{"id":29119,"date":"2018-11-15T01:00:42","date_gmt":"2018-11-14T21:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29119"},"modified":"2018-11-15T10:59:26","modified_gmt":"2018-11-15T06:59:26","slug":"murat-yaramaz-yalniz-sen-yalniz-ben","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/?p=29119","title":{"rendered":"Murat YARAMAZ.&#8221;Yaln\u0131z sen, yaln\u0131z ben&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapak.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapak-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-29008\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapak-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapak.jpg 684w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapakici.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapakici-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-29009\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapakici-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98onkapakici.jpg 682w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98icindekiler.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98icindekiler-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-29010\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98icindekiler-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98icindekiler.jpg 677w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98arkakapakici.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98arkakapakici-214x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-29011\" srcset=\"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98arkakapakici-214x300.jpg 214w, https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/98arkakapakici.jpg 682w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z sen olsayd\u0131n; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevilmezdin. \u0130nand\u0131ramazd\u0131n hi\u00e7bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi kendi ger\u00e7eklerine. K\u00fcf\u00fcr k\u00fcf\u00fcr kayard\u0131n geceler boyu inlerken gen\u00e7li\u011fin, baca\u011f\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ata benzerdin. H\u00fczn\u00fcne k\u0131yasla fazla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kal\u0131rd\u0131, kaybedilmesi mecbur bir resim gibi yak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 \u015fehrin. Kimilerine g\u00f6re anlams\u0131z bir manzara ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan bakmaya al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6zlerin.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z ben olsayd\u0131m; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevemezdim. Konu\u015famazd\u0131m b\u00f6yle, her ya\u011fmur sonras\u0131 dinginli\u011finde, dola\u015famazd\u0131m, a\u015fk\u0131n ve felsefenin derinli\u011finde. \u0130lkel bir sevd\u00e2 gezinirken damarlar\u0131mda, b\u00f6yle doludizgin ko\u015famazd\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn kay\u0131t d\u0131\u015f\u0131 sevgisizler gibi; \u00f6l\u00fc do\u011far, ya\u015famazd\u0131m. Kendini hen\u00fcz tan\u0131yamam\u0131\u015f ve k\u0131smen yaral\u0131 biri olarak s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum: &#8221;Yeri belirlenememi\u015f eksikli\u011fin, sen oldu\u011funu bilemezdim.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi ink\u00e2r etmeyelim birbirimizi ite ite katletti\u011fimizi, burnumuzda t\u00fcte t\u00fcte terk etti\u011fimizi.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z sen olsayd\u0131n; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevilmezdin. Yollar\u0131n, inan\u00e7s\u0131z ad\u0131mlardan s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z ben olsayd\u0131m; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevemezdim. Kalemim yere d\u00fc\u015fer, hayallerim y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yaln\u0131z sen olsayd\u0131n; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevilmezdin. \u0130nand\u0131ramazd\u0131n hi\u00e7bir ger\u00e7e\u011fi kendi ger\u00e7eklerine. K\u00fcf\u00fcr k\u00fcf\u00fcr kayard\u0131n geceler boyu inlerken gen\u00e7li\u011fin, baca\u011f\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir ata benzerdin. H\u00fczn\u00fcne k\u0131yasla fazla k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kal\u0131rd\u0131, kaybedilmesi mecbur bir resim gibi yak\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 \u015fehrin. Kimilerine g\u00f6re anlams\u0131z bir manzara ta\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n ard\u0131ndan bakmaya al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6zlerin. Yaln\u0131z ben olsayd\u0131m; bu kadar \u00e7ok sevemezdim. Konu\u015famazd\u0131m [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[42],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-29119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kardelendergisi"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=29119"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29119\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":29127,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/29119\/revisions\/29127"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=29119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=29119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edebiyyat-az.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=29119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}