{"id":27049,"date":"2018-05-15T08:00:28","date_gmt":"2018-05-15T04:00:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27049"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:45:18","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T06:45:18","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-soyl%c9%99nti-qarav%c9%99lli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27049","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”S\u00f6yl\u0259nti”(Qarav\u0259lli )"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0259n idim, bir d\u0259 kompyuterim. Oturmu\u015fduq \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259… O, m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259 ona. Bilirdim ki, dar\u0131x\u0131b m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259yirdim, oturub bir \u015fedevr \u0259s\u0259r yazam. \u00c7oxdand\u0131 yazm\u0131rd\u0131m. Yazm\u0131rd\u0131m da, dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bir az yek\u0259xanal\u0131q \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, yaz\u0131rd\u0131m \u0259slind\u0259, a\u011fl\u0131ma n\u0259 g\u0259ldi-g\u0259lm\u0259did\u00f6\u015f\u0259yirdim ey… Kompyuterin ekran\u0131nda barmaq boyda t\u0259miz yer qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131 fayllar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n. Amma, di g\u0259l ki, n\u0259 sirrdis\u0259,b\u00fct\u00fcn fayllarda c\u0131zma-qaralar\u0131m bir abzas boyundayd\u0131. Ha qula\u011f\u0131ndan tutub uzatmaq ist\u0259yirdim, uzam\u0131rd\u0131 boylar\u0131… \u201cQula\u011f\u0131 uzatmaq\u201d ifad\u0259si siz\u0259 el\u0259-bel\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259sin ha, bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259 ad\u0259t idi atalar\u0131n o\u011fullara dem\u0259si:
\n-Qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib uzadaram e\u015f\u015f\u0259k qula\u011f\u0131 kimi!<\/p>\n

H\u0259, bizim k\u0259ndd\u0259 atalar o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 sev\u0259l\u0259yirdi…<\/p>\n

S\u00f6z\u00fcm-s\u00f6hb\u0259tim bitdi… \u0130ndi n\u0259 yaz\u0131m bax, bu \u0259hvalat\u0131n arxas\u0131nca, mat qalm\u0131\u015fam…<\/p>\n

-D\u00fcnya e\u015fqi ba\u015fa vurdu, hal qalmad\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya e\u015fqi da\u015fa vurdu, da\u015f olmad\u0131 Asib\u0259nd\u0259…<\/p>\n

S\u0259s p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin alt\u0131ndan g\u0259lirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc t\u0259pdim p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259. Aral\u0131qda g\u0259zib ondan-bundan papiros d\u0259n\u0259si, yar\u0131m litrlik araq ist\u0259y\u0259n \u015fair Asib\u0259nd\u0259 yen\u0259 bizim binan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Harda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131, yeri-yurdu m\u0259lum deyildi.\u018fsl ad\u0131Tanr\u0131qulu idi.\u00d6z\u00fc demi\u015fdi, vallah. K\u0259rim a\u011fan\u0131n k\u0259ram\u0259ti haqq\u0131, h\u0259, d\u00fcz deyir\u0259m. Bu \u015fairin ad\u0131 Tanr\u0131qulu, t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fc Asib\u0259nd\u0259 idi. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn kims\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259lib, ona yar\u0131m litrlik bir araq al\u0131b verib. O da \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259ni qoltu\u011funa vurub dayan\u0131b tind\u0259. Bar-bar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131r:<\/p>\n

-Kimin k\u00f6nl\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kir, b\u0259ri ba\u015fdan g\u0259lsin incil\u0259rim\u0259, d\u00fcrr-s\u0259d\u0259fl\u0259rim\u0259 qulaq ass\u0131n. Bir azdan ged\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m Tanr\u0131yla haqq-hesab el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259!<\/p>\n

\u201c\u0130nci, d\u00fcrr-s\u0259d\u0259f\u201d \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 deyirdi. \u201cTanr\u0131yla haqq-hesab el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259!\u201d-dey\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 x\u00fcsusi bir \u0259daylaqoltu\u011fundak\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rdi… Basala\u011f\u0131n ki\u015fisi-o\u011flan\u0131, bekar\u0131-avaras\u0131 y\u0131\u011f\u0131lard\u0131 onun ba\u015f\u0131na. Bildiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn dill\u0259rin s\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir-birin\u0259 qat\u0131rd\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259dikl\u0259rind\u0259…<\/p>\n

