{"id":27179,"date":"2018-05-31T05:00:32","date_gmt":"2018-05-31T01:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27179"},"modified":"2018-05-31T10:47:51","modified_gmt":"2018-05-31T06:47:51","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-pecenyel%c9%99ri-sevir%c9%99m","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27179","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.&#8221;Pe\u00e7enyel\u0259ri sevir\u0259m&#8230;&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/sxv.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/sxv-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"sxv\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-22163\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/sxv-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/09\/sxv.jpg 620w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,<br \/>\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eAHAN\u018f M\u00dc\u015eF\u0130Q\u0130N HEKAY\u018f AL\u018fM\u0130 HAQQINDA D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcND\u00dcKL\u018fR\u0130M<\/p>\n<p>Pe\u00e7enyel\u0259ri sevir\u0259m&#8230; H\u0259tta, o q\u0259d\u0259r sevir\u0259m ki, b\u0259z\u0259n he\u00e7 al\u0131b yemir\u0259m d\u0259. <\/p>\n<p>Aleksey Tatarinovun t\u0259birinc\u0259 des\u0259k, \u201cruhi x\u0259st\u0259, suisidall\u0131\u011fa meylli\u201d olan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131dan h\u0259r q\u0259rib\u0259liyi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn \u0259lhavas\u0131na yaz\u0131r\u0131q ham\u0131m\u0131z el\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131r\u0131q, g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nYaz\u0131r\u0131q, a\u011flay\u0131r\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nYaz\u0131r\u0131q, \u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fck&#8230;<br \/>\nYaz\u0131r\u0131q, q\u00fcrurlan\u0131r\u0131q&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>lll<\/p>\n<p>Pe\u00e7enyel\u0259r\u0259 olan sevgimi anlatd\u0131\u011f\u0131m c\u00fcml\u0259ni yaz\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcq\u0259ddim\u0259si etm\u0259yim el\u0259-bel\u0259 deyil&#8230; \u201cUlduz\u201d jurnal\u0131n\u0131n aprel say\u0131nda \u015eahan\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiqin \u201cBir qutu pe\u00e7enye\u201d haqq\u0131ndak\u0131 hekay\u0259si yer al\u0131b. \u201cD\u0259rgid\u0259 kitab\u201d\u0131n bu d\u0259f\u0259ki \u201cev yiy\u0259si\u201d \u015eahan\u0259dir, qonaqlar\u0131ndan biri d\u0259 m\u0259n&#8230; V\u0259 g\u0259nc q\u0259l\u0259m dostum m\u0259ni \u201cBir qutu pe\u00e7enye\u201dy\u0259, \u201cYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q d\u00f6n\u0259r\u201d\u0259 qonaq ed\u0259nd\u0259n sonra q\u0259fild\u0259n \u201cN\u0259 yaz\u0131m?!\u201d dedi. Bilir\u0259m ki, bu sual\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcnvanlamay\u0131b&#8230; \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 \u00fcnvanlamay\u0131b&#8230; Bu sual\u0131n cavab\u0131 el\u0259 onun bura q\u0259d\u0259rki yazd\u0131qlar\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcz bir il \u0259vv\u0259l, 2017-ci ilin aprelind\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259nin \u201cUlduz\u201dda hekay\u0259si \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131; \u201cAsflat \u00e7at\u0131\u201d&#8230; Atas\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z ki\u00e7ik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259siyl\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n olur-olmazlar\u0131ndan s\u00fczd\u00fcr\u0259n balaca bir u\u015faq haqq\u0131ndad\u0131 bu hekay\u0259&#8230; O q\u0259d\u0259r duy\u011fulanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki&#8230; Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 2017-ci ilin may \u201cUlduz\u201dunda yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Seyran S\u0259xav\u0259tin \u201cS\u00f6z\u00fcn x\u0259trin\u0259\u201d ad\u0131 ekspert r\u0259yind\u0259ki fikirl\u0259rl\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m&#8230; He\u00e7 indi d\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fa bilmir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>N\u00f6vb\u0259ti may \u201cUlduz\u201du \u0259limd\u0259 deyil. Ekspert r\u0259yinin n\u0259 oldu\u011fundan da x\u0259b\u0259rsiz\u0259m&#8230; Sad\u0259c\u0259, \u015eahan\u0259nin a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcfr\u0259nin bir k\u0259nar\u0131nda barda\u015f qurub \u0259yl\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>lll<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBir qutu pe\u00e7enye\u201d ana haqq\u0131nda romansd\u0131r. Notlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259r biri beyn\u0259lmil\u0259ldir; m\u0259nim