{"id":27626,"date":"2018-07-21T08:00:58","date_gmt":"2018-07-21T04:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27626"},"modified":"2018-07-21T09:14:27","modified_gmt":"2018-07-21T05:14:27","slug":"s%c9%99fa-eyvazi-dogum-gunu-munasib%c9%99til%c9%99-t%c9%99brik-edirik-21-iyul-1987-ci-il-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27626","title":{"rendered":"\u015e\u0259fa Eyvaz\u0131 do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik edirik! (21 iyul 1987-ci il)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Az\u0259rbaycan Jurnalistl\u0259r Birliyi Sumqay\u0131t \u015f\u0259h\u0259r t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n\u0131n G\u00fcnd\u0259lik Analitik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n R\u0259hb\u0259rliyi Sizi,yeni n\u0259sil Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncliyinin istedadl\u0131 n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259sini, Gundelik.info v\u0259 Edebiyyat-az.com saytlar\u0131n\u0131n M\u0259sul katibini
\ndo\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 s\u0259mimi q\u0259lbd\u0259n t\u0259brik edir, Siz\u0259 uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr, m\u00f6hk\u0259m cansa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik, i\u015fl\u0259rinizd\u0259 u\u011furlar dil\u0259yir! Dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131zdan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, yanaqlar\u0131n\u0131zdan t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm \u0259skik olmas\u0131n!
\nSevib, sevdiyiniz insanlar\u0131n \u0259hat\u0259 dair\u0259sind\u0259 olun!\u0130n\u015fAllah!<\/p>\n

M\u0259tbuat xidm\u0259ti<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259fa EYVAZQIZI (Kaz\u0131mova \u015e\u0259fa Eyvaz q\u0131z\u0131) 1987-ci il iyulun 21-d\u0259 G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259y rayonunun Qo\u015fabulaq k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdir. \u0130lk t\u0259hsilini do\u011fma k\u0259ndind\u0259 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. 2003-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Bak\u0131 Q\u0131zlar Universitetin\u0259 daxil olmu\u015f, h\u0259min universiteti f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 2007-ci ild\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetin\u0259 magistraturaya q\u0259bul olmu\u015f v\u0259 2009-cu ild\u0259 h\u0259min universiteti d\u0259 f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 diplomu il\u0259 bitirmi\u015fdir. 2012-ci ild\u0259n Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Pedaqoji Universitetinin dissertant\u0131d\u0131r. T\u0259hsil Probleml\u0259ri \u0130nstitutunun Kurikulum M\u0259rk\u0259zinin b\u00f6y\u00fck elmi i\u015f\u00e7isidir.G\u00fcnd\u0259lik \u0130nformasiya Agentliyinin v\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t v\u0259 \u018fd\u0259biyyat Portal\u0131n\u0131n Ba\u015f redaktor m\u00fcavinidir.
\nB\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa h\u0259l\u0259 u\u015faq ya\u015flar\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, heca v\u0259znind\u0259 bir \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259r yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Universitetd\u0259 t\u0259hsil ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259 \u201cHumay\u201d poeziya d\u0259rn\u0259yinin f\u0259alar\u0131ndan olmu\u015f, bir s\u0131ras m\u0259tbu orqanlarda \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdur. 2006-c\u0131 ild\u0259 \u201cKe\u00e7\u0259 bils\u0259m bu s\u0131na\u011f\u0131\u201d adl\u0131 ilk \u015feir kitab\u0131 \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ilk ill\u0259rind\u0259 heca v\u0259znind\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r yazma\u011fa \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fck vers\u0259 d\u0259, sonralar s\u0259rb\u0259st v\u0259znd\u0259 daha \u00e7ox yaz\u0131b yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

K\u00f6rp\u0259m<\/p>\n

Oturub \u00f6n\u00fcmd\u0259
\nmuncuq g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 h\u0259yat i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131
\n\u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n daha g\u00f6z\u0259l bir k\u00f6rp\u0259.
\nBax\u0131r minbir sualla,
\nK\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259.
\nGizl\u0259tm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsam, al\u0131narm\u0131?!
\nBilmir\u0259m…<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131b \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki m\u0259sum suala,
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram az da olsa g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259,
\n\u0130nanmad\u0131n bilir\u0259m,
\ninanma, k\u00f6rp\u0259m…
\nA\u011fr\u0131lar asanca yox olub getmir,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n…<\/p>\n

