{"id":27398,"date":"2018-06-29T02:00:14","date_gmt":"2018-06-28T22:00:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27398"},"modified":"2018-06-29T09:43:49","modified_gmt":"2018-06-29T05:43:49","slug":"xalq-sairi-b%c9%99xtiyar-vahabzad%c9%99-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27398","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi.B\u0259xtiyar VAHABZAD\u018f.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a><\/p>\n

K\u00d6RP\u00dc \u00c7AYDAN UZAQ D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcB<\/p>\n

Dostum H.\u015eirm\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 toxum c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f,
\nTarlam\u0131za alaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.
\nBa\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da daz olal\u0131,
\n\u018flimiz\u0259 daraq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

X\u0259yallar\u0131m – qanad-qanad,
\n\u018ft\u0259yimd\u0259n dartd\u0131 h\u0259yat.
\nD\u00fcn\u0259nim\u0259 D\u00fcrat, Q\u0131rat,
\nBu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 ulaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

\u018flim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc dil\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nDilim yand\u0131 “g\u0259l” dem\u0259kd\u0259n.
\n\u00d6z haqq\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n
\nHaqq\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Bu tayda s\u0259n, o tayda m\u0259n,
\n\u00dcz\u0259mm\u0259dim bu \u00e7ayda m\u0259n.
\n\u00d6mr \u0259ritdim harayda m\u0259n,
\nK\u00f6rp\u00fc \u00e7aydan uzaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb.<\/p>\n

Dekabr, 1992<\/p>\n

\u0130NSAN K\u0130M\u0130 SAXLA M\u018fN\u0130<\/p>\n

Ulu tanr\u0131, k\u00f6m\u0259yim ol,
\nArzuma adaxla m\u0259ni.
\nM\u0259ni insan yaratm\u0131san,
\n\u0130nsan kimi saxla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6l olmu\u015fam dama-dama,
\nM\u0259lh\u0259m qoyma s\u0259n yarama.
\nBu sevdaya bu m\u0259rama
\nDaha bet\u0259r ba\u011fla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Fikirl\u0259rim qatar-qatar,
\nBiri atar, biri tutar.
\nYax\u0131nlara \u0259lim \u00e7atar,
\nQovu\u015fdur uzaqla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcn\u0259nimi dana-dana
\nG\u00f6z dikir\u0259m g\u00fcndo\u011fana.
\n\u018fg\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259 bir zindana
\n\u00c7\u0259kic vursam, a\u011fla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Ey \u00fcmidim, ey g\u00fcman\u0131m,
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm haqsa, nec\u0259 dan\u0131m?
\nQurban olsun haqqa can\u0131m,
\nNahaq i\u015fd\u0259n saxla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Soru\u015fdular: Kimdir m\u0259nim
\nYax\u015f\u0131ma da pis dey\u0259nim?
\nH\u0259m dostum, h\u0259m d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nim
\nG\u00f6st\u0259rdi barmaqla m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u0130yul, 1991, \u015e\u0259ki<\/p>\n

B\u0130L\u018f B\u0130LD\u0130Y\u0130N Q\u018fD\u018fR<\/p>\n

\u018fzizim Nur\u0259ddin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<\/p>\n

\u00c7al d\u00fcnyadan xo\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc
\n\u00c7ala bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.
\nVer\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, unutma
\nAla bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Quzu kimi m\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259n,
\nMin-min arzu dil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nS\u0259n bo\u015fala bil\u0259rs\u0259n
\nDola bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130drak yolu qorxulu
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7oxdur kolu.
\nGed\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n bu yolu
\nG\u0259l\u0259 bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

N\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k gileyl\u0259r
\nBu \u00e7abalar, bu s\u0259yl\u0259r
\nBildikl\u0259rin b\u0259s eyl\u0259r
\nEl\u0259 bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131n min donu
\nMin r\u0259ngi, min oyunu.
\nD\u0259rk ed\u0259rs\u0259n s\u0259n onu
\nBil\u0259 bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Sevinc da\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xsan
\nSanma d\u0259rdd\u0259n uzaqsan.
\nBir g\u00fcn a\u011flayacaqsan
\nG\u00fcl\u0259 bildiyin q\u0259d\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u0130yul, 1992.<\/p>\n