-Ey bimar ed\u0259n can\u0131m\u0131, n\u00f6\u015f\u015f t\u00f6kd\u00fcn did\u0259m ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rabt\u0259kax\u0131td\u0131n qan\u0131m\u0131, prosta ki, m\u0259n l\u0259bin\u00fcn \u0259yya\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n

Yaman uzun olur Asib\u0259nd\u0259nin s\u00f6yl\u0259ntil\u0259ri. M\u0259n yad\u0131mda qalan\u0131 yaz\u0131ram. Ax\u0131, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt onun solo \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda tama\u015fa\u00e7\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fam. El\u0259 arada-b\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bir az boylan\u0131b qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fam i\u00e7\u0259ri ki, oturum kompyuterimin qaba\u011f\u0131nda… Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yam ax\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259fil a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131n ey… K\u00fcl m\u0259nim yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ma ki, Asib\u0259nd\u0259nin s\u00f6yl\u0259ntil\u0259rin\u0259 qulaq asanlardan he\u00e7 biri m\u0259ni tan\u0131m\u0131r bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259. Tan\u0131y\u0131rlar ey,\u201cMinay\u0259nin kir\u0259ke\u015fi\u201d kimi, day yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi yox …<\/p>\n

Bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 Asib\u0259nd\u0259 q\u0259fil p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 baxanda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259ni. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tezc\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b susmu\u015fdu bir az. M\u0259n d\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdim. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u015fair tutmu\u015fdu ki, m\u0259n onu dinl\u0259yir\u0259m. S\u0259sini el\u0259 ucaltm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 qon\u015fu s\u00f6ym\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Avara k\u00f6p\u0259ko\u011flu, avara! Qoymaz ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z-beynimiz dinc\u0259lsin! Yen\u0259 g\u0259lib s\u00fcl\u0259nir, ondan-bundan dil\u0259nir!<\/p>\n

Sonuncu qafiy\u0259l\u0259nm\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Amma, Asib\u0259nd\u0259nin o g\u00fcn m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn ucadan n\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259diyini e\u015fitm\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259s\u0259n, bu g\u00fcn \u015fair\u0259 he\u00e7 kim araq almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yaman bikef-bikef, asta s\u0259sl\u0259 s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259-s\u00f6yl\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259ti dola\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259n d\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131n ucunda kinay\u0259, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131mda da\u011fdan a\u011f\u0131r maraq ona bax\u0131rd\u0131m. Q\u0259fil ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131randa onunla g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldik. Bir \u015fairin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda n\u0259 ola bil\u0259c\u0259yini he\u00e7 vaxt x\u0259yal etm\u0259mi\u015fdim… He\u00e7 indi d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m \u015fair bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 nec\u0259 olur. Amma Asib\u0259nd\u0259 il\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z toqqu\u015fanda g\u00f6zl\u0259rim he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. T\u0259kc\u0259 qulaqlar\u0131mda g\u00fcy\u00fclt\u00fc vard\u0131…<\/p>\n

– Biz ax\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcb ay d\u00fcz\u0259ltdik… Aylar\u0131n qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra-dart\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra il d\u0259 qondard\u0131q… Amma insan\u0131q n\u0259hay\u0259tind\u0259… Bezirik h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n… El\u0259 bezdiyimiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 ili ba\u015fl\u0131-ba\u015f\u0131na buraxd\u0131q. O da ki, sa\u011f olsun, qohumbazl\u0131qda bir d\u0259n\u0259ymi\u015f ki… Bax, bax, yen\u0259 g\u0259lib y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131blar yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n xatir\u0259 qonaql\u0131\u011f\u0131na. Bir vur-\u00e7atlas\u0131nd\u0131 ki, orda… Yeyib-i\u00e7m\u0259k, r\u0259qs etm\u0259k, g\u00fclm\u0259k… H\u0259l\u0259 “fatih\u0259” oxuyub a\u011flayanlar\u0131 demir\u0259m. Q\u0259rib\u0259di onlar…<\/p>\n

