{"id":27351,"date":"2018-06-27T05:00:55","date_gmt":"2018-06-27T01:00:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27351"},"modified":"2018-06-27T15:21:26","modified_gmt":"2018-06-27T11:21:26","slug":"%c9%99m%c9%99kdar-inc%c9%99s%c9%99n%c9%99t-xadimi-m%c9%99din%c9%99-gulgun-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27351","title":{"rendered":"\u018fm\u0259kdar inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadimi M\u0259din\u0259 G\u00dcLG\u00dcN.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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YAZMAQ ARZUSU<\/p>\n

Eld\u0259n soraq g\u0259ldi, sevin, ey n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m,
\nSevincin, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir bulaq olsun.
\nAzadl\u0131q e\u015fqil\u0259 g\u00fcls\u00fcn bu al\u0259m,
\nArada n\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t, n\u0259 f\u0259raq olsun.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl\u00fcn, ey yaz\u0131s\u0131z qalan varaqlar!
\nB\u0259yaz sin\u0259nizd\u0259 yollar g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn.
\nSizi n\u0259f\u0259sil\u0259 ox\u015fas\u0131n bahar,
\nO a\u011f qanad\u0131n\u0131z \u015feir\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcns\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcl s\u0259n d\u0259 ey q\u0259l\u0259m, sakit durma he\u00e7,
\nQ\u0259lbimin at\u0259\u015fi axs\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259.
\nS\u0259n\u0259t yollar\u0131ndan c\u0259sar\u0259tl\u0259 ke\u00e7,
\nElin s\u0131na\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xaq biz yen\u0259.<\/p>\n

Sevin, s\u0259n d\u0259 sevin, ey yaz\u0131 masam!
\nQoymaram t\u0259nhal\u0131q s\u0131xa q\u0259lbini.
\nYax\u0131n dostum kimi s\u0259ni anmasam
\nV\u0259fas\u0131z tan\u0131yar bu ell\u0259r m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxdand\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 qoyub sin\u0259n\u0259
\n\u015eirin x\u0259yallara dalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m he\u00e7.
\nArzumu, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc bildirib s\u0259n\u0259
\nS\u0259ninl\u0259 s\u00fcbh\u0259d\u0259k qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m he\u00e7.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u0259ldir ba\u015f-ba\u015fa verib ax\u015fam\u0131
\n\u00dclk\u0259r do\u011fanad\u0259k n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 dem\u0259yim.
\nAl\u0131\u015f\u0131b s\u00f6nd\u00fckc\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259rin \u015fam\u0131
\nBir \u015feir e\u015fqil\u0259 yana \u00fcr\u0259yim…<\/p>\n

1958<\/p>\n

SORU\u015e<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim kimliyimi, m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131
\nV\u0259t\u0259nimd\u0259n soru\u015f, elimd\u0259n soru\u015f.
\nBu co\u015f\u011fun, bu qaynar ehsasat\u0131m\u0131
\nO da\u011flardan en\u0259n selimd\u0259n soru\u015f.<\/p>\n

X\u0259zan da g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kli yaz da,
\nN\u0259\u011fm\u0259 t\u0259k doland\u0131m dild\u0259, a\u011f\u0131zda,
\nSolub getm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m qarda, ayazda,
\nM\u0259ni t\u0259z\u0259 a\u00e7an g\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n soru\u015f.<\/p>\n

Co\u015fdum d\u0259niz kimi, \u00e7a\u011flad\u0131m su t\u0259k,
\nK\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259 ya\u015faram bir saf duy\u011fu t\u0259k,
\nM\u0259ni, z\u0259f\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcb g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k
\nG\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259n, ay\u0131mdan, ilimd\u0259n soru\u015f.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 vaxt bizim el\u0259 s\u0259f\u0259r eyl\u0259s\u0259n,
\n\u0130nama des\u0259l\u0259r daha yoxam m\u0259n,
\nM\u0259ni bahar kimi t\u0259rav\u0259tli, \u015f\u0259n,
\nQ\u0131l\u0131nc t\u0259k k\u0259s\u0259rli dilimd\u0259n soru\u015f.<\/p>\n

1964<\/p>\n

Q\u018fR\u018fNF\u0130L<\/p>\n

N\u0259 tez oyanm\u0131san q\u0131\u015f yuxusundan,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 g\u0259lir bahar, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.
\nG\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r nec\u0259 a\u011fard\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259
\nK\u0259p\u0259zin ba\u015f\u0131ndan o qar, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 n\u0259rgiz \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, n\u0259 novruzg\u00fcl\u00fc,
\nN\u0259 da\u011flar atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n t\u00fcl\u00fc.
\n\u015eaxta yaman vurub me\u015f\u0259ni, \u00e7\u00f6l\u00fc,
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259 yarpaqlar\u0131n donar, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.<\/p>\n

