{"id":27444,"date":"2018-07-06T01:00:53","date_gmt":"2018-07-05T21:00:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27444"},"modified":"2018-07-06T09:32:44","modified_gmt":"2018-07-06T05:32:44","slug":"%c9%99d%c9%99biyyat-yaradilisdan-m%c9%99nim-icimd%c9%99-ruhumda-olub","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27444","title":{"rendered":"\u201c\u018fd\u0259biyyat yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015fdan m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259, ruhumda olub\u201d"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u0130lah\u0259 \u0130manova Bak\u0131da anadan olub. \u0130xtisasca h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnasd\u0131r. M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t sah\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur.<\/p>\n

\u2500 \u00d6nc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259li\u015finizd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fch\u00fcm roldan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

\u2500 \u018fd\u0259biyyata g\u0259li\u015fim… M\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki!
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015fdan m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259, ruhumda olub. \u018flifban\u0131 bel\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim zamanlarda \u015f\u0259killi kitablar\u0131n s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib. Sonralar na\u011f\u0131l q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131n, daha sonralar is\u0259 b\u0259dii obrazlar\u0131n dili il\u0259 ruhumun t\u0259rbiy\u0259\u00e7isin\u0259 \u00e7evrilib. Qapal\u0131 insanam. Hisl\u0259rimi he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi sevm\u0259diyim kimi, m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259tl\u0259\u015fm\u0259yi d\u0259 sevm\u0259zdim. B\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131ma cavablar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 kitablarda tapard\u0131m. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ac\u0131lar\u0131, k\u0259d\u0259ri, sevinci oxudu\u011fum kitab\u0131n obraz\u0131yla b\u0259rab\u0259r ya\u015fayard\u0131q. T\u0259sad\u00fcf, ya q\u0259rib\u0259lik, bilmir\u0259m… Eyni ruh hal\u0131n\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdik. V\u0259 sonda da olanlardan b\u0259rab\u0259r n\u0259tic\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarard\u0131q.<\/p>\n

\u2500 Bu yax\u0131nlarda ilk povestiniz \u00e7ap olundu v\u0259 oxucu k\u00fctl\u0259si t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n maraqla qar\u015f\u0131land\u0131. Bu povest sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn u\u011furlu oldu. Povestin yaz\u0131lmas\u0131ndan s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n

\u2500 May ay\u0131nda \u018fli b\u0259y Az\u0259rinin t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan Xalq C\u00fcmhuriyy\u0259tinin 100 illiyin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f \u201cSe\u00e7ilmi\u015f povestl\u0259r\u201d toplusu d\u0259rc olundu. On d\u00f6rd m\u00fc\u0259llifin
\nyer ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 topluya m\u0259nim d\u0259 povestim daxil oldu. Bundan \u0259vv\u0259l bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saytda da payla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ctimaiyy\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259qdim etdiyim ilk povestim m\u0259ni \u201cEl\u00e7i zanbaqlar\u201d\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifi kimi tan\u0131td\u0131 v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata da bir ilk t\u00f6hf\u0259m, ba\u015fqa s\u00f6zl\u0259, el\u00e7im oldu. Tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m insanlardan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m mesajlar, yaz\u0131lan r\u0259yl\u0259r, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, ilk u\u011furum, ilk sevincim oldu.
\nPovestin yaz\u0131lmas\u0131na g\u0259linc\u0259…
\nR\u0259ssam olmasam da, r\u0259sml\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 h\u0259ssasam. Diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n h\u0259r r\u0259smin, fotonun \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dayan\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 v\u0259 h\u0259tta x\u0259yal qura bil\u0259r\u0259m. Bu xasiyy\u0259timi yax\u0131nlar\u0131m bilir. Bundan \u0259vv\u0259l d\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 r\u0259smin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 ki\u00e7ik hekay\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nBir ax\u015fam r\u0259fiq\u0259m mesaja bir \u015f\u0259kil atd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tir, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n alt\u0131nda islanan bir c\u00fctl\u00fck t\u0259sviri idi. S\u00f6zaras\u0131 xo\u015fuma g\u0259l\u0259 v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l hekay\u0259 m\u00f6vzusu ola bil\u0259c\u0259yini yazd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u0259l r\u0259sm olsa da, diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259ks\u0259 d\u0259, \u201cBundan n\u0259 yaza bil\u0259r\u0259m e\u201d deyib \u00e7iyinl\u0259rimi \u00e7\u0259kdim. V\u0259 bu bigan\u0259lik t\u0259xmin\u0259n iki h\u0259ft\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nBir gec\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Kefsiz idim. \u018fs\u0259n meh \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 d\u0259niz qoxusu g\u0259tirdi m\u0259n\u0259 (b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi). V\u0259 el\u0259 h\u0259min gec\u0259 ilk hiss\u0259ni yazd\u0131m. Sonrak\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 is\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rim, x\u0259yallar\u0131m, ruhumun s\u0259si \u00f6z dikt\u0259sini etdi. 27 gec\u0259y\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259ri nec\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n f\u0259rqind\u0259 olmad\u0131m. Sanki yazmad\u0131m. Ya\u015fad\u0131m. Bitirdiyim gec\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 Ramazan bayram\u0131 gec\u0259si idi. <\/p>\n

\u2500 Maraql\u0131d\u0131r ki, povestd\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t m\u00f6vzusuna \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck vermisiniz. S\u0259b\u0259b n\u0259dir? Niy\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t? <\/p>\n

