date_gmt":"2018-05-15T03:00:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27048"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:45:59","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T06:45:59","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvaz-yeni-seirl%c9%99r-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27048","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZ.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-26613\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/02\/sefaeyvaz.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6rp\u0259m<\/p>\n<p>Oturub \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259<br \/>\nmuncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259yat i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bir k\u00f6rp\u0259.<br \/>\nBax\u0131r minbir sualla,<br \/>\nK\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.<br \/>\nGizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam, al\u0131narm\u0131?!<br \/>\nBilmir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki m\u0259sum suala,<br \/>\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram az da olsa g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259,<br \/>\n\u0130nanmad\u0131n bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\ninanma, k\u00f6rp\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131lar asanca yox olub getmir,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m indi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nM\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rim\u0259 \u015fahid olursan&#8230;<br \/>\nDilim susa bil\u0259r&#8230;<br \/>\nruhum kirimir.<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259<br \/>\nU\u015faq qal, k\u00f6rp\u0259m,<br \/>\nB\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevinc g\u0259tirmir&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Tanr\u0131dan bir dil\u0259k haqq\u0131m olsayd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r,<br \/>\nY\u0259qin bu d\u00fcnyadan q\u0259mi alard\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131b xo\u015f anlar\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,<br \/>\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayard\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131b di\u015fim\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 dodaqla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00fclm\u0259di bunu bilirs\u0259n,<br \/>\nBilirs\u0259n v\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q vermirs\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcl k\u00f6rp\u0259m, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00fcnyaya d\u00f6ns\u00fcn,<br \/>\ng\u00fcl ki, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin d\u0259rman kimidi&#8230;<br \/>\ng\u00fcl ki, m\u0259nim yorulmu\u015f ruhum,<br \/>\nb\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b kiridi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>11.05.2018<\/p>\n<p>*** <\/p>\n<p>\u00c7oxmu maraql\u0131d\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259yim var?!<br \/>\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxular\u0131m var,<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rim.<br \/>\nYollarda ili\u015fib qalan yor\u011fun<br \/>\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m var,<br \/>\nyerli-yersiz u\u015faqca \u00fcmidl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7oxmu maraql\u0131d\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra nec\u0259di h\u0259yat?!<br \/>\nDumanl\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r<br \/>\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc alm\u0131\u015f qara buludlar.<br \/>\nFikirli ba\u015flayan m\u0259nas\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259r,<br \/>\nBird\u0259 s\u0259ni x\u0259yal ed\u0259n \u00fczg\u00fcn ax\u015famlar.<\/p>\n<p>2015<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var&#8230; bacarsan<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var bir d\u0259<br \/>\n\u018ftrin hopmu\u015f bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nH\u0259sr\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131<br \/>\ny\u0131\u011f\u0131b k\u00fcncd\u0259n, bucaqdan<br \/>\nkims\u0259siz d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\nS\u0131xmaq var susqunlu\u011fu<br \/>\nDi\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var bir d\u0259<br \/>\nbu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nGed\u0259 bils\u0259n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var<br \/>\ns\u0259nd\u0259n,<br \/>\nS\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr dediyin uzun deyil,<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin bir yerind\u0259<br \/>\nb\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011flar q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yenid\u0259n sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\ng\u00fcc\u00fc yetmir \u00fcr\u0259yin<br \/>\nqopub s\u0259nd\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n<br \/>\nyeni liman axtars\u0131n&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var,<br \/>\namma<br \/>\ngetm\u0259yin d\u0259 n\u00f6v\u00fc var.<br \/>\nUnudulmaq itkidir,<br \/>\nUnutmaqsa intihar!<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k&#8230; bacarsan.<\/p>\n<p>2015-2018<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259nhalar<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259siz bir adad\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyada t\u0259nhalar.<br \/>\nSa\u011f\u0131-solu sevgidi.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgiy\u0259 add\u0131m atmaq,<br \/>\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc.<br \/>\nM\u00fcbariz\u0259 ist\u0259yir,<br \/>\nYeni \u00f6mr\u0259 ba\u015flamaq.<\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259siz bir adad\u0131r,<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyada t\u0259nhalar.<br \/>\nSa\u011f\u0131-solu sevgidi.<br \/>\nSevgi b\u0259z\u0259n qazancd\u0131r,<br \/>\nSevgi b\u0259z\u0259n itkidir&#8230;<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyada sevginin<br \/>\n\u00c7oxlu\u011fu da qorxudu.<br \/>\n\u0130nsan b\u0259z\u0259n lap el\u0259<br \/>\nSevgid\u0259n d\u0259 bo\u011fulur&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>04.05.2018<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyils\u0259n ki?!<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n yad\u0131ma.<br \/>\n\u201cNec\u0259s\u0259n, \u0259zizim?<br \/>\nBay\u0131rda deyils\u0259n ki?!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nB\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb pla\u015f\u0131ma,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259 soyuq deyil ki?<\/p>\n<p>Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,<br \/>\nYad\u0131ma, yadda\u015f\u0131ma.<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qoxun g\u0259lir,<br \/>\nS\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyils\u0259n ki?!<\/p>\n<p>06.06.2016<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00f6rp\u0259m Oturub \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259 muncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259yat i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bir k\u00f6rp\u0259. Bax\u0131r minbir sualla, K\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259. Gizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam, al\u0131narm\u0131?! Bilmir\u0259m&#8230; Bax\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki m\u0259sum suala, \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram az da olsa g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259, \u0130nanmad\u0131n bilir\u0259m, inanma, k\u00f6rp\u0259m&#8230; A\u011fr\u0131lar asanca yox olub getmir, B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n&#8230; Gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m indi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc, M\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rim\u0259 \u015fahid olursan&#8230; Dilim susa bil\u0259r&#8230; [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27048","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27048","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27048"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27048\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27074,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27048\/revisions\/27074"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27048"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27048"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27048"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}