{"id":27066,"date":"2018-05-15T04:00:07","date_gmt":"2018-05-15T00:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27066"},"modified":"2018-05-15T10:34:38","modified_gmt":"2018-05-15T06:34:38","slug":"tural-sahab-nadejda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27066","title":{"rendered":"Tural SAHAB.&#8221;Nadejda&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/turalqaqam.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/turalqaqam-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-27064\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/turalqaqam-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/turalqaqam.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Onun ad\u0131 il\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m, soyuqdan titr\u0259y\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131mla. \u018fg\u0259r ki, qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmasa soyuq n\u0259f\u0259simi k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259k, bu h\u0259yat oynunu \u0259rk\u0259n bitirm\u0259li olacam. Nec\u0259d\u0259 romantik bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 var \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259. Tam sevgilil\u0259rin qar topu oynayaca\u011f\u0131, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259yi v\u0259 daha sonra birlikd\u0259 g\u0259lib soban\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir-biril\u0259rini \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 isid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri&#8230; Di g\u0259l ki, bu romantika m\u0259nim sonum ola bil\u0259r. Romantik bir \u00f6l\u00fcm &#8211; \u0259slind\u0259 ist\u0259diyim el\u0259 bu deyildimi, bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259n\u0259 son n\u0259f\u0259sini verirs\u0259n v\u0259 g\u00f6z qapaqlar\u0131na bir birind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l qar d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri qonur, bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 sonsuz g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131r, sevdiyin qad\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb k\u00f6vr\u0259lm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n, ancaq g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f g\u0259lmir, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin \u00e7oxdan \u00f6l\u00fcb-quruyub. Bax bu olmad\u0131 ki, romantik x\u0259yal qurdu\u011fum yerd\u0259&#8230; Ancaq reall\u0131q da var \u0259zizim, reall\u0131q! G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n insan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilirmi?!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc toplay\u0131b bir k\u0259z daha d\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m qap\u0131n\u0131, bu d\u00f6yd\u00fcy\u00fcm qap\u0131&#8230; el\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n da qap\u0131s\u0131d\u0131. V\u0259 m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 ba\u015f verir. Budur qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Xat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, daha do\u011frusu g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm sonuncu \u015fey bir k\u00f6lg\u0259nin, x\u0259yal\u0131n m\u0259ni s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb i\u00e7\u0259ri salmas\u0131 olur. G\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6lm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, beynimd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 yuxuya dal\u0131r&#8230; G\u00f6zl\u0259rim yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcr, ancaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259ki yerind\u0259dir, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 bilir\u0259m. Qaranl\u0131qd\u0131, ancaq balaca bir i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259lir sin\u0259md\u0259n. B\u0259li, b\u0259li yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram \u00fcr\u0259yiml\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0131q g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. O i\u015f\u0131q m\u0259n\u0259 ilk insandan bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r  ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, sevmi\u015f insanlar\u0131n \u00fcmid n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sini s\u00f6yl\u0259yir. Q\u0259lbiml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcr, duyuram, h\u0259tta g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yuxuda oldu\u011fundan \u00fcr\u0259yiml\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u0259m. H\u0259r zaman qan vuran \u00fcr\u0259k, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 anl\u0131q ya\u015f ax\u0131d\u0131r damarlar\u0131mla b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259. El\u0259, o ya\u015flar da isidir m\u0259ni, dirildir. Yava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin, qulaqlar\u0131m\u0131n buzu, donu \u0259riyir. <\/p>\n<p>\u018fl-aya\u011f\u0131mda bir istilik, dodaqlar\u0131mda isti  bir