{"id":27731,"date":"2018-07-31T02:00:30","date_gmt":"2018-07-30T22:00:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27731"},"modified":"2018-07-31T10:27:22","modified_gmt":"2018-07-31T06:27:22","slug":"ilah%c9%99-imanova-yeni-seirl%c9%99r","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=27731","title":{"rendered":"\u0130lah\u0259 \u0130MANOVA.Yeni \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"

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QISQANIRAM…<\/p>\n

M\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqdasan, yoxsan yan\u0131mda,
\nQar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m.
\nQorxu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259, t\u0259la\u015f can\u0131mda
\nQ\u0259lbim rahat olmur, d\u0259rk etmir a\u011fl\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q ruhumu b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb b\u00fct\u00fcn,
\n\u018fs\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131ram m\u0259n.
\n\u018flin\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunur h\u0259r g\u00fcn,
\nM\u0259nims\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rim he\u00e7 yoxdur s\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ay s\u0259ni seyr edir gec\u0259 s\u0259madan,
\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259 oyad\u0131r s\u0259ni h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r.
\n\u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunub yanaqlar\u0131ndan
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n damla da olub b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q oduna al\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00fcr\u0259k,
\nSev\u0259n q\u0131sqanc olar, \u015f\u0259rh\u0259 n\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259k!
\nSusursan…dinmirs\u0259n yen\u0259 bu ax\u015fam,
\nBax\u0131\u015f\u0131n zill\u0259nib eyni n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259.
\nQ\u0259mini, sevinci h\u0259r vaxt duymu\u015fam,
\nB\u0259l\u0259d\u0259m q\u0259lbind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n ist\u0259y\u0259.<\/p>\n

Suallar verir\u0259m, cavab alm\u0131ram,
\nDil\u0259 g\u0259tirmirs\u0259n he\u00e7 bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.
\nS\u0259ni s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u0259n anlay\u0131ram,
\nG\u0259l, yana \u00e7evirm\u0259 n\u0259mli g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Onsuz bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n dinir, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r,
\nQ\u0259lbind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259ni eyl\u0259yir izhar.
\nX\u0259yal\u0131n d\u0259nizl\u0259r, da\u011flar dola\u015f\u0131r,
\nAmma ki yen\u0259 d\u0259 verm\u0259yir q\u0259rar.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 lal s\u00fckutun cavabd\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259,
\n\u00c7\u00fcn ruhum do\u011fmad\u0131r, yax\u0131nd\u0131r s\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n

