{"id":27131,"date":"2018-05-25T07:00:10","date_gmt":"2018-05-25T03:00:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27131"},"modified":"2018-05-25T14:51:14","modified_gmt":"2018-05-25T10:51:14","slug":"xalq-sairi-b%c9%99xtiyar-vahabzad%c9%99-q%c9%99z%c9%99ll%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27131","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi B\u0259xtiyar VAHABZAD\u018f.Q\u0259z\u0259ll\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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* * *<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ba\u011flar o ba\u011flard\u0131r, f\u0259q\u0259t ba\u011fda g\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur,
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur, bu d\u00fcnyada ay\u0131m yoxdur, ilim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Zaman d\u00f6nm\u0259z \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fcnd\u0259n… Biz ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, tez ayr\u0131ld\u0131q,
\nDilim bar verm\u0259z, ay dostlar, dey\u0259m ki, sevgilim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n allam \u0259trini yar\u0131n,
\nDil\u0259k \u00f6lm\u0259z, \u00fcr\u0259k \u00f6lm\u0259z, sev\u0259nl\u0259rcin \u00f6l\u00fcm yoxdur.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcm \u0259\u011fyar q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131yla sev\u0259rk\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck biz,
\nBu h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n, bu m\u00f6hn\u0259td\u0259n daha m\u00fcdhi\u015f z\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Sevib yand\u0131m, k\u00fcl\u0259k qalxd\u0131, k\u00fcl\u00fcm sovruldu \u0259flak\u0259,
\nM\u0259ni g\u0259rm\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyada odum s\u00f6nd\u00fc, k\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur.<\/p>\n

A\u011fac yansa, f\u0259\u011fan eyl\u0259r, dey\u0259r \u00f6z d\u0259rdini a\u015fkar,
\nDem\u0259k\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259rdimi yar\u0259, b\u0259mim varsa, zilim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ninl\u0259 B\u0259xtiyaram m\u0259n, ay\u0131m s\u0259ns\u0259n ilim s\u0259ns\u0259n,
\nBu d\u00fcnyada m\u0259nim s\u0259nsiz ay\u0131m yoxdur, ilim yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Oktyabr, 1961<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

Bu q\u0259d\u0259r sald\u0131 m\u0259ni h\u0259sr\u0259t, amandan-amana
\nK\u00f6nl\u00fcm ax\u0131rda m\u0259nim d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc g\u00fcmandan-g\u00fcmana.<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 alim yaz\u0131b \u00f6z d\u0259rdini izhar el\u0259di,
\nA\u015fiqin d\u0259rdi f\u0259q\u0259t ke\u00e7di zamandan-zamana<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd\u00fc-q\u0259md\u0259n usan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc k\u00f6n\u00fcl hicr oduna,
\nEl\u0259y\u0259k indi \u015fikay\u0259tmi yamandan-yamana?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 m\u0259n ancaq bel\u0259 dil-dil \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259m,
\nBo\u015fal\u0131r g\u00f6yd\u0259 buludlar da dolandan-dolana…<\/p>\n

Dem\u0259r\u0259m g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m m\u0259n s\u0259ni \u00e7oxdand\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m sur\u0259tini yalq\u0131z olandan-olana…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259r \u0259lan silinir,
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n k\u00f6lg\u0259 salandan-salana.<\/p>\n

Ne\u00e7\u0259 yol v\u0259d\u0259 verib \u0259hd\u0259 v\u0259fa q\u0131lmad\u0131 yar,
\nB\u0259xtiyar! Q\u0259lbin ax\u0131r d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc talandan-talana.<\/p>\n

Sentyabr, 1963<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

A\u011flar \u00fcr\u0259yim, s\u0259s g\u0259l\u0259r, ah-azar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.
\nG\u00f6zd\u0259n ya\u015f axar, qayna\u011f\u0131 zinhar, g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Ruzgar yen\u0259 t\u00fc\u011fyan el\u0259yir dalda, budaqda
\nToz-torpa\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck, niy\u0259 ruzgar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z?<\/p>\n

Tonqal yan\u0131r, at\u0259\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, at\u0259\u015fi yaxm\u0131\u015f,
\n\u018fl gizli s\u0259b\u0259b, gizli s\u0259b\u0259bkar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n y\u00f6n al\u0131b yol gedirik biz
\n\u0130ll\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u0259s niy\u0259 yollar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259md\u0259n \u015fad olursansa, k\u00f6n\u00fcl m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259n bax,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b, amma o g\u00fclzar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtin m\u0259n\u0259 yar oldu\u011funu \u00e7oxlar\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259r,
\nB\u0259xtim g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, b\u0259s niy\u0259 dildar g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z?<\/p>\n

Avqust, 1970<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

Da\u015f \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 yan\u0131b da\u015flar\u0131 s\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.
\nHaqqa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n olan\u0131 haqqa tap\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 g\u00fcman eyl\u0259mis\u0259n ondak\u0131 tilsiml\u0259ri s\u0259n,
\n“K\u00fcr\u00fc ah\u0131yla qurutdu”, “sal\u0131 yand\u0131rd\u0131” mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

Onun h\u0259r gu\u015f\u0259si bir xatir\u0259, bir canl\u0131 kitab,
\nKe\u00e7il\u0259n yollar\u0131 h\u0259rd\u0259n biz\u0259 and\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

Su \u00e7il\u0259r kinli \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259 q\u0259z\u0259b tonqal\u0131na,
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 q\u0259sdin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sdi, dayand\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

O – \u00fcr\u0259k yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, bir \u00e7\u0259ng\u0259 bulud,
\nOyad\u0131b yadda\u015f\u0131, vicdan\u0131 utand\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

D\u0259fn edin siz m\u0259ni Zabul segah\u0131n may\u0259sin\u0259,
\nDeyir\u0259m, b\u0259lk\u0259, m\u0259ni bir g\u00fcn oyand\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox kitablar oxudum, z\u0259nn el\u0259dim b\u0259xtiyaram,
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259tl\u0259bi ah\u0259st\u0259c\u0259 qand\u0131rd\u0131 mu\u011fam.<\/p>\n

1974<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

* * * Yen\u0259 ba\u011flar o ba\u011flard\u0131r, f\u0259q\u0259t ba\u011fda g\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur, G\u00fcl\u00fcm yoxdur, bu d\u00fcnyada ay\u0131m yoxdur, ilim yoxdur. Zaman d\u00f6nm\u0259z \u00f6z h\u00f6km\u00fcnd\u0259n… Biz ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, tez ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, Dilim bar verm\u0259z, ay dostlar, dey\u0259m ki, sevgilim yoxdur. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n, k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259n allam \u0259trini yar\u0131n, Dil\u0259k \u00f6lm\u0259z, \u00fcr\u0259k \u00f6lm\u0259z, sev\u0259nl\u0259rcin \u00f6l\u00fcm yoxdur. G\u00fcl\u00fcm \u0259\u011fyar q\u0131l\u0131nc\u0131yla sev\u0259rk\u0259n ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27131","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27131","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27131"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27131\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27136,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27131\/revisions\/27136"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27131"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27131"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27131"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}