{"id":27365,"date":"2018-06-28T02:00:06","date_gmt":"2018-06-27T22:00:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27365"},"modified":"2018-06-28T09:21:39","modified_gmt":"2018-06-28T05:21:39","slug":"tural-sahab-besinci-m%c9%99rt%c9%99b%c9%99d%c9%99-r%c9%99qs-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27365","title":{"rendered":"Tural SAHAB.”Be\u015finci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 r\u0259qs” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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On g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox olard\u0131 ki, qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 binan\u0131n be\u015finci m\u0259t\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259- \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz m\u0259nzild\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verirdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni saatda ba\u015f ver\u0259n bu hadis\u0259 getdikc\u0259 onun mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ox c\u0259lb edirdi. Ax\u015fam saat on bir olan kimi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 bir qad\u0131n r\u0259qs etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r v\u0259 bu oyun d\u00fcz bir saat \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Binalar bir- birin\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n oldu\u011fundan bu hadis\u0259ni ayd\u0131nca g\u00f6rm\u0259k olurdu. Iki binan\u0131n aras\u0131ndan sad\u0259c\u0259 bir yol ke\u00e7irdi. Qaranl\u0131q \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n kimi, ev\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdi. Bu r\u0259qsin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r davam ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi, lakin bu hadis\u0259 indi onun h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131lmaz bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilmi\u015fdi.
\n\u00dcr\u0259k h\u0259kimi olan Vidadi otuz be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda , subay bir ki\u015fiydi. Dem\u0259k olar ki, bu g\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259yat\u0131nda he\u00e7 bir qad\u0131n olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Daha do\u011frusu qad\u0131nlara ay\u0131racaq zaman\u0131 yoxdu. \u00d6nc\u0259 t\u0259hsil, sonra i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k v\u0259 ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olmaq onu b\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259hrum etmi\u015fdi. \u00d6lk\u0259d\u0259 kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131nan, qazanan bir h\u0259kim olmas\u0131na baxmayaraq, son zamanlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir bo\u015fluq hiss etmi\u015fdi. El\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 binan\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259ki qad\u0131n da bu zamanlarda r\u0259qs etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Gec\u0259 olanda beynin\u0259 suallar h\u00fccum edir, bu q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259ni anlma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015frd\u0131. Bu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 bir ay olard\u0131 k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259li, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 kimi tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131. Ilk iyrimi g\u00fcnd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey qaydas\u0131nda idi, he\u00e7 o p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 fikir d\u0259 ver\u0259m\u0259mi\u015fdi. Lakin on g\u00fcn bundan \u00f6nc\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259rk\u0259n bir qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259rib\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r el\u0259diyini g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 n\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlamad\u0131, ancaq aradan xeyli vaxt ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qad\u0131n\u0131n r\u0259qs etdiyini anlad\u0131. Bu g\u00fcn d\u00fcz on g\u00fcn olurdu. On g\u00fcnd\u00fcr ki, h\u0259r gec\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259n qad\u0131n onun a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 \u0259mm\u0259lic\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131ndan alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0259d\u0259r qad\u0131n g\u0259ncdi. Onun b\u0259d\u0259n cizgil\u0259ri bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259sas verdirdi.