n\u0259f\u0259s hiss edir\u0259m. S\u0259hv ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin, bu \u00f6z n\u0259f\u0259simdi. Q\u0259lbimin g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 damarlar\u0131mda dola\u015fd\u0131qca m\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259simi duyur, \u00f6z g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 bax\u0131ram. Art\u0131q g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u0259traf\u0131mda olanlar\u0131 k\u00f6lg\u0259li \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 d\u0259 olsa g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Bax budur, kims\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r qarla b\u0259d\u0259nimi ovur, m\u0259ni h\u0259yata qaytarma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi a\u00e7an kimi d\u0259 sevinir, bunu g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m hiss edir\u0259m t\u0259bii ki,  b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 g\u0259z\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 qorxa-qorxa g\u0259z\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259r indi sevinc, sevgi il\u0259 dolan\u0131r b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259. Dey\u0259s\u0259n yava\u015fca \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n h\u0259yata t\u0259r\u0259f im\u0259kl\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018ftraf ayd\u0131nlanma\u011fa, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m durulma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r. \u0130ndi sad\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z n\u0259f\u0259simi deyil, m\u0259ni h\u0259yata qaytaran insan\u0131n da n\u0259f\u0259sini t\u0259nimd\u0259 duyuram. Bu n\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259 sevgi, mehribanl\u0131q, h\u0259yat var. El\u0259 bunlardan anlay\u0131ram bunun bir qad\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si oldu\u011funu. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 ha\u00e7an t\u0259nim\u0259 bir qad\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si toxunmu\u015fdu, ha\u00e7an bir qad\u0131nla \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 sevi\u015fmi\u015fdim v\u0259 ya sevi\u015fmi\u015fdimmi?! Bu n\u0259f\u0259si tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6r\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259nimd\u0259 dola\u015fan bu \u0259ll\u0259r q\u0259lbimin at\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdirdiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 y\u0259qin ki, m\u0259nim d\u0259 ha\u00e7ansa d\u0259li kimi sevdiyim bir qad\u0131n\u0131m olub. B\u0259s, indi onu niy\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram?! H\u0259r halda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259min buzu h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259rim\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn xatir\u0259l\u0259rim dumanl\u0131 havada azan canavar kimi ulay\u0131r. Yer\u0259 uzad\u0131blar m\u0259ni &#8211; yerd\u0259n sal\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir yata\u011fa. Balaca bir otaqd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ind\u0259 iki \u00e7arpay\u0131, balaca bir masa, bir d\u0259 alovlu yanan odun sobas\u0131. M\u0259nim yata\u011f\u0131m soban\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131. Odunun yanark\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259s, bay\u0131rda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 vuran k\u00fcl\u0259yin s\u0259si. \u00d6l\u00fcm v\u0259 h\u0259yat kimi bir-birinin \u0259ksi&#8230; \u0130ndi b\u0259d\u0259nimi ovan qad\u0131n\u0131n qara uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7\u0259 bilir\u0259m. Yata\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131na \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib, \u0259lind\u0259ki qarla t\u0259nim\u0259 h\u0259yat verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. O, \u0259yildikc\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131, sin\u0259si b\u0259d\u0259nim\u0259 toxunur. Qula\u011f\u0131ma inc\u0259 bir s\u0259s g\u0259lir, &quot;ad\u0131n, ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?&quot; \u2013 dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram. Soyuqdan g\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259n dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131n h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u00fcb, m\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f \u0259yilir. \u0130sti dodaqlar\u0131 utana- utana dodaqlar\u0131ma h\u0259yat verir. Buna \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f dem\u0259k olarm\u0131, bilmir\u0259m, ancaq dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131n yava\u015f yava\u015f isindiyini, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n dada g\u0259ldiyini hiss edir\u0259m. Lakin onun dodaqlar\u0131na cavab ver\u0259c\u0259k g\u00fcc\u00fcm h\u0259l\u0259  d\u0259 yoxdu. