{"id":28525,"date":"2018-09-14T03:30:59","date_gmt":"2018-09-13T23:30:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28525"},"modified":"2018-09-14T10:10:09","modified_gmt":"2018-09-14T06:10:09","slug":"selma-biyikoglu-dunyada-bir-ucak-gemisini-batiran-ilk-kisi-mustafa-ertugrul-aker","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=28525","title":{"rendered":"Selma BIYIKO\u011eLU.”D\u00dcNYADA B\u0130R U\u00c7AK GEM\u0130S\u0130N\u0130 BATIRAN \u0130LK K\u0130\u015e\u0130: MUSTAFA ERTU\u011eRUL AKER”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Derin derin bakt\u0131 Medine ufuklara, derin derin\u2026 Sevdas\u0131na, umutlar\u0131na, ac\u0131lar\u0131na, ge\u00e7mi\u015fine gelece\u011fine bakt\u0131. \u0130ki damla ya\u015f d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc kuruyan g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131ndan iki damla ya\u015f. Bir ah etti bir ah, yand\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fi yand\u0131 her yan\u2026
\nB\u00f6yle bir yang\u0131n vururken k\u0131z\u0131lca kayay\u0131, kavururken Karata\u015f ard\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fmu\u015ftu Medine. G\u00fcn belli de\u011fil, ay \u015f\u00fcpheli. Bilinen g\u00fcne\u015fin en har zaman\u0131yd\u0131. Ve g\u0131rgat a\u011fac\u0131 dibinde do\u011fdu\u011fuydu.
\nSanem\u2019di anac\u0131\u011f\u0131; g\u00fcne\u015f karas\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnde hayat\u0131n derin \u00e7izgilerini g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcn\u00fcz. Bir aya\u011f\u0131 aksard\u0131 hep\u2026 Tarlada g\u00f6lgelik arayan bir y\u0131lan sokmu\u015ftu\u2026 Kara lasti\u011fini g\u00f6lgelik sanan bir y\u0131lan. \u201cK\u0131zamad\u0131m.\u201d derdi anaca\u011f\u0131 \u201ck\u0131zamad\u0131m.\u201d Bu s\u0131cakta ne yaps\u0131nd\u0131 hayvanca\u011f\u0131z. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle bir anayla yan yana b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc Medine. \u0130ki g\u00f6z oda, 5 n\u00fcfus. Topraklar\u0131 akan iki g\u00f6z dam\u2026 Bir de hayallerini b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc koca bir ayvan.
\nY\u0131ld\u0131zl\u0131 gecelerde ta uzak k\u00f6ylerin lambalar\u0131 parlard\u0131. Yanard\u0131 Medine\u2019nin g\u00f6zlerinde sevdalar, ula\u015f\u0131lmaz a\u015fklar, heybetli kahramanlar\u2026
\nHep nineci\u011finden dinlemi\u015fti. \u201cDede Korkut\u2019u\u201d, \u201c\u2019Yedi ba\u015fl\u0131 Canavar\u2019\u0131\u201d. K\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn \u201cOsmanl\u0131 Kad\u0131n\u201d dedi\u011fi nineci\u011fi Hacer\u2019den. Onun tekerlemeleriyle uyumu\u015ftu.
\n\u201cG\u0131c\u0131r g\u0131c\u0131r \u00e7ebi\u00e7ler
\nYav\u015fan\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 di\u015fler
\nGider yaylada yaylar
\nGelir ovada k\u0131\u015flar\u201d<\/p>\n

Ger\u00e7ek miydi, hayal miydi bilemezdi Medine. Bildi\u011fi, anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131, duydu\u011fu ve hissetti\u011fi o zamanlardan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131yd\u0131 yan\u0131na\u2026 Uzak ufuklardan, karl\u0131 da\u011flardan, toprak damlardan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131.
