{"id":27277,"date":"2018-06-08T08:00:47","date_gmt":"2018-06-08T04:00:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27277"},"modified":"2018-06-08T09:59:27","modified_gmt":"2018-06-08T05:59:27","slug":"sair-publisist-%c9%99kb%c9%99r-qosali-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27277","title":{"rendered":"\u015eair-publisist \u018fkb\u0259r QO\u015eALI.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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* * *<\/p>\n

H\u0259r g\u00fcn verilm\u0259mi\u015f bir salam\u0131m var,
\nh\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.
\nM\u0259nim bu d\u00fcnyadan bir alas\u0131m var,
\nbir d\u0259 bir adam var s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/p>\n

Dill\u0259r var ad\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 saxlay\u0131b,
\ng\u00f6zl\u0259r var \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r saxlay\u0131b,
\nBir q\u0259lbi s\u0131n\u0131q q\u0131z n\u0259zir saxlay\u0131b,
\nonun da h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar.<\/p>\n

Dedil\u0259r yol gets\u0259n yorulmaq qalar,
\n…El\u0259 oturub da qocalmaq olar.
\nD\u0259li arzularnan bacarmaq olar,
\n\u0130lahi, s\u0259n m\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xart. <\/p>\n

H\u018fL\u018f K\u0130 B\u0130R QIZA \u00dcR\u018fK DA\u015eIYAM<\/p>\n

Duzlu sevgil\u0259rd\u0259n doda\u011f\u0131m cadar,
\nm\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 susam\u0131\u015f g\u0259ldim.
\nE\u015fqim sin\u0259da\u015f\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcm ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131,
\nh\u0259l\u0259 \u0259lim\u0259 d\u0259 da\u015f al\u0131b g\u0259ldim…<\/p>\n

Ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131n olaram,
\n \u00fcnvan da\u015f\u0131yam.
\n\u00d6l\u0259r\u0259m, ba\u015f da\u015f\u0131n k\u0259f\u0259n\u0259 ged\u0259r…
\nH\u0259l\u0259 ki bir q\u0131za \u00fcr\u0259k da\u015f\u0131yam,
\ng\u00fcc\u00fcm bir q\u0259lbi da\u015f etm\u0259y\u0259 yet\u0259r…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m ax\u0131r,
\no \u00abq\u0131z \u00fcr\u0259y\u00bbind\u0259 d\u0259fn eyl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nM\u0259n s\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259m, ax\u0131,
\ns\u0259n Allah\u0131n, m\u0259ni \u0259fv eyl\u0259y\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

M\u018fN H\u018fL\u018f B\u0130R CAVAN BULUD YA\u015eDAYAM<\/p>\n

yeri qanl\u0131-qanl\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar,
\nke\u00e7ib damar\u0131mda axd\u0131lar m\u0259nim.
\nd\u0259li arzular\u0131m d\u00f6nd\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa,
\nqay\u0131d\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131lar m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n

\u015fim\u015f\u0259k var\u2014buludlar davaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\ndamc\u0131lar oynad\u0131 havaya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\nm\u0259n e\u015fqin \u0259lin\u0259 havay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nonun\u00e7\u00fcn yand\u0131r\u0131b-yaxd\u0131lar m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

m\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 bir cavan bulud ya\u015fdayam,
\nya\u011f\u0131\u015f olmad\u0131m ki, ya\u011f\u0131b ya\u015fayam.
\nbir g\u00f6z var ist\u0259dim bax\u0131b ya\u015fayam,
\nqoydular \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 baxt\u0131nan – m\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

1995<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

s\u0259ni varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma ac qoyaca\u011fam,
\nindi xatir\u0259mi yavanl\u0131q eyl\u0259.
\nyan\u0131nda m\u0259n boyda yer bo\u015f qalacaq,
\nbir az da k\u00f6lg\u0259nl\u0259 yolda\u015fl\u0131q eyl\u0259.<\/p>\n

m\u0259n d\u0259 yoxlu\u011funla qatd\u0131m ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131,
\nbir dodaq \u00e7atlad\u0131, bir \u00fcz \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc.
\nbax el\u0259 bel\u0259c\u0259…
\nbu cadar dodaq,
\ndaha o g\u00fcl kimi yanaqdan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

…\u015f\u0259r vaxt\u0131 bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fczg\u00fcy\u0259 baxma,
\nm\u0259ni g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259nmi yola salm\u0131san?
\ns\u0259ni dar a\u011fac\u0131 bilib g\u0259l\u0259ni,
\nsar\u0131 yarpaq kimi yer\u0259 salm\u0131san…<\/p>\n

***<\/p>\n

(n\u0259v\u0259g\u00f6rm\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131na \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f Z. \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn)<\/p>\n

bir \u00abkor olmu\u015f\u00bb yoxdu \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 yolunu,
\nb\u0259s kim\u0259 yol \u00e7\u0259kir na\u00e7ar g\u00f6zl\u0259rin?
\nhey \u00e7arpaz g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m qo\u015fa qolunu,
\nu\u015faq \u00fcr\u0259yin var, qoca g\u00f6zl\u0259rin…<\/p>\n

sevi\u015f\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7\u0131rsan,
\nya\u015fbilm\u0259z arzun var, arzun \u00e7in olsun.
\nTanr\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259ndi-
\n g\u00fcn o g\u00fcn olsun,
\ns\u0259nin d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin bir \u0259l tan\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n

…\u00fcnvans\u0131z bir h\u0259sr\u0259t s\u0131xar q\u0259lbini,
\ng\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n yol g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259z.
\nTanr\u0131m, s\u0259n bu q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7\u0131xart q\u0259lbini,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 bir b\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259.<\/p>\n

BAKI<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

* * * H\u0259r g\u00fcn verilm\u0259mi\u015f bir salam\u0131m var, h\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar. M\u0259nim bu d\u00fcnyadan bir alas\u0131m var, bir d\u0259 bir adam var s\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar. Dill\u0259r var ad\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259 saxlay\u0131b, g\u00f6zl\u0259r var \u00fcst\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r saxlay\u0131b, Bir q\u0259lbi s\u0131n\u0131q q\u0131z n\u0259zir saxlay\u0131b, onun da h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar. Dedil\u0259r yol gets\u0259n yorulmaq qalar, …El\u0259 oturub […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4,43,7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27277","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb","category-turkxalqlaridbiyyati","category-turkiy-dbiyyati"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27277","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27277"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27277\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27296,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27277\/revisions\/27296"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27277"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27277"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27277"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}