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131nda oynatd\u0131qdan sonra ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131r \u2013 Murad, ad\u0131m Muradd\u0131 dey\u0259 bilir\u0259m asta bir s\u0259sl\u0259. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k, &quot;M\u0259nim ad\u0131m da Nadejdad\u0131, qorxma h\u0259yata qay\u0131td\u0131n&quot; deyir. Yen\u0259 bir duman \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcr g\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 istid\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259nim bo\u015fal\u0131r, yuxuya gedir\u0259m&#8230; \u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc hiss etdiyim zamanca a\u011fz\u0131mda Nadejdan\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131, q\u0259lbimd\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir hiss&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130kinci D\u00fcnya m\u00fcharib\u0259si ill\u0259ri, fa\u015fistl\u0259rin h\u0259l\u0259ki ir\u0259ll\u0259diyi vaxtlar. B\u00fct\u00fcn c\u0259hdl\u0259r\u0259 baxmayaraq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131 al\u0131na bilmir. H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir az daha torpaqlar\u0131 tuta-tuta g\u0259lir. Qara ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131n getdiyi ail\u0259l\u0259rins\u0259 say\u0131-hesab\u0131 yoxdu. Bax o qanl\u0131 sava\u015flar\u0131n birind\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 itir\u0259r\u0259k, t\u0259kc\u0259 m\u0259n sa\u011f qald\u0131m. Qarl\u0131-\u00e7ov\u011funlu g\u00fcn, g\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcr. H\u0259yatda qalmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn me\u015f\u0259nin oldu\u011fu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 do\u011fru getm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fcmidimi itirmi\u015f, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi an\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdim. El\u0259 bu vaxt me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 balaca bir k\u0259nd g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Q\u0131raqdan baxmaqla he\u00e7 vaxt tapmaq olmazd\u0131 buran\u0131. \u00c7ox yox, 10-15  ev ancaq olard\u0131. Onlar da balaca komalar. Hiss olunurdu ki, burada ya\u015fayan insanlar ya \u00e7ox kas\u0131b, ya da sava\u015fdan qa\u00e7\u0131b buraya s\u0131\u011f\u0131nan insanlard\u0131. B\u0259d\u0259nimi hiss etmirdim. G\u00fcc b\u0259la il\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb, ilk evin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fcm. Bax m\u0259ni h\u0259yata qaytaran Nadejda h\u0259min o qad\u0131nd\u0131. Bir-iki g\u00fcn sonra \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130ndi onunla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015firdik. 35 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. \u018fri sava\u015fa gedib, qay\u0131tmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu daxmada t\u0259k qal\u0131rd\u0131. Bu balaca k\u0259ndd\u0259 dem\u0259k olar ki, he\u00e7 ki\u015fi yox idi. B\u0259zil\u0259rinin qara ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131 g\u0259lib, b\u0259zil\u0259rind\u0259n arada-s\u0131rada da olsa m\u0259ktub g\u0259lirdi. El\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n kas\u0131b k\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131 bu insanlar. M\u00fcharib\u0259 ba\u015flamam\u0131\u015fdan \u0259vv\u0259l kas\u0131b olsalar da xo\u015fb\u0259xt idil\u0259r. Ki\u00e7ik \u0259kin sah\u0259l\u0259ri, ba\u011flar\u0131 vard\u0131. Cavan o\u011flanlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 gedirdi. Uzun s\u00f6z\u00fcn q\u0131sas\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bel\u0259 anlarda insan sad\u0259c\u0259 ya\u015famaq ist\u0259yir. Deyir ki, ka\u015f kas\u0131bl\u0131q olayd\u0131, bir tik\u0259 quru \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yim olayd\u0131, ancaq ya\u015faya bil\u0259ydim. Nadejda dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca \u00e7ox uzaqlarda olan ail\u0259mi, qad\u0131n\u0131m\u0131, balaca u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. B\u0259li, indi yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc m\u0259nim d\u0259 sevdiyim bir qad\u0131n\u0131m vard\u0131, iki d\u0259 balaca o\u011flum. Dem\u0259k ki, b\u0259d\u0259nimi n\u0259f\u0259si il\u0259 isid\u0259n qad\u0131n\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015famm\u0131\u015f. Bunu Nadejdan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131qca, s\u00f6zl\u0259rini dinl\u0259dikc\u0259 hiss edirdim. Bizim k\u0259ndimiz d\u0259, el\u0259 balaca bir k\u0259nddi. Me\u015f\u0259nin i\u00e7ind\u0259 olmasa da, q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131nda yerl\u0259\u015firdi. Sapsar\u0131 tax\u0131l z\u0259mil\u0259rimiz vard\u0131. Yay aylar\u0131nda u\u015faqlarla g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in ovlama\u011fa ged\u0259rdik, s\u00fcnb\u00fcll\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 gizl\u0259n\u0259-gizl\u0259n\u0259. H\u0259rd\u0259n qoruq\u00e7u bizi g\u00f6r\u0259r, qovalayard\u0131. O zamanlar \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nimiz bozan at\u0131, ceyran aya\u011f\u0131ndan qam\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 olan qoruq\u00e7u Abbas ki\u015fi idi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131 qana bulayan fa\u015fistl\u0259r&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Daha sa\u011fal\u0131rd\u0131m. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra buradan \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131, b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sava\u015fma\u011fa davam etm\u0259liydim. Bir aydan art\u0131qd\u0131 buradayam. Kim bilir n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verib&#8230; Nadejda il\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n bu bir ayda \u00e7ox yax\u0131nla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q. Utanmasam bir-birimizi sevirik dey\u0259rdim. Ehhh, n\u0259 bilim b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 sevirdik. Bu qanl\u0131 sava\u015f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, qanl\u0131 bir sevgi olard\u0131 bu. Getm\u0259k vaxt\u0131ma azald\u0131qca \u00fcr\u0259yim sanc\u0131r, Nadejdan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259r is\u0259 qara bir de\u015fik kimi b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcrd\u00fc. N\u0259hay\u0259t zaman g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di. Sabah yola \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yam. Bu gec\u0259nin bitm\u0259sini he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259zdim, ancaq bitm\u0259liydi. Ax\u015fam oldu. \u018ftraf\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran sad\u0259c\u0259 soban\u0131n at\u0259\u015fi idi. Nadejda m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, boynumdan qucaqlay\u0131b d\u0259li kimi \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n, dodaqlar\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fc&#8230; \u0130lk g\u00fcn g\u0259ldiyim zamank\u0131 yer yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rdi m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn&#8230; B\u0259d\u0259ni bu da\u011flar, me\u015f\u0259l\u0259r, q\u0131\u015f kimi t\u0259rav\u0259tli idi. \u0130lk g\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011fz\u0131mda qalan dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131n dad\u0131n\u0131 bir daha duydum. \u0130ndi o dodaqlar\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcm il\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fcm &#8211; sanki varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma hopdurmaq ist\u0259yirdim. Bu \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259r qanl\u0131 sava\u015f kimi at\u0259\u015fli idi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Sabah oradan ayr\u0131l\u0131b, partizanlara qo\u015fuldum. D\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 il b\u00f6y\u00fck v\u0259t\u0259nin ba\u015fqa-ba\u015fqa yerl\u0259rind\u0259 sava\u015fd\u0131m. D\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yaraland\u0131m, ancaq Tanr\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6lm\u0259m\u0259yi, uzun ill\u0259r ya\u015famaq, xat\u0131rlamaq kimi bir \u0259zab verdi. U\u015faqlar b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc, n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259r evl\u0259ndi. Ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131m olan b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar \u00f6ld\u00fc. O g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, sonu q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 il\u0259 bit\u0259n sava\u015f\u0131 anlataca\u011f\u0131m kims\u0259 qalmad\u0131. Ancaq \u0259n \u00e7ox can\u0131m\u0131 ac\u0131dan Nadejdan\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131d\u0131. H\u0259r q\u0131\u015f \u00e7ov\u011funlu gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcr. &quot;G\u0259l, Murad, g\u0259l art\u0131q&quot; deyir, ancaq h\u0259l\u0259ki ged\u0259 bilmir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Onun ad\u0131 il\u0259&#8230; &#8230;qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr\u0259m, soyuqdan titr\u0259y\u0259n barmaqlar\u0131mla. \u018fg\u0259r ki, qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmasa soyuq n\u0259f\u0259simi k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259k, bu h\u0259yat oynunu \u0259rk\u0259n bitirm\u0259li olacam. Nec\u0259d\u0259 romantik bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 var \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259. Tam sevgilil\u0259rin qar topu oynayaca\u011f\u0131, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u0259c\u0259yi v\u0259 daha sonra birlikd\u0259 g\u0259lib soban\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nda bir-biril\u0259rini \u00f6p\u00fc\u015fl\u0259ri il\u0259 isid\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri&#8230; Di g\u0259l ki, bu romantika m\u0259nim sonum ola bil\u0259r. 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