A\u011eILA S\u018fRH\u018fD<\/p>\n

A\u011f\u0131l h\u0259ddind\u0259n art\u0131q inki\u015faf
\ned\u0259rs\u0259, xarakteri pozar
\nRibot<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015fmirs\u0259n fikrini
\nLap bu d\u00fcnya da\u011f\u0131la.
\n\u00d6z hikk\u0259nd\u0259 qalm\u0131san
\nS\u0259n bo\u011fula-bo\u011fula.<\/p>\n

T\u0259rgit bu fironlu\u011fu,
\nMinlik bilm\u0259 onlu\u011fu.
\nAldanm\u0131san sonlu\u011fu
\nToyla bit\u0259n na\u011f\u0131la.<\/p>\n

\u018fhs\u0259n dedim, min \u0259hs\u0259n
\nAyr\u0131lmay\u0131b k\u00f6k\u00fcnd\u0259n,
\nG\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi bu g\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nG\u00f6r\u0259 bil\u0259n o\u011fula.<\/p>\n

\u00d6m\u00fcr h\u0259d\u0259r, g\u00fcn h\u0259d\u0259r,
\nKim \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259sd ed\u0259r?
\n\u018fsl a\u011f\u0131l bir q\u0259d\u0259r
\nS\u0259rh\u0259d qoyar a\u011f\u0131la.<\/p>\n

Noyabr, 1998<\/p>\n

A\u011eIL BA\u015eQA, \u00dcR\u018fK BA\u015eQA<\/p>\n

Bir-birin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259,
\nYel ba\u015fqad\u0131r, k\u00fcl\u0259k ba\u015fqa.
\n\u018ftri d\u0259 xo\u015f, r\u0259ngi d\u0259 xo\u015f
\nG\u00fcl ba\u015fqad\u0131r, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r diki yoxu\u015f bilm\u0259, g\u0259l,
\nH\u0259r meyi meyxo\u015f bilm\u0259, g\u0259l.
\nH\u0259r u\u00e7an\u0131 qu\u015f bilm\u0259, g\u0259l
\nQu\u015f ba\u015fqad\u0131r, b\u00f6c\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r d\u0259rdin\u0259 ortaq m\u0259n\u0259m,
\nH\u0259r a\u011fnn\u0131 t\u0259n b\u00f6l\u0259n\u0259m,
\nS\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ns\u0259n, m\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259m
\nG\u0259mi ba\u015fqa, yed\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

Haqq\u0131n yolu-\u00f6z yolumdur,
\n\u018fyilm\u0259y\u0259n d\u00fcz yolumdur,
\nXeyirl\u0259 \u015f\u0259r sa\u011f – solumdur
\n\u015eeytan ba\u015fqa, m\u0259l\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

Bir dil\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259n caland\u0131m,
\nGah qazand\u0131m, gah taland\u0131m.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu ha\u00e7aland\u0131m
\nA\u011f\u0131l ba\u015fqa, \u00fcr\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

Dil\u0259k oldu m\u0259nim ad\u0131m,
\nP\u0259rvazland\u0131 qol-qanad\u0131m.
\n\u00c7atmad\u0131 s\u0259brim, inad\u0131m
\n\u018fm\u0259l ba\u015fqa, dil\u0259k ba\u015fqa.<\/p>\n

Noyabr, 1998 <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

K\u00d6RP\u00dc \u00c7AYDAN UZAQ D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcB Dostum H.\u015eirm\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259 H\u0259l\u0259 toxum c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259mi\u015f, Tarlam\u0131za alaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z da daz olal\u0131, \u018flimiz\u0259 daraq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. X\u0259yallar\u0131m – qanad-qanad, \u018ft\u0259yimd\u0259n dartd\u0131 h\u0259yat. D\u00fcn\u0259nim\u0259 D\u00fcrat, Q\u0131rat, Bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u0259 ulaq d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. \u018flim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc dil\u0259kd\u0259n, Dilim yand\u0131 “g\u0259l” dem\u0259kd\u0259n. \u00d6z haqq\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n Haqq\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 a\u011f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Bu tayda s\u0259n, o tayda m\u0259n, \u00dcz\u0259mm\u0259dim bu \u00e7ayda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27398","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27398","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27398"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27398\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27403,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27398\/revisions\/27403"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27398"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27398"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27398"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}