anam haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r, \u015eahan\u0259nin anas\u0131 haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8230; B\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n analar\u0131 haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eahan\u0259 bu hekay\u0259d\u0259 oxucunun diqq\u0259tini \u201cvalideynsizliy\u0259\u201d \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilir. Baxmayaraq ki, hekay\u0259nin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 olan anan\u0131n valideynl\u0259ri sa\u011fd\u0131r, imkanlar\u0131 da pis deyil. Lakin onlar \u00f6z yoxluqlar\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131zlar\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131rlar. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 ad\u0131na \u201cmental d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d dediyimiz yalan\u00e7\u0131 bir m\u0259\u011frurluq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn:<\/p>\n<p>\u201c&#8230; He\u00e7 birinin ail\u0259si bu g\u0259nc ail\u0259nin \u00e7\u0259tin vaxtlar\u0131nda onlara d\u0259st\u0259k olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O\u011flan t\u0259r\u0259f q\u0131za el\u00e7i ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u201co\u011flumuza \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 ev alacay\u0131q\u201d &#8211; des\u0259 d\u0259, sonradan bu v\u0259din\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l etm\u0259mi\u015f, q\u0131z\u0131n ail\u0259si is\u0259 \u201csiz ev alm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131zsa, biz d\u0259 cehiz vermirik\u201d &#8211; deyib guya ac\u0131q etmi\u015fdil\u0259r&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Olan is\u0259 g\u0259nc ail\u0259y\u0259 olmu\u015fdu&#8230; Onlar h\u0259l\u0259 onur\u011fa s\u00fctunu b\u0259rkim\u0259mi\u015f ail\u0259l\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u201cvalideynsizlik\u201d il\u0259 g\u00f6z-g\u00f6z\u0259, burun-buruna dayan\u0131rlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6rp\u0259sinin acl\u0131\u011f\u0131 anan\u0131n d\u00fcnyayla sava\u015fa girm\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259bin\u0259 \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 o, anas\u0131z-atas\u0131z idi; valideynl\u0259r n\u0259v\u0259 x\u0259trin\u0259 bel\u0259 bu g\u0259ncl\u0259r\u0259 \u0259l uzatmaq ist\u0259mirl\u0259r. Oxucu g\u0259nc anan\u0131n \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda hikk\u0259l\u0259nir, q\u0131nay\u0131r, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, a\u011flay\u0131r&#8230; \u015eahan\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 manevri il\u0259 oxucuya bir obraz namin\u0259 hissl\u0259rin d\u00f6rd f\u0259slini ya\u015fad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Anan\u0131n ac k\u00f6rp\u0259sin\u0259 can\u0131 yanmas\u0131 el\u0259 onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn can yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r; hans\u0131 ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m f\u0259dakarl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r. N\u0259hay\u0259t, yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n bir qutu pe\u00e7enye-b\u0259\u015f\u0259riyy\u0259tin xilaskar\u0131 kimi obrazla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki\u00e7icik n\u0259sn\u0259! K\u00f6rp\u0259sinin a\u011flamaq s\u0259si alt\u0131nda anan\u0131n xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin pik n\u00f6qt\u0259sind\u0259ki sevinci!<\/p>\n<p>&#8230; H\u0259min an qad\u0131n\u0131n sevinci yer\u0259-g\u00f6y\u0259 s\u0131\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131. Pe\u00e7enye qutusunu sin\u0259sin\u0259 el\u0259 basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, sanki qoynunda x\u0259zin\u0259 gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>lll<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q d\u00f6n\u0259r\u201din ana obraz\u0131 is\u0259 \u201cBir qutu pe\u00e7enye\u201dnin ana obraz\u0131 il\u0259 t\u0259zad ya\u015fay\u0131r. O, 12-13 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flunu i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rir, \u00f6z\u00fc yeni sevgilisi il\u0259 mac\u0259ra ya\u015famaqdan doymur. Bazarda araba s\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k q\u0259pik-quru\u015f qazanan u\u015faq ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6n\u0259ri sonunad\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259mir; yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 anas\u0131na saxlay\u0131r. H\u0259l\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n sevdiyi \u201cCoca-cola\u201dn\u0131 da al\u0131b. Ev\u0259 gedir&#8230; \u018fmin deyil ki, anas\u0131 sevgilisinin yan\u0131ndan qay\u0131d\u0131b, evd\u0259 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir. Sad\u0259c\u0259, o &#8211; balaca Taleh \u00fcmid edir&#8230; \u00dcmid edir ki, evd\u0259 onun \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259k h\u0259qiq\u0259t; anas\u0131 a\u00e7acaq.