\nTarladan eve, f\u0131r\u0131ndan \u00e7aya ge\u00e7mi\u015fti g\u00fcnler. Medine en \u00e7ok yaylaya \u00e7\u0131kmay\u0131 sevdi, en \u00e7ok y\u0131ld\u0131zlar alt\u0131nda uyumay\u0131 sevdi. Kana kana su i\u00e7meyi g\u00f6zelerden\u2026
\nYoruldu tarla yollar\u0131nda\u2026 Derme \u00e7atma f\u0131r\u0131nda ekmek yapmay\u0131 bekledi, de\u011firmende s\u0131ra, \u00e7e\u015fmede s\u0131ra\u2026
\nBeklemeyi, sabretmeyi \u00f6\u011frendi\u2026 So\u011fuk derede \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r y\u0131kamak e\u011flenceli geldi ona. Ta\u015flara s\u00fcrterek h\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131, h\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlardan al\u0131r gibi\u2026 Moraran parmaklar\u0131n\u0131, kilden a\u00e7\u0131lan avu\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7ek sohbetlerle \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131, dost g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015flerini merhem yapt\u0131.
\nGen\u00e7 k\u0131z oldu, kar\u015f\u0131 mahalleye vermedi ailesi \u201cuzak\u201d diye. Bir avu\u00e7 k\u00f6y\u00fcn uza\u011f\u0131 nas\u0131l olsundu. Y\u00fcre\u011findeki mesafeleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, Medine. Gidenleri, gelmeyenleri, bedenine yak\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcne uzak olanlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc, bir h\u00fcz\u00fcn dalgaland\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinde\u2026
\nBiti\u015fik eve verdiler, M\u00fcrsel\u2019e. \u00d6ylesine yak\u0131n yan yana, can cana. Ayn\u0131 \u0131rmakta y\u0131kand\u0131lar. Koyun kuzu pe\u015finde ayn\u0131 ekme\u011fi payla\u015ft\u0131lar. A\u011fa\u00e7lardan sapan yapt\u0131lar, kayalardan k\u0131na\u2026 Ayn\u0131 ka\u011fn\u0131ya bindiler, ayn\u0131 buluta\u2026 Umutlar\u0131 da r\u00fcyalar\u0131 da ayn\u0131yd\u0131. Devam edecekti hayat, ayn\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc alt\u0131nda. O kadar yak\u0131nd\u0131 M\u00fcrsel\u2019e\u2026 Ortada kerpi\u00e7ten duvar. Ses verir, ses al\u0131r \u00f6ks\u00fcrsen\u2026 Ne pi\u015fti anlars\u0131n yan odada, hangi h\u00fcz\u00fcn, hangi ne\u015fe var bilirsin.
\nSevindi anaca\u011f\u0131 Medine\u2019nin\u2026 K\u0131z\u0131 dizinin dibinde uyuyacakt\u0131, uzansa sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayacakt\u0131. Esen yellerle kokusunu duyacakt\u0131\u2026 Ayn\u0131 bacadan \u0131s\u0131nacakt\u0131, k\u0131\u015f geceleri.
\nToy d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn kuruldu, s\u0131rt s\u0131rta verildi. S\u0131rt s\u0131rta veren damlar gibi. Sofralar kuruldu. Kar\u0131nca karar\u0131nca bir damdan \u00f6b\u00fcr dama sini sini yemek ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131.
\nSevdalar\u0131n\u0131 gecelere saklad\u0131lar. Ka\u00e7amak bak\u0131\u015flar at\u0131ld\u0131, utand\u0131lar sevmekten, utand\u0131lar sevdalar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemekten. Yeni evine al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yeni demek al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131ktand\u0131. Bildi\u011fi tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan evdi oras\u0131. Ortak umuttu, ayn\u0131 yazg\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBir bahar g\u00fcn\u00fcnde \u201cy\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcm\u201d dedi, M\u00fcrsel\u2019ine. Utana s\u0131k\u0131la\u2026 T\u00fcm \u00e7i\u00e7ekler a\u00e7t\u0131 yaz\u0131da. T\u00fcm kelebekler havaland\u0131 tarlalarda. Sevindi\u2026 Sevindi\u2026 Sevindiler\u2026
\nM\u00fcrsel\u2019i o geceden sonra uyuyamaz olmu\u015ftu. Medine \u201cmutluluktan\u201d dedi. Geni\u015f ayvanda yakalad\u0131 onu. Yaln\u0131z ve sessiz uzaklara dalm\u0131\u015fken. \u201cNen var ?\u201d dedi, \u201cNen var kurban oldu\u011fum\u201d M\u00fcrsel ba\u015f\u0131ndaki \u015fapkay\u0131 d\u00fczeltti. Dik dursun diye s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct dallar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne yay gibi ge\u00e7irdi \u015fapkas\u0131n\u0131\u2026 \u201cBen \u00e7ocu\u011fumun okumas\u0131n\u0131 isterim\u201d dedi, \u201cFarkl\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcmesini\u201d askerde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehir \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 gibi bisikleti olsun istedi. Denize soksun ayaklar\u0131n\u0131, r\u00fczg\u00e2rlarla dalgalans\u0131n sa\u00e7lar\u0131\u2026 Medine\u2019de h\u00fcz\u00fcnlendi. Kendi umutlar\u0131yd\u0131 bunlar, kendi d\u00fc\u015fleriydi. Ucunu a\u00e7madan boh\u00e7alad\u0131klar\u0131yd\u0131.