Aya\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda s\u0259rilmi\u015f otlar,
\nBa\u015f\u0131na mirvari s\u0259pir buludlar.
\nDe, n\u0259d\u0259n titr\u0259yib \u0259sirs\u0259n, n\u0259 var,
\nBir yerd\u0259 tutmursan q\u0259rar, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.<\/p>\n

Qoy g\u0259lsin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n bar\u0131,
\nG\u0259l odlu sin\u0259m\u0259, g\u0259l s\u0131\u011f\u0131n bar\u0131.
\nQ\u0131z\u0131ns\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcmd\u0259 yarpa\u011f\u0131n bar\u0131
\nQ\u0259lbimd\u0259 s\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n od var, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.<\/p>\n

Ax\u0131 bu \u00e7\u00f6ll\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259yin var, n\u0259yin,
\nRuzgar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 solar \u00f6rp\u0259yin,
\nKim deyir, yox s\u0259nin arxan, k\u00f6m\u0259yin?
\nYolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir dildar, q\u0259r\u0259nfil.<\/p>\n

NAZNAZ<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f qoyub torpa\u011f\u0131n isti k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259
\nDe kimi an\u0131rsan bel\u0259, a Naznaz.
\nX\u0259fif bir q\u0131zart\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259,
\nSevginmi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcbd\u00fcr dil\u0259, a Naznaz?<\/p>\n

Soru\u015fdum \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n yanandan s\u0259ni,
\n\u0130ntizarm\u0131 sal\u0131b amandan s\u0259ni.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 ay\u0131r\u0131blar anandan s\u0259ni,
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb h\u0259sr\u0259t ya\u015f\u0131n sel\u0259, a Naznaz.<\/p>\n

\u0130p\u0259k l\u0259\u00e7\u0259yind\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259n z\u0259rl\u0259r
\nO q\u0131vr\u0131m sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u015fehl\u0259r b\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259r.
\nS\u0259ni n\u0259 qoxlayar, n\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcz\u0259rl\u0259r,
\nDey\u0259rl\u0259r, k\u00f6rp\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259, a Naznaz
\n.
\nF\u0259q\u0259t ya\u015f\u0131n \u00e7oxdur, boyun balaca,
\nDar\u0131xd\u0131n v\u00fcsaldan soraq al\u0131nca.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 deyib laylay \u00e7al\u0131nca,
\nUcald\u0131 s\u0259sim d\u0259 zil\u0259, a Naznaz.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n heyran ets\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7oxunu, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nM\u0259n duya bilmi\u015f\u0259m qoxunu, g\u00fcl\u00fcm.
\nK\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r da\u011f\u0131dar yuxunu, g\u00fcl\u00fcm,
\nYat, ax\u015fam \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcbd\u00fcr \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259, a Naznaz<\/p>\n

Uyu, k\u00f6rp\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcm, dincini al bir,
\nS\u0259ni k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kl\u0259r \u00e7ox incidibdir.
\nEl\u0259 ki, g\u00fcn do\u011fdu oyand\u0131 g\u00f6y, yer,
\nT\u0259z\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m g\u0259l\u0259r dil\u0259, a Naznaz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

YAZMAQ ARZUSU Eld\u0259n soraq g\u0259ldi, sevin, ey n\u0259\u011fm\u0259m, Sevincin, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir bulaq olsun. Azadl\u0131q e\u015fqil\u0259 g\u00fcls\u00fcn bu al\u0259m, Arada n\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t, n\u0259 f\u0259raq olsun. G\u00fcl\u00fcn, ey yaz\u0131s\u0131z qalan varaqlar! B\u0259yaz sin\u0259nizd\u0259 yollar g\u00f6r\u00fcns\u00fcn. Sizi n\u0259f\u0259sil\u0259 ox\u015fas\u0131n bahar, O a\u011f qanad\u0131n\u0131z \u015feir\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcns\u00fcn. G\u00fcl s\u0259n d\u0259 ey q\u0259l\u0259m, sakit durma he\u00e7, Q\u0259lbimin at\u0259\u015fi axs\u0131n q\u0259lbin\u0259. S\u0259n\u0259t […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27351"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27351\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27363,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27351\/revisions\/27363"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}