{"id":27611,"date":"2018-07-20T12:00:00","date_gmt":"2018-07-20T08:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27611"},"modified":"2018-07-20T15:29:27","modified_gmt":"2018-07-20T11:29:27","slug":"s%c9%99fa-v%c9%99liyeva-sair-olanda-nolur-ki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27611","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa V\u018fL\u0130YEVA.”\u015eair olanda nolur ki?”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc,
\nPrezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnel \u015eamilq\u0131z\u0131ya\u2026<\/p>\n

G\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259 oturub d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u018fll\u0259rim ayaqlar\u0131ma sahib \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlardan biriydi. Bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n tam ortas\u0131ndayd\u0131q ikimiz d\u0259; o da, m\u0259n d\u0259\u2026 Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q na\u011f\u0131llar diyar\u0131na. Onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na q\u0131rx inc\u0259belli k\u0259niziyl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u015fah q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259ni is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda bir div qar\u015f\u0131lam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015eah q\u0131z\u0131 onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan tutub q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131dan e\u015fq d\u00fcnyas\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdi. Div m\u0259niml\u0259 el\u0259 birinci otaqdaca yan-yana oturub d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

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Zil qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda t\u0259kc\u0259 divardak\u0131 mam\u0131rlar i\u015f\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Onun alatoran i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da divl\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u0130kimiz d\u0259 n\u0259 yeri, n\u0259 g\u00f6y\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fck\u2026 El\u0259c\u0259 bir-birimiz\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131q. M\u0259n ondan soru\u015furdum:
\n\u2013 Qadan al\u0131m, ay div, niy\u0259 m\u0259ni yemirs\u0259n?
\nO da ya\u015f\u0131l ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259y\u0259-yell\u0259y\u0259 Sezen Aksunun mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 oxuyurdu:
\n\u2013 \u018fskid\u0259ndi, \u00e7ox \u0259skid\u0259n\u2026
\n\u018fd\u0259biyyat\u0131n haqlar\u0131n\u0131 qorumaqla q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q etdiyimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm:
\n\u2013 Ay div, ba\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fcm, bir bu \u015feiri yazan\u0131n da ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k, nolur. Bilirs\u0259nmi ki, bu \u015feiri Murathan Munqan yaz\u0131b?
\nDiv \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259 ifad\u0259 il\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ay Tanr\u0131\u2026 Bu ifad\u0259ni dil\u0259 t\u00f6ks\u0259m, t\u0259xmin\u0259n, bu c\u00fcml\u0259 al\u0131nar:
\n\u2013 \u015eeirin d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 bats\u0131n, \u015fairin d\u0259!
\nDinm\u0259mi\u015fdim. El\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015fdim ki\u2026 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n divi hardan bilsin \u015feir n\u0259di? Ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m m\u0259n d\u0259 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259:<\/p>\n

Han\u0131 ham\u0131m\u0131z dostduq,
\nHan\u0131 oyunlar t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259zk\u0259n,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 bir kims\u0259 biz\u0259 x\u0259yan\u0259t etm\u0259mi\u015fk\u0259n,
\nBiz d\u0259 kimis\u0259 aldatmam\u0131\u015fk\u0259n,
\n\u018fskid\u0259ndi, \u00e7ox \u0259skid\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

Div g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. G\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc n\u0259di, a ki\u015fi, div u\u011funmu\u015fdu. Ya\u015f\u0131l ba\u015f\u0131 bir o yana sallan\u0131rd\u0131, bir bu yana yell\u0259nirdi. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm ki: \u201cBayaqdan \u00f6z\u00fc oxuyurdu ey, indi m\u0259n oxudum buna noldu, g\u00f6r\u0259n?\u201d Yava\u015fca sa\u011f \u0259limin \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131yla divin sa\u011f b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fcms\u00fckl\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u018flim el\u0259 bil bo\u015flu\u011fa d\u0259ymi\u015fdi. Div azca dik\u0259lmi\u015fdi yerind\u0259. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimi b\u0259r\u0259ldib soru\u015fmu\u015fdum:
\n\u2013 Qadan al\u0131m, ay div, s\u0259n m\u0259nim \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm, n\u0259y\u0259 u\u011funmu\u015fdun el\u0259?
\nDiv diqq\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. El\u0259 bil n\u0259nnisinin ipi q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6rp\u0259ydi, lapdan d\u0259ymi\u015fdi qaradam\u0131n x\u0131rl\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259. \u018flac\u0131m k\u0259silmi\u015fdi, \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc dibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n qaranl\u0131\u011fa\u2013yuxar\u0131ya tutmu\u015fdum:
\n\u2013 Ay Tanr\u0131, bu yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 niy\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyubsan?
\nDiv bir\u0259lli \u015fapp\u0131lt\u0131yla ba\u015f\u0131ma qapaz salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131\u00fcst\u0259 yer\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fdim. \u0130\u015f\u0259 bax, yer d\u0259 bo\u015fluq kimiydi, he\u00e7 yerim a\u011fr\u0131mam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Divin s\u0259si d\u0259 bo\u015fluqdan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi:
\n\u2013 K\u00fcl o Tanr\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na ki, s\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259nd\u0259m deyir. S\u0259ni yaradanda y\u0259qin, ilham p\u0259risi g\u0259lm\u0259yibmi\u015f Tanr\u0131n\u0131n. Bu da m\u0259n\u0259 \u015fair olub! Oy, can\u0131n yans\u0131n el\u0259! Dur, dur, dur r\u0259dd ol xaraba qalm\u0131\u015f yerin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259! Bir d\u0259 buralarda g\u00f6rs\u0259m s\u0259ni haaa\u2026<\/p>\n