<\/p>\n<p>Hekay\u0259ni oxuduqca bir \u015feyi d\u0259rk etdim; h\u0259qiq\u0259t t\u0259k oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn biz onun k\u00f6lg\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r\u0131q&#8230; Bu k\u00f6lg\u0259 \u0259jdaha k\u00f6lg\u0259si olsa da!<\/p>\n<p>lll<\/p>\n<p>\u201cN\u0259 yaz\u0131m?!\u201d da ana haqq\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Nadir sinfin \u0259n nadinc, \u0259n intizams\u0131z \u015fagirdidir. M\u00fc\u0259llim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ondan naraz\u0131d\u0131r. O, he\u00e7 vaxt in\u015fa yazmay\u0131b; h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcb.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c&#8230;Bu d\u0259f\u0259ki m\u00f6vzu onun k\u00f6vr\u0259k u\u015faq q\u0259lbini getdikc\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bax bu c\u00fcml\u0259 \u015eahan\u0259nin oxucuya g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyi \u015fifr\u0259li x\u0259rit\u0259dir. Hekay\u0259d\u0259 ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259y\u0259n, haqq\u0131nda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lmayan ana obraz\u0131na do\u011fru aparan t\u0259f\u0259kk\u00fcri c\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131n x\u0259rit\u0259sidir \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Oxucu \u201cm\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na\u201d m\u00fc\u0259llimin Nadirin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259ni oxumas\u0131yla \u00e7at\u0131r:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u00fc\u0259llim biz\u0259 ana haqq\u0131nda in\u015fa yazma\u011f\u0131 tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131b. Bayaqdan fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m, ancaq yazma\u011fa he\u00e7 n\u0259 tapm\u0131ram. Ax\u0131, he\u00e7 vaxt g\u00f6rm\u0259diyim adam haqq\u0131nda n\u0259 yaz\u0131m? Anam m\u0259n do\u011fulark\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcb. M\u0259nim \u201cana\u201d dey\u0259nd\u0259 anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259k \u015fey q\u0259biristanl\u0131qda bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259n soyuq m\u0259zar da\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>lll<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcmid edir\u0259m ki, may \u201cUlduz\u201dunun eksperti Rahid Ulusel \u015eahan\u0259 M\u00fc\u015ffiqin hekay\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 laz\u0131mi t\u0259hlil verib. Ax\u0131, \u00fcmid etm\u0259k q\u0259bah\u0259t deyil&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir d\u0259, yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n, \u0259n son yediyim pe\u00e7enye limon dad\u0131rd\u0131. Yasunari Kavabatan\u0131n \u201cKas\u0131blar\u0131n a\u015fnas\u0131\u201d hekay\u0259sinin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131n\u0131 yad\u0131ma salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 \u015eAHAN\u018f M\u00dc\u015eF\u0130Q\u0130N HEKAY\u018f AL\u018fM\u0130 HAQQINDA D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcND\u00dcKL\u018fR\u0130M Pe\u00e7enyel\u0259ri sevir\u0259m&#8230; H\u0259tta, o q\u0259d\u0259r sevir\u0259m ki, b\u0259z\u0259n he\u00e7 al\u0131b yemir\u0259m d\u0259. Aleksey Tatarinovun t\u0259birinc\u0259 des\u0259k, \u201cruhi x\u0259st\u0259, suisidall\u0131\u011fa meylli\u201d olan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131dan h\u0259r q\u0259rib\u0259liyi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcnl\u00fcy\u00fcn \u0259lhavas\u0131na yaz\u0131r\u0131q ham\u0131m\u0131z el\u0259&#8230; Yaz\u0131r\u0131q, g\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fck&#8230; Yaz\u0131r\u0131q, a\u011flay\u0131r\u0131q&#8230; Yaz\u0131r\u0131q, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27179","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-pub"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27179","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27179"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27179\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27187,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27179\/revisions\/27187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27179"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27179"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27179"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}