\nBu g\u00fcn on birinci g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Daha s\u0259br ed\u0259 bilmir. Bir az da g\u00f6zl\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n a\u011fl\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259c\u0259k. N\u0259 olur, qoy olsu- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Bu gec\u0259 saat on bir\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fanda gedib qad\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Y\u0259qin ki, qad\u0131n onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259zdi, bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Ancaq bu r\u0259qsin sirrini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Vaxt getmirdi, dey\u0259s\u0259n, saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259rini hans\u0131sa sehirli bir q\u00fcvv\u0259 tutub saxlay\u0131r, bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u0259ng\u0259ll\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Yox, he\u00e7 n\u0259 ona mane ola bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi. Bu gec\u0259 o qad\u0131n\u0131n sirrini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liydi. Vaxt g\u0259lib d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fcz bir paket siqaret \u00e7\u0259kdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, on bir\u0259 on d\u0259qiq\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131. Penc\u0259yini geyib qap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n q\u0131l\u00e7alar\u0131n\u0131n titr\u0259diyini hiss ets\u0259 d\u0259, yolundan d\u00f6nm\u0259di. H\u0259r ehtimala qar\u015f\u0131 \u0259milyyatlarda istifad\u0259 etdiyi k\u0259sici al\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259n birini penc\u0259yinin cibind\u0259 gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi. Qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 binaya daxil olub, pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri yuxar\u0131 qalxark\u0259n sad\u0259c\u0259 ayaqlar\u0131 deyil, b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni \u0259sirdi. Bu qad\u0131n \u0259ri v\u0259ya sevgilisi il\u0259 ya\u015fasa, onlara n\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kdi, yox t\u0259k ya\u015fasayd\u0131, gec\u0259 vaxt\u0131 yaln\u0131z bir qad\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 hans\u0131 adla gedirdi. Suallar\u0131 bir t\u0259h\u0259r beynind\u0259n qovub qap\u0131ya yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Sakitc\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini s\u0131xd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259li oldu. Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rin nec\u0259 ke\u00e7diyini s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 dem\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindi. \u00dcr\u0259yi el\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, bir an damarlar\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n burnundan, qulaqlar\u0131ndan axaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxdu. \u00dcr\u0259k h\u0259kimi indi \u00f6z \u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 n\u0259zar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilmirdi. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259rini e\u015fitm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saniy\u0259 sonra is\u0259 qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an g\u0259nc, g\u00f6z\u0259l bir qad\u0131nd\u0131. \u018fynind\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 gec\u0259 k\u00f6yn\u0259yi, dodaqlar\u0131nda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boya. B\u0259li, qad\u0131n r\u0259qs\u0259 haz\u0131rlan\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259, b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259 ehtiras\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn r\u0259ngl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259k olard\u0131. Lakin n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r baxsa da, onun g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 bir damc\u0131 da sevgi g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Qad\u0131n qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131qdan sonra he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 onu izl\u0259m\u0259li, o, da qad\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nca i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7m\u0259li idi. Bir an t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fct ets\u0259 d\u0259, daha geri d\u00f6nm\u0259k olmazd\u0131. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di. Evd\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcb, \u015famlar yand\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, qad\u0131n t\u0259k ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki \u0259trafda he\u00e7 kimi g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Saat on bir oldu, bunu saat\u0131n z\u0259ngi bildirdi. Bu zaman q\u0259rib\u0259 bir m\u00fcsiqi s\u0259sl\u0259ndi v\u0259 qad\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259ri otaqdan g\u0259lib, d\u00fcz onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda r\u0259qs etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 deyil d\u0259, onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259, dem\u0259li bu r\u0259qs onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, onun diqq\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc. Indi \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259ki qorxu daha da \u015fidd\u0259tl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Ba\u015f\u0131na n\u0259l\u0259rin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. Qad\u0131n is\u0259 \u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda r\u0259qs edir, bu r\u0259qsl\u0259 onu ehtirasa, at\u0259\u015f\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edirdi. N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 vaxt indi \u00e7ox s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 gedir, onu h\u0259yacanland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab, bir \u0259d\u0259d d\u0259 piyal\u0259 vard\u0131. Bu \u015f\u0259rab kimin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc? …. ancaq indi bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259k zaman deyildi. I\u00e7m\u0259s\u0259 h\u0259yacandan y\u0131x\u0131lacaqd\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259rabdan s\u00fczd\u00fc. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 \u015f\u0259rab\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rark\u0259n, qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 gec\u0259 paltar\u0131nda, doda\u011f\u0131nda q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boya olan qad\u0131n r\u0259qs edirdi. Bel\u0259 bir anda b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar t\u0259sad\u00fcf ola bil\u0259rdimi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n… \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc is\u0259 dayanm\u0131rd\u0131. Saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri in iki yaz\u0131lan yer\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fmaqdayd\u0131. Bir az sonra r\u0259qs bit\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 n\u0259yis\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259c\u0259kdi. Ancaq n\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmirdi. \u015e\u0259rab\u0131 n\u0259 zaman bitirdiyini bilm\u0259di. Birc\u0259 sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 piyal\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259n yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc- d\u00fcz qad\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda v\u0259 \u00e7ilik- \u00e7ilik oldu. \u015e\u00fc\u015f\u0259 par\u00e7alar\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n yal\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 yaralasa da, r\u0259qs etm\u0259y\u0259 davam edirdi. Indi q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131n say\u0131 artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ancaq bu d\u0259f\u0259ki, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131 qand\u0131. Bir aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b buradan qa\u00e7maq ist\u0259di, lakin q\u0131l\u00e7alar\u0131nda onu apparacaq g\u00fcc qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir az \u015f\u0259rab\u0131n s\u0259rxo\u015flu\u011fu, bir az da qorxu…. m\u0259cbur olub bu i\u015fin sonunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259liydi. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 qal\u0131rd\u0131 vaxt\u0131n bitm\u0259sin\u0259. Sonlara do\u011fru qad\u0131n\u0131n ehtiras\u0131 daha da artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sanki bu d\u00fcnyada deyildi, haradasa buludlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 u\u00e7ur, buludlardan adlay\u0131b ulduzlara \u00e7atmaq ist\u0259yirdi. N\u0259hay\u0259t bird\u0259n m\u00fcsiqi dayand\u0131. R\u0259qs bitmi\u015fdi. Oyun sona \u00e7atan kimi qad\u0131n yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. N\u0259 ba\u015f verdiyini anlaya bilmirdi, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259r gec\u0259mi, ba\u015f verirdi. Qad\u0131n xal\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 hu\u015fsuz halda dayanm\u0131\u015f, aya\u011f\u0131ndan is\u0259 qan ax\u0131rd\u0131. Hu\u015funu itirm\u0259sin\u0259 bu balaca yara s\u0259b\u0259b ola bilm\u0259zdi. H\u0259m yara balacayd\u0131, h\u0259m d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259qiq\u0259 olard\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131 yaralanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bird\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fc dayand\u0131 v\u0259 o, yerind\u0259 qalxa bildi. Indi qad\u0131na yard\u0131m etm\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. Tez qad\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b, divan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. Yaras\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259k lazm\u0131d\u0131r- dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Bu zaman ota\u011fa, ev\u0259 g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirm\u0259li oldu. \u018ftrafda q\u0259rib\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxuydu. Ilk \u00f6nc\u0259 lampan\u0131 yan\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eam \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 otaqda qorxulu hava yarad\u0131rd\u0131. Lampa yand\u0131, otaq i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131. Indi \u00fcr\u0259yi normal d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qad\u0131n\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131na, b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ng bir qad\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131na, bir d\u0259 q\u00fcrub vaxt\u0131 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l yara\u015fa bil\u0259rdi. Indi filosofluq etm\u0259k laz\u0131m deyildi. Tez qad\u0131n\u0131n aya\u011f\u0131nda olan yaralar\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir yandan yaran\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259yir, dig\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bu indiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc, tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 qad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259li idi. Qad\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131nda bel\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir g\u00f6z\u0259llik vard\u0131. Indi o, yava\u015f- yava\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdi, lakin yor\u011funluq buna imkan vermirdi. Yaran\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra qad\u0131n\u0131 quca\u011f\u0131na al\u0131b, ota\u011f\u0131na apard\u0131 v\u0259 yerin\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259li, qad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 yuxuya getmi\u015fdi. Bu yuxunu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f batark\u0259n da\u011flar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259tdi. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 onu izl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Burada- yad bir qad\u0131n\u0131n evind\u0259 \u00e7ox qalmaq olmazd\u0131. Onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 evin\u0259 g\u0259ldi, yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131. Beynind\u0259ki suallardan he\u00e7 birin\u0259 cavab tapa bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Ancaq, he\u00e7 olmasa qad\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, onun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini g\u00f6zl\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 ha\u00e7an yuxuya getdiyini bilm\u0259di….