Gizl\u0259d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m indi g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc,
\nM\u0259nim k\u0259d\u0259rim\u0259 \u015fahid olursan…
\nDilim susa bil\u0259r…
\nruhum kirimir.
\nT\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259y\u0259
\nU\u015faq qal, k\u00f6rp\u0259m,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fcm\u0259k h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 sevinc g\u0259tirmir…<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131dan bir dil\u0259k haqq\u0131m olsayd\u0131 \u0259g\u0259r,
\nY\u0259qin bu d\u00fcnyadan q\u0259mi alard\u0131m…
\nY\u0131\u011f\u0131b xo\u015f anlar\u0131, xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259ri,
\nK\u00f6rp\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayard\u0131m…<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131b di\u015fim\u0259,
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 dodaqla g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir\u0259m.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim g\u00fclm\u0259di bunu bilirs\u0259n,
\nBilirs\u0259n v\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131l\u0131q vermirs\u0259n k\u00f6rp\u0259m…
\nG\u00fcl k\u00f6rp\u0259m, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00fcnyaya d\u00f6ns\u00fcn,
\ng\u00fcl ki, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rin d\u0259rman kimidi…
\ng\u00fcl ki, m\u0259nim yorulmu\u015f ruhum,
\nb\u0259lk\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b kiridi…<\/p>\n

11.05.2018<\/p>\n

***
\n\u00c7oxmu maraql\u0131d\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra n\u0259yim var?!
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131q yuxular\u0131m var,
\n\u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131n s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259l\u0259rim.
\nYollarda ili\u015fib qalan yor\u011fun
\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m var,
\nyerli-yersiz u\u015faqca \u00fcmidl\u0259rim.<\/p>\n

\u00c7oxmu maraql\u0131d\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n sonra nec\u0259di h\u0259yat?!
\nDumanl\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r var, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc alm\u0131\u015f qara buludlar.
\nFikirli ba\u015flayan m\u0259nas\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259r,
\nBird\u0259 s\u0259ni x\u0259yal ed\u0259n \u00fczg\u00fcn ax\u015famlar.<\/p>\n

2015<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var… bacarsan<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var bir d\u0259
\n\u018ftrin hopmu\u015f bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131
\ny\u0131\u011f\u0131b k\u00fcncd\u0259n, bucaqdan
\nkims\u0259siz d\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.
\nS\u0131xmaq var susqunlu\u011fu
\nDi\u015fl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n.
\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var bir d\u0259
\nbu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nGed\u0259 bils\u0259n…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr dediyin uzun deyil,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259nin bir yerind\u0259
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn ba\u011flar q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Yenid\u0259n sevm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\ng\u00fcc\u00fc yetmir \u00fcr\u0259yin
\nqopub s\u0259nd\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nyeni liman axtars\u0131n…<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var,
\namma
\ngetm\u0259yin d\u0259 n\u00f6v\u00fc var.
\nUnudulmaq itkidir,
\nUnutmaqsa intihar!
\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k var,
\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getm\u0259k… bacarsan.<\/p>\n

2015-2018<\/p>\n

T\u0259nhalar
\nKims\u0259siz bir adad\u0131r,
\nBu d\u00fcnyada t\u0259nhalar.
\nSa\u011f\u0131-solu sevgidi.<\/p>\n

Sevgiy\u0259 add\u0131m atmaq,
\nT\u0259nhal\u0131\u011fa \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u00fc.
\nM\u00fcbariz\u0259 ist\u0259yir,
\nYeni \u00f6mr\u0259 ba\u015flamaq.<\/p>\n

Kims\u0259siz bir adad\u0131r,
\nBu d\u00fcnyada t\u0259nhalar.
\nSa\u011f\u0131-solu sevgidi.
\nSevgi b\u0259z\u0259n qazancd\u0131r,
\nSevgi b\u0259z\u0259n itkidir…
\nBu d\u00fcnyada sevginin
\n\u00c7oxlu\u011fu da qorxudu.
\n\u0130nsan b\u0259z\u0259n lap el\u0259
\nSevgid\u0259n d\u0259 bo\u011fulur…<\/p>\n

04.05.2018<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyils\u0259n ki?!<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,
\nS\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrs\u0259n yad\u0131ma.
\n\u201cNec\u0259s\u0259n, \u0259zizim?
\nBay\u0131rda deyils\u0259n ki?!\u201d<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,
\nB\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb pla\u015f\u0131ma,
\nS\u0259ni d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m…
\nG\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259 soyuq deyil ki?<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131r,
\nYad\u0131ma, yadda\u015f\u0131ma.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015fdan qoxun g\u0259lir,
\nS\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f deyils\u0259n ki?!<\/p>\n

