{"id":28246,"date":"2018-08-28T06:30:58","date_gmt":"2018-08-28T02:30:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28246"},"modified":"2018-08-28T09:35:48","modified_gmt":"2018-08-28T05:35:48","slug":"xalq-sairi-n%c9%99riman-h%c9%99s%c9%99nzad%c9%99-secm%c9%99-seirl%c9%99r-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28246","title":{"rendered":"Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u018fS\u018fNZAD\u018f.Se\u00e7m\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259r"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/nerimena-hesenzade.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/nerimena-hesenzade-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-26754\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/nerimena-hesenzade-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/nerimena-hesenzade.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>G\u00dcND\u00dcZL\u018fR OLSAM DA HARDA,<br \/>\nHARDA M\u018fN<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r olsam da harda, harda m\u0259n,<br \/>\nPoyluya d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m yuxularda m\u0259n,<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n anal\u0131 u\u015faq oluram,<br \/>\nfikird\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131dan uzaq oluram.<br \/>\nQa\u00e7\u0131ram,<br \/>\narvadlar bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,<br \/>\nk\u0259m\u0259rim belimd\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flan\u0131r dir\u0259d\u00f6ym\u0259l\u0259r,<br \/>\na\u015f\u0131q, \u00e7ilika\u011fac&#8230; n\u0259l\u0259r, ay n\u0259l\u0259r.<br \/>\nBir qoca bar idi, o, c\u0259v\u0259nla\u015f\u0131r,<br \/>\nA\u011fstafa \u00e7ay\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n da\u015f\u0131r.<br \/>\nK\u00fcr ax\u0131r, m\u0259cras\u0131 dolmur ki, dolmur.<br \/>\nYuxuda g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r he\u00e7 ax\u015fam olmur.<br \/>\nHam\u0131yla \u0259l tutub g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259n,<br \/>\nbabamla, n\u0259n\u0259ml\u0259 \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m m\u0259n.<br \/>\nAnam\u0131 tapm\u0131ram, ay haray&#8230; anam!<br \/>\nAxtara-axtara m\u0259n ay\u0131l\u0131ram.<\/p>\n<p>ATALAR<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259nin pasportunda m\u0259nim ad\u0131m var,<br \/>\ndo\u011fuldu\u011fum ay var, il var, ay ata.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 maraql\u0131 bir h\u0259yat\u0131m var,<br \/>\nhe\u00e7 k\u0259s m\u0259nd\u0259n savay bilmir, ay ata.<br \/>\nS\u0259nin pasportunda m\u0259nim ad\u0131m var,<br \/>\nbizi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc tale d\u00fcnyada.<br \/>\nAncaq \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bir nisgil ya\u015far:<br \/>\nm\u0259n ata g\u00f6rm\u0259dim,<br \/>\ns\u0259n o\u011ful, ata.<br \/>\nAd\u0131m yaz\u0131lacaq m\u0259nim d\u0259 bir vaxt,<br \/>\no\u011flumun,<br \/>\nq\u0131z\u0131m\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rind\u0259.<br \/>\nT\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fcnyada xo\u015fdur ya\u015famaq,<br \/>\nbizim \u00f6vladlar\u0131n sin\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259.<br \/>\nVar ol ki, d\u00fcnyada s\u0259n s\u0259, ey \u00fcr\u0259k,<br \/>\nH\u0259yat\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flaya bildik.<br \/>\nBir \u00f6mr\u00fc<br \/>\nbel\u0259c\u0259 h\u0259sr ed\u0259 bils\u0259k,<br \/>\ng\u00f6r, nec\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259 ya\u015faya billik<\/p>\n<p>\u015eER DEM\u018fK \u0130ST\u018fY\u0130R\u018fM&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bir \u00e7ay ax\u0131r,<br \/>\nO\u011flan q\u0131za d\u00f6n\u00fcb bax\u0131r,<br \/>\nAyaqyal\u0131n ke\u00e7ir sudan,<br \/>\nQ\u0131z dinm\u0259yib susur bir d\u0259m.<br \/>\nBir e\u015fq il\u0259 el\u0259 bu an<br \/>\n\u015eeir dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir t\u0259rlan\u0131n u\u00e7u\u015funu,<br \/>\nYa ceyarn\u0131n qa\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n\u00d6z g\u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n:<br \/>\nEn\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259 dolur sin\u0259m.