– Kiml\u0259r?
\n– \u0130ll\u0259r d\u0259, sa\u011f olmu\u015f, ill\u0259r. Yar\u0131m saatd\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, ay Rasif, qulaq ver!<\/p>\n

Rasif qon\u015fununon alt\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flu idi. Haz\u0131rl\u0131qdan g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u015fairin yan\u0131nda. M\u0259n onun haz\u0131rl\u0131qdan g\u0259ldiyini qoltu\u011fundan az qala s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u201cAz\u0259rbaycan dili\u201d test kitab\u00e7as\u0131ndan anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kildim, g\u0259lib sin\u0259-sin\u0259 kompyuterimin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oturdum. Hiss edirdim ki, kompyuterim m\u0259n\u0259 bir az q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131r. Sanki, soru\u015fur:<\/p>\n

– H\u0259, noldu? N\u0259s\u0259 tapd\u0131n yazma\u011fa?<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bulad\u0131m… Tanr\u0131qulu Asib\u0259nd\u0259nin Tanr\u0131yla nec\u0259 haqq-hesab \u00e7\u0259kdiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, do\u011frudanm\u0131,Tanr\u0131s\u0131na b\u0259nd\u0259lik etm\u0259k ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n asi bir qulun da Tanr\u0131 yan\u0131nda haqq-hesab \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259 haqq\u0131 vard\u0131? S\u00f6zl\u0259r dilimd\u0259 dola\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259 bir m\u0259ndim, bir d\u0259 kompyuterim…\u00dcz-\u00fcz\u0259 oturmu\u015fduq… S\u00fckut biz\u0259 h\u00f6km etdiyi an p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin alt\u0131ndan f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131ya ox\u015far bir n\u0259f\u0259s e\u015fidildi. Ard\u0131nca da \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259nin divara d\u0259y\u0259n cingiltisi… El\u0259 bil kims\u0259, qab s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259 bird\u0259n ani q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131qdan s\u0259ks\u0259nib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 cumdum. Asib\u0259nd\u0259 i\u00e7ib bo\u015faltd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yar\u0131mlitrlik araq \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sini d\u00fcz m\u0259nim p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259min alt\u0131nda s\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ki \u0259lini g\u00f6y\u0259 uzatsa da, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 \u0259ymi\u015fdi. El\u0259 bil\u00f6z sin\u0259siyl\u0259, sin\u0259sinin alt\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Tanr\u0131, insaf\u0131n olsun,<\/p>\n

Adam unudularm\u0131?!<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Evd\u0259 bir m\u0259ndim, bir d\u0259 kompyuterim… Bir-birimizd\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck… \u00c7\u00fcnki, onu insan yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259nim is\u0259 yaradan\u0131mdan hesab soracaqhaqq\u0131m g\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259fa V\u0259li.G\u0259nc\u0259-2018<\/p>\n

(AYB, DGTYB \u00fczv\u00fc, AG\u0130N-in \u201c\u0130lin g\u0259nci\u201d m\u00fckafat\u0131 laureat\u0131)
\n\u0414\u043e\u0431\u0430\u0432\u0438\u043b ATILLA \u0421\u0435\u0433\u043e\u0434\u043d\u044f, 08:00 \u041f\u0440\u043e\u0441\u043c\u043e\u0442\u0440\u043e\u0432: 13 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 M\u0259n idim, bir d\u0259 kompyuterim. Oturmu\u015fduq \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259… O, m\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, m\u0259n d\u0259 ona. Bilirdim ki, dar\u0131x\u0131b m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn. El\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259yirdim, oturub bir \u015fedevr \u0259s\u0259r yazam. \u00c7oxdand\u0131 yazm\u0131rd\u0131m. Yazm\u0131rd\u0131m da, dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, bir az yek\u0259xanal\u0131q \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, yaz\u0131rd\u0131m \u0259slind\u0259, a\u011fl\u0131ma n\u0259 g\u0259ldi-g\u0259lm\u0259did\u00f6\u015f\u0259yirdim ey… Kompyuterin […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27049","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27049","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27049"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27049\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27073,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27049\/revisions\/27073"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}