06.06.2016<\/p>\n

Na\u011f\u0131l<\/p>\n

Na\u011f\u0131l kimi olacaq h\u0259r \u015fey…
\nbu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n sonunda
\ng\u00f6yd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7 alma
\nyen\u0259 s\u0259nin olacaq…<\/p>\n

M\u0259ns\u0259 nam\u0259rd ipiyl\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar\u0131 \u0259sir saxlayan
\nDivl\u0259rin quyusuna en\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

bu m\u00fcdhi\u015f na\u011f\u0131llarda
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131zlar\u0131 divl\u0259r apar\u0131r…<\/p>\n

Bu na\u011f\u0131l m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259
\n\u00fcmidl\u0259rin can\u0131 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259d\u0259 olur.
\nM\u0259n\u0259 qalan bu na\u011f\u0131ldan
\nsaxlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00fcmid,
\nbir d\u0259
\nk\u0259silmi\u015f k\u0259d\u0259rli ipl\u0259r olacaq.<\/p>\n

Yax\u015f\u0131 ki na\u011f\u0131llar insafl\u0131 olur,
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn qaranl\u0131qlar\u0131n sonu s\u0259h\u0259rdi.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n \u201cqurban\u0131\u201d kimi,
\nBir Simurq qu\u015funu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

\u00dcz\u00fclm\u0259 na\u011f\u0131l adam\u0131,
\nsonu n\u0259 olur olsun
\nbu qorxulu na\u011f\u0131lda
\n\u00fc\u00e7 alma ir\u0259lis\u0259n…<\/p>\n

13.07.2018<\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131m<\/p>\n

Yor\u011fun \u00fcr\u0259yimi d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb,
\nh\u00fczuruna g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, Tanr\u0131m…
\no q\u0259d\u0259r yolu yor\u011fun yolda\u015fla g\u0259lm\u0259k nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tindir,
\nbilirs\u0259nmi?!<\/p>\n

bir k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n perikib
\n\u00fcrkm\u00fc\u015f arzular\u0131m\u0131 toplay\u0131b g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m…
\ng\u00f6r\u0259 bilirs\u0259nmi, Tanr\u0131m, ne\u00e7\u0259sini itirmi\u015f\u0259m?<\/p>\n

\u00fcmidl\u0259rim qalaqlan\u0131b,
\nsat\u0131n alan yoxdu,
\n\u0259limd\u0259 qal\u0131b, Tanr\u0131m,
\nal\u0131rsanm\u0131?<\/p>\n

t\u00fck\u0259ndim, Tanr\u0131m,
\ng\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259nmi?!<\/p>\n

t\u00fck\u0259ndim…
\n06.07.2018<\/p>\n

***
\nBax\u0131\u015flar\u0131m da s\u0259ssizl\u0259\u015fib bu aralar,
\ndinl\u0259y\u0259n olsa e\u015fid\u0259r s\u0259sini
\ns\u0131z\u0131ldayan s\u0259ssizliyin…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bu g\u00fcn yoxam.
\nuzun ill\u0259rin ard\u0131ndan
\nitirdiyim \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 boylan\u0131ram.
\nkimdi o q\u0131z?!<\/p>\n

\u018flimd\u0259 qalan n\u0259di,
\nn\u0259l\u0259ri itirmi\u015f\u0259m…
\nsoyuq q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259siy\u0259m indi m\u0259n.<\/p>\n

daha umidl\u0259rim incim\u0259z,
\nne\u00e7\u0259sini ist\u0259yirsiniz
\ns\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131n, “adamlar”, s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131n.
\ndonan hissl\u0259r \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\na\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 hiss etmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

indi soyuq q\u0131\u015f gec\u0259si,
\nruhu itmi\u015f biriy\u0259ms\u0259,
\nn\u0259 anlam\u0131 qal\u0131r ki,
\nn\u0259l\u0259ri itirmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

indi bu s\u0259ssizlikd\u0259
\nbir qurd ulay\u0131r i\u00e7imd\u0259,
\nb\u00fct\u00fcn yoxluqlar\u0131 k\u0259ndir el\u0259yib
\nt\u0259nha k\u0259d\u0259rind\u0259n as\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc…<\/p>\n

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