Dik\u0259lib yen\u0259 yerimd\u0259 oturmu\u015fdum. Ac\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131 di\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k h\u0259ddind\u0259ydim. \u00dcr\u0259yimd\u0259 div\u0259 el\u0259 ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutmu\u015fdu ki: \u201cBir bunun fasonuna bax, forsuna bax! Utanm\u0131r, div oldu\u011fu yerd\u0259 m\u0259n boyda \u015fairi la\u011fa qoyub! Aleyyyy !\u201d
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259ri \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 des\u0259m d\u0259 \u201cAleyy!\u201di \u0259liml\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015fdim; iki \u0259limi qo\u015fala\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b div t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 bir yell\u0259mi\u015fdim ha\u2026
\nDiv d\u0259 diviymi\u015f, tutmu\u015fdu bil\u0259yimd\u0259n ki:
\n\u2013 Di bir \u015feir de, g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 yaz\u0131bsan ax\u0131? Yoxsa bu saat ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131raca\u011fam, \u0259tini \u015fi\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k!
\nQorxudan b\u00fct\u00fcn hikk\u0259m yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dilim-doda\u011f\u0131m \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 demi\u015fdim:
\n\u2013 Ay div qa\u011fa, olar, n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015feiri deyim?
\nDiv m\u0259ni \u00fcsulca yer\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu, nataraz \u0259liyl\u0259 p\u0131rtla\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 H\u0259qiqi? De m\u0259n \u00f6l\u00fcm, n\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131bsan?
\n\u2013 Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131, ay div, qadan al\u0131m, el\u0259 \u00f6zc\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259m\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam ey. Xalx\u0131n n\u0259n\u0259siyl\u0259 n\u0259 i\u015fim var ax\u0131?
\nDoluxsunmu\u015fdu div, \u00fcr\u0259yi yum\u015falm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, dey\u0259s\u0259n. \u018fli il\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015fdi:
\n\u2013 Yeri get o yana! Bir d\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259 buralara! \u2013dey\u0259-dey\u0259 h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015fdim. X\u0259trim\u0259 d\u0259ymi\u015fdi divin \u015feirim\u0259 qulaq asmadan m\u0259ni yola salma\u011f\u0131. Bu vay-\u015f\u00fcv\u0259nd\u0259 \u015feir dem\u0259k h\u0259v\u0259simin \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcz oldu\u011funu div\u0259 nec\u0259 ba\u015fa sal\u0131m dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Div \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 el\u0259 bil:
\n\u2013 N\u0259n\u0259m, ay n\u0259n\u0259m\u2026 Bir\u00e7\u0259yi ilan qotazl\u0131, yel\u00e7\u0259yi \u00e7ayan b\u0259dizli n\u0259n\u0259m heyyy\u2026. Oy n\u0259n\u0259m, oy\u2026 M\u0259ni qoyub hara getdin, ay can \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259si \u00e7atdam\u0131\u015f, ay n\u0259n\u0259m heyyyy\u2026.<\/p>\n