\nH\u00fcseyin Dada\u015f\u0131n o\u011flunun s\u00f6zleri yatt\u0131 M\u00fcrsel\u2019in akl\u0131na. Hat boylar\u0131na gidecekti o da. Telefon direkleri dikmeye. Para para demeyecekti. Yar\u0131na saklayacakt\u0131, evlad\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131nlar\u0131na\u2026
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir heybeye koydu e\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131. Medine kalbini koydu, sevdas\u0131n\u0131 koydu. \u00c7ocu\u011fu i\u00e7in \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir patik koydu heybenin bir k\u00f6\u015fesine. Bacadan izledi kocas\u0131n\u0131 ta yolun sonuna kadar. \u201cYazar\u0131m\u201d demi\u015fti, M\u00fcrsel\u2019i.
\nYazd\u0131 da her ay. Mektuplar ald\u0131 ondan her ay, kokulu sevdal\u0131 mektuplar. \u00c7ad\u0131rda kal\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f. Koca koca direkler dikiyorlarm\u0131\u015f yollara. Evlerinden b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6\u011fe merdiven day\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f. Masal gibi, d\u00fc\u015f gibi…
\nO ay gelmedi mektup. Bekledi Medine bekledi\u2026 H\u00fcseyin Dada\u015f\u2019\u0131n Veysel\u2019in geldi\u011fini duydu. Ko\u015ftu ko\u015fabildi\u011fi kadar. Nenesi ko\u015ftu, anas\u0131 ko\u015ftu, ko\u015ftu karn\u0131nda bebesi. Veysel Veysel de\u011fildi sanki k\u00f6r kuyu, kara kaya, sal ta\u015ftan duvar\u2026
\nDuymad\u0131 Medine\u2026 Duymad\u0131 nenesi\u2026 Duymad\u0131 bebesi\u2026 Yank\u0131land\u0131 sesler. Yank\u0131land\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6kt\u00fc tavan \u00fcst\u00fcne, \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc hazan, \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc duman. \u201cKoca bir direk d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcne\u201d diyordu Veysel. S\u00f6ylerken kar\u0131s\u0131na. \u201c\u00c7ok u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131k ama nafile\u201d diyordu. Sustu sesler, sustu karn\u0131ndaki bebe, sustu g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcndeki kalp at\u0131\u015f\u0131. Buz kesti uzun \u0131rmak, buz kesti g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131.
\nO g\u00fcnden beridir o geni\u015f ayvanda, uzaklara bakar Medine. Kocas\u0131n\u0131 bekler, kuca\u011f\u0131na alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bebesini bekler. Uzaklara bakar hala umutla, a\u015fkla, uzaklara bakar derin derin\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Derin derin bakt\u0131 Medine ufuklara, derin derin\u2026 Sevdas\u0131na, umutlar\u0131na, ac\u0131lar\u0131na, ge\u00e7mi\u015fine gelece\u011fine bakt\u0131. \u0130ki damla ya\u015f d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc kuruyan g\u00f6z p\u0131narlar\u0131ndan iki damla ya\u015f. Bir ah etti bir ah, yand\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fi yand\u0131 her yan\u2026 B\u00f6yle bir yang\u0131n vururken k\u0131z\u0131lca kayay\u0131, kavururken Karata\u015f ard\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fmu\u015ftu Medine. G\u00fcn belli de\u011fil, ay \u015f\u00fcpheli. Bilinen g\u00fcne\u015fin en har zaman\u0131yd\u0131. Ve […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28525","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kumbet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28525","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=28525"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28525\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":28547,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/28525\/revisions\/28547"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=28525"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=28525"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=28525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}