\u2500 Niy\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t? Bilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Sevgid\u0259n yaranmad\u0131qm\u0131? D\u00fcnyam\u0131z sevgid\u0259n x\u0259lq olmad\u0131m\u0131? <\/p>\n

\u201cE\u015fqsiz olsayd\u0131 xilq\u0259tin can\u0131,
\nDirilik sarmazd\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fck cahan\u0131.\u201d (Nizami)
\nBir az \u0259vv\u0259l, povestin nec\u0259 yaz\u0131lmas\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.
\nBilmir\u0259m… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259min an m\u0259hz bu hisl\u0259ri yazmaq ke\u00e7irdi i\u00e7imd\u0259n.
\n\u201cMaqnit olmasayd\u0131 e\u015fqin \u0259siri,
\n\u00c7\u0259km\u0259zdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259mir z\u0259nciri.\u201d (Nizami)
\nBu g\u00fcn v\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f… Biz\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, \u201cke\u00e7mi\u015f\u201d adland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259 qal\u0131b. \u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 biz o ke\u00e7mi\u015fi \u00e7ox zaman bu g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r\u0131q: b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan. Xatir\u0259l\u0259rin m\u0259ng\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, h\u0259tta bo\u011fuluruq. <\/p>\n

\u2500 Sizin hekay\u0259l\u0259riniz d\u0259 var. \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n n\u0259sr hiss\u0259sin\u0259 olan mara\u011f\u0131n\u0131z n\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r? N\u0259sr siz\u0259 nec\u0259 yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 olur?<\/p>\n

\u2500 \u201cEl\u00e7i zanbaqlar\u201d q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131nmasa da, bir ne\u00e7\u0259 hekay\u0259m d\u0259 saytlarda payla\u015f\u0131l\u0131b. N\u0259sr, ya n\u0259zm, f\u0259rq etm\u0259z. \u018fsas odur ki, g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 ibr\u0259tamiz \u0259d\u0259biyyat n\u00fcmun\u0259si olsun. M\u0259n h\u0259r birini sevir\u0259m. H\u0259tta deyim ki, poema v\u0259 dram \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rini daha h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259, z\u00f6vql\u0259 oxuyuram. <\/p>\n

\u2500 E\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m ki, \u015feirl\u0259riniz d\u0259 var. Oxucular\u0131m\u0131za \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 bir \u015feirinizi biziml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259rdiniz.<\/p>\n

\u2500 \u015eeirl\u0259rimi m\u0259hz \u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yaz\u0131ram. Dem\u0259k olar ki, payla\u015fm\u0131ram. Bir anl\u0131q ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ruh hal\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259min an da, h\u0259min hisl\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259nimdir, yaln\u0131z m\u0259nim! Q\u0131sqanc biri oldu\u011fumdan, \u00f6z hisl\u0259rimi bel\u0259, he\u00e7 k\u0259sl\u0259 payla\u015fma\u011f\u0131 xo\u015flam\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131sqancl\u0131qdan s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fk\u0259n, h\u0259min soneti sizinl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259r\u0259m bu g\u00fcn:<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqdasan, yoxsan yan\u0131mda,
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m.
\nQorxu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259, t\u0259la\u015f can\u0131mda
\nQ\u0259lbim rahat olmur, d\u0259rk etmir a\u011fl\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q ruhumu b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb b\u00fct\u00fcn,
\n\u018fs\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\n\u018flin\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunur h\u0259r g\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259nims\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rim he\u00e7 yoxdur s\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ay s\u0259ni seyr edir gec\u0259 s\u0259madan,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259 oyad\u0131r s\u0259ni h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunub yanaqlar\u0131ndan
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n damla da olub b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q oduna al\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nSev\u0259n q\u0131sqanc olar, \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k! <\/p>\n

\u2500 Sonda oxucular\u0131m\u0131za s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz.<\/p>\n

\u2500Axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fct\u00fcn suallar\u0131n\u0131za cavablar\u0131, ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n eynisini m\u0259hz kitablarda tapa bil\u0259rsiniz. \u018fn g\u00f6z\u0259l m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t\u00e7iniz d\u0259 kitablar olacaq! Tanr\u0131 v\u0259 bir d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131z he\u00e7 vaxt siz\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, buna \u0259min olun! <\/p>\n

S\u00f6hb\u0259ti q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131:
\nMahmud \u018fyyublu
\nAAB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc<\/p>\n

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\u0130lah\u0259 \u0130manova Bak\u0131da anadan olub. \u0130xtisasca h\u00fcquq\u015f\u00fcnasd\u0131r. M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t sah\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015f\u011fuldur. \u2500 \u00d6nc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259li\u015finizd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7ard\u0131n\u0131z v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n insanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fch\u00fcm roldan dan\u0131\u015fard\u0131n\u0131z. \u2500 \u018fd\u0259biyyata g\u0259li\u015fim… M\u0259n \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki! \u018fd\u0259biyyat yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015fdan m\u0259nim i\u00e7imd\u0259, ruhumda olub. \u018flifban\u0131 bel\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim zamanlarda \u015f\u0259killi kitablar\u0131n s\u0259hif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib. Sonralar na\u011f\u0131l q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n\u0131n, daha sonralar […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[37],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27444","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-musahib"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27444","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27444"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27444\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27446,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27444\/revisions\/27446"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27444"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27444"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27444"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}