<br \/>\nQ\u00fcvv\u0259t al\u0131b t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u015eeir dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Qoca ov\u00e7u, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ova,<br \/>\nBir maral\u0131 qova-qova<br \/>\nMe\u015f\u0259likd\u0259 itir g\u00f6zd\u0259n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dcr\u0259yimi s\u0131x\u0131r bu q\u0259m.<br \/>\nO maral\u0131n haqq\u0131nda m\u0259n<br \/>\n\u015eeir dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>U\u00e7uq-s\u00f6k\u00fck q\u0259bristanl\u0131q&#8230;<br \/>\nTutuluram m\u0259n bir anl\u0131q:<br \/>\nBu torpaqda yat\u0131r anam,<br \/>\nBa\u015f da\u015f\u0131na ba\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u0259lib tap\u0131r m\u0259ni ilham<br \/>\n\u015eeir dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6ll\u0259r geni\u015f, k\u0259ndl\u0259r yax\u0131n.<br \/>\n\u00d6z o\u011fluyam bu torpa\u011f\u0131n.<br \/>\nM\u0259n ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 bu erl\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\nQulaq as g\u00f6r n\u0259 deyir\u0259m:<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl sev\u0259n h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 m\u0259n<br \/>\n\u015eeir dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>1956<\/p>\n<p>SAH\u0130LD\u018f<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259zir\u0259m yana\u015f\u0131 sevgiliml\u0259 m\u0259n,<br \/>\nG\u00f6mg\u00f6y sahilind\u0259 G\u0259nc\u0259 \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131n.<br \/>\nBir \u0259l g\u0259zdir\u0259r\u0259k sa\u00e7\u0131mda h\u0259rd\u0259n,<br \/>\n\u018fsir sabah yeli avqust ay\u0131n\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m \u015faml\u0131qdan xeyli a\u015fa\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nBir s\u00f6y\u00fcd a\u011fac\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259yir.<br \/>\nSanki qurumu\u015fdur dili-doda\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nSulardan doyunca i\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir sual dolan\u0131r ba\u015f\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn,<br \/>\nSakit g\u0259zinm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259ni qoymay\u0131r.<br \/>\n\u00c7ay\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259dir k\u00f6k\u00fc s\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fcn,<br \/>\nB\u0259s niy\u0259 sulardan g\u00f6z\u00fc doymay\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>\u018fliml\u0259 sahili ni\u015fan ver\u0259r\u0259k,<br \/>\nDeyir\u0259m, sevgilim, n\u0259z\u0259r sal bir an.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bil, m\u0259n s\u0259nd\u0259n doymad\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259k,<br \/>\nO salx\u0131m s\u00f6y\u00fcd d\u0259 doymur sulardan.<\/p>\n<p>1953<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00dcND\u00dcZL\u018fR OLSAM DA HARDA, HARDA M\u018fN G\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r olsam da harda, harda m\u0259n, Poyluya d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u0259m yuxularda m\u0259n, T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n anal\u0131 u\u015faq oluram, fikird\u0259n, qay\u011f\u0131dan uzaq oluram. Qa\u00e7\u0131ram, arvadlar bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, k\u0259m\u0259rim belimd\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. T\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flan\u0131r dir\u0259d\u00f6ym\u0259l\u0259r, a\u015f\u0131q, \u00e7ilika\u011fac&#8230; n\u0259l\u0259r, ay n\u0259l\u0259r. Bir qoca bar idi, o, c\u0259v\u0259nla\u015f\u0131r, A\u011fstafa \u00e7ay\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n da\u015f\u0131r. K\u00fcr ax\u0131r, m\u0259cras\u0131 dolmur ki, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28246","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-edeb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28246","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28246"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28246\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28250,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28246\/revisions\/28250"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28246"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28246"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28246"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}