Can\u0131m yanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 div\u0259. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, div olanda nolur ki?! Onunku da cand\u0131 da. Yerd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmay\u0131b ha, onun da n\u0259n\u0259si-d\u0259d\u0259si olub. Yen\u0259 \u015f\u0259had\u0259t barma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 onun b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 toxundurmu\u015fdum. Yen\u0259 bo\u015fluq kimiydi o yek\u0259likd\u0259 g\u00f6vd\u0259. Div sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi, zopa-zopa barmaqlar\u0131yla yana\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131 silm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 yaz\u0131q-yaz\u0131q baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki\u2026 \u00dcr\u0259kl\u0259nib demi\u015fdim:
\n\u2013 Ruhu \u015fad olsun n\u0259n\u0259nin, div qa\u011fa!
\nDiv d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131b dinc\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O da \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259:
\n\u2013 \u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259rin\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t, \u015fair! \u2013 demi\u015fdi.
\nEl\u0259 sevinmi\u015fdim ki\u2026 Div m\u0259n\u0259 \u201c\u015fair\u201d demi\u015fdi! Puah\u2026 Bu, d\u00fcnyada bir ilk idi! M\u0259rc g\u0259l\u0259r\u0259m ki, h\u0259l\u0259 indiy\u0259d\u0259k he\u00e7 bir \u015fair\u0259 div bel\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t etm\u0259yib. Sevincd\u0259n qanad axtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m ki, u\u00e7am g\u0259l\u0259m bu d\u00fcnyaya, q\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u015fah q\u0131z\u0131yla ey\u015f-i\u015fr\u0259td\u0259 olan\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259m \u00e7\u0131xardam ordan, dey\u0259m:
\n\u2013 Ay\u0259, s\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nmirs\u0259n? Div m\u0259n\u0259 \u015fair dedi, eeyyy!!!
\nEl\u0259 bu h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 d\u0259 divl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015fmadan \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qap\u0131ya \u00e7atd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Qap\u0131ya \u00e7ata\u00e7atda maraq m\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. D\u00f6n\u00fcb soru\u015fmu\u015fdum:<\/p>\n

\u2013 Qadan al\u0131m, ay div, de g\u00f6r\u00fcm, m\u0259ni \u015fair oldu\u011fuma g\u00f6r\u0259 yem\u0259din, el\u0259mi?
\nDiv bir g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259, bir g\u00f6z\u00fc a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulam\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Ba\u015f\u0131n haqq\u0131, s\u0259n el\u0259 bil. Yar\u0131m ayd\u0131 dietd\u0259y\u0259m, di yeri get, diyetimi pozsan, b\u00fct\u00fcn n\u0259slini yey\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!
\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc e\u015fiy\u0259 t\u0259pmi\u015fdim\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u015eah q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n saray\u0131na ged\u0259n yolu is\u0259 o gec\u0259d\u0259n b\u0259ri ha axtar\u0131ram, tapamm\u0131ram. N\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 etiraf ed\u0259mmir\u0259m ki, o, m\u0259ni h\u0259r h\u0259ft\u0259 bir \u015fah q\u0131z\u0131na d\u0259yi\u015fir\u2026 O, daha m\u0259n\u0259 qay\u0131tmayacaq. H\u0259rd\u0259n-h\u0259rd\u0259n o gec\u0259 yuxumdak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l divi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Az qal\u0131ram Tanr\u0131dan el\u0259 onu yan\u0131mda ist\u0259y\u0259m, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259y\u0259m, birlikd\u0259 a\u011flayaq. Tanr\u0131 haqq\u0131, el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l a\u011flay\u0131r ki, o ba\u015f\u0131batm\u0131\u015f\u2026 Div olanda nolur ki? M\u0259n d\u0259 Tanr\u0131ma s\u00fcbut el\u0259y\u0259m ki, ham\u0131 kimi a\u011flaya bilir\u0259m\u2026 \u0130nanmazm\u0131 Tanr\u0131? \u0130nanar, y\u0259qin\u2026 \u015eair olanda nolur ki?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

\u201cG\u0259nc \u018fdibl\u0259r M\u0259kt\u0259bi\u201dnin m\u00fcdavimi, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, G\u0259ncl\u0259r m\u00fcfakat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 G\u00fcnel \u015eamilq\u0131z\u0131ya\u2026 G\u00fcn\u00fcn birind\u0259 oturub d\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u0259rdini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015fdim. \u018fll\u0259rim ayaqlar\u0131ma sahib \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanlardan biriydi. Bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n tam ortas\u0131ndayd\u0131q ikimiz d\u0259; o da, m\u0259n d\u0259\u2026 Ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 qap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131q na\u011f\u0131llar diyar\u0131na. Onun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na q\u0131rx inc\u0259belli k\u0259niziyl\u0259 birg\u0259 \u015fah q\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, m\u0259ni is\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27611","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27611","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27611"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27611\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27618,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27611\/revisions\/27618"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27611"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27611"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}