\nSabah yuxudan ay\u0131l\u0131b, i\u015f\u0259 getdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn eyni hadis\u0259l\u0259r t\u0259krarland\u0131- eyni i\u015fl\u0259r, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r. A\u011fl\u0131 is\u0259 evd\u0259- p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir t\u0259h\u0259r i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurub ev\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Saat\u0131n on bir olmas\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u0259yacanla g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, yen\u0259 qad\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda r\u0259qs ed\u0259c\u0259kmi… g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n d\u0259li olaca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu, vaxt is\u0259 ke\u00e7m\u0259k bilmirdi. Siqaretin birini s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcb, dig\u0259rini yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Bir an da yerind\u0259 dayana bilmirdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, saat on bir olmu\u015fdu, n\u0259hay\u0259t ki… tez p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na ke\u00e7ib g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ancaq n\u0259 otaqdan i\u015f\u0131q g\u0259lir, n\u0259 d\u0259 qad\u0131n r\u0259qs edirdi. Bir saat bel\u0259c\u0259 ke\u00e7di. \u00dcr\u0259yi yenid\u0259n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Tez evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, qa\u00e7a- qa\u00e7a qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 m\u0259nzil\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngini n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u0131xsa da, qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmad\u0131. Bu zaman qon\u015fu m\u0259nzilin qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. Ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n dediyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 burada bir ild\u0259n \u00e7ox olard\u0131 ki, he\u00e7 kim ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131 daha anlma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131, sakitc\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Uzun zaman g\u0259zib dola\u015fd\u0131, bu olanlar\u0131 anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. D\u00fcn\u0259n gec\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f vermi\u015fdi, yoxsa b\u00fct\u00fcn bu olanlar d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rinin ona bir oyunu idimi…
\nAradan aylar ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 baxmayaraq olanlar\u0131 unuda bilmirdi. Ancaq bir \u015feyi d\u0259qiq bilmirdi ki, unutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o gec\u0259 olanlar, yoxsa qad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc idi. Bu zaman qap\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc v\u0259 praktika \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259n bir qrup t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 ota\u011fa daxil oldu. G\u0259l\u0259n q\u0131zlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r o qad\u0131na \u00e7ox b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. Sad\u0259c\u0259 dodaqlar\u0131nda boya , \u0259ynind\u0259 is\u0259 gec\u0259lik yoxdu… \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259l\u0259ri mehribanl\u0131qla qar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131. Indi ke\u00e7mi\u015fi, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlama\u011f\u0131n bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yoxdur. \u2013 b\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r olur ki, onu a\u011f\u0131lla he\u00e7 vaxt izah etm\u0259k olmur- dey\u0259, ke\u00e7irdi i\u00e7ind\u0259n. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini is\u0259 q\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmirdi..<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

On g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7ox olard\u0131 ki, qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 binan\u0131n be\u015finci m\u0259t\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259- \u00fczb\u0259\u00fcz m\u0259nzild\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r ba\u015f verirdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn eyni saatda ba\u015f ver\u0259n bu hadis\u0259 getdikc\u0259 onun mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha \u00e7ox c\u0259lb edirdi. Ax\u015fam saat on bir olan kimi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 bir qad\u0131n r\u0259qs etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r v\u0259 bu oyun d\u00fcz bir saat \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Binalar bir- birin\u0259 \u00e7ox yax\u0131n oldu\u011fundan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27365","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27365","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27365"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27365\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27379,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27365\/revisions\/27379"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27365"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27365"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27365"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}