* * *<\/p>\n

T\u0259sad\u00fcfm\u00fc, ya qism\u0259t
\nBu g\u00fcn yen\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.
\nYen\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 -g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u0259ldik..
\nBir vaxt bizi ay\u0131ran
\nYollar yen\u0259 k\u0259si\u015fdi.
\nQay\u0131d\u0131b ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131ca
\nIlk \u00fcnvanda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nS\u0259sin yen\u0259 do\u011fmayd\u0131,
\nEl\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n da…
\nH\u0259min sevgi, h\u0259min \u0259ks…
\nM\u0259kan da h\u0259min idi.
\nSaatda \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259r d\u0259
\nEyni vaxt\u0131 deyirdi.
\n\u018fsirdi \u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259
\nEyni h\u0259y\u0259can il\u0259.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi…
\nS\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz
\nTap\u0131lmad\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259.
\n…Dil \u2013dil \u00f6t\u0259n s\u0259n idin,
\nYalanlar\u0131 inci t\u0259k
\nArd \u2013arda hey d\u00fcz\u0259rdin.
\nB\u0259s indi niy\u0259 susdun?!
\nHe\u00e7 m\u0259nim d\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm yox idi daha.
\nN\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yalanlar\u0131
\nA\u015fkar edib, sonra da
\nAnd verm\u0259k olar
\nO bir olan
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z,
\nM\u0259rh\u0259m\u0259tli Allaha.
\n…\u201cD\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n!\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259din…
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259 idi b\u0259s?
\nM\u0259nim q\u0259lbim?
\nYa ruhum?
\nYox!
\nQ\u0259lb d\u0259 h\u0259min idi.
\nEl\u0259 ruh da h\u0259mindi.
\n\u018fs\u0259n, titr\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259lbim,
\nAyaqlar\u0131m, \u0259ll\u0259rim
\nYen\u0259 s\u0259ni sevirdi.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kirdi.
\nQar\u015f\u0131nda dayanan q\u0131z
\nEl\u0259 h\u0259min q\u0131z idi.
\nArxaya \u00e7evrilm\u0259d\u0259n
\nT\u0259rk etdiyin q\u0131z idi.
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n m\u0259n deyildim.
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n zaman idi.
\nArxaya \u00e7evrilm\u0259yib
\nGetdiyin m\u0259kan idi.
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n inam idi,
\nSars\u0131lm\u0131\u015f etibar\u0131m,
\nG\u00fcv\u0259n, etimad idi.
\n\u201cD\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259din…
\nDo\u011fru dedin.
\nD\u0259yi\u015fdim.
\nSay\u0259nd\u0259 oldu h\u0259r \u015fey.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcmd\u0259n, Allah\u0131mdan
\n\u00c7ox sevdiyim bir b\u0259nd\u0259
\nD\u0259yi\u015fdi m\u0259ni tamam.
\nDaha yoxdur qar\u015f\u0131nda
\nInc\u0259 ruhlu,
\nSad\u0259l\u00f6vh,
\nH\u0259min a\u011f\u0131ls\u0131z adam.
\n\u00c7ox h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r
\nQalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m s\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131mdan
\nY\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b ovuclar\u0131, \u0259ll\u0259ri
\nSiyrilm\u0259y\u0259n,
\nAmma q\u0259lbi qanayan,
\nHeyran \u2013heyran
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 boylan\u0131b
\nM\u0259nas\u0131z s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259
\nMin m\u0259na tap\u0131b ver\u0259n
\nO insan yoxdu daha.
\nSevgi imtahan\u0131ndan
\nK\u0259sil\u0259rk\u0259n h\u0259min g\u00fcn
\nBa\u015fqa bir imtahandan-
\nH\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0131na\u011f\u0131ndan,
\nQiym\u0259t ald\u0131m s\u0259n dem\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u201cD\u0259yi\u015fmis\u0259n\u201d s\u00f6yl\u0259din.
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259 idi ki…
\nD\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n bizl\u0259r idik:
\nQar\u015f\u0131nda m\u0259\u011frur duran
\nD\u00fcn\u0259nin zavall\u0131s\u0131 –
\nM\u0259n idim.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 baxma\u011fa
\nC\u0259sar\u0259ti olmayan
\nBir d\u0259 S\u0259ndin,
\nS\u0259n idin.
\nArxana \u00e7evrilm\u0259d\u0259n
\n\u00c7\u0131x\u0131b getdiyin park da
\nD\u0259yi\u015fib bu g\u00fcn tamam.
\nDaha \u0259vv\u0259lki deyil.<\/p>\n

D\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259r idi?
\nM\u0259ndim…
\nS\u0259ndin…
\nBir d\u0259 ki…
\nSevdiyi insan \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nA\u011flayan g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259ki
\nH\u0259min ya\u015flar\u0131n yeri.
\nBax, bu idi d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n…
\nN\u0259 m\u0259n idim, n\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

QISQANIRAM… M\u0259nd\u0259n uzaqdasan, yoxsan yan\u0131mda, Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yen\u0259 d\u0259 fikrim, x\u0259yal\u0131m. Qorxu g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259, t\u0259la\u015f can\u0131mda Q\u0259lbim rahat olmur, d\u0259rk etmir a\u011fl\u0131m. Q\u0131sqancl\u0131q ruhumu b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcb b\u00fct\u00fcn, \u018fs\u0259n k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0131sqan\u0131ram m\u0259n. \u018flin\u0259, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunur h\u0259r g\u00fcn, M\u0259nims\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rim he\u00e7 yoxdur s\u0259nd\u0259n. Ay s\u0259ni seyr edir gec\u0259 s\u0259madan, G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fs\u0259 oyad\u0131r s\u0259ni h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u0259 toxunub yanaqlar\u0131ndan S\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n damla […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-27731","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27731","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=27731"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27731\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":27734,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/27731\/revisions\/27734"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=27731"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=27731"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=27731"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}